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sorry I liked your post a second after you posted it I don’t have a life

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love the chicken wing siblings 🫶

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Just a reminder that this blog IS dark content friendly 👍🏻

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Aventurine luck for everyone 🍀♠️✨✨

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somehow the poor cops who we were told are simply too understaffed and underpaid because of Woke to deal with 'rampant rising crime' have found the strength to beat the shit out of college students across the whole country for peacefully saying "divest from the country killing innocent palestinians in the tens of thousands"

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im noticing that for a lot of americans “free palestine” has been an ideological motto and symbol rather than them actually believing in their heart that freedom is attainable and necessary

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But is it a blessing or a curse?♠️

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# 113

Pretty happy with how my first Sunday turned out! Hope you guys like it! ♥

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okay. i debated not posting this because I was worried I’d get death threats (that says a lot doesn’t it) but it needs to be said, because its upsetting me.

a woman who publicly says she feels very sane and has “never been to therapy” and who breaks up with her boyfriend in part because he can’t just “”get over”” his depression to love her the way she wants/needs does not.

I repeat, does not.

get to use the imagery she did in her fortnight video.

I’ve been seeing gifsets and screenshots all day of her chained to a bed but ~aesthetic~ and being fed a pill after a cheeky side eye and strapped to a glamourfied ECT machine and no one has said anything about it so I will. those images are genuinely triggering for me.

people have been restrained, forcefed pills, and given electroconvulsive therapy or subjected to the electric chair for severe mental illness against their will. these are not fun props anyone gets to throw around to express that they feel depressed or in a “manic phase” or like they were “raised in an asylum.”

she doesn’t know how a real asylum fried my grandmother’s brain or real cops restrained me because I was psychotic and manic. she doesn’t know what it feels like to be dehumanised that way.

do better. demand she do better, too.

edit: I say that this content is triggering to say that it causes real harm. I do still have a responsibility to myself to curate an internet experience for myself. this does not negate her responsibility to avoid replicating harmful tropes in art which is deeply influential. she does not get to co-opt institutionalization or psychiatric violence as a romanticized aesthetic or as a metaphor because real people like myself have suffered greatly under the things she is representing as glamorous or cool. institutionalization silences and violates mentally ill people in a way that marginalizes them, and that experience should be treated with sensitivity and care rather than being commodified to reduce stigma. if she had experienced these things, I might feel differently, but other ableist content on the record and her statements on her life and art indicate otherwise. she is a woman with immense privilege and power and should not be using that privilege and power to punch down on mental illness.

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occasional posts from users

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You have to recognize your capacity for harm. You cannot omit the harm you've done to others to remain "good." Anybody can be a bigot. Anyone can be an abuser. Anyone can harm anyone at any time even those who have been harmed themselves. The world is not made up of victims and villains only, this is life, not a Saturday morning cartoon and you are a human being who can or maybe even has hurt others and you HAVE to acknowledge that to learn to be better.

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badweird feelings

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Idk why I'm thinking a bit about Ex!Oliver, where you dated and it just wasn't really the right time, and he definitely wasn't ready, but after some time passes, you bump into each other, and he's… no, you should not fall for him again, you heard the rumors, but he's so damn charming as always.

In some ways he's the same-- he's got the same eyes, he's still easygoing, he's still charming.

But you definitely notice a difference. He's always been handsome, but he's even more so. He's always been taller and bigger than most, but he seems even more so. His smile was always big and bright, but now he has really perfected the crooked grin that infuriates you with how attractive it is.

But no, it can't happen. What happened in the past, should stay in the past. It doesn't matter that he says he's changed, it doesn't matter that he looks at you with those eyes with longing, it doesn't matter that his touch lingers and it feels electric. And you tell him that it can't happen, despite the pang in your heart. It'll pass, you tell yourself. But it seems he has changed. And he's changed for the better. He seems ready. But you can't risk it.

But that doesn't stop you from sleeping with him one time, and it just proves that he's not forgotten the way your body reacts, nor what turns you on. And it seems he's just so much more sure of himself with you, his actions are certain. The way he hooks his finger inside and drives you wild, the way he devours you. The way his cock seems to be snug and perfect for you, the way his body fits against yours. It makes both your heads spin. With every thrust, you both slowly unravel. He groans when your walls squeeze around him, he says your name in that breathy whisper that just makes you weak. "Fuck, I missed this so fucking much. No one else gets me like this." He fucks into you like you're his only source of life.

Reasoning and logic are gone at this point, he's just taking this opportunity to make up for all those years he's been away from you. You're crying out for his name, but he's struggling.

Even when he cums and feels so sensitive, he can't bear to separate for you. He's missed you so much, he's been waiting for so long, and if it's the last chance he has, he'll make the most of it.

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unckuna

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the plan..? 💭