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'̸C̶O̴K̵E̸ ̵V̵U̸L̴T̴U̶R̸E̸'̸ ̵A̵ ̸M̶U̷S̴I̴C̶ ̴V̵I̷D̷E̴O̷ ̷ ̶b̶y̴ ̷J̶A̵M̷E̵S̵ ̸S̷H̸E̶R̶I̷D̶A̶N̷ ̸a̸n̸d̴ ̶P̴H̷I̶L̴I̶P̸ ̷M̵c̷M̴A̷H̷O̵N̸ ̷f̴o̵r̵ ̴Z̷H̶O̶R̵A̶ ̵s̵t̴a̴r̸r̵i̷n̸g̴ ̵ ̴S̴A̷O̴I̵R̷S̵E̷ ̴M̷O̴R̶I̸A̵R̵T̴Y̷ @zhoraireland @jamessheridanart @philip_fillup_flipflop @freedomburner L̷I̶N̵K̴ ̴I̸N̷ ̴B̸I̷O̴ ̶ ̵M̵I̶S̵E̷R̶Y̵ ̸D̶U̸S̵T̷ ̶̶F̶O̶R̸ ̴A̷L̸L̷ https://www.instagram.com/p/CV0gxs_qQbE/?utm_medium=tumblr

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D̴E̷C̷.̴ ̴3̴r̶d̷ @wornoutnoise https://www.instagram.com/p/CVx9VXZsrsl/?utm_medium=tumblr

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'̸C̶O̴K̵E̸ ̵V̵U̸L̴T̴U̶R̸E̸'̸ ̵A̵ ̸M̶U̷S̴I̴C̶ ̴V̵I̷D̷E̴O̷ ̷ ̶b̶y̴ ̷J̶A̵M̷E̵S̵ ̸S̷H̸E̶R̶I̷D̶A̶N̷ ̸a̸n̸d̴ ̶P̴H̷I̶L̴I̶P̸ ̷M̵c̷M̴A̷H̷O̵N̸ ̷f̴o̵r̵ ̴Z̷H̶O̶R̵A̶ ̵s̵t̴a̴r̸r̵i̷n̸g̴ ̵ ̴S̴A̷O̴I̵R̷S̵E̷ ̴M̷O̴R̶I̸A̵R̵T̴Y̷ @zhoraireland @jamessheridanart @philip_fillup_flipflop @freedomburner L̷I̶N̵K̴ ̴I̸N̷ ̴B̸I̷O̴ ̶ ̵M̵I̶S̵E̷R̶Y̵ ̸D̶U̸S̵T̷ ̶̶F̶O̶R̸ ̴A̷L̸L̷ https://www.instagram.com/p/CVxvLBAsvCA/?utm_medium=tumblr

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ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ᴘʀᴏᴊᴇᴄᴛ: 

 ɴɪɴᴇ ɪɴᴄʜ ɴᴀɪʟꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴᴡᴀʀᴅ ꜱᴘɪʀᴀʟ (1994)

THUMBNAILS:

I really enjoyed experimenting with thumbnails and different ways of going about framing an image. I’m fascinated with composition and the way well places lines or colours can evoke emotion. It was also nice to try something other than drawing, which while I love and respect in regards to the creative process, I didn’t feel call to me this year in the same way so many other mediums did. I have drawn since I was a child, and always will, but this year was pivotal in opening my eyes to the countless other ways I am capable of expressing an idea. 

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ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ᴘʀᴏᴊᴇᴄᴛ: ɴɪɴᴇ ɪɴᴄʜ ɴᴀɪʟꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴᴡᴀʀᴅ ꜱᴘɪʀᴀʟ  1994 SELF DESTRUCT TOUR POSTER WITH ALTERNATIVE DESIGNS

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NINE INCH NAILS - THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL

GRAPHIC DESIGN - SINGLE COVER ART

TRACK 12: REPTILE

I like the way all of these translated into single covers, but I’m definitely drawn to the one up top with the slug following the worm. It feels like there is a narrative being played out, as if the slug drawn to the worm after being put under some sort of spell. The fact that only the tail end of the worm is exposed after I cropped the image, curling upwards as if it is luring the slug down a dark path is very apt for the song ‘Reptile’

The protagonist returns to his old ways indulging in the worst parts of himself but the only thing he knows to be true. What’s tragic is he will realise that seeking escape in these destructive patterns has made him weary and aware of just how alone he is. The woman to which he has turned is cold and compassionless. She cares as little for him as she did the one before him or will for the one after him. 

Devils speak of the way in which she'll manifest Angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress Need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness I now know the depths I reach are limitless

Oh my beautiful liar Oh my precious whore My disease my infection I am so impure oh

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NINE INCH NAILS - THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL

GRAPHIC DESIGN - IDEAS DEVELOPMENT

TRACK 12: REPTILE

EDIT: I’m after being informed by Andrea (https://k00234566.tumblr.com/) that the worm I found is actually a New Zealand Flatworm, a particularly invasive species not common to our part of the world that should be reported when found. Thanks Andrea! I knew it was up to no good...)

As our protagonist’s plea for someone to end his suffering go unanswered, he naively attempts to salvage some shred of his former self, or perhaps even find a way out of what he already knows deep down is inevitable, his destruction. 

We can assume from the opening lines that the woman this man encounters is not the same as was hinted in ‘Piggy’ or ‘Closer’, but more than likely a prostitute:

“she spreads herself wide open to let the insects in she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she’s been she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin seeds from a thousand others drip down from within… oh my precious whore”

The images of ‘honey’ and ‘insects’ always stood out to me in this song. I decided to get a little on the nose with it and take a jar of honey out to the field across from my home. I dripped the honey on to different surfaces to see what kind of effects I can get. I was happy with the way the colours and textures of the rusted gate and aluminium pan complimented the honey, but I wanted to get some insects involved if I could. 

I turned over as many rocks and pieces of garbage as I could, and succeeded in finding many different ant colonies around the place. However the pictures of them I took on my phone were underwhelming as they were too small to make any sort of impact with the camera i was working with. 

Then I lifted a rock and found one of the weirdest things I have seen in recent memory. What appeared to be some sort of worm that looked like an eel started slithering out from under the rock. Perhaps I just don’t get out enough but I have never seen a worm that shape and with the strange off-white border around it. 

I decided to take some pictures and while the worm made it’s way, a nearby slug suddenly shared my curiosity and started following the worm. I caught a few pictures of their encounter and then let them on their way. 

I adjusted the contrast on the photos and found it difficult to decide which one to use for a cover. I looked forward to bringing them into photoshop to add the NIN logo and get a better sense of which one was most appropriate. 

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NINE INCH NAILS - THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL 

GRAPHIC DESIGN - SINGLE ARTWORK

TRACK 11: ERASER

I had played around with a few ideas for logo and title placement after selecting the image I was happiest with, and I settled on the one up top.

I like the placement of the logo and how there is a thick wire underneath it that looks as if it is holding it up. I also like how the ‘Eraser’ title is subtly in the centre of the image, and looks as if it is hand written on the photoset. 

I did indeed hand write the title for this one, as I thought it was appropriate given the title of the song. I flirted with the idea of doing an actual erased version, however when I used a graphite pencil to fill in a page and erase letters and words into it, the lines just weren’t thin enough and it looked sloppy. 

The compensate, instead of ‘erasing’ the word eraser, I simply drew a line through it making it look as if it had been crossed out. 

I’m happy with the way this cover turned out, I think it suits the song and is rich with meaning.

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NINE INCH NAILS - THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL GRAPHIC DESIGN - IDEAS DEVELOPMENT TRACK 11: ERASER

Here are a few of the different options I have settled on for the ‘Eraser’ single artwork. I loved the way each arrangement looked and felt in black and white with the contrast turned up high and the exposure turned down. They have a real industrial feel and brought to mind the visuals used on the Nine Inch Nails tour promoting ‘The Downward Spiral’, particularly  the video that I have attached below. 

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NINE INCH NAILS - THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL GRAPHIC DESIGN - IDEAS DEVELOPMENT TRACK 11: ERASER

Following the lucid interval of ‘A Warm Place’, our protagonist returns to a desperate fit of violent rage, however this time it is directed towards himself. 

Upon the realisation that he has become the very thing he set out to destroy, he knows that he too must now be destroyed. However, he is not yet ready or able to do it himself. He pleads for another to end his torment.

In developing ideas for 'Eraser’, I wanted to use a set of passport photos I had taken a few years back and had lying around. I ended up getting these photo’s retaken as, admittedly, I thought I looked very ‘suspect’ in them for a passport. The beard and long hair just screamed “terrorist” to me, more so in a Ted Kaczynski way than anything else. It was probably a ridiculously paranoid train of thought, but as an American citizen living abroad, I just didn’t want the potential hassle going through customs for the next 10 years, so I went home and shaved to have them retaken. 

I wanted to do a different “erased” version of each image, one where my eyes were burnt out, one where they were scratched out, one where they were covered in ink and then one where I used bleach.

Once I achieved this literal erased effect, I wanted to tie in some deeper symbolism. I thought of how the protagonist was desperate to attain some sort of meaning in the absence of God in his life, but had failed in this regard and now wished to sacrifice himself for a greater good. 

Going back to the “terrorist” connotation I had attached to the passport photos, I dwelled on the idea of a “terrorist” and how that label is often given to someone by those of opposing ideologies. From the IRA to ISIS, one person’s terrorist is often another's freedom fighter, thus making an objective definition of a terrorist very difficult to pinpoint. 

I took some religious imagery into the frame using a print of the Virgin Mary and baby Jesus. I believe it is a work by Leonardo Da Vinci. I then took some random electronic pieces I had found around the same time as the computer screen I had used for ‘The Becoming’ and positioned them as a frame around my passport images. I wanted to get an effect that was somewhere between a home-made bomb and a memorial shrine to a deceased person. The flowers were added for texture, but also to reinforce the memorial element as well as contrast with the electronic imagery. 

I was happy with the way it was looking, but wanted to bring the images into Photoshop and see what could be done with them. 

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For Hollie,

Hollie, you were the sweetest kindest soul , you had an infectious personality and laugh and an inspiring motivation that kept not only me driven but everyone around you. You had an amazing sense of taste for music art and of course dark humor,

You were a fantastic friend, class mate and rep partner, we bonded over so much from sushi to Halloween costumes. You always had something interesting to show give or talk about, from eating pickled ginger from the tub or making cookies for the class you always had something to make someone happy. I remember the first time I said to myself "you are something special" When we had to make a group photo you had no problem giving ideas from the start. And that fire never ended.You suggested dominoes as the theme for our group which is ironic because your beautiful life and soul had a domino effect on everyone that had the pleasure to be touched by and for that I thank you.

Thank you Hollie thank you for being apart of my life and being my friend.

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‘THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL’ - NINE INCH NAILS

SINGLE ARTWORK : FINAL DRAFT

TRACK 10: A WARM PLACE

These are my final drafts for ‘A Warm Place’ by Nine Inch Nails. 

I decided to also do an Irish version, as a tribute to the Joyce Family and those that were wrongfully accused of their deaths. 

I am also going to include the song ‘A Warm Place’, which you can listen to below. I didn’t bother doing so with any of the other tracks because ‘The Downward Spiral’ is a pretty noisey, abrasive record and this is a project for school after all. 

However this is probably one of the most beautiful, peaceful songs I’ve ever heard. I would recommend it to anyone. 

I also recently only realised for the first time that it borrows quite a bit from the David Bowie deep cut called “Crystal Japan” which Bowie had originally written for a gin commercial for a Japanese company. 

Reznor had written ‘A Warm Place’ himself without realising where the melody came from, but having a feeling it was not actually his. It’s a funny story you can read about here. 

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‘THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL’ - NINE INCH NAILS 

SINGLE ARTWORK : IDEAS DEVELOPMENT

TRACK 10: A WARM PLACE

I had a very hard time figuring out what worked best for this cover. I had taken many arguably “better” photos, or at least ones that would make more sense as a cover. But this one had the most significance to me in light of the subject matter. 

I had taken this photo lying on the floor within the walls of what remained of the Maamtrasna home of John Joyce and his family. I wanted to lie down on the ground and get a sense of what they must have felt in their final moments. Everything suddenly became very real to me and I was very overwhelmed with emotion. 

Even now I feel a sense of loss looking at this image, but visiting just as spring was setting in gave me a sense of hope as I look at all of the life sprouting from the ground. Sometimes it can be easy to forget about hope, but it’s always there. 

My issue was not regarding the picture itself. I knew as soon as I took the photo that this would be the one. My fear was obscuring it with the logo and text. I am studying graphic design at the end of the day, and not photography, so I had to find a way around this problem. I knew I wanted to align it on the left hand side if not the middle ( I had already used the right hand side for “I Do Not Want This” and didn’t feel like repeating myself ) 

After moving the logo and text around for WAY too long, it finally occurred to me to lower the opacity of the logo and text so as to make it slightly transparent. I was then able to find a good middle ground between making the logo and title legible, but also keeping the integrity of the image. 

I’m happy with my decision to use this image, and it probably stands as the thing I am most proud of and emotionally connected to throughout this project. 

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RESEARCH: THE MAAMTRASNA MURDERS

Today I visited the Maamtrasna murder house in Connemara. 

I decided to use these images for “A Warm Place”. 

This is the section of the album where our protagonist gives pause to his violent crusade and delirium to reflect on what he has become. 

Visiting this place was an incredibly sobering experience for me. My excitement over visiting my first “murder house” was dampened to a somber sinking feeling in my stomach when I realised this pile of rocks was once a home to a family, who I’m sure loved each other and shared many happy memories here. Despite the conditions in which they lived, this was their ‘warm place’. 

And then one day that was all erased, in an act of senseless violence. 

The Downward Spiral was released on Interscope Records in 1994. Anyone who has seen Netflix’s ‘The Defiant Ones’ will know the story of Interscope Records, and how they were the target of many political and religious groups blaming them for obscenity for acts on their roster that included not only Nine Inch Nails, but also Trent Reznor’s protégé Marilyn Manson. 

However, Interscope’s biggest sellers at the time were none other than Death Row Records, who were instigators of what would become the infamous west coast / east cost rivalry that would eventually take the lives of each sides mouth-pieces, Tupac Shakur and The Notorious B.I.G. 

Visiting this place gave me a sense of “what exactly am I doing?” I wanted great content, but I didn’t really consider what it was I actually wanted to say by being here. Does this have actual relevance to my project or do I just think it’s “kinda cool”. 

Trent Reznor claimed for years that it was pure coincidence that he took up residence in 10050 Cielo Drive., a claim he ended up eventually retracting as he admitted that he did know this information and it did influence his decision to purchase the property. Reznor eventually met Sharon Tate’s sister, Debra, during his time in the house, who pulled no punches with him: 

While I was working on Downward Spiral, I was living in the house where Sharon Tate was killed. Then one day I met her sister. It was a random thing, just a brief encounter. And she said: “Are you exploiting my sister’s death by living in her house?” For the first time the whole thing kind of slapped me in the face. I said, “No, it’s just sort of my own interest in American folklore. I’m in this place where a weird part of history occurred.” I guess it never really struck me before, but it did then. She lost her sister from a senseless, ignorant situation that I don’t want to support. When she was talking to me, I realized for the first time, “What if it was my sister?” I thought, “Fuck Charlie Manson.” I don’t want to be looked at as a guy who supports serial-killer bullshit.

I went home and cried that night. It made me see there’s another side to things, you know? It’s one thing to go around with your dick swinging in the wind, acting like it doesn’t matter. But when you understand the repercussions that are felt . . . that’s what sobered me up: realizing that what balances out the appeal of the lawlessness and the lack of morality and that whole thing is the other end of it, the victims who don’t deserve that.

The topic of censorship is something that, as an artist, I feel strongly against, under any circumstances. It is a slippery slope that I feel undermines our intelligence as a people and is a step in the direction of Nazi book burning ceremonies and “pray the gay away” camps. 

That being said, as artists I feel like we are responsible for what we put out in the world and the effect it has on other people. If that effect is negative or misunderstood, it is up to us to either stand by it or deal with the fall out, just as any parent would with their own children, for whom they are responsible. 

In the end, I was glad I came here.