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jean and his beautiful boy

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what gets me re: kevin with jean is that kevin is seriously the worst. like we see in-text specifically that kevin used to lean into jean’s space to whisper to him and it seems it was common enough to him that he didn’t think much of it (he did it once for asking jean to teach him french then again to make jean promise not to off himself), he said horrible things like ‘it could be our secret’ and ‘i don’t want to lose you’, he wrote jean memories and notes in postcards, he bought jean silly little magnets, even up to the point of tsc canon he was cradling jean’s face and gently touching his hand. so flirty! no wonder jean was down so horribly. no wonder nora sakavic said kevin was always the problem child

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kevin's the court queen and neil's the court jester

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kevjean are kinda like jesus and judas when u rlly think about it

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TSC SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!

Kevin and his promises to keep his friends living despite their attempts to end it all are something that melts my heart.

He's... He is.

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kevin “my brother is the worst man alive and I am his favourite” day

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jean in his internal monologue being like yeah kevin's a whiny little bitch and sometimes a complete terror... he rlly can be insufferable!!! but the second anyone else speaks on kevin he's captain of team first off that's my WIFE and second of all he can do WHATEVER HE WANTS

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Kevin day u r always gonna b famous to me

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kevjean are kinda like jesus and judas when u rlly think about it

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Run, boy, run

They might have seen you

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My love for Kevin clashes with my love for Jean, and while I have a million excuses and reasons to give as to why Kevin left the Nest first chance he got, I also have a million excuses and reasons for Jean to hate him for it and it breaks my heart.

The thing is, I love how honest this story is. I think anyone with Kevin's background would have run away that night, especially when he knew he had Wymack. Was it an asshole and selfish thing to do? Maybe, yes. But it was realistic. He found an opening, he lost everything, he was left with that one thing he knew he had but he could never pursue, and he finally went for it. Many of us would love to take the high road and pretend that in that scenario, we wouldn't have acted the same way, but few of us would actually mean it.

But Jean never had the chance Kevin did. Maybe the resentment comes both from jealousy and from betrayal. I can't wait to find out with TSC. It's going to hurt like a bitch, because imagine how close they were to the point Kevin learned French for Jean, only for them to have a fall out, to not have each other's comfort anymore, and then to be separated further by circumstance.

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man all the foxes had hard lives but sometimes when i sit down and think about kevin i'm like damn this person wasn't even in the same playing field as his teammates. he was raised captive in a cult and violently forced into extreme child labor up until the day he left?! he was thrust into the spotlight at an early age and had every movement of his life meticulously choreographed?! he was raised to depend on a master x pet relationship with one of his captors?! he literally could not move a step without riko's acknowledgement?! the labor violations only would give a labor lawyer years of work. can you imagine if we talked about all the other different kinds of extensive abuse too

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some kevin doodles

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wtffff what are they doing here (-> inside my head constantly)

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Andrew’s POV 🐇🥍

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jean: if you must speak to me, please do not speak in gibberish. the sun has clearly addled your brain-

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rip neil josten u would have loved the espn app