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Can’t sleep let’s write something at the top of my head right now about Brant.

With every smile you give, your smile radiates a warm essence that spreads on to others. The same way the sunlight sparkles across the Ocean, with each ray that bounces off one another. You’re a virus , but a good one. You carry a lot of pain deep within your heart as a Captain. The truest treasure to me is not gold .. but it’s you.

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My small book of quotes is now complete. Feel free to read it 🩵 here is the link an example of one of my quotes!

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My small book of quotes is now complete. Feel free to read it 🩵 here is the link an example of one of my quotes!

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Currently working on a book”Moonlit Scars”. Each character has 10 pages each. If you want to see what it’s abour Please check my TikTok account. This book is NOT fiction. It is poetry and quotes. Something different, bc it’s what I enjoy doing most. This includes

- aventurine

- Brant

- Sunday

- Jiaoqiu

-anaxa

-Phainon

-mydei

If you do decide to read it when I complete it I hope I can help you heal, or you can relate. Thank you<3 Find more about it on this account tyyyy

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Idk what this is but the idea just came off onto my head. Sunday’s halo glows when he feels different kinds of emotions. This is really simple so if you’re having a hard time this might help you feel happy !! I don’t Like making things long bc I can’t pay attention much so !! Here

You’re sitting down feeling unwell telling him about your problems , and everything you struggle with. Sunday walks towards you with a heartwarming gaze. He embraces you into his arms. You’ve never felt this way before , you never even let anyone touch you.. but a hug from the halovian felt somewhat warm, and melted the ice on your cold chest*

*you gaze up and notice something*

“Sunday??.. Your halo.. it’s glowing!! I’ve never seen it glow before??”

*Sunday gives a light smile and chuckle at your gesture as he looks down at you*

Sunday: “Allow me to explain dear. When I’m in a good mood, my halo can light up an entire room that’s turned to dark. “

*you look at his halo illuminating the room in awe, silence between the two of you. Gazing at each other , you feel the safest you’ve ever felt your entire life. As it continues to light up he reaches for your hand*

Sunday: “Allow me to show you something.”

*you stand there confused*

*sunday grips your hand gently, allowing you to dance with him. He spins you around slowly, allowing you to escape from the shackles of reality, you feel.. free*

“Why are we .. dancing??”

Sunday: “Look at my hand, and look at your hand intertwined together. The sparkles.. for you my dear”

*you listen to what he says and look up, With the magic of his halo the room filled with sparkles , and glitter everywhere. You have never felt this happy until this very moment*

*Sunday gazes at you in awe happy knowing he made you light up*

Sunday: “Let this be a symbol to you, a symbol of me never leaving. I will be your light , your .. serenity. I Hope you Continue to make me glow my dear.”

*Sunday spins you around again, and bows to you, making promises he’s never made to anyone before.*

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Idk what this is but the idea just came off onto my head. Sunday’s halo glows when he feels different kinds of emotions. This is really simple so if you’re having a hard time this might help you feel happy !! I don’t Like making things long bc I can’t pay attention much so !! Here

You’re sitting down feeling unwell telling him about your problems , and everything you struggle with. Sunday walks towards you with a heartwarming gaze. He embraces you into his arms. You’ve never felt this way before , you never even let anyone touch you.. but a hug from the halovian felt somewhat warm, and melted the ice on your cold chest*

*you gaze up and notice something*

“Sunday??.. Your halo.. it’s glowing!! I’ve never seen it glow before??”

*Sunday gives a light smile and chuckle at your gesture as he looks down at you*

Sunday: “Allow me to explain dear. When I’m in a good mood, my halo can light up an entire room that’s turned to dark. “

*you look at his halo illuminating the room in awe, silence between the two of you. Gazing at each other , you feel the safest you’ve ever felt your entire life. As it continues to light up he reaches for your hand*

Sunday: “Allow me to show you something.”

*you stand there confused*

*sunday grips your hand gently, allowing you to dance with him. He spins you around slowly, allowing you to escape from the shackles of reality, you feel.. free*

“Why are we .. dancing??”

Sunday: “Look at my hand, and look at your hand intertwined together. The sparkles.. for you my dear”

*you listen to what he says and look up, With the magic of his halo the room filled with sparkles , and glitter everywhere. You have never felt this happy until this very moment*

*Sunday gazes at you in awe happy knowing he made you light up*

Sunday: “Let this be a symbol to you, a symbol of me never leaving. I will be your light , your .. serenity. I Hope you Continue to make me glow my dear.”

*Sunday spins you around again, and bows to you, making promises he’s never made to anyone before.*

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I didn't expect to become so attached to Mydei, if I'm being entirely honest. But there's just something about the way he's so earnest. His reluctance to inherit the Strife Coreflame, only to choose to bear the mantle anyways. His genuine desire to show his people life beyond the glory of death in battle. Ending the Kremnoan dynasty. Don't even get me started on "the son of Gorgo will be crowned in blood" and "mother, I'm home." His story was so well done in the 3.1 quest

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wip

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This is personal and real. Recently lost my Cat so I wrote a letter to him, even included Aventurine here. Please don’t read this if you don’t want to cry. I just want to leave something somewhere so I can come back to it and leave a memory of him.

A letter to you,

I woke up, a new morning but you were not there.. in my room all day I was feeling off. We kept saying “I have not seen my cat today” like we always did, but you would always return. I stepped outside to go search for you, to see if you were looking up at the birds in the sky, or chasing butterflies. I then saw you.. I thought you were hurt until I realised what happened to you. You did not even leave this world naturally. I am sorry I couldn’t protect you. You were only 2 years old.. still young and you left me. The image of you constantly replays in my head. I am so so sorry , I really am sorry I did not protect you. I did not even get to say goodbye to you. What do I do without you?? You were another piece of me. You were the missing piece to my already broken and shattered soul. How silly is it.. if someone is reading this , i showed you Aventurine. I put a projector on my wall, and you gazed up at the projector looking at Aventurine, and then I Switched it to fish. You played around with the fish projecting on my wall. How fluffy and cute you were. How silly is it that I connect Aventurine to you now, even in this situation?? He basically is a black cat guy too anyway. Thank you for healing parts of me when I wanted to leave this world. With every traumatic day, you came to me, you followed me around home when I was upset , or angry at others. I still have your cat biscuits in the draw .. I CANT bring myself to throw the packet away.. I have your collar you never wore in my room. I hold it in Mt Hands every day now. It’s only been five days. Tears have streamed down my face for the past 4-5 days. You’re not on my bed anymore, I can’t pet you… your meows are no longer here. I adored you. You were the only thing I truly loved. Before you passed away, I was playing with you the other days before. You were running around the house like a happy cat you were. Thank you for being here for me, more than anyone else when I needed it. I truly cherished you with my entire soul, my soul is broken. I hope you’re doing well.. now you have also become one of the stars within the sky. Please shine on me , leave me rainbows after every storm, and show me beautiful skies.

- your owner

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A quote about Anaxa, related to myself again

Before I even knew of your presence, I was destined to find you. The night you lit up the sky for me, was the night I discovered a new world… that world was you. I forgot how to shine and you reminded me that I was a Star too. Out of all the stars in the sky, you were the most important one. You are my Sun.

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A quote about Anaxa, related to myself again

Before I even knew of your presence, I was destined to find you. The night you lit up the sky for me, was the night I discovered a new world… that world was you. I forgot how to shine and you reminded me that I was a Star too. Out of all the stars in the sky, you were the most important one. You are my Sun.

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Anaxa

A quote I wrote about anaxa related to myself

As I gaze into the night sky, I feel your presence behind me... I turn around, your aura calms me.. like stars glimmering within dark , If I move closer.. Will I shine with you? You move closer, and reach out for my hand. Without a word, my hand locks with yours.. you illuminate the sky with an Aurora. Heavily drawn to you.. like when a flower needs rain to grow, Will you help me bloom?

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Something I wrote about Jiaoqiu related to myself:

Jiaoqiu

My heart.. a place that was always ignited with flames until it was eventually burnt out. Like when a person holds a sparkler on new years.. it eventually burns out right? They only use it when they need it. My sparks were blown away by the wind until my eyes laid on you. You were not a sparkler to me ; you were a candle on a birthday cake. I removed the candle off my cake but you gently gripped my hand, telling me to “put the candle back on the cake.” With your help, the warms flames on the candle lit up again. Because of you ,I felt the presence of the flames not only on the candle, but your warm and gentle soul. You are a healer but I hope one day I can heal you. And allow you to not just feel the warmth of the flame, but be able to see and gaze upon this world again. You are more than your eyes though to me. Continue to heal me.

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Sometimes I just need a fictional man to wipe away my tears 💔

(Aventurine , Phainon Brant , and it goes on and on )

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`✦ ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹

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BRANT

Now I know everything about him I’m obsessed with him so here is a cutsie little scene I thought of

Sitting on his ship , at night time looking at the stars together , watching the horizon as he tells you all the battles he’s fought as a pirate, and all the shows he’s performed across the world. As he tells you his stories you fall asleep on Brant’s shoulder and he gazes at you with a smile.

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My newwww mannnnnn😫😫 posting him on every app bc he’s just that gorgeous men with purple eyes always come to me it’s alway just destiny for me to find men with purple eyes

Aventurine if ur reading this don’t 🙏🙁 I love you still