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Sending the boys back to schooling outside of home will be tough. I know they receieve better education at home morally, academically, and street smarts. Lbvs. However, it's time for me to practice self-care. I need to focus on my health, mental health, career and academic goals. Time is passing through my fingers like sand. There is always that voice in my head whispering about death, stroke, limitations... but I already know we have no control over these things. Fearing what you can not control is a waste of fear. I can only try... and hope God is merciful and allows me to simply grow older. Once a weird ex had his mom and his weird ex play on my phone. Imagine everyone way over 30 doing this because I simply left. Anyway they text me my birth name and my age as if they had discovered the cure for cancer, the secret of life and creation, or some great unknown🤭😂 As if hundreds of students, co-workers, my huge family, exes, ex husband, medical staff, dmv, feds, places I volunteer at, etc don't know my full name or age. Aging is a blessing. I simply just looked far younger than my age since I was a teenager. Still, I pray to grow old, as old as my mother... even older. I have so much to learn and so much to do for others.

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Look at you... still alive and shit. Way to go!

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I'm honestly never going to be at peace on earth until I can live isolated. Just around people when I choose to be. Which wouldn't be often. Never any peace. Children are chaos, my other family are demons, and most people make me physically sick.

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Welcome...

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I am back! I haven't used TUMBLR in years. But with the options we have now, smh, it is looking like a great space to express and share.

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What I Wish I Had Done Different Before Having A Hemorrhagic Stroke

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They Follow You... They Just Won't Follow You

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LET'S IDENTIFY THE ARTIST OF THIS PAINTING TOGETHER

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My celebrity twin 😍 #orangeblossom #celebritytwin https://www.instagram.com/p/BzGmfnqlfSE/?igshid=bfg7iu5ictoa

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Beam me up. Humans are sooo ratchet #earththefinalfrontier https://www.instagram.com/p/BxOQ7HZl70K/?igshid=9vrp03nsjwg5

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That be beautiful but y’all be trying to destroy souls completely, when you know exactly how it feels to be destroyed by someone you love. Ah well, if we cannot heal each other with love, then I will live as a fragile but indestructible being. Yes you can be both-strong and fragile #lessons https://www.instagram.com/p/BuiGkMMlepL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=dnnzk076nezq

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Repost.... What is revealed may not be what your heart wants to see. But trust the truth is the gift. It's how we heal. Once the illusion of someone is stripped away...we see, we are grateful, and we begin to heal. #gratefulforvision #thirdeye #aurosougly #whewchilethefakes https://www.instagram.com/p/BtB-zmdgBJW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=marnbhq2qb14

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Well mother nature out here making dope ass filters. Snapped pics of the kids riding to school then mama at the stop sign. Edges laying down with bees wax, I showered and put on clean clothes, lost another lb and didn't lose my whole mind- #silverlinings #goodskinday #nomakeup #iaintgottime #butyalllooksopretty #hippielifeactivated #lipglossislife #melanin https://www.instagram.com/p/BrVcYgAAy8U/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=kphqru7epj86

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I have met them...loved them. I have felt the fangs rip into my soul, their cold hands grasping my heart. And still I tried to love...to remind them of their worth, of their humanity. But monsters are creates not born. And so we go back to the light, leaving a bit of who we are with them. #lightvsdarkness #lostsouls #empaths https://www.instagram.com/p/BrTwKLuAUFf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wzcuqfj4lcle

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#literally https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq_aRmVgogR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11vq4hqcdnfbk