Man I'm screwed. So context. My parents know that I 馃崈 and I live in a POC, very Christian and very strict house. I'm not getting kicked out thankfully but I will have to have mandatory random drug tests. Honestly I feel like I got let off easy (for now) but I want them to understand why I do it. Yes it's fun but honestly it's just really relaxing to me. With how stressful life has been with work, school, buying a new car and trying to save to move out. Imma go on a break from that stuff and try to find a way to help my stress.
I think imma go through a workout journey. I need a distraction from life and worries. I usually would 馃崈 but I can't do that all ways so I need a healthier and better way to relieve stress. Plus I'd finally get in shape cause. I like being a big boi (currently 6'4 and 278lbs) but I'd like to be a smaller big boi (hopefully 6'4 190-215lbs).