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cannot believe she sang long live

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"Mary's Song" and "New Years Day" are mt RIDE OR DIES also "The Archer"

actually i really love that every taylor swift song is someone’s fave. like even the songs where you’re like, super meh about it and always skip . there’s someone who would go to war for that song

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the complicity of sisters

I haven't always had a complicated relationship with my sisters.... well, I kind of have but it didn't used to stress me out as much as it does now. I'm not sure when my older sister started going crazy, maybe the signs were always there or maybe she was corrupted by that one friend of hers I really don't know. my little sister is tried and true the same as she's always been, she can be grumpy but Shes not a narcissistic little bitch like my older sister, I mean you think she cant get any more self-centered and the BAM she says something so insane and fucked up. She keeps calling me her favorite person and I think of her as my almost enemy, I won't ever tell her though. My little sister and I have a great relationship, she would kill for me and I her. My half-sister though, she brings me the most pain, I never see her and i miss her every day, I cry for her constantly. I want my sister her; I want her here so badly. I haven't seen my other half-sister since I was like 4 so I don't have the urge to re-meet her now that I'm 20.

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This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

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Dear, Diary

If you keep speaking to me the way you do, you will be the end of us. I know I don’t know a lot of things i should, a lot of times is seems i was born yesterday. It must be difficult sometimes but if you don’t start having patience with me, if you keep these harsh words you will kill my soul. You are slowly killing me. If it goes on any longer i will have to end things. I don’t want to. I want you to be the end, I want us to last until we die. But i don’t know how much more i can take.

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Dear, Diary

I always imagined love to be more than this, more than sitting there and wishing silently for your attention. Did I just over-romanticize what love was supposed to be? Why can no one love me in the same way I love them? Why is my only example of real passionate love the way I love others? Maybe my expectations are just way too high, maybe love is more mundane than I expected. After all, the greatest loves of all time never lasted. It's not that I don't always feel your love, I feel it when we dance, I feel it in the way you smile at me, I feel it when we laugh together, I feel it in the way you are the only person I can share the darkest parts of myself with. Sometimes it feels as if you've shut it off, your love. Sometimes it feels like you've disconnected from me and the more I fight for the connection, the deeper you bury it away.