johnchlo

[johnchlo]

[johnchlo]

[johnchlo]

genuinely when you log off and are only exposed to the lives of those around you as god intended you realize how much shit does not matter. i know this is not a hot take but we were not meant to hear every thought, feeling and opinion of people we will never see face to face. it’s so much easier to pile on people for harmless but annoying opinions when you will never have to spend extended time with them.

[johnchlo]

Every place I leave takes a piece of me, and I haven't decided whether it's killing me or keeping me alive.

-C.L

[johnchlo]

Someday you won't remember the boy that made you cry on your birthday at 19

Someday you won't remember how he made your body feel like it wasn't yours

Someday you won't remember how isolated he made you feel

Someday you won't remember the feeling of not feeling beautiful or worthy around him

Someday you won't remember the ways he turned into what you thought he would never become

Someday you won't remember comforting him when he was the one that hurt you

Someday you won't remember hiding how much he hurt you in order to make it work

Someday you won't remember killing yourself for his approval

Someday you won't remember the ghost of his unwanted touch and how it still makes your skin crawl

Someday you won't remember crying in the washroom because he made you feel used and dirty

Someday you won't remember when you screamed no

Someday you won't remember the voice of that's what your wearing

Someday you won't remember losing friends because of him

Someday you won't remember the feeling of not being good enough

Someday you won't remember all the tears you cried

Someday you won't remember the way he takes his tea or his birthday

Someday you won't remember his indifference

Someday you won't remember feeling haunted

Someday I won't remember you

and it can't come soon enough

[johnchlo]

[johnchlo]

✿𝓓𝓸𝓭𝓲𝓲𝓼𝓢𝓮𝓪

[johnchlo]

[johnchlo]

leaving kudos on ao3 isn’t enough I need to be able to eat the fic

[johnchlo]

Edinburgh by __suzannah.

[johnchlo]

more klance pics I had in my folder! c:

[johnchlo]

Why do you reblog your own fics so much?

Because someone might as well!? And look at this. Look. At. This.

Does this look right to you??

These are just the last three fics I wrote. I appreciate the likes, believe me I do, but you have to understand. Likes do nothing for content creators. It’s the reblogs. Because that’s how you find shit on your dashboard. Through reblogs. Not likes. This isn’t twitter or tiktok or instagram. This is a website that’s run by the reblog system.

Reblogging helps content creators put their stuff out there. Why do you think so many people stopped writing fanfic and creating beautiful fanart and edits? It’s because they put in hours of work and don’t get nearly enough notes for their masterpieces. Yes we do this because we enjoy it but like...some validation won’t hurt. A boost of confidence here and there might be all someone needs to finish whatever thing they started and left.

Anyway, I’m still going to reblog my shit...

[johnchlo]

[johnchlo]

Forgotten Letter #888

#poem #poetry #poetryart #visualpoetry #visualpoem #Letter #handwritten #handwriting #father https://www.instagram.com/p/CYcgbFkMHfK/?utm_medium=tumblr

[johnchlo]

I’m just super fucking bitter that once the flint water crisis got it’s 15 minutes of fame people stopped giving a shit. The water is still poisoned, people! Donations have plummeted and people have been forced back into drinking and bathing with the water! The medical effects of this are astounding, cases of legionnaires disease have skyrocketed, people are having seizures, people are having weird rashes break out over their body, people (including me!) are having their blood poisoned, and it’s not just lead! it’s coliform bacteria! it’s THMs! it’s all in the water and it gets into the bloodstream and breaks down blood vessels, causing bruising and petechiae and internal bleeding and no one gives a shit anymore and it’s only gotten worse like how many people are going to have to die until people realize this is still a problem

[johnchlo]

wait its that bad in india????

as of 22nd April 2021 we have about 16.3M new cases and a death toll of 187K . Only about 1.4% of the population has been fully vaccinated yet.

on top of that, we’ve been facing a major shortage in oxygen supply (to the point where the govt has decided to airlift oxygen from other nations), a shortage in hospital beds and services. The numbers keep rising and with the spread of the new strain, the scenario has transformed into something deadlier than ever.

our infrastructures are falling apart and we need all the help possible at this very moment so the nation can be atleast saved when there’s still a chance. I’ve already lost two of my friends, a teacher and family to the second wave and I can only imagine how much worse it can get. so i would like to take this opportunity to link in some donation posts below–

> Here is Akshaya Patra’s Covid-19 relief service— help provide meals and packed grocery to those in need

Getting the word out at this time of crisis matters.

Please reblog and help