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                                                   My heart’s racing on                                             ‘Cause I wanna see the future,                                          And in my dreams, I see it with you.                                   The road ahead, I know that it won’t be easy                                                      But I’ll fight through.

IND. SELECTIVE. MULTIFANDOM. MULTIMUSE. PENNED BY LUCIEL

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                                                   My heart’s racing on                                             ‘Cause I wanna see the future,                                          And in my dreams, I see it with you.                                   The road ahead, I know that it won’t be easy                                                      But I’ll fight through.

IND. SELECTIVE. MULTIFANDOM. MULTIMUSE. PENNED BY LUCIEL

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if anyone needs me im gonna be on discord. any activity will be on my oc or my other blog that will not be named.

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What is up with people in Fate fandom?  Driving people entirely away from tumblr isn’t enough for some people here so they have to send anons to people still here claiming shit happened when it just didn’t?  Why are some people here so obsessed with people who are doing literally everything they can to avoid you all to the point that they have to try and start shit?  I’m just so sick of it.

Why are people I’m friends with allowed to be shit talked when they aren’t even here anymore and are just minding their own business away from anything?  They have been minding their own business like you all should be, and yet they’re continuing to get shit on. I love Fate with my whole goddamn heart and I love roleplaying here, but at this rate it’s becoming too much for even me to be here. 

I don’t care if people hate me. I don’t care if this sends people screaming about how i’m a terrible person for thinking this way into my inbox. I’ve been quiet about this for too long and I know it. 

I should not have to come on here when I’m on a hiatus for mental health to tell people to stop trying to hurt others. It should be common decency not to go out of your way to hurt people. I shouldn’t have to see my friends who, again, ARE NOT EVEN ON TUMBLR ANYMORE being shit talked for stuff that didn’t happen. It’s petty and absolutely ridiculous when everyone is trying their damn hardest to move on with life.

To whoever sent the anon: get over yourself and grow the hell up. Stop trying to start shit when the world already feels like a literal hell to be living in. You’re trying to hurt people for literally no reason and it’s making you look like a complete ass.

Norgie and Dev are good people and they do NOT deserve to be treated like this. 

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in my infinite thirst for cu alter i may have commissioned my friend to draw him. if anyone is interested her rates are really good and she really needs money rn

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“ ...Let’s  NOT  tell that story.  Let’s never tell it again. ”

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“Fuck” Sentence Starters

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Angry

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?”

“Fuck this.”

“Get the fuck out of here.”

“Who the fuck are you?”

“Fuck that!”

“I fucking hate him/her/them/you.”

“Fuck. FUCK. FUUUUCK!”

“Shut the fuck up.“

“Get your fucking act together.”

“Keep your shitty nose out of my fucking business.”

“Leave me alone, or I’ll fuck you up.”

“Get your fucking hands off of me!”

“Stay the fuck away from me.”

“Who stole my fucking shit?!”

“Who the fuck do you think you’re talking to?”

“You wanna fucking go, punk?”

“Get the fuck over it.”

“Where the fuck have you been?”

“What the fuck do you want from me?”

Sad

“Fuck life.” 

“No, I’m not fucking over it.”

“Why the fuck did he/she/they have to go and die?”

“What the fuck am I supposed to do now?”

“Why did things have to go so fucking wrong?”

“I’m gonna eat fifty fucking cartons of ice cream and then pass out and die like a warrior.”

“Try to fucking stop me from leaving my room. It’s not gonna happen.”

“The love of my life just decided that I was worth fucking nothing.”

“I fucking miss him/her/them.”

“Who the fuck cares?”

“All of this fucking shit was for nothing.”

“I fucked up my own life.”

“I can’t believe I did this fucking shit all over again.”

Insults

“Fuck you!”

“I fucked your mom last night.” 

“You’re a fucking asshole.”

“You just think you’re fucking hilarious, don’t you?” 

“Who the fuck died and made you king/queen/ruler?” 

“Go to fucking hell, you piece of shit!”

“Go fuck yourself.”

“Motherfucker!”

“Wow, that’s fucking small.”

“Get the fuck over yourself.”

Sexy

“Fuck me.”

“I don’t ‘make love’, I fuck.”

“I’d fuck you all night long.”

“You look like a fucking dog in heat.”

“You look so fucking hot right now.”

“Fuck–faster~”

“FUCK, I’m gonna come!”

“I’ll fuck you right here, right now.”

“Babe, fuck–not here.”

“You’re one cocky motherfucker. Let’s go back to my place.”

“I want to bend you over and fuck you until you can’t walk.”

“I want you to fuck me until I can’t walk.”

“F-fuck–please–~”

“I’d let you fuck me any day.”

“You better use a fucking condom.”

“Tell me what you want me to fucking do to you.”

“Do you want me to fuck you while everyone’s watching?”

“Fuck, it’s big.”

“Let’s make a fucking baby.”

Situations

“Give me a break. I’m in the fucking hospital.”

“How are YOU mad at ME when I’m the one who’s in FUCKING JAIL?”

“Help me set this fucking thing on fire.”

“I’m gonna need a fucking lawyer.”

“This is all YOUR fault, you dumb fuck.”

“It’s not MY fault we’re in fucking handcuffs.”

“Fuck, I’m so wasted.”

“What the fuck did we do last night?”

“Where the fuck am I?”

“Fuck. SHIT. There goes my car.”

“Wait–fuck. Isn’t that my house?”

“Fuck it. Might as well have fun, if we’re going to get caught.”

“Why the fuck do you have gasoline?”

“Where the fuck did that baby come from?!”

“It’s not a party until someone almost fucking dies.”

“FUCK, you scared the shit out of me!”

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@ryogai​ said: “Happy Birthday, Cu~!” Nix placed a kiss on the Lancer’s lips, wrapping her arms around him. “Today is your day so we can do whatever you want.”

“ For a moment I thought you’d  forgotten  or somethin’ ”

A chuckle sounded from the Lancer as arms snakes around his Master’s waist, pulling her a little closer. Though he’d been hoping to keep it low-key, he’d perhaps let it slip not too long ago how soon it was, not thinking anyone would pay it too much mind. It wasn’t too much of a surprise that she’d remembered  —  if anyone was going to then of course it would be her.

“ As for what to do, I wasn’t really planning on celebrating in any way other than maybe a few drinks this evenin’ and cooking up something I caught.  But...  I think I’d enjoy it a lot more with you there too. ”

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❝ Welcome to Twisted Wonderland. ❛ Distortion ❜ is the story we tell. A tale of a warped world… And it’s Villains’ true colors. ❞

You are cordially invited by Dean Dire Crowley to enter Night Raven College’s halls. Positions for students and staff are now available to the public at no cost to you, for we are oh-so gracious.

Group Guidelines. || Premise. || FAQ || Forms.

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@theabyssalmuses​ said: "Before you say ANYTHING-" the voice of Ishtar is harsh, and loud as always. "First, let me tell you- don't think too hard on it." And with that, she throws a small box onto the table, before folding her arms and huffing. Inside the box would be..a hard leather choker, adorned with deep red rubies that burned with the same intensity as Ishtar's eyes. "Like I said. Don't think too hard on it. - she's blushing though. a lot.

Crimson hues stared at the box for several long moments, the realisation slowly sinking in as to just what day it was. Then, a deep sigh as he reached out and took it, looking inside. As expected it was just another pointless accessory that he didn’t need  —  something he’d ordinarily discard without even a second thought.

But he didn’t. At least, not immediately.

Instead, eyes moved up to stare at the Goddess who’d presented it to him as a gift. Surely she already knew how much he despised a day as accursed as this, yet she’d still had the nerve to try and celebrate it?  One would think she was simply doing so to mock him, given how often they were witnessed in heated arguments with eachother. And yet...

The look in her eyes was unmistakably desperate, though she was obviously trying to hide it with the harsh tone of voice and her words. If he didn’t know any better, then he’d likely have found it somewhat cute.

So just this  once, he could forgive her.

“ It’d look a hell of a lot better on you than on me, y’know. ”

Though there was clear displeasure in his tone, it didn’t stop him from fastening the choker around his neck, thumb tracing over the rubies for a moment as he found himself lost in thought. It was something rare for him, yet somehow such a small offering from the Archer had incited it. For just a brief time, he allowed his mind to wander, almost forgetting the reason why he hated the day so damn much. 

Then, just as quickly as he’d begun, he grounded himself in reality once more, stepping a little closer to the Goddess, finding amusement in the slight happiness now present in her gaze now he was wearing her gift.

“ ...D’you wanna go out n’ get a drink or somethin’?  Not to celebrate because there’s nothing to celebrate, but I feel like gettin’ drunk and it won’t be half as entertaining to do that alone. ”

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Father's Day 💙

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“ Oh right, almost forgot what day it was... ”

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Anonymous said: Kind of funny to see Reficul, and how hard she tries to distance herself, but in the end she is a hypocrite who actually cares about mortal lives. If she didn't then she shouldn't have felt guilt for wiping out one third of the multiverse, much less fall in love with a human.

It’s a  defense mechanism  to prevent her from making the same mistake of falling too far for one person and getting too involved in the lives of mortals. After the death of her husband and the destruction of so much of the multiverse, she promised herself that she would never allow herself to be hurt in the same way again by the death of a single person, and thus began to treat everyone rather cruelly as a first line of defense.

A personality that  despises  humans, or rather sees them as nothing more than ants. They are of little consequence and should be treated as such for they will  accomplish  NOTHING  significant in the multiverse as a whole and thus are not worth her time in the slightest. Even using her powers against them is far more than they deserve. Eventually this expanded to all mortal beings and then to anyone new that she meets, regardless of their status who who they are.

However being cruel and uncaring quickly became difficult because of how much she  adores  mortals and all that they can do, so a second defense had to be built up, which is the personality most of those closest to her are aware of and interact with: the vision of a demon who is rather  lax and uncaring  about all things because she has so much might that nothing could possibly bother her. A person who takes everything as a joke and tries to keep things as light as possible so that people don’t have to think about the bad. It keeps her from having to think about the past and her mistakes and is likeable enough for her to be able to maintain  some  friendships so she doesn’t become too bored.

Her genuine personality... Only her siblings and 2 mortals will ever truly know about.

Yes, she is filled with hypocrisy and contradictions that most people never get to see as they quickly label her as either  ‘evil’  or  ‘a joke’.  But really, that’s what she wants from most people, so she doesn’t mind living up to their expectations, no matter what they might be. She will continue this lie and to fool almost everyone she comes into contact with, for it is the  ONLY  way she can keep herself safe from repeating the same mistakes.

Only one will ever be able to see past it all, and that’s because he is just as much of a contradiction as she.

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@chxldeas​ said: Mordred comes in with a flying, burning gauntlet punch at Reficul! She wants to wipe that smug grin off her face!

The Demon King’s expression remained unwavering even as the Heroic Spirit quickly approached. The force of the punch was enough to knock Reficul off of her feet and to the ground, where the remained motionless for several long seconds, making the victor in the situation seem all but decided. 

Then, rather casually as though she’d simply tripped, the demon stood back up; not a single mark lay visible upon her face to even suggest that a blow had been dealt to her. Violet eyes narrowed at the Saber, brushing dirt from the ground off of her clothes before a soft sigh escaped her lips and a small, taunting smirk found its way onto her visage.

“ Is that the hardest you can strike me?  I’m fairly certain that a  human  has hit me far harder than that. ”

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Anonymous said: Reficul, if we do punch you in the face, then you would turn around and deliver us a punishment a thousand times worse!

“ Hm?  Now, whyever would I do that?  I believe that you seem to have a wrong impression of me to think that I’d act so cruelly to a  mere human.  Do you really have such high self-regard to think that you’d be deserving to even witness any number of punishments that I could deliver  —  much less experience one for yourself.

If so then you are  sorely  mistaken and should reconsider your worth in this universe before speaking to me again. ”

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“ I’ll have you know that my face is FAR more punchable than Lalnable’s. I even have reliable sources to back this claim up, before anyone asks. ”