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All of me out of my body All of me out of my mental

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lungs, kidney, heart

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Every time I get a notification I am reminded how fucking bright I made this thing. Dear god my eyes hurt

"Marriage" inspired by game Fear&Hunger

(click for a better quality 🙏)

I know I never post my traditional art (esp painting on a canvas), but I like it to much not to share it with you guys 💕🙏

Marriage is an amalgamate of two people, can be created by "showing love" to other human in the name of Sylvian. What I found fascinating about it is this is a perverted, in the concept of God, union, people in which they entered - lost themselves. The “marriage” is a new form of flesh that does not have the memories or character of its predecessors.

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Oh, my Clematis Please, stay by my side My Clematis ♡

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I can't stop feeling giddy over this drawing, honestly, I haven't felt really inspired to draw just did whatever, but this drawing really brought me out of my art block :D

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Btw if you follow me on insta you might see all of my three badges (and stikers!) in my story ^^

Snipset of me drawing badges for upcoming local yard sale. It's too cute for me personally, but can't design edgy stuff due to Easter theme of that yard :(

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Not even talking about romance, I genuinely believe that Sans is the most important character in Toriel's life throughout Undertale.

Toriel herself flat out tells us about her intense loneliness, the weight of it, and her desire to not burden Frisk is part of why she lets them go. More subtle though are the signs that this loneliness is self-inflicted.

As the Queen and the brains behind the throne, Toriel had power. She had other options to oppose the sacrifice of children. She chose to seclude herself behind the massive door to the ruins.

And what about within it? See through Frisk's eyes, we get to know a kindly nurturer who teaches us to talk through problems rather than fight. But that's not how she herself handles conflict. The inhabitants of the ruins are "all too intimidated to talk to her." She does not hesitate to throw a fireball at Flowey before any words, and she handles the first Froggit with a threatening glar. I bet when you approach her, you get the glare first, and the fireball if you don't take the hint.

And why wouldn't she act this way? Undertale is a game where every monster attacks you by default, but that's not a generic game mechanic, it's a character motivation; they're trying to steal your soul to destroy the barrier. So by declaring herself protector of humans, Toriel has also declared war on every monster in the underground.

All this effort to completely alienate herself, to turn away from anyone would could support or understand her, because how could they possibly understand the pain of a mother? Thus she is lonely.

But what if there was a safe way to assuage that loneliness? Through a door. Knocking back and forth. It's just a game, a bunch of jokes. They don't even trade names, and Toriel certainly never opens the damn door. But Sans listens. He appreciates her. And he keeps coming back. Little by little, she shares parts of herself. Though cloaked in plausible deniability, her jokes are a way of telling Sans who she is and what's in her heart: "Old Lady who?" "She was feeling bonely."

I don't know that Sans would have guessed that he was Toriel's deepest bond remaining to her. Her desperate plea to protect the human reminds me of when I did personal care, and the elderly would sometimes try to give me random objects around the house or confess their deepest secrets. Not because of anything about me really. Just because I was the only person there, and I showed a bare minimum of politeness. Toriel didn't have anyone else. With something like this, she had to trust Sans.

And yeah, I do think that informs our understanding of how they act when they finally meet face to face, and how Toriel immediately buddies up to him. And why they text like huge dorks: it's one step closer than knocking on a stone wall

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Snipset of me drawing badges for upcoming local yard sale. It's too cute for me personally, but can't design edgy stuff due to Easter theme of that yard :(

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> Undertale as a whole, thinking about it every day

> Flowey/Asriel and skeletons deserve a honourable mention, I'm going insane if thinking about them for more than 10 minutes

> Alice madness!! One of the best games I know, nothing will top the aesthetics

> Horror games in general! Especially psychological horror!!

> Komaeda! I'm not obsessed with him as before, calmed down a bit, but I still adore him ^^

I tag @c0rrupted-mov next! I hope you'll participate in this ;)

@1loer thank you for tagging me ! I was pleasantly surprised with it <3

I saw this meme going around on twitter and I think it'll be perfect for this account.

List 5 topics you can talk on for an hour without preparing any material.

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mutuals i fucking love you all so much forever btw. If you care

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Got a new sketchbook! And immediately decided to draw some floating kids to remember how to draw on paper. Undertale is my comfort game and Frisk is one of my favourites :3

There will be more sketches like this in the future ^^

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I should teach myself to sketch every day. I'm not capable of doing full rendered pieces right now for a couple of reasons and the amount of me posting my works is kind of depressing.

I think I'll show soon stuff I'm doing for local yard sale, maybe I'll finally make up my mind with choosing print on demand website to sell my art.

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"Marriage" inspired by game Fear&Hunger

(click for a better quality 🙏)

I know I never post my traditional art (esp painting on a canvas), but I like it to much not to share it with you guys 💕🙏

Marriage is an amalgamate of two people, can be created by "showing love" to other human in the name of Sylvian. What I found fascinating about it is this is a perverted, in the concept of God, union, people in which they entered - lost themselves. The “marriage” is a new form of flesh that does not have the memories or character of its predecessors.

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ok im about to think about the Character!! im so Excited 😊😊

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heart made of stone