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i woke up and already knew today would suck
#first of all i had trouble sleeping#second of all i slept over than when i initially wanted to get up#but like i had two options of which bus i wanna take; either being super early or normal early with risk of being too late#and yeah idk the test was super easy and questions i knew the answer to#but others were a bit tricky in the sense of some answers having a double meaning#and i had one of those but i didnt notice it#u are allowed to have 10 points of failure and still pass but i had 14 and failed š#urgh this sucks#the voices are speaking
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part two of ugly sobbing and walking through the city
please manifest with me that iāll pass my exam tomorrow and this time i really NEED to pass
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please manifest with me that iāll pass my exam tomorrow and this time i really NEED to pass
#theory exam for the drivers license#if i fail and canāt retake it before the 9th of july then i have to start with my drivers license all over again#and i donāt have the cash to afford another 2K ahaā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦#iām so stressed iām in a depressive slump again#probably also because my life is changing a lot because iām graduating on friday#i like my dress and everyone said i look great in it but i just feel fat hashtag body dysmorphia#even when i weighed like 18 kilos less and my ex bfās mom said i look really thin i still thought i looked fat aha#and i gained those 18 kilos back so iām not necessarily doing great rn#and my acne may has gotten a bit better itās still bad imo and iām not looking forward to the graduation pictures#because i also canāt do makeup and iām too pale to get it done by someone else because i donāt even know what my shade is#like iām not yellow iām fr WHITE but all foundations are yellow?? even the lightest shades i can find#and yeah my makeup skills are limited to concealer and mascara and tinted lipbalm + lipgloss#if i still owe you an answer on discord or tiktok then i apologize but i got too much going on rn lollll#iām literally so packed this week itās not even funny anymore. like i canāt even switch houses to my dads without it affecting me negativel#i was supposed to switch last friday but iāll switch THIS Friday even though itās still lowkey an inconvenience to my schedule šššš#and mind you my dad lives like 5 minutes by foot away from me. i am THAT busyš#when do the horrorās end#the voices are speaking#but yeah please pray with me that iāll pass the exam or there will be a second part of me ugly sobbing as i walk through the city
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ādid you spell a magic castā well done kamey youāre gonna ace those exams in your ENGLISH UNIVERSITY courses next year
#guys iām outing myself as a summer hater š„ sorry#because the high temperatures outside make the fog in my brain SO much worse#like itās literally insane#iām always quite confused and just out of it ā like itās normal to my mom and friends ā and confused isnāt even the word i wanted to use#but in summer it gets 100x worse and i make so many mistakes and my brain is just lagging like crazy#i keep forgetting words and holding a conversation is so hard because of it šš#the voices are speaking
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other people throw away food on the expiration date, but iām more of the āfuck around & find outā type of person
#rn iām eating something and the expiration date was 25/03/2025#and itās not necessarily something where youāre like āeh itāll be good in 3 monthsā yk?#other people DEFINITELY wouldāve thrown this in the trash#but like i really wanted to eat it and the package was unopened anyway#and it was already cooked once before eating! so! i should be fine!#if not iāll update you guys from the toilet#the voices are speaking#kinda ashamed to admit this but itās called āmaultaschenā and itās noodles stuffed with pork meat.#do you guys get now why some mightāve thrown this away#šš„° tastes good tho#bug look away#jelly if you see this look away too#ykw everyone look away
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JUST LET ME READ FANFICS ALL DAY LONG IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASKKKKKKKKKKK
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pickle!sukuna likes it when you shove him into a big, crunchy sandwich. he likes it when you give it all the fixings, whole wheat bread and salt and pepper with provolone cheese. give him anything with a big dollop of mayonnaise and heāll be happy. just remember to keep your napkins handy ā it certainly gets messy!
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hi my beautiful wife <33 i miss you!!
yun i miss you so bad and i love you so much !! <333 whenever i see a video that mentions [your country] iām like⦠āmy wifeš„š„š„ā lmaoo
the horrors persist but iāll keep on going for you, i hope youāre doing well :3
#moots <3#yun !!#my wife <3#my favorite plushy <3#breaking hiatus for my wife#my beautiful gorgeous wife putting a smile on my face every time we speak or interact#asks
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the power of german complaining is insane
#my bus is late? i complain about it to my friend and the within the next minute the bus shows up#NEVER failed me btw#another example is how i was complaining to my friends today that i wonāt be able to go to italy this year#because my mom chose to go on vacation 3 times instead of saving up for the promised family vacation#but she just told me we will be able to go after all#what magic is this why do the things i complain about literally come true/correct themselves immediately after#anyway i shall disappear again#the voices are speaking
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stellita & isami ā double date ⤷ with @kameyyy <3
the entire spectrum of energy levels. mattsun on high + ennoshita on medium, mey on low, while stellar jumps between each. mattsun enables stellar and ennoshita to do stupid stuff in public. accidentally sharing too many childhood friendship stories that we all have blackmail material. "oops, sorry, mey-" "hey, it's not like i spent the entirety of my childhood watching ennoshita and stellar pine like idiots." making horrendous mugs at pottery workshops because we all need joy and whimsy. failing to pull off a billiard trick and getting the black ball in the hole instead. "mey, at this point i should just carry you to the funeral home."
playing overcooked and everyone is yelling their heads off. ennoshita, despite all attempts to maintain composure, is cracking. "i feel like i'm team captain again-" "LOVE, THE TOMATO SOUP IS GONNA BURN!" making homemade ravioli as a way to relax after a heated game (also, why are the italian restaurants nearby too expensive?). no one escapes stellar's request for everyone to do arts and crafts. "mattsun, i'm sure you can at least copy pixel patterns." mattsun also shows off his origami skills, sending stellar and mey into a nostalgia-filled rush. ennoshita is just finally happy he can make a paper crane. "mey! where is omnom? i wanna see omnom!"
stellar's masterlist
#stellar omg this is the cutest thing ever#i really really love the moodboard itās so fun#i loved talking to you about this#like also that we established THAT WE ARE CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AAAAA š#i love the isami and stellita lore#i love the vibe and i love the pictures you gathered#itās so so fun just looking at it#inventing a machine that lets us travel into a parallel universe where this is real life as we speak#SO CUTE#isami <3#delulu time#moots <3
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did you delete some of your posts?
yea about 800 give or take
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#this is me saying iām on hiatus again btw#have a shit ton to do and handle#and lowkey i just need a break LOL#the voices are speaking
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if i catch a whiff of someone sharing a message i sent to them with others just know iām gonna block you
#like if i talk to you iām not expecting my messages to be shared like a pizza#not that i say anything weird#but if you share a message of mine with negative intent then i wonāt tolerate youš¹#i believe in š„°talking about itš„° if something bothers you so i can clarify if there happens to be an misunderstanding#but if you just share messages without my consent then i simply donāt wanna talk to you#<- might be a subpost but itās meant in general to everyone because those are my boundaries#and like i thought itās common sense to not just share dmās of other ppl š#the voices are speaking
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i cannot emphasize how much fandom interactions are important and how i feel deeply grateful for the people who encourage to spread love. i appreciate people who reblog and comment or send asks to their favorite blogs. i am grateful for people who create appreciation blogs (like bouquets-for-fandoms and plushies-for-fandom). i appreciate people who make spotlight posts for underrated creators. see these kind of things are the pillars of the community. it not only gives a shouout to the creator/blog but makes them feel welcomed in the community and encourage them to do more of what they love. so truly, thank you to everyone on this site who makes people feel seen.
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IāLL STAY HERE ttt
ā³ ć issei matsukawa ć ā„ ę¾å· äøé .į
college has been feeling a bit lonely and your friend promises to stay till it doesnāt. but are you really only friends?
event masterlist, general masterlist

His big, calloused hand found its way to the arc of your head, thick fingers entangling with silken locks of hair, freshly cut fingernails barely grazing the surface of your scalp.
The swell of your cheek was pressed against the solid surface of ISSEI MATSUKAWAās chest, the palpitations of his heart as loud as ever against the lobe of your flushed ear.
His other hand rested parallel to the small of your back, the ridged pad of his finger lingering for a moment of time before unconsciously tracing unsteady lines along the curve of your hip. In a way that makes you wonder, is that really how friends act?
āDo you feel better?ā he asked, his lips airily moving against the stands of your hair, almost imitating the feel of a soft breath.
āā¦Yeah, a bit, I guess,ā you mumbled into his shirt.
He hummed in response, eyes trailing along the ceiling. He thinks he wants this moment to last till he draws his last breath.
Occasional sniffles filled the silence and the scent of your freshly washed hair engulfed the little space remaining between your bodies. In return, the tip of your finger lazily traced distorted flowers along his chest. Mattsunās breath hitched and he just wished you knew of the effect you had on him.
āMattsun,ā You mumbled.
āYeah?ā
āWhenā¦When are you leaving?ā Your voice slightly dipped, the question asked as your eyes traced the t-shirt lazily draped over the back of the arm chair. His t-shirt.
Heās been here for 8 days, the decision of the nearest train ticket and a packed bag made on his part after earning a shaky phone call from you. No questions asked.
The thought of him leaving did bad things to your heart. The subtle traces heād been weaving into your lifeāsubconsciouslyāmade it damn near impossible to imagine him not being there. Not having his scuffed shoes next to your smaller ones. Or his green toothbrush idly sitting next to yours in a shipped ceramic holder. Or having the room filled with the smell of his fresh cologne. And worst of allāthe touches. His big arm around your shoulder. His hand within your hair. His lips teasingly lingering around your temple.
āWhen you tell me to,ā He grinned. That stupid, smug grin that made your heart beat slightly faster.
You angled your head to stare at him. āWhat?ā
āYou heard me. Iāll be gone whenever you want me to be gone,ā His hand left your hair to wrap around your own, fingers threading their way through yours.
āSeriously?ā
āYeah,ā He replied. āUntil you feel better, and you no longer need me,ā
āWhat if I never feel betterāI mean, making friends is not the easiest thing in the world,ā You pressed.
āThen Iāll stay here,ā He reassured.
The way your hands fitted together, the way they moulded into one another, as if one, made your throat a little dry. Your cheek goes back to its previous position, pressing against his clothed skin.
āOkay,ā
Moving cities sucked. Making friends sucked. Loneliness ate away at your very skin. But itās okay now. Itās okay because ISSEI MATSUKAWA was going to be here until it truly is okay.

hello mey i hope this was what you just wanted help idk but ily and youāre gonna do soooo well in uni i just know!!!!

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PASSION ; ATSUMU MIYA
Everything he had dreamed of was just one breath away, while sheād been drowning for years. Theyāre two sides of a coin.Ā
PAIRING: atsumu miya x fem reader
STATUS: ongoing
TYPE: smau & written parts
TAGS/WARNINGS: 17+ to read, childhood friends to lovers, angst, language, cursing, very human emotions, flawed characters, toxic relationship, mental health issues, alcohol use, dysfunctional family, general themes of apathy and existential nihilism, arguments, unhealthy coping mechanisms, typos, probably ooc, warnings may change..
NOTES: english isn't my first language, typos/grammar issues might happen, slow updates, it's my first smau please be nice, skip if you don't like it
MISC.: moodboard ; playlist
TAGLIST:open, comment here to be added.
INTRODUCTIONS: rent makki owes us / 4 lifers
CHAPTER ONE: red
CHAPTER TWO: consider yourself blessed
EMAIL: i don't fucking know
CHAPTER THREE: boundaries
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CHAPTER FIVE: /
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CHAPTER SIX: /
CHAPTER SEVEN: /
CHAPTER EIGHT: /
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CHAPTER NINE: /
CHAPTER TEN: /
CHAPTER ELEVEN: /
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©kameyyy all rights reserved. please do not repost or copy my work.
#highkey obsessed with the new theme of this masterlist sorry guys#i just really love it#please ignore that the chapters aren't matched up to the masterlist yet#i'm lazy#mey's works...
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