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Whatever it takes | San

San x Reader, forbidden love au!

Genre: drama, fluff

Word count: 1.317

Warnings: cheating but it's a fake marriage so it's ok 😃

Author: Maari

Note: This is totally inspired by the Turkish series Kara Sevda so if you think San exudes Kemal, we're in this together. Something small for my inspiration to come back soon 🫡

Summary: Whatever it takes for endless love, including stolen moments.

Taglist: @foxinnie8

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Y/N took a deep breath as her eyes adjusted to the vast darkness of the room she was in, her legs were shaking with anxiety and her hands were freezing from the cold of the intense winter that night, but she couldn't help but admire the city below. It was so late and yet the city hadn't stopped yet, as well as the fine snow that was falling.

She was exiled at her best friend's house, who had a last-minute emergency and wouldn't be returning home that day - the responsibility of being a doctor -, perhaps exiled wasn't just the only word that defined her current situation.

The ring on her left hand burned her cold hand, that was how she felt every time she left the house, it seemed like the ring was pulling her back to her sad reality as if it were a chain.

Helpless and completely sad, she imagined she smelled a familiar yet distant scent. It was difficult to control all the anguish in her chest at the same time that she missed the dark eyes admiring her as if she were the most perfect work of art.

She hugged herself as the cold took over her even more, but it didn't last that long. Y/N felt strong arms wrap around her waist and she closed her eyes as she recognized the hug, her lip curling into an almost imperceptible smirk.

She felt his chin rest on her shoulder and she no longer had any doubts that this was real, not a dream like she was having every night she slept in her tower. That's why she placed her hands on his strong arm and let herself be hugged, until she felt like she was losing herself in the warmth of the body of the person she needed most at that moment.

“I should have already guessed.” she whispered, breaking the liberating silence.

“I needed to see you.” San's soft voice was close enough to her face that it made her body shiver.

She sighed and with a lot of effort, she broke the hug so she could turn around and face him.

Even with the lack of light, she was able to observe his every feature. The same ones that wandered through her dreams and daydreams, that accompanied her on her saddest days.

He was more beautiful every day. Irresistible, in fact.

“You know it’s dangerous.” she remembered and San put his thumb to her mouth, to shut her up.

He looked as sad as she did, because a few minutes like that wouldn't be enough to satisfy all the missing they felt for each other and they both knew it, but that was all they had left. For now.

“I can’t live like this, away from you.” Y/N felt her eyes water because for her it was equally difficult and she felt useless because she had nothing to do, she wanted to change that situation more than anyone. But it was so risky. “I can't sleep knowing you're living in the same house as that psychopath.”

It was Y/N's turn to make San shut up.

That night she didn't want to remember her reality, she didn't want to remember the family she had tried to help but had sacrificed instead, the false image she had to convey to the world or the husband obsessed with her who would never have a drop of her love.

She had a miserable life that suffocated her every day.

When she was with San, she just wanted to feel.

Feel that she was still the same girl who fell in love with the most fantastic man in the world, feel that teenager invincibility that everything could be fought with the love she felt for him, feel how much he loved her back with just a look.

Y/N caressed his face slowly, watching him calm down at the touch.

“Make me forget everything, San.” she begged softly, looking him in the eyes. “The way only you know how to do it.”

She didn't need to ask twice.

San took his hand to the back of her head and brought her face closer, sealing their lips so quickly that it bordered on desperation and in fact it was exactly that.

They didn't know how many days had passed since the last time they were together, for so many reasons, but they felt as if it was an eternity that evaporated in the same moment that their warm lips met again.

They closed their eyes as they satisfied the desire to stop with the distance imposed on them, their lips, already very familiar with each other, had the only job of moving slowly and intensely.

Y/N put her hands on San's arms as he pulled her closer, bringing their bodies together in a way that no force in the world could separate.

She sighed into the kiss, feeling her heart beating so fast that it could easily jump out of her body, but if she had only one request in life, it would be that one. Die in his arms.

That was her home. It was where she belonged.

And everything was much better when she realized that it was reciprocal.

That endless and genuine love. That's how she felt around him.

As if only with him she was herself.

Everything became a little faster when her hands went up to his shoulders and their tongues followed a familiar path. It wasn't the first time they kissed and never the last but it was as if it were, all those sensations were exactly just like the first time so long ago that they didn't even remember what they were like but they would never forget what it was like to be together.

Nothing would have ended, quite the contrary, San had already pressed her against the wall so that his body was pressed against hers when the phone rang shrill, causing their kiss to be quickly broken.

Y/N stared at San with heavy breathing, still a little dizzy as he looked like he wanted to throw the phone out the window and neither of them had the courage to get out of there and release the heat.

He held her face with both hands, making her face him firmly and intensely, he was holding himself back from kissing her red mouth again, but he wanted her to feel safe.

“I’m going to undo this nightmare and we’re going to run far away from here.” he promised and she smiled, excited. “It’ll just be you and me. As it should have been in the beginning.”

“I don’t want you to get hurt.” She placed her hands on top of his and he looked at her completely in love.

“I won’t be the one hurt this time.” he responded with determination and she knew exactly who he was referring to.

His archenemy and husband only in Y/N's role.

"I trust you." She caressed his hand in a simple affection, making him smile even with his serious expression.

“Trust us.”

She nodded and before she could wrap San in a hug, the phone rang again. She snorted and faced San, she knew she had to answer but she didn't want all that good feeling she was feeling to leave so soon.

San kissed her forehead quickly and pulled her by the hand to go to the phone, she looked at him before he put the call on speaker.

“Where are you, my wife?”

Y/N saw San set his jaw and stare at the phone angrily.

"In hell." she replied rudely.

“Great, that means you’re on your way home. I’ll see you later then.”

She rolled her eyes and hung up the phone, running her hand over her face, completely tired of it.

But if it depended on San, hell would soon pass.

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Don't know the question but my answer is yes

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ME? OBSESSED WITH JENO'S HANDS?

YES

OF COURSE

I AM

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i love this clip soo much!!! 😍😍😍😍🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

i think "appease" doesn't entirely translate how cute the word 哄 is 🙈 we normally use it in a scenario where a person is angry/upset and usually the wrongdoer will 哄 (comfort/soothe/dote) that person in a cute/loving way to make that person happy again (usually between couple, or towards children 😆), so using 哄 on a sulky jeno is v apt 🙈🙈💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

LOOK AT HIS FACE 🤏🏻😭 i wanna bite him

Oh I got it! I usually do this with my nephew 😆😆 Jeno is such a baby I just- i love him 😭

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honeymoon 🥺💙

OH MY GOD! 😍😍

I could live my whole life in a place like this, seriously with jeno it would be even better 😏

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hello guess who's back

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came to send you this 😵‍💫😵‍💫 clip for future wttk reference!!

he looks so damn good recently 😭😭😭

ps: i will always miss you!!! ❤️❤️❤️

WHAT IS THAT OMGGGGG where this is from??? I wanted to thank whoever invented this account. Deserves a place in heaven!

I already miss you all 😭😭 my life has become so boring since then

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Parabéns pela nova jornada 🤗🤗

Muito obrigada, anjo 🥹💚

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I am so incredibly proud of you, your resilience and strength are something to admire, I send your way all the blessings and good energy you need in this new leap on your life 🔥🥹💕💕

My dearest amiga, I don't deserve you. Thank you so much, truly. From the bottom of my heart, I love you ❤️

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⚠️IMPORTANT NOTICE⚠️

I always knew that one day this would happen but I didn't know it would be so difficult to write this but as McFly said Kicking off is the hardest part.

I will have to go on hiatus for an indefinite period of time.

Many of you don't know but my life's dream was to move to a new country and after so many events in my life, you were able to follow some of them, I realized that it was finally time to fly away where I could start a new chapter of my life.

I'm moving to Japan and because of that I'll have to dedicate my time to other things and unfortunately I won't be able to continue writing the way I was until I settle down in my new home.

I will close the requests and I will dedicate as much time as I have to finishing Welcome to the Kingdom and the requests I have already received but I can't say when that will happen.

I can't promise you anything now, just that I will come back one day. This is not goodbye, so if you can wait for me maybe that's the only thing I can ask for.

To my followers, thank you for every second you spent reading what I wrote. I am extremely grateful to each and every one of you, to those who sent me requests, shared and liked my stories, even to the most shy ones who just read without interacting.

To my mutuals, I love you so much. You have turned my time here into something much more precious and if you need me, I will be here. I am very lucky to have you by my side.

Until we can meet again,

Maari ❤️

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I know it's a very sensitive topic for some BUT TAEYONG IS GOING TO THE NAVY??? THE FREAKING NAVY?

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remembering the day when Johnny looked at us with so much joy while Mark looked so serious in Back 2 U (AM 01:27) 😆

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THEY'RE SUCH BOYFRIEND MATERIAL UGHHHHH

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I only need the second one lol because the other two I already do

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Hello! It doesn’t say anywhere in ur blog MDNI but I just want to double check!

Hello, honey! ☺️ Most of my content is very vanilla, when it's something a little more spicy I always add a warning (whether it's an imagine or an ask). But I'm glad you sent this ask because I'm making a post precisely so that everyone knows me and what I post here!

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1K NOTES WHAAAAT?

House Of Cards | San

San x Reader, exes to lovers au!, mafia au!

Word count: 12.013 (hehe)

Genre: angst, suggestive, fluff at the end

Warning: mention of crimes and violence, suggestive, language, San in a pool bc that’s a warning. If you don’t feel comfortable DON’T READ IT!

Author: Maari

Note: Ok so that was an imagine that i wrote with got7 yugyeom but reading again i decided to repost with san, because i think it fits him more.

Summary: It seems like your ghost from the past came at the best time to save you.

Taglist: @foxinnie8

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“Miss Y/N.” She heard her own name echo through the corridor and turned around, coming face to face with one of the security guards whose name she hadn’t yet memorized.

“Yes?”

“Mr. Kim wants to see you.”

She took a deep breath. She had just arrived at the hotel, he himself had told her to go up to the presidential suite

“Tell him I’m coming.”

“Now, miss.” His serious tone made her stop in her tracks and look at the security guard with some concern.

It wouldn’t be good to go against Seungho’s rules. It never was.

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