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an exasperating search of synonyms and translations has led me to mix a couple words into one (most likely badly made word) which I'm going to unofficially use for the term:

"The distortion of feelings after experiencing something joyful that leads to regret and a sense of grief due to the absence of an answer to what's next"

or more simply put "mourning the end"

I hereby announce πένθελους/Penthelus

its probably not that good but for the lack of a better word (to my knowledge) I'll be using this

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feel the light shine on my face

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I'm a lost lover,

A lover that's lost,

In my mind as I hover,

Through my thoughts and I scoff.

For I do believe in love,

Of it at first sight,

The falling by a shove,

Of a heart being in might.

I too, have fallen by being shoved,

Though by being forsaken,

Not by being loved.

It has stolen, it has taken.

And in it I embrace,

The patience of falling in love,

The waiting for the grace,

For my heart's mighty shove.

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and I miss you

not because I want to

but because I do

it's in my heart, in my lungs

in the whole of my body

and I just want to say, I'm sorry

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don't you see?

I want you with everything

with the sun, the moon and the sea

the storm, the clouds, and everything inbetween

I want you with the ground, hands entwined

with a picnic in the spring, I want you to be mine

I want you on the couch

with a movie we both like

I want to sing and shout

as we're going on a hike

I want you in my mind

as someone who is mine

I don't want our love to be blind

I want it to shine

because even in the night

when it's dark in our thoughts

in the depth of our fights

I want you to be mine

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karma is a bitch

call it payback, call it destiny

I've got this feeling, a slight smidge

that I played its little melody

that I felt the things I needed

and stopped when it was too late

the first day when she greeted

and the last day there was hate

hate is too strong

it wasn't that, it was pain

I'll never stop, I'll always long

for the ending of the shame

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Icarus flew too close to the sun

and so did I

I thought I found love

I thought I could fly

I felt like a dove

high up in the sky

but I was scared

scared to fall

fall again, and so that was all

all there was to it

to Icarus and I

we fell, into the sea

after we flew, too high to be

and that is the story, of Icarus and I

of how we fell in love, in love with the sky

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Son of a goddess,

Who makes the most beautiful sound

I wish to be lovers

I'm floating up, feet no longer touching the ground

Oh and if I could have, you

What would I say?

What would I do,

With you, By my side

Son of a goddess,

Oh I am so proud

To be with you now

And oh, I'll say it out loud

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I crave you.

not your body,

but your soul.

I love how we entwine,

how we wrap around eachother.

how we love,

and how we laugh.

how we cry,

in eachother's arms.

sharing our weaknesses,

and caressing eachothers feelings.

showing eachother we are safe,

and we are safety.

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You’re lighting up  my flame  from the inside. How did you get in? I don’t even know  how to get in.

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the romance of sitting in a room with the person you love, each of you doing your own thing like reading a book or playing a game.... silent but full of love and warmth

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I see you in everything

as the sun makes me feel warm,

the rain makes me feel calm,

the moon makes me feel loved,

and the stars make me feel special

I love you, and I love the world for reminding me of you

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my dear, I will always be this tender for you

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he ran to me, arms open, with a loving gaze

he hugged me, tight but soft

we were with eachother once again

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I was kissed by the sun today

I could feel his warm lips on my skin

it made me calm in a certain way

as I felt him flowing through my body