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DO YOU ever just. Think about Halsin. Halsin, "I outgrew cynicism around the age of 200" Silverbough. Halsin, who constantly encourages you not to give in to despair, especially when others need you.

THAT Halsin, who himself becomes so overwhelmed with pain and helplessness when he sees the pain others experience in Baldur's Gate that he considers that the Shadow Druids might have a point, and needs you to remind him he's better than that.

THAT Halsin, who, in the deleted morphic pool scenes where each character would have been tormented by the brain, would have been shown a vision of himself saying everything was hopeless and meaningless and it would have been better to let it all burn.

THAT Halsin. The Halsin who is so kind and cares so much for others that being unable to help their pain makes him nearly surrender to despair himself, even after fighting so hard to overcome it. The Halsin who just wants to help and protect others, especially children. The Halsin who, if he dies to Orin, says his purpose was to help his friends as they'd helped him (to help others). The Halsin who fights every minute of every day to make the world " a place worth saving", who will make his own meaning in the world, in life, if he can't find one, because he REFUSES, as much as he struggles with it, to accept a reality where there is no point, where everything IS helpless. Because as much as he struggles, as much as he fears it's so, he WON'T let that be true- so he'll make his own purpose if he has to.

Halsin is such a fucking beautiful character I can't stand it!!!!

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let me introduce you to Gavis Bettel, he is funny Jester streamer, very good would reccomend

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What I have so far of my “doodling bg3 charas”

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Assigning Color Schemes to Bg3 Companions

Astarion = Snow White, Candy Red, and Rose Gold

Gale = Plum, Amaranth, and Silver

Shadowheart = Violet, Indigo, and Gold

Karlach = Brick Red, Coal, and Copper

Lae'zel = Sienna, Russet, and Titanium

Wyll = Royal Blue, Ultraviolet, and Gold

Halsin = Forest Green, Mahogany, Mulberry, and Coffee

Jaheira = Leaf Green, Rust, and Brass

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My Tav, Filnra Zauani (M) both in Act I/II form, and Act III form

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Based on the thought "characters who would be best friends"

I'M SORRY APPLEJACK FANS I was thinking of drawing her with Wyll... but I don't get the feeling with any character hanging out with her... also I ran out of ideas for activities

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Meet my two Dragonborn!

Lokra Gro Drul'Gad♀️, an Orsimer Theif/Stealth Archer (Not married yet but Brynjolf better be ready 👀)

And, Cinalos Snowberry ♂️, a Bosmer Healer/Mage, who very recently (two hours ago) got married to everyone's favorite Dunmer Merc, Teldryn Sero

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boyfriend asked what i was doing, told him i was editing a picture, boyfriend asked "is it something like house stretched out with the words 'menstrual blood' on it or some shit?", boyfriend was wrong, boyfriend was also onto something this goes hard

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sometimes u go on google searching for a reference image and you just find something that is totally not what you are looking for but is better than anything u could have ever dreamed

who is she

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Serenity

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I’ve been playing elder scrolls castles lol, love these little goobers especially

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Have a lil doodle of my Skullgirls main, Squigly, her Demon Artist version is my current main <3

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Another Sona Redesign lol, but no clothes given to them yet, just wanted to get the body down