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i can’t believe it…. you’ve finally escaped from the realm of shadows!!

I don't have to clog my main with fanfic anymore... FREEDOM!!!!

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my blog is no longer shadowbanned??????

don't make eye contact with me

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don't make eye contact with me

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Thank you for your singular contributions to the Questism fic fandom! Can I please have more Jaeha Han & reader? ❤️❤️

I have one in the draft from your last request 👌

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I just wanted to say a big thank you for all your James content and also for the recent jealousy one where you put effort into showcasing him through all his different eras. It means a lot. I hope you have a great day, and pls know it’s always a delight to read your work. I just love that menace so much🥀

Also, I don’t want to come on too strong, but I wanted to say this: it’s because of your writing that I felt inspired to start writing and posting my own work. So thank you again🌺🎀💗

Aww thank you for your sweet words, hope you’re having a nice weekend too! I’m glad you’re inspired to start writing because of mine LOL as you’re having fun, create away 🤩

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watching all of the manhwa I once wrote fics for turned into drawn out hype moment and aura farming slop

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originally request on @k-dokja

"I have an ego issue due to past problems."

Eli's totally not sulking a little and getting clingier. You're getting the wrong idea. Yeah, he hovers a lot, but he always hovers. He simply wants to be close to you.

In all honesty, Eli tries his best to not make it your problem. He knows it's his own problems more than anything when he doesn't feel enough for you. It results in him trying to be more helpful in general. Mostly as a way to prove himself. To you? To himself? He doesn't know. He just has to be better.

Daniel would totally let you know, but he's extremely lighthearted about it. He keeps it mostly playful and teasing when he "interrogates" you about the other person, but he'd never needle you so much that it becomes a hindrance.

It's pretty easy to reassure him, too, just grab his face and kiss him silly. He'll forget what he was jealous about almost instantly.

Not jealous, only protective.

Jake is not jealous by nature. Like, yeah, he has immaculate taste, you're hot, capable, and amazing in general. He'd not be the only one to notice that. At most, he'd get teasingly "jealous" where he feigns dramatic and asks you if you're leaving him for someone else. He's very "haha lmao" about it in general.

Seongji is a little... too dense to get jealous. He knows something is amiss, but he cannot pinpoint what's wrong. Obviously, he's not dumb by any means, but if he has a cause to actually get jealous, then something really troubling is happening to your relationship.

He'd be pretty straightforward about asking if there's anything wrong, but he trusts you implicitly, so verbal reassurance would be enough for him.

Lmao what?

Hell would freeze over the day Gun gets jealous LOL... if you're up to anything sus in his eyes, he'd just give you a raised eyebrow, challenging if you really want to go there. He's possessive, sure, but only if someone aggravated you directly. If you choose to play with him, well, he's not one to chase someone who doesn't want to be his.

Pink and Red James are also generally too self-reassured to get jealous. He's so full of himself at those points in his life that he can't get over his ego to get jealous. If someone hits on you, he'd just have that condescending smirk on his lips. Like yeah, he knows they can't ever be to his level. Try harder, dweeb.

Do you really want to make him jealous?

Black James would be easier to get ticked off. If he has a hand on you at that moment, he'd immediately remind you of his proximity. Whether it's through looming or gripping your thigh, he'll make his point known. His patience is pretty thin when it comes to his, well, ownership of you.

Will use any excuse to be annoying

Goo isn't even jealous; he just wants to be annoying. He will pester and cling. Do everything possible to get into your space as much as possible. Will steer you away immediately, yap your ears off, glaring at the other person all dramatic. All of this is mostly to embarrass you in public; feel free to smack him.

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originally requested on @k-dokja sidetracked but i had your idol on loop while writing LOL...

"Say 'ah~'."

Samuel does not know what possessed you to dress up in that ridiculous nurse costume, but he knows it does nothing to help his miserable situation. Between his stuffed nose and sore throat, you playing nurse might as well work as a slow poison, eating him from the inside out. But maybe it's his upset stomach.

With a long-suffering sigh, he drops his head back to the pillow, feeling worse by the second, "Just euthanise me."

"Hey! What's with the defeatist attitude!"

You huff indignantly before putting the bowl of congee down on his bedside table. Even though he's ravenous at this point, he doesn't know if that thing is edible. Your cooking might be acceptable at times, but he has zero trust that you wouldn't try to poison him in this feeble state.

"You're giving me a headache," he grunts, not even having the energy to push you away, "leave me alone."

"But you're dying!"

With the earnest performance you're putting on, he's almost tempted to believe the crap you're spouting. However, inebriated as he is, he retains some shred of clarity left in his mind.

"I have a fever, not a terminal illness," Samuel grumbles, hating that he even has to talk while his throat itches with this irritant. "Just go away and let me sleep."

He won't even bother to tell you to change out of that ridiculous outfit. His disapproval would only spur you to stay in it for longer. When he notices you pouting, clearly put off by his dismissal, he softens by the slightest margin. His fatigue has chirped his usual wall, much to his annoyance.

"Go," he says again, quieter, "I'll call for you if I need anything."

That's only confirmation you need, apparently. It's almost laughable how fast you spring up, already cheerful again. "All right, I'll be right outside if you need anything. Remember to finish your congee before it gets cold, you gotta have some food in you before you take your meds or—"

"Go!" He repeats, louder, exasperated.

You make a face at him even as you turn on your heels on your way out. "Sheesh, so bossy," you mutter petulantly, "acting like I'm not helping you out of the goodness of my heart."

Samuel rolls his eyes, doubting that you have any of that left in you. But when you close the door behind you, the silence drapes over his room again. He throws a perfunctory glance at the congee, steaming from the heat and smelling strangely appetising now that he's no longer under your expectant eyes.

After a moment of deliberation, he reaches out for it, blowing at the hot spoonful he lifts up to his lips. As Samuel swallows down the pleasant taste, a sigh escapes his lips.

He doesn't remember the last time he felt this warmth inside him, if he ever did.

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You were so right back during the Busan arc you rightly pointed out how Lookism is just going from one city to another without anything substantial, now we are in Incheon and next I bet it's going to be another city and then finally landing in another country like Mexico. The plot is dead😔

I love returning to Lookism after nearly a year and it's like I never left because the plot went nowhere 🤩

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Originally requested on @k-dokja

"Stop squirming."

Johan lets out a long, suffering breath. His grip on your hips is firm, but if anyone can see his face now, they'd see how hotly he blushes. It's a blessing he has remembered to pull his hood up before getting on the bus. Out of place, he might be, but it conceals the worst of his embarrassment.

Curse this packed bus and its lack of seats.

Actually, he'd curse you and your niceness. You could've made him stand up and give his seat to the old woman. No, you had to go and do it on your own. He knows you'd have to stand for the remainder of the ride—across the city, mind—if he didn't pull you back on his laps.

You'd not even complain about it later when your feet and legs ached.

Then, he'd have to go and carry you around anyway once he sees the strain it has on you. Honestly, what would you do without him? Nothing good, he swears.

"Uhm, Johan?"

The slight note of distress in his voice snaps him out of his brooding. Only then does he realise that his grip on you has tightened to the point where it shouldn't. He sighs again and relaxes his hold, putting his hand on your thigh instead. "Yeah?"

"Don't your legs get numb...?" You ask hesitantly, squirming again. His entire body tenses at the action. Not because your concern holds any weight, but because your friction has done some irreparable damage.

"I'm fine," he grits out. He won't even check if other people notice what's going on. "Sit still."

"But—"

"No 'buts', stay," his shaky breath is louder than he wanted. You may notice it by now, you may not. Either way, you're not standing for however long the ride takes.

When you turn back to check him, he turns his head further away. The hood obscures his burning cheeks, sparing his dignity some mercy. All he can do now is pray for the moment the elderly woman gets down from the bus. Salvation cannot come soon enough.

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Kiss banning the lookism boys???

It's like kicking a puppy

B-But, Daniel gets his daily dose of serotonin from kissing you... multiple times... throughout the day! This is unbelievably cruel (he's being dramatic), can you please at least tell him what he did wrong so he can make amends? (the list is long).

Eli is very accepting of it... Except he has that look of a sad puppy on his face that makes you feel like you probably committed some cardinal sins. It's not intentional... but it's very effective in getting back to your good grace, he might even look extra sad.

Will probably annoy you back into lifting the ban

Johan could've employed the puppy dog tactic. He totally can. But he's more into sulking, you see. He'll probably be grumpy for the rest of the day. Won't even try to kiss you again, but it will be YOUR problem to deal with because he's being so moody.

The moment you try to deflect him, Goo is already pretty much "How dare you?" He'll get his kiss, and he demands it. In fact, put aside his business, it's now his directive for the day to annoy you into giving him SOMETHING. EVEN A PECK WOULD DO. COME HERE.

Completely chill with it

Okay? Samuel is not often affectionate anyway. So banning him is like stopping something that's... not even there... Hope you're happy with your decision... Now, you went from nothing (against your will) to nothing (in your will).

Unlike Sammy boy, Jake is very affectionate, but he understands that you might not want it all the time. So, unless it's out of character (in which he will find out the root cause of the problems), he's pretty content with leaving you be.

Lol what?

Gun just gives you a look like you're being silly again and kisses you anyway. If you're not actually against it and just playfully against it, he doesn't really care about the "ban" lol

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Are you back? 😭

Honestly, I feel bad for Windbreaker fans, but that news made me so happy I'm writing for fandom again 🤡

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VINDICATION

Link for anyone who wanted: https://x.com/thievingheaven/status/1943721930017645045?s=46&t=GEDRJzA7pZuciuJX8-bfTQ

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“You don’t know me,” my husband, Sebastian, says.

His voice comes from an echo of his fragmented selves, an amalgamation of stained glass pieces that fail to fit together, but jammed into a mismatched whole by clumsy hands.

“Perhaps, no one does.”

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You can fight AI in indie publishing by leaving reviews.

Seriously.

Ai-generated garbage is flooding the self-publishing market. It works as a numbers game- put out ENOUGH fake crap and eventually someone’s aunt will buy them the ebook as an unwanted gift, and you’ll have made two dollars. This tactic works at SCALE, which means real independent titles are now a needle amongst a haystack of slop.

If you have read a book this year that has less than 5 reviews, your rating is an algorithmic spotlight on that needle.

A one sentence review helps. Really. A star rating helps if you really can’t think of anything to say, but if you can muster up even “I laughed at the part about the tabby cat” you are doing indie authors a favor like you cannot believe.

(Also if you left a review on one of my books this year I am kissing you so softly on your forehead and I adore you)

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HELLO! Its youuuu-

Its been a while?

Hope u is doing fine fr

Damn I can't attach photos.

*Insert funny meme with heart emojis*

Imagine thats a picture of my love.

Love yer goo fics as usual! Very literally on fireeee 🔥

LOL hi, glad you like what I wrote!

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I’m not doing others 😫 Originally requested on @k-dokja

Daniel wakes up crying because of course, he was already crying in his dream. He doesn’t believe you’d ever do that to him but experiencing it in his delusions is enough to make his heart ache. He calls you immediately despite the fact it’s like three in the morning. Although you told him you’ll beat his ass for calling you this late, Daniel does get the comfort he needed when you tell him you love him back. All is right in the world for now until you deliver your promise next morning.

Eli awakens confused because there’s no way you’d do that, right? He goes on about his morning routine with complete brain fog and it doesn’t lift until he sees you at school. By then, seeing you makes him forget all about his problems and he immediately gets up in your space with his tail wagging. Dream? What dream? He doesn’t even remember what it’s about. There’s no way you’d ever do that, you’re perfect in his eyes.

Johan awakens to the sight of you still nestled up in his arms, peacefully asleep. Normally, that alone would’ve melted him but Johan’s mood has gotten impossibly foul because of the dream. He gently extricates from you before leaving the room without making a noise. He needs some times alone and rooms to breathe so he can sort his thoughts out. He’ll be fine once he’s back, promise. You won’t even know a thing.

Jake shakes the dream off easily enough because he already suspects something is wrong when he saw you cheating. He sighs in relief when he comes to, opening his phone to check his last messages with you. After a moment, he types a new message “Wish you were here.” and goes back to sleep. In the morning, he’ll get your reply and you’ll be scolding him for being up so late. But hey, this is the reality he loves and it’s perfect.