keshvi19

[keshvi19]

Hlo🎀

If you guyz are still waiting for my posts and stuff so i wanna update u that nothing happened with me from last few months and also I am Lil depress bc of this and also I am anxious. So I will see where it goes 😕 and I will not be active in bloging after this post

Stay happy and healthy❤️

[keshvi19]

Hey guyz 🎀

How u all are doing , I am not writing any blogs here and going kinda off actually I open tumblr everyday Obv to read stuff and for motivation but i didn't get any big results to make post about, so that's why I am off right now, I do get two three lucid dreams before it's like one month ago but right now nothing big happened.

I will work on my self concept and persist and if I had any results only then I will write a blog and results means if I had even smallest result I will inform you guyzz

Have a lovely day, may you always stay happy and healthy ❤️🎀✨

[keshvi19]

Journey to void state through lucid dreaming ( in progress...)

Day 33 🎀

I slept after affirming that I am aware in my dream it's like I used lullaby method , then i sleeped and i in between dream I got aware that it's a dream but then I am going to wake up but after realising it is dream ( idk why it happened cause it never happened to me before . It is not my problem at all that when I will become aware of dream I just got up no it never happened to me) and then I formed my dream myself I just stepped up on a stone like stairs and fall from it backwards then I am getting that falling symptom then nothing happened but I am just imagining the void that this blackness of my eyes it is how void can look but it is more pitch black idk if I am in the void or not but most probably I am not i think so cause I can hear the 3d little

Day 36 🎀

I am getting normal dream it's not lucid and that dream itself is about void maybe bc I am dedicating my every day into it.

Anyways in that dream I am itself started to affirm I am in void state ( guyz remember it's not lucid) and then I affirmed it u know like very HARDLY that I am into void state and I am going into void state I am putting pressures on this lines. Then I am keep affirming and VERYYYY Bright white light appeared and everything went bright light and white and then everything went black but it is the blackness behind my eyelids and also I can feel my body. Maybe I just slipped or didn't go there cause I am excited or what idk

Day 37 🎀

I slept while affirming repetitively that I am aware in my dreams and I got aware in my dream, I got lucid dream , so in that i just shifted the scenario to my boyfriend and me , we are just hanging out holding each other hands then I thought I would try other method to enter void that is to ask dream character to take u to the void , so I asked my boyfriend in dream to take me to the void state and he started walking holding my hands , so I thought he is taking me to void but he didn't so I ask him again and he did same thing and he didn't take me to the void btw today I will ask him on call why u didn't took me to the void in dream lol. So that's my experience maybe he didn't believe in this much that's why in dream also he didn't take me there ( hope u guyz understanding what I am trying to say)

Also this thing happened at night and throughout the day I listened to the gateway tape part 1 that's it guyz. I am feeling I am very close to void

Day 41 🎀

So I am in a dream and suddenly in that dream I began to affirm " I am in a void state" multiple times and then get that powerful feeling that someone is sucking or pulling me really fastly and then I got back into CR.

✨Stay tuned for more updates 🎀✨

[keshvi19]

Small success story

1. It's about two days before when I thought to manifest something small ( ik any manifestation is not small ) and try it out

So I decided to manifest my favourite food that is momo so I said affs that I am getting momo today it's gonna to be here tonight

But it is not there

But after two days I get momos at night and then i realised it today, that this got successful.

2. I manifested at morning for my friend that her granny got healthy and no more sick and persisted that and then throughout the day whenever I got the thought about it , I said she's healthy she is no more sick PERIODT , I persisted whenever it comes to my mind and then in night i recieved a news from my friend that she is healthy now and getting discharged from hospital and returning home the next day

[keshvi19]

Void through lucid dreaming ( Progress)

Although I thought to post this when I get into the void but its taking time and i didn't entered it yet.

So I feel to finally post this today so here we go

My Plan

So guys in my day 9 post I told u about my plan one but i said that I will let u know about plan 2 later when it will happen

TODAY IS THE DAY TO REVEAL IT GUYZZ

So my plan is to get in the void through lucid dreaming. So first a fall meditating for void is not my thing I just can't meditate muchh to get in void cause me and my body get bored after some time.

But the lucid dream is a thing that I am doing from my childhood. One day I got a post that how u can induce void through lucid dream so I read it and I think that woww i got this this is my thing bitch cause when I was a child I able to control my dreams and get the lucid dreams very frequently to till this date so it's easy for me to enter in void from lucid dream so I choose the method ETILD method cause I found it easy.

Here's my progress

Day 12 🎀

Guyz I got the lucid dream today I able to control it i didn't remember the scenario of the dream but guyz in that dream i affirm that "I am in the void state " and " i am entering in the void state" in my native language and it worked i don't know but I think it worked more if I say it in my native language so from then i decided to say it in my native language only and guyz when I affirmed this in my dream i started to get drastic symptoms its like my soul is getting snatched or getting out of my bodyy bitch and it like I am going towards the death and I am going to die and my body got afraid but I am not i mean my mind is chill about it cause it knows that it's just symptoms and I am getting in void I am not able to express it but my body getting afraid but I am not cause when i got afraid I got the sense at that second only that it's just symptoms and nothing happening to get afraid but my body is afraid so that's why I think I came back in reality that's it guyz

And you guyz don't know THAT HOW MUCH I AM FREAKING HAPPYYY FOR MY PROGRESS I AM SO HAPPY THAT DAY BITCH

and then my motivation also increased to the sky and then one day later

Day 14 🎀

So guyz i got the lucid dream what I did when I get up from the sleep I am still feeling drowsy then I closed my eyes and did the ETILD method and got in the lucid dream guyzzzz i got it about two three times in a row but in the first and second dream i did the silly mistake that I knew that I am in a lucid dream so I affirmed for the void immediately and I get out of dream because you are not suppose to do that you have to wait for your dream to get stable and then you should affirm for the void so I did the lucid dream again and then again i able to control it very well And to check it out I am changing the colour of the room I am in lucid dream I am changing the colours of the walls of the room in pink, blue and yellow and it did change and I got it that it's a dream I didn't said void affs because I have to make my dream stable first so I am creating different scenarios and then i got lost in it and didn't affirm for void then I woke up.

Things that I want to tell u that my family is so noisy so when I am in my dream I am able to hear the noises of 3d but I am ignoring that and focusing on my dream.

And now I am so motivated cause I master the ability of lucid dream anyways I am master of lucid dream since my childhood

Day 20 🎀

I induced lucid dreaming again i slept after listening to the lucid dreaming subliminal by enchanted workshop this one. which is I think popular and everyone getting results from it after I sleep listening to it. Then when I wake up I sleep again and i immediately got knew that this is a dream. Like I said in the dream out lound that THIS IS DREAMM but not to worry cause no person was there they came later in this dream I am in my old school where I am till 10th class I made my dream stable by doing activities and imagining scenes like I make my boyfriend get in school gate with big bouquet and all that nvm then I went in class again and this time i decide that dream is stable now let's do it then I closed my eyes and said that I am in void, I am in the void state then that blackness behind my eyes started moving speedly like in movies it like a vaccume but then nothing happened I think that became the part of dream also I don't know but only this happen but I am so happy I did it again I will sleep again after listening that subliminal I am so motivated rn guyz

That's it this is what happened in previous week. I will keep u guyz updated if something happen again

Stay tuned ❤️🎀✨

[keshvi19]

Day 9 🎀

( day 8 is skipped because of some reasons I written in day 7 post )

So Guyz I am very happy and motivated cause I found smth that's more like my way because I am too comfortable in it and I found easy to enter in void from it. Ok so guyz I have told u in my previous day 7 post that I have plans so let me tell u that

Plan 1 is that I will let the other person manifest for me and I reached out to this person who is very sweet and manifest for others but the charge is bit expensive for me cause I don't have that much money to pay them to manifest for me so I decided to take matter in my own hands and manifest myself cause at the end it's my reality

Plan 2 is that I found out my method to enter pure consciousness because that method suits me so much I want to tell u that method and want to tell much more that happened last night but I don't want to tell u guys right now cause I believe in evil eye and rn I thought of writing blog but then my intuition just said to me to not tell others so I didn't guyz don't get upset

I WILL TELL YOU EACH AND EVERYTHING WHEN ITS DONE

When my plan 2 become successful I will let u guyz know that what is plan 2 and what I did

I will post again when my plan 2 is executed perfectly

So stay tuned guyz lysm ❤️✨

[keshvi19]

Day 7 🎀

So today I tried guided meditation again but I am not able to stay in it either I am falling asleep or not focusing so I just stay there for 16 mins and then I played another thing it's a frequency hz to turn your left brain off and right brain on and don't know why in between that I am feeling very happy and smile is coming on my face automatically idk I think my guardian angels were surrounded me that's why it happened and I didn't get any symptoms so I changed it again with another void state binaural beats something sub and then I give up on it also cause I don't having any symptoms then I have headache and my head is still aching but it's because of stress of my personal life

PROGRESS~~ As u see I don't have any progress for now

So guyz I have changed my plan and decided something which will I reveal soon in my next blog and maybe I will be off for few days until my next blog in which I will expose my plan

Stay tuned ❤️✨

[keshvi19]

Day 6 🎀

Guyz I just affirmed at night " I wake up in the void state" and I just slept

Today I don't have time whole day to do some methods because I have a festival in our city today so I am busy in that maybe I will try any method tomorrow or focused meditation tonight I will update you guys about it.

Stay tuned 💋✨

[keshvi19]

Day 5 🎀

Sorry guyz i didn't have time yesterday to post it but here I am now

So yesterday I just wake up from my sleep and I slept after affirming my og affs "I wake up in the void state" after that at the day time I decide to try out this method where I have to focus on guided meditation to completely forget about 3d and then I will be in void. So I put my earpods on and I did a void guided meditation ngl that shit is so relaxing that first time I didn't get bored and feeling relaxed, i am just focusing on the guiders voice and then after some time my hands are LITREALLLY GONE I CAN'T FEEL MY HANDS AT ALL . I can still able to feel my legs but my hands are litreally GONE. Whenever my mind is tried to focus on 3d I shifting my focus to the guiders voice or blackness behind my eyelids I am imagining that blackness as I am in the void but after sometimes I am just trusting that this blackness which I am seeing is the void and I affirmed for my wishlist as if I am in the void lmao. After sometime my body trying to give up but that guiders voice forcing me to not give idk it's like I have been hypnotized to do this to complete this so whenever I am trying to give up that voice made me motivating to not and then video ended and then voice is gone i moved and I am feeling so much tired like i did some heavy physical work.

Btw here is that guided meditation https://youtu.be/527oxFOU4w0?si=fpQ-cyuaeY-cGwAL

PROGRESS~~ My progress is I able to be relaxed and motivated for straight 30 mins bc this is big achievement for me that the girl who don't even stay in one position for 5 mins now in the same position and focusing on smth for 30 mins straight in a line bruhhh any also my hands are gone i experienced this symptom first time

Stay tuned I will post my day 6 tonight 💅🏻✨

[keshvi19]

Day 4 🎀

Nothing much happened I just affirmed all that "I always wake up in the void state " and then I went to sleep.

I found another method it seems prominent one for me may be I will try it today or tomorrow I will update you whenever I do that okie guyz

There is no progress for now I just persisting and beleiveing in myself and 4d

Stay tuned 💋✨

[keshvi19]

Day 3 🎀

So yesterday night i tried to stay awake and do the void methods and saying affs "I am the void" and also saying "I always wake up in void" and I also get so relaxed but then I just fall in sleep

But I woke up three time in the night I don't know if it is because of the noise in my room or if it is because I programmed my mind to wake me up in the void and my mind is trying to do that bc whenever I getting up I am getting in so much focused like I am going to get in void lol but nothing like that happen.

Then again today morning I tried the other method I found i don't remember it's name but in that you have to stay still for 15-20 mins so that ur body will fall in sleep and then ur left mind will turn off and ur right mind will work and u have to say I am void and all void affs then I will get in less than 5 mins and we can also play sub in the background so the focus will be there I did exact same thing and I keep on affirming also my felt very relaxed but then my body moved and then I stopped it and my mind gets very tired Idk if it because I am listening to subliminal in high volume but yeah that's it.

PROGRESS~~ i think my today's progress is that I am able to concentrate on my breathing and felt very relaxed I am not usually get relaxed doing some sort of meditation for void I just get bored but I feel so much relaxed and concentrated today

And also I am repeating affs daily that " I always wake up in the void" even though my half day today is passed in tears and some negativity that I will going to loose my motivation then GUESS WHAT I AFFIRMED "I ALWAYS WAKE UP IN VOID" I didn't let it negativity bother me at the end it's just a 3d and not real and I am happy in my 4d so who cares bitch💅🏻

I will catch u tomorrow stay tuned guyz 💋🎀

[keshvi19]

Day 2 🎀

So basically yesterday night I didn't try distraction method nor I meditate or focus to get in void because I affirm all day that "I always wake up in void", "whenever I sleep I just wake up in the void" so I decided to go straight to the sleep after affirming that I wake up in the void. So I just sleep affirming that "I always wake up in void" and I didn't enter in the void I just get into the sleep and wake up in the morning but I still believe and I know that bitch I wake up in the void everytime I fall asleep no matter what but I wake up in the void

So after waking up in the morning I decided to do the distraction method so at the day time I tried the distraction method and affirming for void I didn't able to hold on a single position for too long today but I am ignoring that shit and focus on the void affs by focusing on the distracting scene in my mind and GUESS WHATT guys I fall asleep again lmao.

PROGRESS~~ I think this a very big progress for me which I am gonna to tell y'all cause I don't able to do that in previous year and In my whole fucking life when I found about loa

THAT NOW I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT 3D YASS GUYZZ IT IS BIGG PROGRESS FOR ME I JUST THINK THAT 3D IS ALL A LIE AND ASSUMPTIONS OF MY PAST THOUGHTS AND ITS GONNA TO END SOON ANYWAYS ITS NOT REAL I JUST FOCUS ON 4D CAUSE THAT IS MY LIFE THAT IS REAL AND THAT IS MY REALITY WHICH I AN GONNA TO LIVE and as I am writing this I am still not feeling that 3d is real so it is a very big progress for me because NO MATTER WHAT I don't able to do that before I find it so hard to ignore the 3d (I think people can relate is something happening in front of you how u able to ignore it and not accept it right) trust me guyz i think this is so easy to ignore 3d cause anyways it's not real and at the last you guyz know and I know that I always wake up in the void I am gonna to wake in void tonight again 💋

Stay tuned gyalls 💅🏻✨

[keshvi19]

Day 1 🎀

So guyz yesterday night I tried the distraction method by @luckykiwiii101 . So what happened that I lay down on bed on my back straight and one hand on my chest and other just laying down first i am imagining some scenario but then I was like nah I should follow my brain that whatever my brain makes i will live in that scenario and that's what happened and then I am going with flow that whatever my brain making the scenes i am going with that and also affirming in between "i am void", "I am pure consciousness", and all that then I am getting that floating feeling but very slightly so it is distracting me and I am gonna to get Lil excited so I distracted myself to the scene that my brain is making up with my boyfriend 🤭 then that floaty feeling slightly increased but I am keep distract myself and keep affirming void affs and between all of this happening my body keeps indicating me to move but I get successful at ignoring it by distracting myself but after some time I am getting heavy feeling of moving my body because I am in that position for so long and I didn't able to resist it so I moved and decide to sleep and when I at the edge of getting sleep I will affirm but I just slept instead because I am unconscious.

PROGRESS~~ So this time guys my body didn't move for too long and I maintain my position for so long I never able to hold my position for so long and I will move in under 5 fucking minutes but this time with the help of this distraction method I got relaxed and be in one position for toooooo longg i am happy and I will persisst. Also at the night and today in the morning I am saying to my brain that I got in the void yesterday the void is so easy to enter it's like void is my very close friend who invited me in his home to have a dinner lmao thats how easily I enter in the void effortlessly

Will keep trying and give you update guys even I am already in a void in my mind 💅🏻✨

[keshvi19]

Hey guyz just a sweet girl 💅🏻🎀✨ trying to enter in void state.

Recently I see some posts about methods of void and how u can actually go there I want try it because I really wanna go to void.

When the first time I knew about void I got so obsessed over it and desperate over it and I think that's why I couldn't make there and also my mediation game is not good I don't meditate at all I just can't meditate like focus on my mind and all that so I decide to give me break from void posts because I am obsessing over it and all so I deleted Tumblr many months ago but now I am back

So first thing that I discovered when I got back tomorrow is THE DISTRACTION METHOD of @luckykiwiii101

And also one thing I found today on @cleostoohot post is that it's a void success story she affirmed the void affirmations and woke up in void

I always thought that when I try to go in void I end up sleeping so that's why it's not working but I think I can also do this that I affirm about void and sleep and woke up in void

So I am gonna try it and will update to you all🥰🎀