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Me seeing self aware Tav concepts 👀👀👀👀

I'm so glad you like them. I plan on doing more with it hopefully soon. I'm bouncing between platonic and romantic mentally.

I do know half my idea rn is just Tav holding reader up by the arm pits baby simba style proudly to the group. (If the Tav you imagine is a short race they're standing on a box to do this)

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Accidentally stumbled upon your blog and I really enjoyed the KNAK au for TWST. Are you still writing for that fandom and au, or are more interested in writing for other medias?

I still do write for it. It's just a matter of getting request and/or an idea to write for it. Honestly the Knak aus are some of my favorites. And twst even if I don't play it anymore still holds a special place in my heart.

I've also just been really slow about getting to things/replies. I have 8 total request right now that I need to do, just none of them scratch the idea itch to the writing brain. I do plan on getting them done eventually.

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Is it okay to request first god mc with Nyx asking if there's any other kids?

Liked they asked the most granny thing there is while giving out some equivalent of candy to everyone

I didn't understand this at first because I've been really fuzzy mentally. For some reason I thought Nyx was asking reader that. Glad I took my time to reply so I didn't mess up.

Self aware/ first God au

Warnings: very very light delusional yandere thoughts.

Nyx was surprised by your question. You had seemed to know so much about her and her family...everyone in the house in fact. Maybe that lingering mental fog from your imprisonment had gotten to you again. To think the titans had done so much damage to you.

She accepted the candy with a smile,truly she'd never been fond of sweets but from you they were very pleasant. "You know of all my children. Though I know not what my daughters the fates have instore for me yet. They still wish to see you more when you have the time."

You seemed a tad disappointed though you masked it well. You did light up again at being told the fates wished to see you. Nyx knew you wanted to spend more time with them, the issue had just been how busy they were. As you skipped off to go visit her daughters the goddess of the night pondered. Maybe it *was* time for another child to grace they house's halls. She was sure it would make you happy; and this one would be the most blessed of her children to be raised with your presence...

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Some more self aware bg3 thoughts this time focusing on Durge!Tav. This will have a yandere tone.

Content warnings: yandere, isekai, platonic yandere, violence mentioned, delusional behaivor, reader is referred to as mother no matter their gender because durge is a little crazy and bhaal stole the father title

Durge is default durge

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The Tav being Durge is probably both the best thing and the worst thing that can happen to you. He senses *who* you are at first sight. Durge has accepted his dark thoughts and ways, his mind warped with the amnesia. Yet when he sees you he knows. You are his mother. You made him, shaped him.

It doesn't matter to him your gender you are mother. And upon first glance of you that's all he's ever called you. Durge is touchy and affectionate but most of all protective. He will not hesitate to kill or maim anyone for even looking at you wrong. He is the scary dog privileges.

His dark urges never extend at you. He's had urges involving you but more about things like bringing the head of someone who glanced at you too long to you.

Durge wants your praise, he wants your approval above all else. But hey at least you don't have to be scared of dying because he'd rip your soul from death's grasp personally.

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I love the idea of Reader being in Tav's group but not Tav. Maybe it's your own personal Tav. Who recognizes you by feeling. Leading them to be very protective of you.

None of the group really understand why Tav their friend and leader is so protective of you at first. You're a weird little person driven mad by something speaking of worlds and things too impossible to exist. Lots of distrust at first.

Then you grow on them slowly. It starts with Gale and Wyll.

Gale adores hearing about your world, the marvels you describe. Even if you are crazy the ideas were amazing to hear like a story! He tells you stories of this world too, teaching you, guiding you to help fit in more. You're a bit odd but you are a good sort.

Wyll tries to ignore the crazy things you say though he catches himself at times using your odd slang from time to time. You're someone who needs protecting and despite being crazy you do your best to help the group, you also respect boundaries and have empathy in spades and he respects that. Crazy or not you were a pure soul, and he couldn't leave you to the wolves like some wanted.

Shadowheart, Halsin, and Karlach are the second group to get attached.

Shadowheart pities you more than anything. That didn't stop her from at first trying to insist they leave you with the druids. They didn't have time to handle you and get rid of the parasites. Tav shot that down firmly. Once she is attached she has to admit you were rather charming in your own way.

You end up needing healing more often then the others due to your lack of skills. But you never willingly let it slow the group down.

Halsin much like Tav from the start is insistent on teaching you how to survive. You maybe crazy but that doesn't erase the fact you are kind and a living being. Much like lessons with Gale you soak up what he teaches you. Usually it's what's safe to eat in the wild and not, what to do if you encounter certain animals. Things that would serve you well if you got separated from the group.

Once attached he's a bit more of a mother hen. Making sure you are warm at night and that you know he will keep you safe, himself and your other friends.

Karlach was always friendly with you, though there was a distance at first. You could never tell if it was she was scared of hurting you or you snapping in insanity. She didn't fear you she feared your judgment. You were nice and funny and being judge by the party's crazy one would hurt.

But once she adjust to you she is the best company. She wants to make you smile and after a while she believes you completely. She had no doubt of your origins. Which just makes her want to spend more time with you. She wanted memories cemented for both of you of your time together so no matter what happens both of you could look back fondly on the time together you shared.

Lae'zel and Astarion trust you last. And while it's Lae'zel who grows fond last Astarion gives her a good run for her money.

Astarion believes at first your whole thing is an act. Something you are using to get protection and such. He can't judge you for it, he's doing the same after all...but he can't resent how *well* you keep the act up. Not a single Crack or slip of your mask. It's impressive really.

When he finally let's you in he realizes it isn't and act and is horrified. His proof it wasn't an act was the time he finally tried to feed on you. You tasted vile, like things he'd never tasted before. You said preservatives and microplastics and he just had to believe you. He did laugh when you admitted at being a bit insulted you tasted bad but you didn't judge him. Hell out of everyone in camp you made him feel the most...himself. You respected his opinion even more the Tav did and you showed care with out smothering him or demanding things. It meant a lot to him but he'd never say it.

Lae'zel is insistent for a very very long time at just leaving you behind. There was no room for such weakness in the group. You were touched in the head and couldn't fight, you had no value to her and by extension the group. As more and more of the party start getting attached she gets disgusted.

You go to her to ask questions about her culture even after she insults you and threatens you. And eventually that makes her soften a little bit. You were weak but courageous she'd give you that. She will never outright be kind but she may answer questions with less bite. If she saves you on the battlefield... no she didn't.

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I'm really sorry I haven't posted anything after being backish... aside some health issues I've been busy playing videogames.

Baldur's Gate 3 has taken over my brain. I've also been playing Palworld and some stardew valley (still waiting on the update for both palworld and stardew) so all my energy is there.

I've been considering coming in and just babbling random concepts and ideas. Like a sacau Baldur's Gate, or just little things as they hit me. But idk if anyone would be interested in that.

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It's a shame it's only main blogs I want the book badge here too.

This book thing is so cute omg

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This book thing is so cute omg

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Okay folks my next project is the cat meta reader. But some info:

For the Knak Au version (kid not a kid) reader will be a girl. The vibe is feral street cat who trusts no one and knows the dcu. It will be titled Kitten Paws.

For the non Knak version reader will be a guy! For the vibe cute cat boy reader is suffering and knows how to throw a punch. He vaguely knows the dcu but not enough to help himself aside who a person in a costume is and if they're good or bad. It'll be titled Cat Claws.

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Sorry if this is a silly question but what does knack stand for?

It stands for Kid not a Kid. Basically reader with memories of an adult gets stuck in a body around 6-7 years old. Which is frustrating for reader because not only do people not believe them about anything because 'kids have crazy imaginations' but the body itself struggles to keep up with the adult brain. Ex: emotions are harder to regulate because they are too big for tiny body. Reader needs naps because they get worn out super easy.

Gives reader a chance to be manipulative and use little Kid privileges lol. This AU is always platonic for obvious reasons.

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This is totally not just an excuse to maybe write a cute cat reader. Will probably do an added poll once this one finishes on if it should be knak or not if I get a yes on this.

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This is totally not just an excuse to maybe write a cute cat reader. Will probably do an added poll once this one finishes on if it should be knak or not if I get a yes on this.

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Platonic!Yan batfam with young adult reader. Part 6

[Part 5]

Note: Reader is 18-22 years old. Gn reader. This work is officially given the Sparky verse name for requests sake

Content warning: being treated like a child, being looked down on, obsessions, soft yandere but still a yandere, reader has memory issues and it's ambiguous as to why, delusional batfam, batfam as a whole basically view you as a child younger then Damien despite you being older, dissociation, abduction, drugging, Stockholm syndrome.

Focuses on Alfred

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You lost track of time since you came into the care of the batfam. It was...nice. At first it had been stressful, the constant fear of the hit on you had worn on you greatly. But the whole group of vigilantes' support and care had helped. Sure you felt mentally fuzzy a lot, and there were times you were too woozy to do anything; but it didn't matter because they had been there for you. They never judged, they never made demands, they never asked for anything. How could you not get attached?

It'd been so nice not having to worry about bills and rogue attacks...

Eventually it came time the family had decided to let you in on the truth. It had been a shock for you, who knew those fringe conspiracy groups had been right about who Batman was. They welcomed you to the family telling you that it was time you went to your new room above ground. You hesitated, the cave had been your safety when they weren't there. Could it be safe up there too?

Eventually you got brave after they promised you'd be safe. You clutched robi- Damien's hand tightly, your legs shaky like a new born deer as anxiety pools in you. Only for nothing to happen once you reached the top of the stairs. There was no threat, just like they promised! And it was daytime! You couldn't remember the last time you'd *seen* the sun.

Alfred watched you practically drag Damian to the window to look up at the sky from behind the glass. At first he'd been against this whole thing, veiwing you as a victim; yet doing nothing because it made *his* family happy. He spent time with you in the cave while the others were out. His own domino mask and agent A moniker covering who he was. And after a while he got attached too.

He saw the draw you had the more time he spent with you. Even when you were drugged you had a sharp wit and yet you only used that blade on yourself. Why did so many of his family do self-deprecating jokes? Regardless, you were one of *his* now.

He greeted you with a drink and your favorite cookies with a smile and a, "Welcome home young miss." He didn't miss the way you lit up seeing him, he was pleased to see you had gotten attached to him along with the family.

He still took care of everything for you only now you got to come out of your shell finally. To watch you go from a fearful soul that required sedatives to stop from clawing at yourself into the happy and caring person under his care was euphoric. He'd been even more pleased when his youngest grandchild had vehemently been against joining the family's nighttime work.

All of the family had been and Dick who had asked if you ever thought of it had been scolded by Alfred for even putting those ideas in your head. He was not sending another grandchild to fight on the streets. It was hard enough with everyone else.

Everyone bickered over your time and attention, but Alfred being home almost always was proud to say he spent the most time with you. You cooked together...though he watched you closely and never let you near the fire or knives. You had started watching one of his shows with him. You both even had some inside jokes and he felt joy at having someone normal in the family.

That being said, he just like everyone else would not let you leave. He was ready and prepared at all times to subdue you should you find some moment of distrust or flight response. There was no escape, and even if you did manage to escape you'd best hope one of the Bat boys brought you home, because Alfred was far scarier when angry.

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Do you have some Hades game requests in the progress at the moment?

Right now no, I also don't have any request for it in the box. But I am welcome to writing for it

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Can I request batfam x reader who was a weapon like Damian?

You didn't give a lot to go off of and didn't pick 3 characters like the rules say. But I like this idea so I chose Bruce. But if you want it with certain characters feel free to resend it. Thank you for requesting.

Content warnings: mentions of past torture and abuse but not heavily talked on

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Bruce couldn't picture his life as anything but what it was now. At times it was rough, but he had his loved ones. A family found and built by his own hand. One that if he hadn't become the batman wouldn't have happened. Including you.

You who had come into his life after he saved you from a shadow organization. They'd 'programmed' you to be a tool, a killer, to let go of your humanity. Yet despite what you had been through you asked for help. He remembered that moment vividly.

He'd stormed the base to shut it down and they sent you as a last resort to stop him. As you squared up physically you quietly asked for help. So scared to be heard yet so desperate to beg a foe. Sometimes Bruce wondered if you had expected his help to be ending you.

The following years with some help from the Justice League and himself you'd gotten yourself a life, started therapy with Black Canary, and come out of your abuse formed shell. You moved into the manor a temporary thing that had become permanent.

"Bruce?" You asked your boyfriend from your spot on the sofa, startling him from his thoughts.

"Yes dear?" He acted as though he stopped reading.

"You have that look again, the one where you think too hard. What is it?"

"I was just thinking about you."

"In a bad way?"

"Never." Bruce pulled you into a hug before going back to his book. You still worried he'd second guess his choice in you due to your history but he never would.

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Platonic!Yan batfam with young adult reader. Part 6 pls? I love the series and would love a continuation! ❤️

I have officially started the draft for it. It make take a while since I have to pick which character, if I am doing a time skip, and how I want things to go.

Tbh this is my first long running series that basically has chapters. I'm used to writing one shots sometimes in the same au/universe but only vaguely connected. I tried making full fanfics on Ao3 but I always kinda drop and delete them out of nerves. (It was 2 loz fics one was a rewrite of the first)

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So as I mentioned I'm big hyperfocused on borderlands right now. And I really wanna write for it. I'm not exactly full of ideas right now. But here is a thing.

Tw yandere

Sacau (self aware cult au)- reader it the progenitor to sirens and all living things. God of Life, Death, and everything in-between. Eridians in a desperate play to keep you for themselves lock you away in a sort of virtual reality. That virtual reality is the irl dimension. After being in it too long (since the eridians ya know die they can't let you out of the vault) your time as a God is lost to you. All you remember is the virtual life. (This is where you can add either reader knows of the borderlands world because of a game or they simply don't know anything.)

Queue the Vault hunters freeing reader. And no one realizes at first that reader is *the* God. Sirens can sense something about you but the instinct of know who you are is long lost to them, just like the origins of their powers.

Everyone follows the stories of you, *everyone*. There had been many attempts to find reader, some wanting to harness reader's God hood for power and favor while keeping you in a golden cage. Some want nothing more then to bask in your attention, to feel loved and cared for.

Some sirens fully believe they descend from you. And as such they have the biggest right to you, and they will do anything to have you with them.

All problems for later you since as far as everyone in the Crimson raiders and you are concerned your just a person. No divinity just some little guy (gn) who tried their hand at vault hunting and got trapped. So you just vibe. They help you where they can but the raiders are always pretty busy.

It's when your first real injury is seen and you blood is gold that things change. The Raiders do their best to keep it secret. To treat you like they had been but now everyone pays a little too much attention to you. If the information slips though you'll have far bigger problems then Lilith mother henning you and Tannis begging for Blood samples.