kate-y-n-adventures

[kate-y-n-adventures]

kate-y-n-adventures’ Masterlist

"That's not twue!"

General stuff about my page & Rules

Currently I will only be posting sfw content. If you have a request that's nsfw please feel free to ask just know that I may not write it. Also please do not send full nsfw posts to my inbox. I'm not a little nor a caregiver but seek great comfort in these stories. Any questions my inbox or comments are the place to go. Thanks :)

[kate-y-n-adventures]

Anyone else you want to be little or ideas for caregivers - leave a comment :)

[kate-y-n-adventures]

“That’s not twue!”

*In this one Natasha and Yelena are your sisters. Reader is a little and has not told anyone yet.

TW: Mentions of self harm (but it doesn't happen)

Reader POV:

Just coming back from a mission all I wanted to do was lock myself in my room and slip into little space. Everyone's making it really difficult for me as they want to hear about my "successful mission" in reality I guess you could say it was successful but many civilians were injured and one almost died I guess I've just been beating myself up on the way back to the compound because I wouldn't be able to handle it if anyone died on that mission.

Everyone's talking at me and it's getting too stressful my pleading eyes look all around the room for someone who could possibly get me out of this situation. "Are you alright sestra?" Lena asks me "I need to go" I say in a breathless whisper "okay everyone! We can talk more at breakfast tomorrow. Me and Y/n are going to bed, goodnight." Everyone's bids us a goodnight and I just do a small wave in return before walking with my sister up to my room. As I'm walking I'm thinking of whether or not I hid all of my little stuff. Surely I have the last time I slipped was when I came back from a really distressing mission a month ago it would all be put away by now.

I allow Yelena to walk me into my room but before I can get changed and ready for bed in anyway my eyes lock with Natasha's who is sitting on my bed with an object in her hand. "Y/n.. are you pregnant?" I am visibly taken back "Natasha are you crazy? Why would you say that to her?" Yelena demands we were all sterilised in The Red Room so Yelena was shocked Nat would say something like that. Nat holds up the item in her hand my pacifier. All I want to do right now is cry, nothing is going the way it should be and this situation has forced my emotions to erupt. "No I'm not" I state my voice not above a whisper because if I speak louder my voice would break, I say as little as possible because I'm on the verge of slipping and if I mix up my words my sisters are sure to notice. "Don't lie to me I know you are." Nat accuses "that's not twue!" Natasha goes to argue but stops dead in her tracks just as Yelena had when she heard those words come out of my mouth. "Y/n?" Yelena asks cautiously "mhm?" I avoided saying anything "Y/n are you a little? It's okay if you are we just need to know so that-" "NOS I NOT. GET OU GET OU. STOWP IT" Nat stands there shocked by my sudden outburst "okay we're going to Tasha's room if you change your mind and want to talk" Yelena leads her and Nat out of the room.

After Lena and Nat have left the room I don't stop crying. The only thing that I know will stop me crying is if I use the blades. As I'm thinking about what to do I'm pacing around my room if I enter the bathroom I know I won't be able to turn back so instead I rush out of my room and to the room directly across from mine, I don't bother knocking and just enter straight away. "I- i mm sow-wy fo yewwing" I say barley able to get the words out in my still panicked state "Breathe for me baby" Tasha stays walking up to me slowly. "I- i- i- dddidn'nt wan t hur" "the people on the mission? Baby you didn't hurt them you helped them." Yelena explains in a concerned tone "cut" the only word I could say in the moment to try to get them to understand. Yelena didn't understand, she doesn't know about my past history with self harm however Tasha does. "Where is the blade hon?" At that Yelena stiffens. "I din't do t" "that's good sweetheart, that's good. Why don't we go to your room and go sleepies?" Natasha asks "Lena, Nat stay wif me?" I look at them wonderingly "of course baby" Lena reassures.

Lena holds my hand as I lead them to my room. "Tuffie!!" I exclaim and grab my giant pink unicorn stuffie. Natasha pulls my covers out so we can all get in bed "okay there we go lay down sweetheart" Natty says in a whisper I fuss until Nat gently pushes me so I'm laying down, I face Yelena and keep my hand in hers and Nat hugs me from behind. "Nigh nigh" I say "night night Y/n/n" Yelena replies softly "goodnight bubs"

When Nat sees my breath has evened out she slowly unwraps herself from me and searches all through my room and bathroom to make sure any sharp items are gotten rid of.

Nat then sneaks herself back into bed so that her sister knows she's safe when she wakes up in the morning.

Author Note:

The end of my stories are difficult for me to write and tbh I just wanted to get something published today.

I hope you guys are having a good day

Thanks for reading <3