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I'm back! Um. sorry if. um. i bothered anyone by disappearing. Just uh - decided to. Take some time away from the internet, you know? Mental health stuff!! Anyways! Look what I finished! [Image: A picture of a slightly lopsided Spheal plush, clearly sewn by hand.] It's not - the best or anything but! Sewing! I can do that! At least - at least a little, that is. It's a step up from just - mending and patching clothes, though, so! Progress!! :3

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send me a “...” and one of my muse’s pokemon will talk to you.

Specify a question or subject or even the pokemon for bonus points.

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i'm uh - sorry for disappearing for a while! real life stuff, y'know -

what's on my blog

why is that on my blog fuck why do they know how did this - why did this - arc above- who all's seen - everyone knows - fuck-

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📝 - A private record ( Ex. Criminal, Medical, etc… )

A signed consent form for one Russet Yamamoto to be part of a long-term study on the effects of near-drownings in children. Seems to have been signed by his grandparents when Russet about 7 years ago.

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🎥 - The last 3 movies/tv shows they watched

My Sweet, Sweet Lady - Starring Diantha

Fear Street Part Three

Fear Street Part Two

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🌐 - Their most frequently visited websites

Rotomblr, Gliscord, and what appears to be multiple museum and library websites.

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💬 - A private correspondence

DMs - Nickname Assigned: x2 Weakness x2 Weakness: Russet x2 Weakness: Russet x2 Weakness: Russet x2 Weakness: Russet where are you x2 Weakness: Drayton and I are worried, are you alright? x2 Weakness: Russet I swear to the dragons x2 Weakness: Russet where are you

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❌ - A piece of information that could be considered blackmail material

[A school accommodations file, notating extended time for assignment deadlines and an exemption from mandatory attendance as needed, due to brain damage from childhood drowning.]

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🎤 - An audio transcript from a recording

-Audio Recording Enabled, bzzt!- “An’ I jus- I’m so tired, Super, I’m s’ fuckin’ tired of not bein’ ‘nough. I wish I was a Zorua, m’ybe then everythin’ would b’ better, l’fe would b’ easier an’ I’d be able t’ b’ happy an’ – an’  ‘m so fuckin’ sick of wishin’ I was anyone else an’ I wouldn’t wish this life ‘n anyone else, I don’ – I don’ wanna die but sometimes I wish this was like every other universe an’ Kiki an’ Carmine didn’ h’ve a third siblin’ at all, an’ I can’t think of anythin’ I’ve improved except maybe th’ Noibat c’l’ny an’ I just – I wish I was ‘s happy ‘s I pret’nd t’ b’, I wish I was lighthearted an’ silly an’ cheery an’ I’m not an’ I hate that I’m not, I hate that ‘m a liar, I wish I wasn’ everythin’ that I am, I wish I didn’ care so much ‘t makes me sick I wish I didn’ feel s’ stupidly guilty about everythin’, I wish – I wish I could stop carin’ I wish I could stop, I wish I could hate th’ people that hurt me but all I can think is that m’ybe they were right, m’ybe Car’ never shoulda stepped in m’ybe they never shoulda fished me outta th’ ocean t’ begin with maybe everythin’ would be better an’ I wouldn’ hafta deal with the lights an’ the sounds an’ – an’ everythin’ I’ve ever cared about fallin’ apart aroun’ me an’ – an’ I don’ know what ‘m doin’ wrong, ‘m tryin’, ‘m tryin’ s’ hard, why aren’t I ‘nough t’ fix things, why is m’ best never ‘nough for nothin’ why did ‘t hafta t’ b’ me, Super, I don’ wan’ any ‘f this, I wanna g’ home, I wanna have people that care an’ – an’ don’ lie t’ me, I wish m’ siblin’s cared an’ it hurts that I cared – care – s’ much an’ they didn’ care at all- an’ – an’ it’s not fair but I don’ wanna tell anyone ‘cause I feel selfish an’ sick with guilt f’r even feelin’ this an’ I feel s’ stupid an’ used an’ I jus’ – I hate it, Super, I hate it s’ much an’ ‘m sorry ‘cause I don’ wanna dump this on ya but ‘t’s eatin’ m’ alive an’ I ain’t got anyone else t’ tell ‘cause I can’ just keep dumpin’ everythin’ on Ange an’ ‘Roki ‘cause that’s just what everyone else did t’ me an’ I kinda hate them all f’r ‘t, an’ I don’ wanna do that t’ anyone an’ they both mean s’ much t’ me an’ I care s’ much ‘bout them so fast ‘t scares me an’ – an’ I jus’ – I don’ know wha’ t’ do anymore, ‘m scared an’ I keep cryin’ an’ I wish I could turn the carin’ off ‘cause it just keeps gettin’ me hurt-“

//OOC, Non-Accented Version: And I just – I’m so tired, Super (Superconduct), I’m so fucking tired of not being enough. I wish I was a Zorua, maybe then everything would be better, life would be easier and I’d be able to be happy and – and I’m so fucking sick of wishing I was anyone else and I wouldn’t wish this life on anyone else, I don’t – I don’t want to die but sometimes I wish this was like every other universe and Kiki and Carmine didn’t have a third sibling at all, and I can’t think of anything that I’ve improved except maybe the Noibat colony and I just – I wish I was as happy as I pretend to be, I wish I was lighthearted and silly and cheery and I’m not and I hate that I’m not, I hate that I’m a liar, I wish I wasn’t everything that I am, I wish I didn’t care so much it makes me sick I wish I didn’t feel so stupidly guilty about everything, I wish – I wish I could stop caring I wish I could stop, I wish I could hate the people that hurt me but all I can think is that maybe they were right, maybe Car (Carmine) never should’ve stepped in maybe they never should’ve fished me out of the ocean to begin with maybe everything would be better and I wouldn’t have to deal with the lights and the sounds and – and everything I’ve ever cared about falling apart around me and – and I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, I’m trying, I’m trying so hard, why aren’t I enough to fix things, why is my best never enough for nothing why did it have to be me, Super, I don’t want any of this, I want to go home, I want to have people that care and – and don’t lie to me, I wish my siblings cared and it hurts that I cared – care – so much and they didn’t care at all and – and it’s not fair but I don’t want to tell anyone because I feel selfish and sick with guilt for even feeling this and I feel so stupid and used and I just – I hate it, Super, I hate it so much and I’m sorry because I don’t want to dump this on you but it’s eating me alive and I ain’t got anyone else to tell because I can’t just keep dumping everything on Ange and Hiroki because that’s just what everyone else did to me and I kind of hate them all for it, and I don’t want to do that to anyone and they both mean so much to me and I care so much about them so fast it scares me and – and I just – I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m scared and I keep crying and I wish I could turn the caring off because it just keeps getting me hurt-

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🛒 - Their last 3 purchases 30 count elastic hairbands. Miscellaneous groceries, mostly soup ingredients. Heavy-Duty Boots, battle item.

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Data Leak!!

( vaguely ) inspired by Mass Effect 2′s shadow broker dossiers My muse’s data has been compromised! Send a symbol to discover:

💬 - A private correspondence

📝 - A private record ( Ex. Criminal, Medical, etc… )

🎤 - An audio transcript from a recording

🌐 - Their most frequently visited websites

🔎 - Their last 3 search terms

🛒 - Their last 3 purchases

🎥 - The last 3 movies/tv shows they watched

🎮 - The last 3 games they played

❌ - A piece of information that could be considered blackmail material

Specify muse for multimuses!

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That - well - I - ... fuck, nevermind, there's no point - Superconduct don't post that, just - scrap it, thanks.

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💖Russet is such an interesting character!! I'm excited to see how it reacts to future events!

//thank you so much for the sweet words. im glad you find russet interestin. sorry if i the uh. tone of the message is off i just got off the worst shift at work so im. ough. yeah. still. thank you, im really glad u like my silly little guy <333

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okay, it's been A Day, so i think it's a good time for a lighthearted ask game.

send 💖 + something you like about my character. it doesn't have to be coherent as long as it's positive.

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//ooc post

i've made. a non-bba rotomblr blog. here's my silly little cowboy guy who likes to race. i have no idea how long until he has the horrors inflicted upon him or if i will be able to keep him silly. anyways if you like silly russet, try: silly cowboy dude.

Howdy, y'all! Ya can call me Constellation, Driftveil, Jockey - whatever ya feel up ta. I'm a Pokemon Racing Jockey, an' I raise racin' 'mon. Why Constellation? Eh, I ain't given out my real name yet, but I am named after a constellation, so I'll give all y'all that much.

Of my own team, I've got Sunny the Zebstrika, Burn the Arcanine, Blister the Rhyhorn, Blaze the Rapidash, Glory the Galarian Rapidash, an' Tsunami the Lapras. All female team, unintentional but that's how the cards ended up fallin' for me, but we prioritize speed over battlin'.

I do all sorts of races across land an' sea, though I ain't takin' ta the sky anytime soon. Just ain't for me.

I grew up 'round Driftveil, an' I've always had a passion for racin', an' I can legally vote in Unova when I'm there. Right now I'm in Kalos for racin'. That just 'bout covers everythin' ya really need to know about me.

Pelipper Mail+Unmail+Malice: On Sentient/Sapient Pokemon: Allowed Legendary/Mythical Pokemon: Allowed Musharna Mail+Malice: On //OOC Info under the cut

flops in. hello again it's me azure (@/anxiousazure) i'm back again with another pkmn irl character except this time he's not a bba character. branching out. constellation is a silly little guy i made up in my head because i like the idea of pokemon racing. this character is 18, but i'm asexual and will delete anything more than flirting because i simply don't want to deal with it. i myself am an adult.

i also run @/kitakami-zorua-kin (my most active), @/sinnohs-eve, @/noivernofkitakami, @/kitakami-specter, and @/unovan-artist (my least active).

i mod have really bad social anxiety so if i havent answered or interacted. i am simply scared. constellation is extroverted but i am not i am very easily intimidated and my brain will continuously go "but what if there's an unspoken Rule you're breaking" and paralyze me. and hey! you are always, always, always free to include constellation or any of my other OCs in drawings or stories or anything else! just. maybe please tag me because i want to see them. <3

constellation is just a racing guy and as far as i'm aware won't be touching on too dark of topics backstory wise. i think. these things are always subject to change though. either way he's a silly fun loving racing jockey cowboy unless i (or y'all) decide to spring the horrors upon him.

full, unedited version of the picrew used is below and the link is here

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Summer has decided to join in on training! :3

[Video: A shiny Larvesta (Summer) starting to learn and use Ember, assisted by an Altaria (Spring). The Altaria and a nearby shiny Hydrapple (Autumn) cheer every time Summer uses the move successfully. They're somewhere in the Polar Biome, based on the snow around them.]

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Pokéblr Ask Game

General Questions 1-20, Pokémon Specific Questions 21-40

What region are you from? What town? 

What’s your Unovan horoscope? 

Have you visited other regions?

What region would you most like to visit if ever given the chance?

Thoughts on the legendaries of your home region?

Thoughts on the legendaries of another region?

If you were a gym leader, what kind of gym would you run? If you are already a gym leader or gym trainer, what’s your gym like?

Which do you prefer, competitive battling or battling for fun?

What type of battle strategy do you tend to use with your Pokémon? If you do contests or something else with your Pokémon, what is your preferred approach to that?

Favorite Pokémon League champion?

Favorite gym leader?

Give us a random celebrity (gym leader, tv personality, musician, etc.) you can’t stand and why.

Thoughts on your home region’s Pokémon League?

Weirdest recent local news story?

If you had to pick a Pokémon to represent you, what Pokémon would you pick? 

Favorite evolutionary stone?

Do you prefer to hand decorate your Pokéballs? Do you have a preference for any specialty Pokéballs?

Do you think Rock and Ground are distinctly different Pokémon types, or largely the same and incorrectly categorized? 

Do you think Grass and Bug are distinctly different Pokémon types, or largely the same and incorrectly categorized? 

Do you think Water and Ice are distinctly different Pokémon types, or largely the same and incorrectly categorized? 

Do your Pokémon wear any fun accessories?

Does your Pokémon have a favorite item?

Do your Pokémon battle? 

Would you ever enter one of your Pokémon in a contest? Which one?

What type of food do your Pokémon prefer? What flavors?

Pokéblocks, Poké Puffs, Poffins, Poké Beans, Curry, or Sandwiches?

Who was your first Pokémon? How did you get them? How long have you had them?

What is your most recently obtained Pokémon? 

What is your favorite Pokémon type? 

What is your least favorite Pokémon type?

If you could have any Pokémon in the world to add to your team, what Pokémon would it be?

Have you encountered any rare or unusual Pokémon?

Have any of your Pokémon evolved? If so, what was in your opinion the most difficult one to evolve? 

Do you have a Pokémon that refuses to evolve?

Did any of your Pokémon have temperament issues when they first evolved? How did you handle it?

Which Pokémon took you the longest to bond with?

Do you have a naming convention for your Pokémon?

What Pokémon did you grow up thinking was rare only to find out they’re common elsewhere?

Do you and your Pokémon have any badges or contest ribbons? Which one are you most proud of?

Favorite thing about your partner Pokémon?