kamukura-i-zuru

[kamukura-i-zuru]

izuru do you ever feel emotions when you’re cofronting or blended with hajime? how did you react?

There have been a handful of times when Hinata’s emotions bled over to me. I find it rather interesting. It’s not often, and at times Hinata has to “take the wheel,” so to speak, while I adjust.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

AW OMG you play roblox with nanami?? which games? were any of them actually entertaining?

Mostly her preferred form of games. Open world RPGs or old classics. She’ll often humor me by insisting we play competitive games, despite knowing I’ll win 99% of the rounds.

… I guess one could call it entertaining in that way.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

Kamukuraaa… Is there any possibility you’d date? Are you taking requests? Or candidates? I’d give you as much love as my weak and pathetic heart would allow. Perhaps it wouldn’t mean anything to you. It would mean the world to me! I would just die… Honestly, if you get fed up with my affection then you could just kill me! How does that sound? Is it appetizing? You could rip my beating heart out from my chest and shove it down my throat. I’d be honored if I wouldn’t already be dead!

A possibility I would date? Potentially. Taking requests or candidates? No. Most certainly not in this form or with how you’re presenting yourself.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

I'd like to take this opportunity to make it known that I think both Hajime and Izuru and simply beautiful men. With that being said, I take my leave. 🗿✨

Ta-ta~! 👋🏾

-Dragonstar ❤️

Thanks, from both of us.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

did junko love you?

Junko loved me the way she loved despair. A twisted sort of affection lacking any warmth. Worse, even— I was a tool to achieve that despair, a vessel for it.

Simply put, not in the way you’re likely referring to.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

YOOO KAMUKURA ARE YOU AN EPIC GAMER??? WHAT GAMES U PLAY??? CAN WE PLAY ROBLOX TOGETHER ❤️

I have the Ultimate Gamer talent, so I suppose it wouldn’t be incorrect to call me an “epic gamer,” though informal. I don’t play often, usually only with Nanami. You’d have to ask her.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

Games, eh? You got Cat Petterz 2? There's a really good mod that gives you a white Turkish Angora with green eyes that mews whenever you type HOPE and sometimes blows up its basket. 11037/10 would recommend. That game has SO many glitches with vanishingly small probabilities, it'd be great for someone whose talents include Ultimate Luck. I'm going to steal your boyfriend. You should also try the Dragon Blazers series. Not the books it's based on, reading is stupid and for the straights, but the games are good. Do the hidden hard route. 🏁🍇

I don’t think I wanna touch this ask with a ten foot pole, knowing that signoff.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

you got games on your phone?

Many.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

💐

These are going to die if you leave them in our care. Hinata can’t take care of a living being to save his life.

… That said, thank you.

Yeah, what he said, but minus the whole… me part. Thanks for the flowers.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

he could be your friend on top of being a headmate. i’m friends with other alters in my system. ofc our relationship goes much deeper than friendship. we’re still friends tho

hajime seems like the closest thing to friendship that you’ve got. do you care about him and his well being? or do you only care about him in as an extension of yourself?

I’m aware friendship and our system relationship can coexist. I’m saying it doesn’t.

As you said, I view him more as an extension of myself. That’s not to say I’d completely rid myself of him, given the chance, but I simply don’t personally consider him a friend.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

izuru would you say hajime is your friend?

“Friend” is too generous of a word, I feel. We aren’t close as friends, but as two parts of a system- there isn’t exactly a proper word for the relationship we have. It’s not simple enough for a friend/not-friend binary.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

OOC

we get a lot of asks pertaining to ships (mostly komahina, but some others and some left open ended) so thought id ask;

[kamukura-i-zuru]

Hi, Chiaki.

did you have a crush on chiaki?

Come on, guys, she follows this account…

[kamukura-i-zuru]

do you consider everyone from your class (yes, you’re included reserve boy) as your friend?

who are you closest to? are things tense with anyone in particular?

Of course I consider them my friends after everything. I’d say the survivors are closest for sure, but that’s kind of a given. Chiaki, too. Oh, and Twogami’s kind of made themselves an important figure for all of us as well, always checking in on the group and making sure we’re taking care of ourselves. If I were to go about telling more people about Izuru, I think Twogami would be the first.

Things are kind of tense with Mikan, which is kind of to be expected if you think about it. Makoto tells us it’s gonna be a long road recovery-wise, but at least she’s getting the help.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

what do you think about naegi, kirigiri, togami, fukawa, hagakure, and the other naegi (komaru)?

Most of them are pretty nice to us! We talk to them in passing or after meetings, mostly. Makoto is really involved in our progress in our therapy sessions. He can be pretty overbearing sometimes though. Togami and Fukawa, I tend to stay away from. Even if I wanted to talk to Togami, Fukawa is always either following or watching from a distance. Creepy.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

question for izuru and hajime: thoughts on the future foundation?

do they give you guys enough supplies? do you work for them? are they cooperative? understanding? respectful?

have there been any issues? are you sure they trust you? do you trust them??

All things considered, they’ve been pretty good to us. Plenty of supplies and patience and all that— We don’t work for them, though. We’re not exactly the highest on their list of people to trust, since we were once Remnants of Despair and Izuru was pretty destructive back then. I just wish they’d be a little less… Distanced about it? I guess? We really only go there for meetings and their mandated therapy thing, outside of that we’re pretty out of the loop. And they’re more fixated on Izuru than me, which isn’t a nice feeling.

Likewise to Hinata. However I’m far less trusting of them. Being asked questions and poked and prodded in a rather clinical setting is less than enjoyable, for obvious reasons.

I believe most of the leniency relies on Naegi being a large part of the decisions, so to that I do owe him some thanks.

[kamukura-i-zuru]

do you still talk to ryota? how is he?

Not often, no… I’ve heard he’s doing alright, though.

(This is mod’s neutral way of saying we have very little clue about Ryota because the service we used to watch it cut off in the middle of the series and the only other service we used gives you 12 minutes of ads for turning on subtitles every episode, so if anything insane happened with him outside of the whole despair animation thing we wouldn’t know 💔) - Mod Miku