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[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

did I actually write today????

Gosh... I almost forgot how to put words onto paper lol

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

jesus they never stop harassing are they ?

i think they're getting more and more desperate somehow?

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

I might be just as delulu as you bc I haven't been online in like forever?

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

i hope you are okay ❤️

Hi!

First of all; you're so kind for asking, thank you ❤️

I'm doing the best that I can given the circumstances. I lost my gran a little over a month ago. We were very close, and not having her in my life anymore is a thing I need to get used to.

I also started a new job recently, or actually it's a second job on top of my "regular" one. Both are kind of my dream jobs, but it is hella exhausting at times.

So I need to prioritize. Mental health comes first. I'm trying to find the right balance between work and friends and family.

I have not forgotten about kanthony though. I mean; how can I??? I haven't got my hopes up for s3 kanthony-wise, but I'll take everything that we get!!

Before the mess started, I did write a few things, mostly next chapters for my WIPS, and maybe an extra chapter for one of my finished ones(😏), but nothing is completely done nor edited. So I'm afraid it'll take a while before it's up.

Ps: I'm sorry this message got so long. Thank you again for checking in❤️ I'm still kinda around, so if anyone wants to talk; you can always DM me or something

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

after three intense weeks i'm having my gran's funeral this morning. you're NOT that important, i'm just not interested in this ludicrous stuff rn.

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

Okay I'm going to do something I have never done before. But I keep thinking about it so at this point I just need to try.

I'm going to write my review of FT and the growth Tim went through in particular.

This show remains to be on my mind a lot, and I feel like I checked all the boxes of grief. I went from sadness, to angry, to acceptance to all that comes in between. 

Obviously, since I'm a JB girlie, I started watching for him. Simply because I wouldn't have known about this show if I wasn't. Which is a bummer, because I'm also a huge political junkie, and like to think I know a lot about it as well.

BUT HOW I FOOLED MYSELF, because even though I knew about McCarthyism, I was completely unaware about the Lavender scare that happened at the same time. And I've studied history and my main focus was American history.. 

That being said, it's needed to point out that I loved being clueless and actually learning something from this show. (Or any show in particular). I think the writers did an amazing job, every detail seemed relevant, and the on-going tension wasn't just visible at the start of Hawk's and Tim's relationship, but everywhere, in every decade.

I may be looking at this way too deeply, or not at all. But for me, Tim and how he develops are kinda insync with the decades the show covers.

At first, there's the doubt, the desire from Tim to stay in the closet, because he feels like the world isn't ready. Which made him not ready.

Then there's him, still doubting himself and all that he believes in, but accepting parts of him, choosing celibacy and fighting for a bigger cause. 

The next time we see him, there's a party where he can be completely himself, at a place where there are only mutuals. But in the end it's not real, not what he was looking for, not what he needed. And Tim still faces the consequences of being who he is. 

At the end, there's acceptance, he searched for a place where there was. But it still wasn't enough, because he had to die fighting for equality. Fortunately he had embraced who he was, and wholeheartedly believed he was good enough. But there was also pain. Being treated as something dirty, hurt. Seeing the person that caused a lot of this madness on television, still denying who he was, made him angry. 

But he surrounded himself with people he loved. People who fought alongside him for justice. 

That's why I ended up accepting everything, even though it didn't have a happy ending. It is because Tim did. In a way, Tim ended up getting everything he deserved. From Hawk, from the people he loved and that cared for him, and from the world.

His death wasn't in vain. And it never will be the same again because of what he did. Because he chose to stand up for his rights, and the people that he loved.

I absolutely loved Tim when I first saw him, and at the end I knew I wanted to be like him. I want to be as open for love, as ready to be happy, and as strong and determined to fight for what I think is right as he was. 

He started out as a someone that was insecure, and ended up being the bravest fucking person of that whole damn show. He never made excuses for who he was, tried to find ways to cope, and still remained so sweet and caring.

How easy would it have been to tell Lucy, or Jackson? Or return “the favor” and tell Hawk's office? 

How convenient would it be to step back into that closet, find a girl and live the same half-life Hawk did. 

No, Tim didn't. Tim always stayed true to himself, even when he didn't like it. 

And that's admirable. That's why I love him. It's also why I was so sad the world lost him, but also why I saw his world needed him.

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

Okay I'm going to do something I have never done before. But I keep thinking about it so at this point I just need to try.

I'm going to write my review of FT and the growth Tim went through in particular.

This show remains to be on my mind a lot, and I feel like I checked all the boxes of grief. I went from sadness, to angry, to acceptance to all that comes in between. 

Obviously, since I'm a JB girlie, I started watching for him. Simply because I wouldn't have known about this show if I wasn't. Which is a bummer, because I'm also a huge political junkie, and like to think I know a lot about it as well.

BUT HOW I FOOLED MYSELF, because even though I knew about McCarthyism, I was completely unaware about the Lavender scare that happened at the same time. And I've studied history and my main focus was American history.. 

That being said, it's needed to point out that I loved being clueless and actually learning something from this show. (Or any show in particular). I think the writers did an amazing job, every detail seemed relevant, and the on-going tension wasn't just visible at the start of Hawk's and Tim's relationship, but everywhere, in every decade.

I may be looking at this way too deeply, or not at all. But for me, Tim and how he develops are kinda insync with the decades the show covers.

At first, there's the doubt, the desire from Tim to stay in the closet, because he feels like the world isn't ready. Which made him not ready.

Then there's him, still doubting himself and all that he believes in, but accepting parts of him, choosing celibacy and fighting for a bigger cause. 

The next time we see him, there's a party where he can be completely himself, at a place where there are only mutuals. But in the end it's not real, not what he was looking for, not what he needed. And Tim still faces the consequences of being who he is. 

At the end, there's acceptance, he searched for a place where there was. But it still wasn't enough, because he had to die fighting for equality. Fortunately he had embraced who he was, and wholeheartedly believed he was good enough. But there was also pain. Being treated as something dirty, hurt. Seeing the person that caused a lot of this madness on television, still denying who he was, made him angry. 

But he surrounded himself with people he loved. People who fought alongside him for justice. 

That's why I ended up accepting everything, even though it didn't have a happy ending. It is because Tim did. In a way, Tim ended up getting everything he deserved. From Hawk, from the people he loved and that cared for him, and from the world.

His death wasn't in vain. And it never will be the same again because of what he did. Because he chose to stand up for his rights, and the people that he loved.

I absolutely loved Tim when I first saw him, and at the end I knew I wanted to be like him. I want to be as open for love, as ready to be happy, and as strong and determined to fight for what I think is right as he was. 

He started out as a someone that was insecure, and ended up being the bravest fucking person of that whole damn show. He never made excuses for who he was, tried to find ways to cope, and still remained so sweet and caring.

How easy would it have been to tell Lucy, or Jackson? Or return “the favor” and tell Hawk's office? 

How convenient would it be to step back into that closet, find a girl and live the same half-life Hawk did. 

No, Tim didn't. Tim always stayed true to himself, even when he didn't like it. 

And that's admirable. That's why I love him. It's also why I was so sad the world lost him, but also why I saw his world needed him.

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

idk if anyone remembers, but I've started a soccer fic, and I have chapter 2 ready for months now. I don't know if anyone still wants to read it, but if so, should I edit and update?

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

CROSS IT OFF

"Kate is doing some preparations for the new season, listing all potential suitors that could be interesting for Francesca, when a thought *and* her husband are interrupting her activities.

Or

Based on that kanthony photo we got from s3e1 and what I think could've caused them to be in a position like that 💗"

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

Hi! I already love your newest fic. It's giving me Glass Houses vibes all over again. You know how to write angst, and I'm preparing myself for what's to come.

Good to have you back. Hope you are doing good!

Thank you for this kind ask. Feels good to receive them.

I think you're right, Let Her Go does have the same vibes. I hope ppl like it. I can imagine this not being a fic for everyone, and I was/am kinda worried abt it. So messages like this mean the world to me!

I'm doing well enough, thank you!

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

finally posted smt again.

Let Her Go

read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/52170646 by kateandanthonyaremyparents Kate and Anthony got together when they were just 16. Became parents at 18, managed to deal with the deaths of their fathers and the aftermath together, let their family grow. But now, 10 years later, when everything seems settled, they face a problem that feels too big to overcome; they don't know how to talk to each other. Or: What if they split up and started to open up individually? Will they find their way back to each other? Words: 3107, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: F/M Characters: Anthony Bridgerton, Kate Sheffield | Kate Sharma Relationships: Anthony Bridgerton/Kate Sheffield | Kate Sharma Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Break Up, Teenage Parents, Horrible communication skills, Therapy, Eventual Happy Ending, Angst and Feels, No Beta, Divorce, Theyre not really married but Anthony calls Kate his wife either way read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/52170646

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

Oh this is such an honour 💗 the fic that means the absolute most to me! TY!

Featured Fic (Modern AU)

Glass Houses by kateandanthonyaremyparents Rating: E Status: complete Summary: Anthony was a full-time (surrogate) dad. After the tragic death of his mother, he didn’t have a choice. So when he was reunited with his childhood rival, he didn’t expect her to be the light that he needed.

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

hello sweety!! Me here...are you planning to write smut any time soon??? I have a request. I want to read your version of cockwarming 👀👀🔥🔥 for kanthony

HI!

thank you for this ask! What a fun idea 😏. I have the premise; I just need to be in the right headspace to write it. I did take a step back, and I need to balance it out, otherwise the time I took was for nothing.

A can give you a little bit of a spoiler though; There will be light sub/dom undertones, and it involves a movie night in Anthony's apartment.

Again; I don't know when this will be ready, but it will be done eventually!

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

Did something today to get back into writing again. It isn't great, just some fluffy nonsense.

No Cuts No Glory

read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/51029854 by kateandanthonyaremyparents With his hands clenched around the chair that stood before him, he realised he missed her. He missed her hands in his hair. He missed the way she made him feel. He craved her long, slender fingers scratching his scalp, caressing his cheeks, pulling his hair. Gently, careful, loving. Or Violet suggest he needs a haircut, but Anthony doesn't know if he's the one who can decide. Words: 1751, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: F/M Characters: Anthony Bridgerton, Kate Sheffield | Kate Sharma Relationships: Anthony Bridgerton/Kate Sheffield | Kate Sharma Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Fluff, Haircuts read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/51029854

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

Hi! Nothing special, just hope you're okay. I was rereading in my defense I have none the other day and I love it so much I thought I should let you know!

Anon!

First of all let me thank you for your lovely ask. It's so good to read that you like something I wrote, you have no idea!!💗

Secondly, it's true that I've been quiet lately. Life is insanely busy atm and I need to prioritize. To be honest; I haven't written a single word in over two weeks. I miss it but on the other hand I don't miss the constant obsessing over writing. It is a hobby and the constant talking about it, the pressure I put on myself to read it all, and the feeling of failure when I didn't got enough done; it isn't worth it.

I do have ideas for a new fic, and I'm super excited about it. So when I have a little bit more time on my hands, and when I'm in the right head space, I'll post it!

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

Hi! Someone asked me if I could write a chapter in Anthony's POV for (In my defense, I have none). I'm intrigued but I'm also not sure if this is something that's wanted?

If I'm doing this, it'll be a sort of epilogue thingie I think :-)

So:

[kateandanthonyaremyparents]

Literally have no prompts or ideas but just wanted to say how much I’m enjoying your writing 😁

Sorry for being this late with my response, I was hella busy and not that active. But thank you so much!! 💜💜💜