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My sister and I are finally getting an apartment together! I'm finally moving out!

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everyone forgot about this wholesome video so i dug through the deep files of the internet cause it needs to be seen again

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It's been a hot minute. I still dont tell people about my disorders.

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like half my personality is just symptoms

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After 3 years. 3. fucking. years. I've finally gotten a diagnosis. I've been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. And I've been told I exhibit cluster b traits. Now it's just continuing treatment.

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By: Sow Ay

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I got put on a new medication. My doctor suspects that I am Bipolar. Wants to send me for a psych evaluation. I have to see another doctor on Tuesday next week. Psychotic Depression, Severe Anxiety, now Bipolar? Jesus Christ.

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fun Mentally Ill feels

just. boredom. all of the time.

is that a real sound or????

okay nobody’s in the house… better check 5 more times better safe than sorry

is anybody ever not watching me??

*accidentally ignores best friend for 2 years* oops

Crying all of the time. somebody’s mean??? Cry. somebody tries to comfort you???? Cry harder.

*memorises a list of facts about myself so i’m never caught out when someone asks a question*

did i do that thing today or yesterday?? did i even do it at all???

oh sorry?? what did you say??? we’re doing something out of routine today???? oh well guess it’s time to dowse myself in gasoline

how much do you think it would hurt to stab myself??? a lot???

i’m listening i swear i just cannot understand a singe word you’re saying

“hey can you do this thing?” “yeah sure hang on” *sits and dissociates for 20 minutes*

“smile!” well i would but i literally cannot move my face

this is not a situation in which i should be laughing

seriously you wanna cry NOW?!

*googles how many painkillers it would take to kill someone* fascinating

yes i know its socially Unacceptable to wear these clothes on this occasion, but, listen-

oh, you’re hungry?? well, you’re not allowed to eat that food, people will hate you if you eat that, that’s poisoned and that’s out of date-

oh someone’s mad at me?? guess i better just. starve myself. maybe if i walk out into the road it’ll make them feel better??

ah yes. i am Sick. waiting for death.

selective empathy

social burnout

oh i thought about something?? guess it’s never gonna happen now

wait…. who am i again???

oh that’s right. i am The Void.

*daydreams about bad things happening to me* this is fine

okay, but, everyone’s out to get me

i need to be More Mentally Ill

there’s someone in the room. i can’t see them, but i know they’re there okay i can feel them-

Ah Yes. The Bugs.

what is Time

what do you MEAN its not raining i can see the rain???

when ur brain is literally gibberish

ah yes nice and confident- *sees a person* -on second thought you know what-

*psychs myself up to move*

i’m pretty sure i’m literally bleeding out right now why am i not dead yet

maybe i am dead. is that it?? am i dead????

when ur talking to someone and half way through a sentence your energy levels drop to 0

“hey i’ve got this problem can you help me out??” “…i don’t give a shit about you”

what do you mean you can be interested in more than one thing at a time????

oh shit. that was embarrassing. better just embarrass myself more to drown it out-

i’m literally not in control of my own body

why is everyone my age so much older than me???

i’m too Small for this

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fun psychosis things

- *having fun* oh shit am i real

- *wakes up and its quiet* looks like im the last one on earth 

- the Bugs

- googles “red bumps on legs”

- i need to do something with my life like… rob a bank

- googles “red bumps on arms”

- kill them. you gotta.

- hidden cameras

- someone in here can read my mind

- googles “red bumps on face”

- #yolo

- sits on bed and dissociates for 10 hours 

- i have No Feelings, i am no weakling

- im so emotional why doesn’t anyone love me *cry*

- kill the cat (why?) you gotta

- REALLY SEXUAL THOUGHTS IN PUBLIC AND IT’S WORSE WHEN THERE’S A MIND READER AROUND

- *someone does something that slightly annoys me* “kill them”

- googles “red bumps on back”

- SENSORY OVERLOAD

- relating to things that aren’t even close to what i feel ever why do i do that

- my posters are watching me get dressed

- the government is watching me

- something around the house is… Not Right

- my family has been replaced

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I was called incompetent at work today. From someone who doesn't work here. From someone who doesn't even know me. Fuck you too, asshole.

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multispectral view of a supernova remnant

js

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someone: how do you cope with your mental illness?

me:

me: well first i don't

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no fucking way

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Source: http://favim.com/user/stffs/

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*doesn’t show affection* oh no, I’m making things awkward!!

*shows affection* oh no, I’m making things awkward!!

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Classical Pieces You've Probably Heard but Might Not Remember the Name

William Tell Overture- Rossini (Most famous part at 8:45, but why not listen to the whole thing?)

Also Sprach Zarathustra- Strauss

Eine Kleine Nachtmusik- Mozart

Symphony 94, Mvt. 2 “Surprise Symphony”- Haydn 

Toccata and Fugue in d Minor-Bach

Nocturne Op. 9 No. 2- Chopin

Rondo alla Turca- Mozart

Sinfonie de Fanfares: Rondeau- Jean-Joseph Mouret

The Four Seasons: Spring- Vivaldi (I just linked to the whole thing because it’s great)

Jesu, Joy of Man’s Desiring- Bach

O Fortuna (from Carmina Burana)- Carl Orff

Funeral March- Chopin

Orpheus in the Underworld: Infernal Galop (A.K.A. Can Can)- Offenbach

Pomp and Circumstance (You probably graduated to this)- Elgar

Gayane: Sabre Dance- Aram Khachaturian

A Midsummer Night’s Dream: Wedding March- Mendelssohn

Carmen: Les Toreadors- Bizet

The Ride of the Valkyries- Wagner

Für Elise- Beethoven

Dance of the Hours- Ponchielli

Rigotello: La Donna e Mobile- Verdi

Night on Bald Mountain- Mussorgsky

Romeo and Juliet: Love Theme- Tchaikovsky

Entry of the Gladiators- Julius Fucik

Lakmé: Flower Duet- Delibes

Peer Gynt: In the Hall of the Mountain King- Greig

Rodeo: Hoedown- Copland

Peer Gynt: Morning Mood- Greig

New World Symphony Mov. [2][4]- Dvorak

Ave Maria (You knew this, but did you know that it was by Schubert?)

Canon in D- Pachelbel

Add others if you want! Have fun!