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Ateez reaction-requested

request:You or they reject the mate bond for some reason, and you or they try to change your mind. a/n- I hope you enjoy this! Let me know if you want to see the other four members! :))

Wooyoung-

· Wooyoung always bullied and teases you. For what reason? Any reason he could find. So, when he found out you were his mate…

· He rejected you.

· He felt as if the Moon Goddess messed up. He didn’t deserve you, you deserved better than him.

· You never really took anything he said to you seriously. You knew that boys liked to pick on the girls they like a lot more than any other.

· So when he rejected you to your face, you were really surprised.

· Everything hurted, including your heart. You hated how his simple words hurt you a lot more than any other words he has ever said.

· “Really?” You asked him, looking him in his eyes. He quickly looked away from your face before a tear fell down your face. He was clenching his teeth, and his neck veins looks as if they were going to pop at any second.

· “You deserve someone like Yunho, someone who is the sweetest to you and will treat you right.” He forces the words out of his mouth, causing his inner wolf to get upset, his eyes are glowing yellow.

· Its true, Yunho was extremely nice to you, but…

· “You are meant for me; the Moon Goddess is never wrong.” You wipe your tears away. At this point you were getting really upset.

· “I guess you really don’t like me, do you? I guess you’re right. Maybe Yunho will treat right. You sure the hell never did.” You spit at him. Your inner wolf whining at your harsh words. But hey, maybe this will-

· Wooyoung grabs your before you could walk away. A full growl escaping his throat.

· “Someone else touching what’s mine?” His voice rough, deep, scary, and hot all at the same time. His hand wraps around your throat as you are pinned against the wall. “I don’t like that sound of that.” His voice pierced through you, letting you know that his wolf surfaced a bit.

· “Let’s not forget who rejected who. I can do as I please now.” You let your wolf surface a bit too, knowing that she could handle him better than anyone.

· “He’s talking out the side of his neck, we’ve been so in love for so long. It seems to be a little too good to be true.” His voice ends in a whisper. He loosens his hold on your neck a bit and leans in close to you. His lips ghosting over yours. “Please forgive us.” His eyes go from golden yellow, to brown. They look back at you with full of hope.

San-

· “I’m sorry, but I’m not ready for commitment like this.” You left that day hoping that he would leave it at that. But what you didn’t know is that he wasn’t going to give up that easily.

· A week later, you were over at Wooyoung house with San and SeongHwa.

· You all were sitting in the living room watching a movie.

· You needed to get up and use the bathroom and grab something to drink, so that’s what you did. You went pee first, then headed to the kitchen to grab some ice-cold water.

· You didn’t expect to turn the corner and see glowing purple eyes in the dark kitchen. You jumped a bit at the sight. You quickly turn on the light, and his eyes went back to normal.

· He was standing there, not really saying anything.

· You try your best to ignore the strong pull you have towards him. You truly just wanted to jump on him and give him your all. But you don’t. Instead you walk to the cabinet and grab a glass to get some water from the door. Your back now turned to him

· You quickly drink the water and it suddenly snatched out of your hands making you jump. You didn’t realize how close he gotten. Everything is getting hot and clammy. You couldn’t look into his eyes; you knew you would cave.

· “You might be fighting the mate bond, but I can’t. I refuse.” He mumbles leaning his head into your neck. You instantly get goosebumps. You go to call out his name, but his lips against your neck stopped you.

· “Give in to me.”

· “Baby you’re meant for me, why are you fighting this?”

· “Ill take care of you, don’t worry.

Mingi-

· Its not either of you rejected one another, its more like, when you found out, your fight or flight kicked in and you flew the fuck away.

· Not that you thought he was ugly, or that you didn’t want him.

· You wanted him way too much

· The guy you’ve been crushing on for years??! You mate? Really?

· You were overwhelmed and you didn’t want to look stupid so you just walked away.

· Mingi stood there, heart broken, watching you walk, no, run away.

· It wasn’t long for Mingi to find where you stayed, and he started to send flowers and presents the very next day.

· You started to read cards after cards, filled with his horrible handwriting.

· He begged for a chance to show you himself, to try. Begging you not to reject him.

· It was a week later when you heard knocks on your front door. Your

· Your inner wolf starts whining, and it was like you were a magnet.

· You swung your door open and went off on him

· “I wanted to see you, but I didn’t know where you lived, and I was trying to ask around. I didn’t reject you, in fact ive liked you for so long –“

· He cuts you off by rushing in and wrapping his arms around you.

· You both falling to the floor in relief, being so close felt so good.

· “I was going to send you my number in today’s card, but I was so afraid of you rejecting me, the pen kept smudging because I kept crying.” He smiles through his happy tears.

· “I’m sorry for walkin-“

· “Its okay, you’re here, in my arms now.”

Jongho

· You were walking towards the woods, following a really sweet smell.

· You were of age, and you can tell who your mate is and you were on edgy at all times.

· This smell had to lead to your mate, you couldn’t just ignore the smell.

· You were turning around a huge tree, when a large rock was flying towards you. Scaring the absolute shit out of you.

· “Why are you following me?”

· You were so scared that you could barely get anything out of your mouth.

· “I-uh…Your smell…uh…-“ You run away, not sure if you really wanted to be mated with someone who would chuck a rock the size of your head at you.

· Then his eyes widen.

· “Wait! Im sorry!” He runs after you.

· You knew he would catch up pretty easily so you just stop walking.

· “Hey, Im sorry. I was upset about something and it blocked my sense of smell.” He begs for your forgiveness, which you happily give.

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the woosan bond-vamp au (.01)

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YEONJUN

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You met Soobin three years ago, you walked into a grocery store and went down the cookie aisle. You bumped into him on accident, and he almost broke his back bending over and apologizing. He knew how to make you swoon. He then asked for your number and promised to pay you back. You didn’t know how many times he would put on this act of breaking his back and giving you a apology.

You never thought you would let it get to this point. Out of the three years you have been with Soobin, you never would have thought he would hit you. Neither did he, which is why he, once again bent over then left you on the floor and you watch him slam your front door. Your hand was cradling your burning cheek. You were more shocked than anything.

This has to be it; you couldn’t take it anymore. You hated yourself for staying with him for so long. You should have left when his brother Yeonjun asked if everything was okay a year ago. It was then when you knew, you knew it was not okay. Your mental health was completely depleted, you gained so much weight, and you could not even look at yourself in the mirror. The only thing keeping you going was Yeonjun, he was the light to everything. You were always at their house and so it was natural to become friends.

Yeonjun stood a bit shorter than Soobin. He being 5’11, and Soobin over six feet. You stand next to them, and you still look up a bit, you being 5’9. He gave off this hard look, always wearing darker, edgier clothes. He has piercings, or fakes ones at least. He looks so pretty, all the time. He is the one that makes you smile now. It truly acted different around you. A truly soft boy. If only he came around before Soobin.

Soobin, he was so great at first. His softness is was got you. He was a so sweet, taking you on lots of dates, and gifting you with gifts. You were not as lucky as he was, you did not have as much money, so you tried to give back with chores or art pieces, but it was not enough. He suddenly started to demand sex and treat you as if you owed him everything. He would get mad if you didn’t work out certain days, or if a chore was missed.

He was still soft at times, and he always apologized for the things he did to you, and you always forgave him. But now you just knew that he refused to let you go. And for your own sake you needed to leave. You just did not know how, nor did you want to leave Yeonjun behind.

You needed to just forget about what is happening for now, and deal with it later. You need to figure out how to break up with Soobin. Because he hit you, for the first time in your relationship he hit you. You could never forgive him for that.

You quickly suck it up as best you could, and you get in the shower. You decided to go out to the club. You quickly wash up and get dressed in a simple black slip dress. It bunched up in the right areas making your curves look great. You also put on some pretty black lace underwear that you never had the chance to wear.

You look in the mirror and notice how red it was on your face. You quickly pull out your makeup and put on a night glam look. You just wanted to go and get some drinks and then go to bed.

You finish up and call a cab. You didn’t even feel like dealing with friends, so you wanted to make sure you didn’t drive. You hoped that Yeonjun was here, he really loved dancing. He also loved drinking and music so it was a win to him. He fits in so well with the party crowd, but stands out so much at the same time.

You wore your AF1s for a reason instead of heels. You hated heels.

You go into the bar side of the building. It had less people and the music wasn’t as loud. There was a soundproof wall with a open door way letting in the music, but not to much. You sit at the bar and order a strong drink, and a couple of shots. You weren’t a big drinker, so you liked to down it and move on.

When you got the drinks, you drank both shots quickly and chased it with your main drink. You turn around in your seat, trying your best to hold everything down. What you didn’t expect is a almost neon yellow haired Yeonjun standing on the other side of the room, when your eyes met his head tilted a little bit. You waved at him, feeling relieved to see him here,

He wore all black and he walks straight towards you. The friends he was around looks at him confused, but connects it when they see you. You turn back around in your seat, trying to calm your heart beat down. The alcohol that you drank was started to burn through your body. He sits down next to you, but his body faces the room.

“What are you doing here? I thought you guys were having a date night?” He leans in and asks you. You just laughed softly, you don’t answer. Instead you throw back at least half of the drink down your throat.

Yeonjun frowns at what he sees. You’re acting strange, not like yourself. You’re drinking yourself into a depression, and he refuses to let you do so.

“Look at me.” He says. He words forced you to look at him in the eyes. His already worried face turned even more upset. “Why have you been crying?” His thumb runs across.

You grab his hand from your face, his fingers instantly grabbing yours.

“Lets just go dance.” You smile up to him. He doesn’t push it any further, and he just smiles and nods. He takes your hand tighter and leads you to the doorway that leads to the dance floor. It was filled with people, but he easily got you two towards the middle.

A slower song came on as he pulls you closer. You recognize it as Another Day by PARTYNEXTDOOR. He lays his hands on your waist and starts to rock with you. You lay your head on his chest a little, he lays his head on yours. He was so happy in this moment. He wish he could hold you forever.

You wrap your arms all the way around his waist. You then look up at him, he looks down and your eyes connect. It was a bit weird, it felt as if time had slowed down a bit. His gaze was so intense, and it made you so nervous. His hands reach up to your face. He holds onto your face to gently.

Was he going to kiss you?

You quickly turn around, rubbing your ass against him. You were blushing. His hands instantly found your waist again and started to guide you a little better to the beat. You leaned against him a little more. You let go a little bit, letting your body move more freely. You close your eyes and live in the moment a little. You felt the alcohol running thought your veins.

Where his hands lay, it tingles. Tingles so much.

As the song comes to an end, you tilt your head back a little more. With your eyes still closed, you could feel his head lean into your neck, his lips grazing against your skin. You let out a little gasp, enjoying the fresh feeling

The song Body by MINO came on, and his hands grip you tighter. His hands pull you in closer and his lips start leaving kisses all over your neck, and you let him.

He was on cloud 9. Not a drop of alcohol or drugs in him, and he felt a bit addicted. You’re his brother’s girl, he shouldn’t like you this much.

His hands start to travel up your body, applying pressure in the right areas. His hands leave trails of tingles behind. He turns you around so that you’re facing him.

“Ya know, Soobin will kill us if he seen us like this.” He says against your lips. His words make you freeze. He is right. He hit you already, what will he do next? You remove yourself from Yeonjuns warm embrace and leave. You were getting so overwhelmed so quickly. As you exit out of the door, you felt a hand on your wrist.

“Wait! Wait, Im sorry.” Yeonjun stars to go on. He let it go to far, he went to far. His heart was beating out of his chest. He could not lose you.

“No, youre fine. Its just-“you trailed off, bottom lip caught between your teeth as you contemplate what to say to him next. You could feel his eyes on you, scanning your face, examining the way your brows furrowed as you thought.

“Can we just go back to my apartment?” You ask him, your voice slurring slightly. He frowns a bit.

“You don’t wanna go back to So-“

“NO! Ill go home myself then.” You blurt out in frustration. You felt bad for not telling him, but why worry him? You turn around and start walking down the street. You didn’t think Yeonjun was following you until a moment later you look back and see the neon haired boy walking behind you with his jacket over his shoulder. His eyes were low and dark when they connect to yours. You just look forward and continue walking home.

You make your way up to your apartment and you unlock your door. Thankfully Soobin wasn’t here. You pop your shoes off and you head towards your bedroom.

“Yn.” His voice cuts through the quiet air. You turn back to him and look at him. All of the lights were off. The street lights shined in through your window, creating a shadow on half of his face. “Tell me whats wrong. Did Soobin do something to you? For the past three months you’ve been acting strange.” He finally asks you. You were afraid of this moment. The moment you were going to tell the most important person in your life your worst kept secret.

“He hit me, he actually hit me.” Your voice could barely get above a whisper. If you thought it was quiet in your home before, well now its dead silent. Its like time was actually frozen. “Yeonjun-?”

“When?” He voice cut you off. It made you get nervous.

“Its fine, im over it, I’m over him.” You shrug it off. You go to turn around, but he grabs you once again.

“No, you can’t be. I can’t let him get away with his. When did he do it YN?” He held you so gently, you couldn’t help but want more of it. You wrap your arms around his waist again.

“Today. He slapped me. But I know he didn’t mean it.” You mumble against chest. Your heart was beating so loudly in your ears. You felt his body tense up around you, and he pulls away from you slightly.

“What?” He sounded like he was out of breath. He pulls away completely. He looks at you a bit. You look completely normal to him. You look like you always do, fucking beautiful. But then he realized that he has only seen you in horrible lighting. He quickly pulls you to your room and turns on your light. He now notices how puffy your eye was. It was different from your usual crying eyes. Because only one looks damaged. How fucking hard did the man hit you.

“Yn, he couldn’t of just hit you? Are you sure this is the first time?” He asks you seriously. He had to know if his brother was truly a piece of shit or if the girl he was in love with blinded him.

You sighed.

“Its like every time he would get mad at me it would be for the littlest shit. And he would always explode, either breaking things around me or even breaking a finger.” You looked at Yeonjun in the eyes. “This time he hit me. And Im over it. I don’t deserve this. If you don’t believe me then fine.” You just shrug.

“Of course, I believe you.” He fights back and he tries to reach out to you but you dodge him. The look on his face when you did probably hurt you than the hit you received earlier. Before he could say anything, someone knocks on the door.

You both knew who it was. Soobin, coming to apologize and probably demand for makeup sex. Yeonjuns feet move faster than yours and he almost runs to the front door. You don’t follow, in fact you just shut your bedroom door.

Yeonjun opens the door and shoves Soobin away from it, shutting the door behind him.

“What the fuck?” Soobin says confused as fuck.

“Are you serious?!” Yeonjun yells at him. He has to hold back his voice before he wakes up the whole building. Instead he continues to shove him away from your home and down the stair.

“Look, I just want to apologize-“

“I don’t even want to know how many times you have ‘apologized’ to her. But she’s done with you. I’m done with you. Once you put your hands on her, its was really over with.”

“I already know. I am still so fucking sorry. I regret it so much.” He cries.

“Go home.” Yeonjun says walking away. He cannot even look at his brother in his eyes. He needs to go back to you and try his best not to let you slip through his fingers.

He opens your door and finds you sitting in the couch with your legs up. Your eyes connected with his when he spotted you.

“His he gone?” You ask softly. He does not know what to do. So, he just nods his head. “Are you going to leave now?” You ask him next.

“Do you want me to?” He asks almost as softly as you did, nerves making him feel nauseous.

“Not really. I don’t wanna lose you.” You mumble looking down at your fingers unsure of what to do to make him stay. You look at when he starts to move around. You watch him take his shoes off and make his way over to you.

Your eyes remain connected with him throughout the whole time. He bends down in front of you and drops to his knees. He slowly grabs your hands and holds them in his. You put your legs down and in the position you are now in they just fell naturally on both sides of him. He doesn’t stop there, he leans in even more. His face coming closer and closer to yours.

Its not that you freeze up, you just refused to move. You did not want to ruin this moment between you too. this could be the start of something truly beautiful.

He was moving slowly because he didn’t want to startle you incase you were to snap out of this for some reason. He just really wanted to show you that he refuses live without you.

Before you could do anything, his lips connected with yours. They were soft and gentle at first, barely pushing against your own lips. He pulls back just a tad to see how you were reacting to his moves. You reach up with one of your hands and caress his cheek. You truly could forget about Soobin with him. He made you and everything around you so much better.

Your hand made its way to the back of his head, lacing your fingers through his surprisingly soft neon hair. You push his head towards you, meeting him in the middle. Your lips connect with his. His was shocked at first by your sudden bluntness, but he quickly recovers by grabbing your waist and pulling you closer to him.

He wraps his arms around you, and you wrap your arms around his neck. Your hand controlled his head a bit, allowing you to gain control of everything. He let you.

Whatever you wanted from him; he would give it to you.

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Kihyun and Shownu Photobook 2020

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kmelanin · 4 years

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patient-hyunjin request

request- Hi beautiful! Your writing is absolutely amazing and a true gift for black girls! I saw your requests were open and I was wondering if you could write a skz Hyunjin smut like you're a western idol and you come visit korea during ur break cuz he's also on break but you get mad cuz he's always hanging with this gg idol but then you guys makeup and bathtub cuddles. Pleasee and thank you

an/ im so sorry this is late! I hope you enjoy my sloppy writing. :’))))

-Hyunjun posted a photo- You read your phone screen and sigh. You sat back in your seat in the back of your drivers vehicle, on the way to the airport. You were heading back to Korea for your mid-summer break vacation. This would be your first time back since leaving for America five years ago to pursue and further your singing career. Out of all of the people you will be seeing and visiting, your ex best friend is the only person on your mind.

If anyone knew you, they knew about Hyunjin and vise versa. You two were such an unstoppable duo, until exactly five years ago. You always think about his confession, or supposed confession.

--- “You what?” He stands there in front of you his face twisted up as if he was a puppy and you kicked him.

“I'm leaving Korea.” You repeat. He doesn't say anything, just squints his eyes. So you continued. “I have this opportunity to further my career with this company” You continue on explaining yourself.

“What about the companies I showed you?” He asks softly, his voice laced with confusion.

“I told you no in the beginning Hyunjin, they don't want me. Not only am I black, but I'm also one thick ass bitch. It doesn't match up. In the US, I can actually get somewhere.” You try to say everything carefully, trying to read his expression. But it was so hard.

“What about me? You know I can't just leave, and I need you here.” He tries to fight it, fight the reality.

“And what? Just sit on the sidelines, and just say fuck my own wants and dreams?” You ask about getting defensive.

“No, but I- I love you so much. I don't want you to be so far away from me.” He runs his hands through his hair, his frustration showing. “Look, I wanted to tell you this another way. But you, you are the one for me YN. I can't- I'm not ready for you to leave this soon.”

“I can't change anything Hyunjin. I've put you first for so long, it's my turn now.” You are getting heated now. Why can't he understand?

“If you leave, I'll hurt, hurt for a while. And i won't forgive you…” He mumbles, tears running down his face. You didn't even know how to react to it. You knew he would be upset, but trying to manipulate you like this?

“Fuck you, Hwang Hyunjin.” You got up from your seat and left.-----

You regretted leaving him that day, and not saying goodbye before you left for America. But you don't regret going to America. You tried to call him a couple of times since then, but he ignored you, sent you to voicemail. You tried to talk to him through other members, but they just advised you to let him move on.

But you didn't want that, you wanted your best friend. You wanted him to be proud of you, as you are to him.

The only person you've told that you were coming is Felix, and your mother of course. But she's in the US. You didn't want to tell the world, so you could get some peace and quiet.

Once you get off of the plane, you meet up with Felix and he rides with you on the way to your apartment that you have here.

“He’s gonna kill me.” Felix laughs next to you.

“Why do I have a feeling that he's going to kill me too?” You sigh, your nerves are also trying to kill you.

“Ahh, I don't think so. I think he’ll be shocked, but he has definitely changed.” He rolls his eyes.

“Changed? What do you mean?” You ask, tilting your head a bit.

“Everyone but Hyunjin thinks that he just suppressed everything. Like at first you can't tell that anything is wrong, he is good at putting up an act. I mean, that's kinda our job. Right…” He pauses, “ But we know him better than he thinks. Lee thinks that he's waiting, he doesn't want to get over you.”

His words stunned you. You are speechless, did you leaving really hurt him that bad? He definitely hates you.

“I mean, you had to know that the kid has been in love with you since way before debut. God, it was annoying! So i'm not surprised he can hide his feelings so easily, but it's like this time he really got hurt, so he hides a lot more.”

Once you got to your apartment, Felix made sure you got in safely and then had to head to the studio. He did leave Hyunjins location tomorrow night, so that gave you an idea. Supposedly he's going to be at the dance studio, practicing his dance moves. You really have no idea how to confront him, other than to pop up. You've been at this studio before, so it shouldn't be hard to find.

For the rest of the night you take your time and unwind from your travels. You call your manager and let him know you wanted some food in the house and a chef, you needed some homemade Korean food in your life.

You hop in the shower and wash the day away. You don't wash your hair since you had a jet black, fresh wig on. But you do shave everywhere and use some body scrub. After some shower lotion, you love to see your skin glowing.

You put on a silk slip dress and your slippers. You can hear the chef in the kitchen banging things around, making a great meal. You go into the living room and head over to the sound system that you had, it plays whatever music throughout the whole apartment. You put on some softer korean music, and you start to light some candles. Your anxiety levels at the moment, were skyrocketing. But you were trying your best to forget about him for the moment, and get yourself together.

The past five years has definitely made you realize the love you had for this man. But you thought for sure that he hated you, that he wants nothing to do with you. But after hearing Felix, you just needed to see him, and either actually end things or get this friendship back in order. You needed to end these questions that cloud your brain on a daily basis.

After everything you've been through and all the shows you've done, you've never felt this amount of anxiety.You stand in front of the studio, right outside. It was around six at night, and you were really debating on leaving or not. You look at your phone, at the time once again. He should be leaving anytime now.

He was taking forever, or maybe it was the nerves making the time go by so slow. You put your phone away and you walk up the stairs. You open the tinted glass door and step into the air conditioned hallway. You walk down the hallway and turn down the first left. If you remember correctly, this was the right direction. Since the rooms were sound proof, you couldn't hear any music, but you went to the room with the lights on. The one room in the hallway with its lights on.

You take a deep breath and you look through the glass.

You swear your heart stopped. You can see him, but his back was turned to you. You could see his face in the wall tall mirror. He was wiping his face off with a towel, and he had his water bottle in his hand. His hair was longer than you remember, in that beautiful black color. He wore black shorts that went right above his knees and a big white shirt. He also had some black Vans on. How can he make such a simple outfit look so good?

Suddenly, your eyes connect in the mirror and you quickly pull yourself away from the door. You turn around and try and scurry away. But you hear the door swing open and his voice yells out towards you.

“Hey! Stop!” The sound of his deep voice alone has you stopped in your tracks. “Who are you? Stop playing around.” He goes on in Korean. You need to turn around before he thinks you're a fan and calls the cops for stalking. So you do.

You turn around and lower your hood, once again connect your eyes with his. You clench your jaw at the sight of his eyes widening at the sight of you. His mouth falls open, moving around as if he wants to say something. Then his eyes get glossy, and soon start to water.

“Yn?” His voice whispers. Before you could say anything, the door opens and this auburn hair colored girl walks out.

“Oppa?” She squeaks and leans against him. She then spots you and tilts her head, probably wondering who you were.

You sure the hell were wondering who she was. Felix didn't tell me he was seeing anyone, why didn't he tell you?? You didn't know what to feel.

“Oh, I'm sorry for interrupting your dance practice. Text me, and maybe we can catch up while i'm here?” You chose your words carefully then you were out of there.

By the time you were outside there were tears running down your face. Everything is so overwhelming at the moment. Was that his girlfriend? Is that why he ignored all of your messages?

You stay in your apartment for the next couple of days. You just needed time to think about what just happened. You found out the girl he was with is a trainee, and she just debuted. He was always kind and helping people with their dances. But it's been so long, and with the way she was leaning against him...they could be dating, or at least seeing each other.

Your phone starts ringing on your lap. You look down from the movie you were watching and you see Felix's name across your screen.

“Hello?”

“You are so lucky we have nothing going on!” He yells through the phone.

“What?” You are confused.

“Don't ask me what. You knooooow what. You went to see him but then just leaves when he wants to say something.”

“I freaked! He was with some girl and I was interrupting something.”

“If you thought they were dating, you really are stupid.”

“Excuse me-”

“He's on the way to your apartment so I hope you're there.” He cuts you off. “Tell him.” Then he hangs up.

You knew exactly what he was talking about.

You were now at that point in your career where you can locate anywhere in the world and it would mess and disturb anything. So you wanted to relocate your permanent home in Korea. You wanted to tell him in person, hoping for a great reaction. But like usual nothing is going your way. Now you had no choice but to tell him now. Not when you had time to grow another pair of balls.

You quickly run to your room and change your clothes to something that covers a bit more skin, then just some short shorts and a sports bra.

Your doorbell goes off and you take a deep breath. This is it.

You walk to your front door and you open it.

There he stood. He had a striped shirt tucked into some black jeans. A bit of jewelry, hair just perfect. No makeup, but he still seems to just walk out of a magazine.

“Please come in, I'm happy Felix sent you here.” You say softly as you hold your door open wider to let him enter. He comes in and slides his shoes off, leaving him in his black socks. You weren't sure how much he knows, but everything is making you so anxious.

As soon as you shut and lock your door, you were instantly pulled into a back hug. His towering figure practically engulfed you against the wall. His neck was tucked into your neck. You turned around so you can hug him back. You didn't know how much you missed this until now. His hold is so warm and welcoming, especially when he's clinging on to you for dear life. You were so used to seeing Hyunjin the korean kpop idol online, that you almost forgot how much of a baby he was around you. He was always so touchy. It annoyed you before, but now it's the best feeling.

You loosen your grip a bit, because you wanted to see his face. But one of his hands that was on your waist goes up to the back of your head. So as you went to look at him, he pushes your head forward and crashes his plump lips against yours. Utter shock runs through you, freezing your body where you stand.

He pulls away slightly, but comes back leaving a more gentle kiss on your lips. He repeats and repeats. Slowly you realize what the fuck is happening and you kiss him back. You kiss him probably way harder than you intend, but he clearly doesn't mind because he instantly matches your energy. Both of his hands are holding your face gaining that control that he wants.

Hyunjin is hungry, he's been starving ever since you left. He couldn't help himself. He can wait for the words, they can come later. But he has been waiting for this exact moment for what feels like forever.

You needed this to slow down though, you put your hands on his chest and push him away. He listened this time. He even backed away a step, putting himself at a bit of a distance.

“Felix told me that you might have thought there was something going on between that trainee and I. There's not, I promise.” He goes on.

“Oh yea? What else did he tell you?” You ask, crossing your arms.

“Your address.”

“Mhmm, and by that kiss i'm guessing you don't hate me.” You say thinking out loud at this point. Hyunjin frowns and pouts his lips a bit.

“Hate you? I could never hate you.”

“Well, I wanted to tell you this last night, but I felt like I was definitely intruding.” You start, but you don't want to talk much about that since all you could really think about is his lips at this point. “I am relocating my home base here in Korea.” You blurt out. His eyes look away and back to you quickly. His head tilts a bit in confusion. You wait, letting him comprehend what you just said. Then in the next second, his eyes jump in shock. He looks back at you and his mouth falls open.

“You're staying in Korea?” His voice comes out strained. You couldn't say anything from the look on his face. Thank fuck he was right or else he would've been broken all over again. You just nod your head really fast, and brace for impact. Which thankfully you did, he runs the very short distance to you and he scoops you up hugging your body. He spins with you in his arms, and you both laugh.

As soon as he puts you down he grabs your face again and kisses you. This time you kissed back instantly causing the kiss to level up quite a bit. His hands slowly make their way to the back of your head to hold you still as he kisses you deeply. One of his hands runs down to your waist to pull you impossibly close.

“I missed you so fucking much.” He moans against your lips. You couldn't help but to whine at his words. Because God you missed him so much. Your hands mess up his perfect hair as you run them through it.

His lips break away from yours again, and he suddenly bends down and grabs onto your thighs and lifts you up. Your sudden shock doesn't help and he leans you against the wall. He laughs a bit as he comes back in for some more kisses. Once he has a better grip on you. He lifts you off the wall and walks towards the living room.

“Down the hall, first door.” You mumble and kiss down his cheek to his neck so that he can find his way to your room.

He gets to the end of your bed and he drops you on top of it. You let out a small shriek when he does.

“What's with you, you're so aggressive?” You ask laughing a bit. He smiles down at you as he climbs on top.

“Try having the love of your life leave for five years and come back and tell me how you feel.” He mumbles against your ear then kisses it.

“Mhm, I left the love of my life, but now I'm back and I'm staying, so I know that we have all the time in the world.” Your words barely come out and his lips leave marks all over your neck. He rips your top off and starts to leave more.

“Well during this time, I'm going to show you how much i've missed you.” He hooks his fingers into the waistband of your bottoms and he pulls them off. He leans down and leaves baby kisses on your skin, trailing down in between your legs. You let out a shaky breath when he leaves a kiss on you right above your panties.

He didn't waste anymore time and he ripped them off. His tongue touches you first, and a sigh leaves you. Your fingers find his head and you grip on to his hair for dear life, pushing and pulling on his head as he eats you out. He puts one of your legs on his shoulder and he leans up just a bit, so he could get his tongue deeper. Soon his fingers join, making you scream out in utter pleasure. Your lower body was twitching so much, making him hold on to your for damn near dear life.

“Mhm, I can't wait.” He suddenly lets you go and he rips his shirt off, and he leans up and unbuckles his belt. You got distracted by his slightly cared out torso, and so he quickly undoes the rest of his pants and pushes them off. You go to grab onto him, but he stops you and pushes you back. He mounted you and slid his dick against you a couple of times to coat himself in your juices.

“I wanted to taste you too.” You whine a bit, your mind filling with the thoughts of him.

“Like you said, all the time in the world.” He mumbles and takes a peek up at you. He bites his bottom lip as he slowly pushed himself into you. Any response you had to his words, disappeared. This feeling was better than you would've ever thought. You finally have everything you've ever wanted in life.

He leans down on top of you and he thrusts his hips against yours. His arms were flexed on either side of your face. He gazes down at you, his eyes stuck on your lips Your face is scrunched up in pleasure, your mouth falls open in an ‘o’ shape. He takes that chance and kisses you deeply. He slows down his hips, giving you long deep strokes. You could barely keep up with his kisses from the constant bliss you were getting from him.

He pulls away and trails down your neck, marking you up some more, making the ones that were already there, bigger. He kisses down your torso. Before you could whine about him not being on top of you, he quickly flips you over on your stomach. He pulls your hips up making you bring yourself on all fours. The way he was handling you really turned you on. He always was so gentle with you.

His hand pushes your back down a bit, and you arch it as much as you could. He pushes into you again and he bottoms out. He leans over you leaving kisses on your back as he drills into you.

“You aren't going to leave me again? Mhm?” He asks you in a low voice. All you could do is cry out, but you nod your head trying to answer him. He moves your head so it's to the side and he gives you a kiss on your cheek.

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You lay on the bed, your body covered in sweat. Hyunjin gets up and asks you where the bathroom is. Your eyes were closed and you were so close to being asleep. You tell him and he walks off.

He walks into your bathroom and notices everything to set up a nice bubble bath. He was surprised how big of a tub you have.

Once he was done filling it up. He lights the candles that you already have. He walks back to your bed and sees you fast asleep on the bed. He smiles and walks around to the side you are closer to. He leans down and picks you up, startling you.

“Hyunjin, put me down.” You groan. You just want sleep.

“You gotta get cleaned up.” He smiles down at you as he sets you on your feet. Your eyes widen at the view in front of you. He takes a step forward and puts a foot in.

“It's perfect, come here.” He holds a hand out, you quickly take it and he helps you in. You sit down in the warm water. It was perfect, your body easily welcomes the water as you go down. He quickly finds the spot behind you and you. His arms circle around you and he snuggles into your body from behind. You couldn't help but to smile and play with his hair a bit that was on your shoulder.

“I love you so much. It's like all the hard times i've had in the past don't even exist when you're around. As stupid as I sound, plese don't leave me again.”

#hyunjin #stray kids #stray kids oneshot #stay #kpop #kpop fanfic #ambw

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bare-face rosy cheeks yong just hits different ♡

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hello i'm in really bad mood today and i nEED to ask you if you wanna write an enemies-to-lovers with lee jeno, PLEASE

“did you write this as a joke?”

you ask, slamming down the heart-shaped love letter you just found slipped into your locker onto poor renjun’s desk

he jumps a little and shakes his head

“n-no, and anyways isn’t a love letter something nice - why are you acting like it’s the worst thing in the world?”

you scrunch up your nose, standing back up straight and looking down at the letter

you’re confused to say the least - who would write you a love letter? did you have a secret admirer?

“what does it say?”

renjun asks, trying to peek over, but you press it close to your chest

“that doesn’t matter, what matters is finding out who wrote it. im sure it’s a joke!”

you turn on your heel and renjun wants to say something, but it’s too late and you’re gone

to be honest, you do want to believe the love letter is from someone with real genuine feelings

the words written on it are touching and sweet - referencing you as the most serene, angelic person the writer has ever seen

it’s crammed with romantic phrases - ‘you make my heart dance just by sitting in class’ ‘there are roses and cherub wings all around you’

it’s so,,,,,,,,,perfect - but you can’t imagine it being true

after all you’re sort of,,,,simple - like everyone else - this is a love letter to someone amazing

but it has your name on it

and someone put it in your locker

a couple of days later - there’s another!

this time just as sweet as the last

renjun sees you reading it in class and asks if you’ve figured out whose been sending them but you shake your head

“hey, maybe it’s lee jeno from class 3A!”

renjun suggests and you almost double over

“lee jeno? we hate each other renjun!”

“exactly, if you think it’s some cruel joke - shouldn’t you be asking him if he did it?”

you purse your lips, renjun does have a point but you don’t want to go over there and ask him

actually, most of the time you go out of your way to avoid jeno

just his face irks you, that dumb smile he always has in makes your skin crawl

ugh! you shiver just thinking about it but i guess i might as well ask - before he keeps sending these as some kinda prank!

you get up and renjun scurries behind you as you walk down the hall to classroom 3

you take in a deep breath and open the door, the bustling chatter seems to stop at your sudden appearance

and all eyes turn to you

including jeno’s

he’s leaning up against his desk, surrounded by his friends

i don’t get it, how can people like him? he’s stuck up, rude, and an all around jerk!

you steady yourself before walking over to him

his little group disperses and jeno’s grin turns into a vague look of annoyance

“what do you want?”

you slam the letter onto his desk this time (renjun still jumps at the sound behind you)

“did you write this?”

jeno flicks his eyes over, but doesn’t move

“no. why would i ever write a love letter to you?”

you put your hands on your hips

“because you think it’s funny, you think it’d be hilarious to embarrass me - get me all worked up thinking someone likes me and then in the end just laughing in my face about it.”

jeno kinda of chuckles

“no offence, but you’re giving me more credit then i deserve. we don’t like each other - but im not going to jump through hoops to embarrass you.”

the matter of fact voice he’s talking to you in makes you even angrier

he might have not done the prank

but that doesn’t stop him from making you feel inferior

you pick up the letter and look at jeno again

“i don’t know if you’re lying or not - but if this is from you, seriously stop.”

he shrugs his shoulders and you turn to leave

renjun kind of hesitates, looking at jeno who seems to have averted his eyes with some kind of secrecy

after the second letter, you don’t get anymore and you consider the talking to you had with jeno put an end to it

so it was him - no wonder! only my sworn enemy could do something so ,,,,,,,,, cruel to me!

but you don’t expect to be walking home one day

and hearing the exact lines from one of your letters being recited out loud

“and you make my heart dance just by sitting in class, i watch you through the peeks in the doorway and hope one day you’ll notice me for who i really am”

you stop, the voice sounds familiar but it’s - it’s -

you look over your shoulder and you’re right

it is jeno

he’s behind you, his backpack slung over his shoulders and a look of almost sadness on his face

you feel nothing but a sense of disgust, turning all the way around and asking seriously;

“how could you do that - write something so beautiful and make it all a lie?”

you watch jeno whose eyes are locked on yours as well

the browns change into a lighter shade under the afternoon sun

had you been anything but enemies, you might have even admitted he was attractive

but after this - you just don’t think you can ever forgive him

“it wasn’t a lie.”

the world seems to stop, the small breeze that was blowing before has disappeared and you aren’t sure if you’ve just heard right

“what?”

“the letters weren’t full of lies. i meant all of those things.”

you huff

“if this is your sick attempt at making this joke an ever bigger one then just stop-”

jeno closes the space between you, he touches your cheek and you don’t have much time to react

before he’s leaning in to kiss you gently

it’s nothing more than a peck, he seems too nervous to cross into anything more

and when he steps back you don’t know what to feel

the rage mixed in with the warmth of something new all tighten inside of your chest

and you touch your mouth in a sense of disbelief

“why did you-”

“i know you think we hate each other, but that’s not true. i’ve liked you since i met you - it’s just unlucky that we started off on such a bad note,,,”

jeno’s voice drops a little

“and i wanted to keep pretending i could hate you,,,but i couldn’t. so i wrote those letters. they’re my true feelings.”

the disbelief turns into confusion, which turns into a little bit of guilt

maybe he’s right, maybe if you’d met differently you wouldn’t have just decided to be so mean to one and other

but still

“h-how do i know you’re not playing around?”

jeno takes off his backpack, opening it up and pressing into your hand half a dozen more of the letters - all written in the same style, in the same kind of handwriting

“i was going to send more,,,,but after you told me not to because you thought they were a joke i -”

he shrugs and looks down

you clutch the letters and even though you’re still very much unsure of all this

you step forward

and lean up to kiss the side of jeno’s cheek

your lips slightly tremble and you are holding back the sudden slight urge to cry

“i need some time, but the letters are really beautiful”

he nods, putting his hands over yours

“i could write a hundred more about you, and i promise. im being serious.”

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