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A hurt was left in my heart that I didn't want to heal. I didn't want to forget the hurt because the hurt was you and you're the best God damn thing that's ever happened to me.

The hurt I never knew I needed // 21.09.2020

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When I'm asked where my happy place is, I say my happy place is you.

So I guess that explains why I’m not happy // 22.09.2020

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It was a privilege to love you, and it was a privilege to let you go. Both helped shape me into the person I have become.

Beau Taplin (via perrfectly)

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How is it that the scars you thought had healed partially bust open in silent spontaneity? Regardless of how many weeks you can go without them crossing your mind, you will encounter moments where you will settle down on an ordinary Monday night with a comical movie where the protagonist will make a reference that reminds you of an inside joke you once shared and alas- you are swept up in a familiar tornado. On the one hand, you can distinctively understand how their decisions are not the slightest bit reflective of your self worth but alas- you still find yourself pondering what else you could have done to make them love you enough to fight harder; what a god damn cruel battle to find yourself in.

3:40 a.m (via velcroheartstrings)

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Self-care is productive.

Read it again

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Being with the wrong person is lonelier than being on your own. Or it’s as lonely, in a different way

Mhairi McFarlane, You Had Me At Hello  (via perrfectly)

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Moments..

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I remember that it hurt. Looking at her hurt.

Stuck in Love (2012)

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“We accept the love we think we deserve.”

Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via naturaekos)

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Don’t think about what can happen in a month. Don’t think about what can happen in a year. Just focus on the 24 hours in front of you and do what you can to get closer to where you want to be.

Eric Thomas (via perrfectly)

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“i am here”, 2018

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It was the kind of love that made me wonder if I could ever love again.

@kanizay

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You used to be my world, now i got my own.

B.D (hatin)

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Hell is other people.

Jean-Paul Sartre (via neckkiss)

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