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"⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ IFHY. " [Pt.2 'I like you': Rejection Route] — KEIGO TAKAMI X GN!READER GENRE: ANGST + BORDERLINE OBSESSION.

“I’m sorry Keigo, I don’t feel the same way.” You answered, apologetic. Oh. Keigo doesn’t know what to feel, his heart dropped into the pits of his stomach but he wouldn’t dare show the effects you had on him. His wings droop ever so slightly, he doesn’t think he’s showing any emotion - he’s numb. Rejection wasn’t foreign to him but rejection from you was. “We can still be friends though.” You offered, oblivious to his inner turmoil. Friends? No. He couldn’t be friends with you. It would lead him to a slow painful death, in which his heart would be pierced by a dagger every time he saw you - each dagger sharper than the last until he bled out. He made this incredibly awkward - he couldn’t find the right words or any words at all. Instead, he laughed dryly. Maybe it was a mistake confessing to you, his heart was constrained - his chest felt tight. He couldn’t bear to see you with another. He was selfish, incredibly selfish - he couldn't physically live seeing you with someone else other than him. He didn’t believe your smile, your kind gazes or jokes belonged to anyone else other than him. His jealousy would kill him, you would be the death of him. He loved you, you consumed him wholly. Yet, against his selfish desires - he understood (for now). “It’s okay, I understand and yeah we can be friends.” He forced a strained smile. His wings tucked tight against him once more. A sigh of relief escaped your lips, grateful he understood - yet the silence bore heavy on your chest. You couldn’t bear to see him like this, you swore the spark in his eyes dissipated the moment you gave your answer. The guilt weighed heavy on your shoulders. The playful spark in his eyes disappeared, his tone seemed almost monotonous. “Sorry, I’ll - just head off now.” You muttered as you took a step back both physically and metaphorically, mainly from the suffocating awkwardness and tension. “I’ll see you tomorrow?” You offered as you headed towards the rooftop exit. “See you. Dove.” He answered plainly; not confirming nor denying your offer. He tries his best to upkeep his smile. He doesn’t turn to face you or to see you off as he usually does. Deep down you knew this was his subtle farewell to you.

You left him.

His heart, reserved for you, meant for you - once filled with adoration and love, was spilling out from the cracks you made in his fragile heart.

Over the next few weeks his presence in your life decreased. He isn’t present in your morning routine, or even during lunch. You noticed his absence and it weighed heavy on you.

You didn’t dare try to seek him out, understanding he needed space - however the urge to check up on him was consuming you.

Keigo is convinced he’ll move on if he doesn’t see you, he purposely avoids you - changing his routes.

He doesn’t use the elevator anymore, instead he flies straight up to his office. He used to adjust his route every morning; he would use the elevator just so he could see you because just the sight of you brightened up his day.

Now, he was certain the sight of you would add weights onto his already heavy heart.

He isn’t present during lunches, the excuse of being ‘busy’ was overused to the point people didn’t have to ask him anymore to know his answer. In truth, he drowned himself in work just to get you off his mind.

He took up extra patrols, even those during evenings or late nights. He usually reserved evenings and nights for you, when he would take you out to dinner or supper as ‘friends’ - clearly his gesture wasn’t aimed at the intentions of being just friends.

He tried to move on, he really does but old habits die hard. Inconspicuously, he still has a feather following you wherever you go. You don’t ever notice it. He convinces himself that it's to keep you safe and not because he’s trying to stalk you. It wasn’t forbidden to look out for you right?

During meetings, when he’d be in forced proximity with you - he’d try his best to avoid eye contact with you. He would look anywhere but at you, purposefully avoiding you and ignoring your very obvious presence. He would rather ask anyone else in your department - even if they didn’t know what they were talking about.

As much as Keigo hated to admit it, and placing his personal feelings aside, you were a very dependable worker.

If he didn’t have any distractions, he would drown in the thoughts of you, to the point it seemed borderline obsessive.

He would be laying on his bed checking your social media, has your followers or following list increased or decreased? Did you post anything new?

You happened to post a picture, a night out with your friends. Everything seemed normal, up until the last picture.

Next to you, an unfamiliar person who seemed to be too close to you. Staring at you with weird affection - he’d recognise that kind of look anywhere, especially since he had felt the same way before.

He glares at the picture, his eyes narrowing. His grip on his phone tightening, if he gripped it any tighter cracks may have appeared on his phone screen. Then, he spirals.

He noticed you haven’t tagged anyone in the pictures, you’d be silly to think he’d stop at that.

He goes through your following list, looking through and seeing if any profile bore a similar resemblance to that person. He even looks through your friend's profile to see if they had tagged that person before.

He found them, would Keigo be mean if he classified them as a ‘nobody’? Would you condemn him for it? He wishes you would. There was nothing special about them, they worked an average 9-5 job. There was nothing unique about them, why would you be with them? They weren’t even your type!

Keigo deems himself as the better option, the best option for you even. He bets that they don’t know your favourite colour, food or even show.

Could they even keep you safe? That person left a bitter taste in his mouth.

It. Wasn’t. Fair. You and him were perfect together, even if you refused to believe it. He’s refusing to let you go.

If being selfish was a sin, he would gratefully accept the punishment that came with it just to be with you.

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"⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ I Like You? " [Keigo accidentally confesses to you on a whim - drabble.] — KEIGO TAKAMI X GN!READER GENRE: FLUFF.

~ ' I think, I love you. '

A simple routine, nothing out of the ordinary- just the No2 Pro Hero and you, casually lounging on one of the numerous rooftops-acting as if nothing truly mattered in the world. ~ Though there was nothing 'casual' about this.

There was nothing special about that day - two souls appreciated the panoramic night view. The city lights below illuminated the serene dark sky. - As corny as this seemed to be, Keigo believed that you were the stars in his sky. Surely though, everyone else would think the same, how couldn't they? You lit up every room you entered, it was almost as if an imaginary spotlight shone down on you every time you entered a room. He doesn't even know when this started. He doesn't even notice that he was subconsciously staring at you in a strange manner. His arms crossed, elbows down on the stone railing - his head rested on his arms. He had that look in his eyes, a look of adoration with a hint of yearning. It was almost as if he was in a trance. Everything about you was to be admired, your captivating eyes down to your kissable lips. You were the perfect mix of everything. You were perfectly out of his league. You, however was oblivious to how enamoured he was by you. You always seemed to mindlessly talk about your day. As long as he could hear your voice and enjoy your company, it was enough. If only you knew how much he thought of you, from his waking hours to when he slumbered. You enraptured him from the day he had the privilege of met you. It was adorable really, how nervous he would feel when in proximity with you. He would feel uncontrollable butterflies swarming his stomach despite how normal and put together he seemed on the outside. He would overthink every interaction for days, did he appear too weird? Did he come off as obnoxious? Was his tone right? He was not as put together as he seemed, he falls apart at the seams after every interaction with you, replaying the conversation for hours on end in his head. You mercilessly filled his thoughts all hours of the day. It was suffocating. Why did he think of you so much? He couldn't possibly... have a chance with you... right? He was stuck with only admiring you from a distance - and that distance seemed to span over 10 meters on this rooftop. So close, yet so far. He silently yearns. " You.. look really pretty." It slipped. Out of no where. Sudden. Shit. Shit. Shit. Bouts of nervousness wrecked through his body as his vermillion wings tensed behind him. You were met with confusion, were you hearing things? Both your hearts skipped a beat. "Huh?" You feigned ignorance. "Nothing." He was quick to answer despite how nervous he felt, his facade of nonchalance plastered on his face. You laughed, it caught him by surprise. He swore his heartbeat accelerated. He feels as if he couldn't breathe, almost as if his throat closed up. Was it a good sign or a bad one? Does he look flustered? Does he look disheveled? "You sure it was nothing?" He was quick to nod. There was a beat of silence, two, three, four. . . The tension was palpable. "I think you're beautiful." He uttered under his breath, this time you hear it. He doesn't know why he repeated himself, he doesn't even know why he said it. He wishes he could disappear, perhaps the butterflies in his stomach would be enough to carry him away. Your eyes widened, you stare at him partially bewildered as you try to process his words. He feared your rejection, so he blurted out everything before you could utter your next words - whatever it may be. "I think I've fallen for you." Everything after that is a blur as he stumbled over his words, he had never been this vulnerable. His face flushed the same crimson shade his wings were. He rushed through his words as if he was racing with your impending reaction.

"I like you, I know I'm not perfect or maybe not even the one you want but I fell so easily for you, I can't even describe it. Its just something suffocating that has been on my chest. You are perfect, hell even everything I've ever wanted. I like you so much that its tires me, my thoughts constantly revolve around you, to the point its consuming me.

I wish you would've noticed how much I liked you

So, please - if you don't reciprocate my feelings please just tell me or at least give me a chance to show you how much I love you. "

Confessing was supposed to make it better, but those mere seconds of silence felt like hours as he awaited your response.

He loved you so much it hurt.

Reject? Reciprocate?

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MHA season 7 ep 16 redraw🪶

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Pscht~

Heros work isn't always good

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燃やされホークス　ver.3

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もっと高く ver.2 (refine)

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he's adorable <33

same smile : anime vs. manga

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⭑｡𖦹°‧ Betrayal. [ How breaking up with him would go // mean Keigo Takami.] — KEIGO TAKAMI X READER GENRE: HURT, ANGST.

; Somewhat canon divergence; " Enough is enough Keigo. "

Is love a temporary fleeting feeling? What did it take for someone to get bored of you? An important lesson you've learnt from Keigo; some people only crave a relationship for the feeling, for the attention you're giving them. They're obsessed with the idea of a relationship, they don't love you; they love the attention you give them. Besides, he could easily replace you couldn't he? Wrong, he'd never find another like you. No one would tolerate him as much as you did. Welcome to reality and Society, Keigo.

Unfair, it almost felt as if it was a one-sided relationship when it came to Keigo Takami. There you were, struggling to keep the relationship afloat, while Keigo played it off; almost as if he was indifferent. Communication with him was as good as talking to a brick wall, apparently you weren't allowed to show temperament, only he could. Only he could be annoyed, only he could be infuriated, only he could be disappointed. His feelings were placed above yours. He didn't care about what you thought, because he knew you'd never leave someone like him. You'd always have to be the one to mend things, even though it was never your fault, because he'd ignore you if you didn't. He'd act aloof as if nothing occurred while your thoughts racked up your guilt filled mind. Arguments were a result of Keigo's petty and irrational thinking and yet you'd be the one apologising. You couldn't be better than him, because he was the best. He thought of other people as lower beings, but he'd never say that in public to maintain his high and perfect reputation. He looked at the flaws of others, but never of his own; he only focused on his own perfection. His thinking was narrow minded. The best way to describe him; a narcissist, a selfish asshole; but you could never do anything about it. Keigo, could do anything and you wouldn't be able to say a single word. Hate him all you want, but you could never find the strength to leave him. Keigo could compliment other girls, comment on their appearance while comparing you to them. He humiliates you in the mean time, mocking you as someone lesser. So you'd decide you'd speak out against that, atleast attempt to communicate. But you know Keigo, it'd never work out. Instead of apologising, he plays it off. If he has it in him, he'd find a way to humiliate you more. " Maybe I wouldn't compliment them if you looked better, --" or maybe if you had what they did. Other times, he'd play it off as 'being part of his job' as a hero. He's sick of it, he's loosing his grip on you. You defying him, questioning him. Other days, he'd ignore you as if nothing had been said or simply reply with a mere thumbs up. You didn't matter to him. That is until, you are on the verge of leaving. Twice, you've fallen for the same trick. Keigo would beg, promising to change his ways, he doesn't want you to leave because you were an easy person to keep. He gloated on your insecurities to place himself as a higher being. You tolerated him when he knew no one else did. He'd lie, leaving fake signs and messages that would make you sympathise him and perchance come back to him. ' Maybe in another life we would've been together. ' It's these little acts that provoke pity in you, that you can't help but feel drawn back to him. ' Baby, I miss you. ' When you're back? That act fades away, he knows you'd come back. He knows you'd stay. He knew you were attached. It worked twice, but why not this time? Third time wasn't the charm. How did you fall for someone like him in the first place? Simple, his sweet charming personality, and his feigned innocence. He teased you, and chased you until you fall into his dreaded trap. He'd leave little notes, little hints that were subtle and not at the same time. Maybe it'd be love songs he'd sing to you while 'subtly' hinting it was aimed at you. Maybe it was little notes that implied his interest in you, but you could never be sure. ' Just be mine already. ' He'd be everywhere you were, how sweet was it that he asked his colleagues how to approach someone like you? How to court someone like you? Oh, how you had fallen from grace, my dove. How shattered were you when you realised you had fallen for a facade? Pet names, changed into derogatory terms. How much disrespect can one tolerate? 'My love', became 'My bitch,'. As if you were an object of entertainment and nothing more.

Then the effort he had given you when he was courting you dwindled to a 0. He knew you had fallen perfectly into his trap, into his arms where you had become attached. 'This wasn't the Keigo I fell inlove with.'

So this was it, and Keigo knew it. You had gotten mad at him, wanting time alone. You started to ignore his calls, you changed your apartment's code. You haven't responded to his texts in a week, haven't responded to his subtle hints of him wanting you back. He misses the attention you gave him.

' A woman can say she loves you and never speak to you ever again. '

Keigo is way too prideful to accept being broken up with so he'd do it first. In turn, he chooses to give up; well not really; he attempts to make you jealous. Keigo moves on fast, he really does.

Afterall he is ‘ the man who moves too fast for his own good.’

Simple really, he would find another and date them, attempting to make you jealous. Naturally you'd want closure. You'd have to do it, atleast getting a sign was better than nothing.

As infuriating as it was, you did get a sign in the form of a ' 👍 '. It was good enough. Then he tries again, he really does.

For the first time in 2 years, he apologises; for everything. For being a 'prick' with communication. He keeps up the act of having a lover. He actually does have a lover, and so you have accepted it, afterall you basically gained your freedom.

Thank the stars for the god sent girl who had taken Keigo's interest for a period of time, and god save her from the emotional stress she would receive because of Keigo's emotional immaturity.

He failed, getting you back. He failed seeing you feel jealousy, and he DESPISED failing. So he replaces you with his lover, but its pathetic really.

During this time, he publicly humiliates you, showing his obsession with you despite it being MONTHS since you have separated.

He flaunts his new lover, she's better than you afterall. He continues to make you jealous.

But you don't care do you? It hurts, but despite it all you heal, you attempt to move on. The presence of him haunts you, interviews, social media, even his presence in public. He takes every chance he gets to humiliate you.

He's angry, he's infuriated. Why won't you come back to him? Why is nothing working? So he goes further, he insults you. He doesn't even subtly insult you anymore, he outright insults you. He's petty, he resorts to insulting your appearance, especially things you're insecure about. He's petty, he compares you with her at any chance he gets. He practically prays on your downfall going as far as to ruin your reputation in public.

He wishes you the WORST in everything.

Though, humans have their limits don't they? As much as you desire and crave to respond, you don't. To show you are the bigger person, to show that truly you don't care. Over the months you have moved on while Keigo proceeds to tarnish your reputation and attempt to bring you down without prevailing. It's getting tiring really, how isn't he sick of it when his topic is always focused on you. Isn't his current lover sick of hearing your name in his mouth?

He's wasting his efforts, because his current lover becomes an ex. He spent too much effort on you. He had it coming, someone as shitty as him doesn't deserve anyone. It was a curse upon those who had fallen inlove with him. Keigo lost someone who would listen to him, permanently, and he couldn't fathom that.

Though, she was nothing compared to you. You were the best of the best, you tolerated him, you endured his shitty behaviour, you forgave him despite everything, you promised to stay with him till the end, but where were you now?

So he's desperate once more, though this time you don't come back. Afterall what has been said was said, he couldn't take back his words, he couldn't take back his hurled insults that were created in the heat of the moment.

At night, irrational thoughts would swirl his head while he's intoxicated. He unblocks you, texts you once more with pleas of pathetic desperation.

"I miss you, I'm sorry. " It could go on for hours, and even a whole paragraph could appear. You'd ignore it of course, and if you were petty enough you'd laugh to yourself.

He even goes as far as degrading himself,

' Knowing you were my only chance to change, I left you. ' It's pathetic of Keigo, it really was.

It was useless too, you'd move on with your life. Your heart free from his shackles, your heart was lightened. Maybe you didn't have a significant other, but you were free.

It'd go off and on, in his vulnerable moments he'd miss you. He didn't miss you of course, he missed the attention you gave him. The gentleness that no one else could provide.

Then when he was feeling infuriated, angered by something in particular he'd start up his insults. Bipolar behaviourisms. Every time you'd post on your socials, he'd talk behind your back; pointing out your apparent insecurities as if you'd give a flying fuck. He wanted a reaction out of you, but you weren't going to give in.

You wondered when he would give up but, you know relationships aren't important, you know the limits of a damaging relationship and chose to focus on yourself.

You're much happier now, despite the occasional thought of him.

IF ANYONE OF YOU ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP LIKE THIS, I'LL SAY ONCE LOUDLY; RUN, LOVE, I PROMISE ITS NOT WORTH IT. HE/SHE/THEY IS NOT WORTH ALL THIS MENTAL TURMOIL. FOCUS ON YOURSELF. EMOTIONAL MANIPULATION IS NOT WORTH IT. Take care of yourself .

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"Hey birdy, you are here too?! You look a little bit tired...Here is a coffee for you. It is my favourite one and I think you will like it❤️"

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In my writing slump era once more, sigghhh. Will eventually get back to it though.

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風、軽く。

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HE LOOKS FUCKIN' ETHEREAL HERE, LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH AND MERCY ??

New sketch

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Mr. President?!

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"Someone who has decided to live their life in atonement can't separate from his past like I can. That's why I have to support him!"

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Went on a hiatus, and not about hawks but LORDS this guy !! Ultrafine. <33

new obsessions unlocked: ken sato.

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HIM <33333 HONESTLY SO ECSTATIC ABOUT ALL THIS HE'S SO HAPPY N ALL !!!! <3

President

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I LOVE HIM SM AND HE DESERVES THE WORLD <33

I AM SOBBING RN

HE IS ALRIGHT!!! HE IS HAPPY!! MY BOY GETS TO BE HAPPY!!!!