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Enthralled by Jean going I can’t have Jeremy but neither can anyone else but also I will not make his choices for him so I will sit here and stew in it and work on gaining the power to explode these other men with my mind

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saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

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came here to talk about the difference between how kevin treats jeremy vs how he treats literally everyone else. from tgr, we clearly see that kevin can be nice. and i believe that is because he sees jeremy as his equal and it is not completely related to exy. kevin bosses around and orders people who he considers are great at exy but not with jeremy. he listens to jeremy. he isn’t shy with his compliments. he genuinely smiles around him & likes spending time with him outside exy. he tries to explain himself to jeremy. i see people saying like “why do the foxes treat kevin like shit” well maybe because kevin is also a bitch to them. and god bless him !! bc he wouldn’t be kevin day without being a bitch but lets not forget. and i do wonder where this clear difference comes from. maybe we’ll learn more when we get into his head in his book

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jean being the jealous type is actually hilarious bc any guy at a bar who flirts with jeremy is going to turn around and smack into the built chest of huge backliner intense french man jean yves moreau glaring them down looking like he’s seconds away from decking them and if they watch exy at all they’ll know he is absolutely capable

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sometimes you just need to be under a blue sky in the afternoon and stare at a big fluffy cloud and contemplate to cope ykwim

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i take my whiskey neat, my coffee black in my bed at three, you're too sweet for me

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quick sketch of this funny idea from @zombiecowboy65

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jeremy being able to command the attention of a room without raising his voice you will always be famous to me

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rip jeremy knox you would’ve loved fluorescent adolescent by the arctic monkeys

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i love how nora stresses so hard that jean has to look away any time jeremy smiles or grins (aka has his attention trained on jean and is flashing those beautiful dimples at him) but then she also goes and slips in moments of jean staring to counterbalance all his ‘look-aways’

it’s easy to forget about, because nora’s writing is so freaking wonderful, but he does despite how we’re led to sometimes believe otherwise:

page 274, “jeremy wound it (the tie) around jean’s neck and hesitated, trying to imagine the movements on someone else and distracted by the weight of jean’s unblinking stare.”

page 291, “jean’s unblinking stare was a weight he (jeremy) refused to return,”

page 335, “it was so uncharacteristically rude jean could only stare at him (jeremy)”

page 474, “jeremy swayed this way and that for a minute, looking more relaxed and at peace than jean had seen him in months.

(cont.) maybe jeremy felt his stare, because he asked….” (mind you jeremy’s eyes were closed)

like i myself didn’t even start to notice until recently but jean actually looks at jeremy a lot. it’s when jeremy is looking back that he has to look away to “stop himself from getting in trouble” or “not do something he’ll regret” and that’s such a profound difference.

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bro what if we fit together like puzzle pieces bro what if we just lay down and like test it out bro you never know

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WHAT DO YOU MEAN HIS FAVOURITE COLOUR IS BROWN LIKE THE EYES OF THE MAN HE LOVES

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for your consideration: nowhere near by yo la tengo as a jerejean anthem

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it’s interesting that both renee and jeremy say they seek redemption bc like. in son nefes renee mentions at a couple different points that she’s waiting to feel regret or disappointment but ultimately it never comes + she tells andrew that “all these years later i still can’t repent.” she keeps the knives as a reminder, but her form of redemption is more about becoming a better person in the present and looking ahead to the future. by contrast, jeremy’s goals, whether he’s fully aware of them or not, seem to be 1) bettering himself so he never fails anyone who might need him again, and 2) punishing himself until he feels that he’s compensated for the pain, embarrassment, etc that he’s caused others in the past. for him, redemption is only part of the picture. what he’s doing at the same time is the one thing that renee can’t bring herself to do. it’s repentance.

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andrew minyard character of all time. he's toxic. he doesn't talk to cops. he has an identical twin brother and they hate each other. he made his identical twin brother promise not to have any other friends and then doesn't even talk to him. he might be a misogynist. his only friends are a born-again lesbian who can beat him up, the runaway son of a yakuza-affiliated serial killer, and his therapist. he's a student athlete. he hates sports. he killed his mother. he's a Mean Girl who runs his friend group like a cult. he's a crim major for the bit. he has an eidetic memory. he's petty. he likes to get people gifts. he does coke sometimes but says it doesn't have any effect on him because he has too many mental illnesses. he's the love interest. he doesn't smile. he was right about wwiii. y2k goth. repeatedly risks his life to help people in situations that have absolutely nothing to do with him and says it's out of boredom. when they picked him up from the psych ward he got in the driver's seat and blasted screamo the whole ride back and didn't say a single word to anyone. oh my god he is exactly five feet tall. he's even gay

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the biggest saddest eyes in class I exy :((

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imagine being jean, freshly out of a cult, got beaten to death, highly injured and traumatized, and out of nowhere your celebrity crush calls you on the phone. you immediately hang up on him. then he calls you again. this is your first interaction with the love of your life.