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I just love the Musical Genius in people nowadays 

The entire internet needs to see this.

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Well i know that alot of you can relate to this, but how many of you get a song stuck in your head and it just sticks in there forever. no matter whats the occasion you can feel the same feeling that you felt when you heard it. Mines is Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls covered by Kimmi Smiles. She is this Awesome youtuber that iv have kinda of a crush on lol. not to be weird its just her song may be covers but they sound so much better coming from her. i first stumbled across her from this other youtuber named Dave Days. Their song Olive You is is one of those songs that just means one thing “Olive You” or I Love You dont know go it check it both of these youtuber are awesome soooo yea go check them out. Still speaking of youtube has everyone seen this whole Lip Sync Battle, if you havent then i really recommend that yall go check it out Anne Hathaway’s Wreaking Ball is pretty freaking funny lol

well i guess ill hit this app up later

Night Party People

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Im trying my hardest>

Man do you ever just have those days where you just get a major reality check? I had the pleasure of taking that headache head on i mean it wasnt all that bad but i mean it could of been better i was able to see my daughter and shes starting to talk a little bit more, its sooo adorable but she also has 2 teeth coming out at the same time. its kinda a little bad because the orajel isnt really helping. putting that aside i was looking at her and i started to think “man how my life has changed in last couple of months and little over a year.” i would of never thought that i would be a farther, or getting married or anything like that this soon. i mean im only 21 and i feel like im 58. i mean serious i dont mind it but today it kinda bugged me... i love my daughter to death and will doing anything to make her smile. but i work alot, put up with assholes that really treat me like crap 95% of the time and im still trying to get a second job just so i can make ends meet trying to save up for a apartment, while still keeping food on the table. i just would like one night where i can go out have fun one last time thats all i would need just to remind myself that im still a 21 year old. i know now that im a farther i know that wont happen and i know ill get that whole you should of thought of that before you knocked her up the truth is we were trying to have a child i just thought i would be getting a lil help from my fiance. im not trying to kick her when she is down but i mean a lil help would be nice. o well nothing i can do now except just dealing with it. Agian im not trying to make anyone mad thats why im on here just to vent a little. well i guess im hitting the hay.

later...

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Oooooooohhhh lol

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Family over Comes FEAR

So I finally got my room cleaned, No thanks to my brother. I guess its payback because I didn’t clean it when I left for the first time. I still can’t believe it my brother is out of the house. I never thought I would see the day, but to be honest I am kind of sad not having him here. I really do miss him I know he is growing up but I don’t want that to be the reason that we grow apart you knows. I mean I know that i'm going to move out sooner or later with Maria but still. Ill miss being woke up by like 4 in the morning because he sleeps through his alarm clock. Its kind crazy though has getting married to Del next month I wonder how everything is going to change… I know i’m that guy that usually says fuck it but I mean this change is actually getting me a little scared. Like usually my blogs have some crazy type of title that may or may have to do with the actual post, but I don’t know to put on this. Scared loser sounds pretty close, or family over come the fear... I mean that is true who helps you trough most of the obstacles in life… (Those of you that say GOD get out) nah I’m just giving you a hard time Jesus lovers. But seriously your family and sometime your friends help out with most of your problems. The only reason I say sometime friends is because all my friends that help me through a lot of stuff I consider brothers and sisters. Even though I don’t get to really get to talk to them a lot they still know they are my bros. (sorry about going off into a different rant lol) LONG STORY SHORT: some change is good, some is bad, and it may always scare us. The best thing we can do is go ahead and face it head on and hope we come out shining on the other end. If not then it will make us stronger then ever before and we will be ready next time

  Well I guess its time for bed....Rock Out Loud Party People./// p.s. i’m going to try and make a Vapeing Blog for the 806 prolly get some hot Deals around Lubbock and get you ready for the next cloud comp. from LBK to Amarillo, Abilene, and Midland/Odessa

 Thanks later

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W3ll į šhøulđ øf š33n ţhįš cømįnğ

Another lil rant… It’s been a couple of months since I was kicked out of my fiance house. All becuase I didn’t want to pay them money…I was going to but then they go to my grandma, and point the finger at me saying I’m not being a good dad and that they are trying to get her to put me on child support. She already told me that she wasn’t but how many women say that and then BOOM back taxes, but I believe her tho. The reason I’m ranting is I still go see them pretty often and now still he is getting mad at me becuase she’s tired and I don’t want to help which is complete bull. Please tell me if this is justified in her corner or mine. She has to play and feed and take care of our daughter all day and night (still hehe breastfeeding feeding). Now I have a full time job work late most of the time, come and see them play with her so she can shower and relax, then I stay the night I get up to try and feed her unless she wants the nipple then I wake her up and go to sleep and do that 2-5 th imed a night. Then her mom comes and gets her so we can sleep and I have to be at work in like a hour and a half, and then I get botched at or she gets grumpy when I just want to come home and get comfy and chill 😐. She says I can do the same over there and I'm like no becuase I only stay there when I can (since I got kicked out) and the end of the day I still got to drive home... Idk just wanted to see what sides where taken

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Thåt Ķïnđ of Ňïghţ

Well it’s just one of those night I’m about to go to bed and iv gotten my fill on twitter. So I really don’t know what to put, Well I’m a D.A.D now and it’s changed me alot I work hard and make sure she not being raised like I was… I know that the streets may look fun but it’s not. Her name is Juvia Rose (yes from Fairy Tail) but she is soo like me sometimes it’s crazy. The way she really act now just remind of shit I do like one making weird faces at randoma people, or love just to be out and about. It’s kinda sucks now becuase I’m prolly getting a second job to get some stuff paid. Really after she got here my life has really changed, now iv lost a bunch of friends but they are the ones that are missing out.

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Lol my fellow nerds get me lol

Black Widow can kill a man using just her thighs. Going down on her isn’t so much a sex act as a trust exercise.

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carpe diem - seize the day

carpe noctem - seize the night

carpe natem - seize the ass

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This has to be the best spotlight fight ever

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Now this is music you can wag your finger too

My Chemical Romance’s ‘Blood’, but with speed and pitch increased. I can’t stop laughing.

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Am I a bad person for wanting this lol #longboard #stroller #awesome

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The Truth

Well im really feeling like in between a rock and a hard place. i wanna try and move on and find a new girlfriend, but my only problem is that i dont know if my ex gf is pregos. the main question is if im going to be with her if she is. I know i will be part of this child's life but i feel like idk if i want to be with her till then. its really a hard choice that no guy should ever have to think of but i mean we did have alot of good times, but we also fought alot and thats the only reason. i love her and i will always love her but since we have been apart it feels like we have grown apart i mean i just want to date. i havent dated a different girl in over 3 years but she has dated someone almost as soon as we broke up. Even once before we broke up. but like i said its not a really easy decision to make. I even had one of my ex girlfriends confess a love for me and i just was shocked. i feel bad because i left her hanging at that point to. I feel like i want to date someone new but how do i explain i could have a child on the way. So like i said stuck between a rock and a hard place. O well i believe i will choose the right thing when, and if that time comes

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Man its been a while since i went on a rant on this think so let me see whats new... well i started working at Whataburger and im actually loving it i love my new friends i made. it kinda ruined my relationship with my gf but i mean i still love her and she knows that, and i noticed all my friends and some of my family is leaving for college and i started to think that man they are living my dream. My cousin Jordan actually went to Cornell Law School in New York. Im so jealous but we have a plan lol. if i can make it down there with nothing but my instruments and a pocket full of music i can crash on the couch lol. Like A Rocker. well back to earlier talking about my love. i finally started talking to her again and it turns out that she might actually be pregnant.(if you read this please keep it to urself) but yea she said she think she might be but she dont want to get a test because she wants to see if she gets her girly thing. I dont mind but for some reason i was kinda happy at the thought. So i think i need to find a better job though so hopefully this government job calls me then i can start a family or just blow it on stupid shit o well i think thats it for now

Rock OUT louD party people

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Cravings

So have you ever had those mornings, afternoons, evenings when you are just craving things... I do all the time its different but everyday i crave Starbucks Coffee and MilkShakes/Smoothies and i have if not both then one or the other each day... I know, I know thats not a healthy diet, which is funny becuase im not fat like other people i know that prolly has the same type of diet but today i kind of swithed it up. i got Micky D's. Yup the cholesterol kingdom. i dont mean to crack jokes on them but it is so true,  but i cant hate becuase iv been at this McDalnolds for thier free internet to download music, and blog about it like i am so :> im evil...*Mwuhahahahaha*.....So I don't think iv said this but who ever is actually following this go ahead and check out my other blog called mu$ic is Lif3... im just reviewing bands i deem worthy lol well im out bout to drive to Levelland, Tx 

Rock Out Loud 

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£if€ /såga

So I saw this poster down the street from my aprt. In Lubbock, Texas and it made me think have you hugged a puppy today?? Well have you, have you hugged anything, or anyone today. I guess where I'm going with this is that life is short that's why I live it like today is my last night here with the thing, people, or anything I love. So don't forget to hug something today, and I mean hug something I don't care what it is. Hug a tree or a thorn bush I don't care and niether should you. I know some of you reading this is like " oh well I'm a tough guy, I don't need anyone, or anything." These are the people I'm talking about dont act like you are all tough because you will regret it. Look at me (if you could) I'm kinda the worlds biggest loner but I still like meeting people and haveing a good time without drugs and alcohol.... Well that's it for me... Like I said hug something, or someone and live life Rock out loud. JL

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LiF3 / c@n an¥ Jüdgē

So iv been away for awhile so I haven't had time to rant and do that so what's new... Well I have moved back to my hometown and I am kinda hating its and you would think ohh that's not that bad but my roommates are idiots and have started pissing me off. With one of them he's just a class A douchbag and the other it's like having a competition and he's a kinda recovering drunk... Notice how I said kinda. He drinks hard core it sounds good and all right but after he gets drunk he starts talking about his problems. Then when I'm trying to help him he gets mad then says who am I to judge. I mean I know I don't judge but when I'm trying to help it just pisses me off o well iv lost all faith in this post so laterz for now