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influence: all our actions are linked in some way

from the Refract & Reflect Oracle

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Birth Chart Breakdown 🌑 Lilith in the Houses

There’s a part of you that doesn’t ask for permission. A part that remembers what it felt like to be silenced, shamed, exiled, for simply being whole. That part has a name: Lilith.

In your birth chart, Lilith shows where you’ve been told your power is “too much.” Too loud. Too angry. Too sensual. Too intuitive. It’s where you carry a refusal to shrink, even when doing so would make you easier to love.

1st House

They noticed you before you had the chance to know who you were. You were named, labeled, sexualized, misunderstood, before you even chose your own reflection. People projected onto you what they feared or wanted. You learned to either shrink or fight back, but either way, you were never neutral. Lilith here isn’t asking for softness, she’s asking for ownership. You don’t have to be likeable to be real.

2nd House

You were told to want less. Need less. Be grateful. You learned that wanting more made you selfish. That pleasure had a price, and value had to be earned. So you kept shrinking your needs until they looked polite enough to keep. Lilith here is done with that. Your body knows what it’s worth. Your hunger is not a flaw, it’s a compass.

3rd House

You learned to bite your tongue before your words ever found their edge. Maybe you spoke up too soon. Or too much. Maybe you were told to keep the peace. Or stay small. Lilith here holds the grief of being silenced before your truth could bloom. But that truth? It's still there. And it doesn’t need permission to be said anymore. You don’t have to be digestible to be understood.

4th House

You made yourself quiet to be loved. Love came with rules: be good, be still, don’t ask for too much. Lilith here carries the ache of inherited shame, the kind that gets passed through generations like china: fragile, silent, sacred. But you weren’t born to carry your lineage’s guilt. You were born to end it. You are allowed to be safe without being small.

5th House

You learned to edit your joy. You turned the volume down on your radiance. Because someone said it made you “too much,” “too loud,” “too visible.” Lilith in the 5th remembers a time when being seen was dangerous. But she’s also the voice that says: Be bright anyway. Be messy, be wild, be luminous. And stop apologizing for the art of simply being alive.

6th House

You were taught to disappear into service. Your usefulness became your identity. You overperformed. Overextended. Overgave. And somewhere in the repetition, you forgot what it felt like to just exist. Lilith here is tired of being a machine. She demands that you stop calling self-sacrifice love. You don’t owe anyone your depletion.

7th House

You kept abandoning yourself for love that didn’t know how to stay. You played roles, softened edges, dimmed your truth to stay chosen. But Lilith in the 7th house holds a mirror to every relationship that asked you to disappear. She doesn’t want revenge. She wants recognition. Love doesn’t mean losing yourself. You can be chosen without being edited.

8th House

You were taught that power lives in secrecy. But secrets become cages. You’ve seen how intimacy turns to control. How sex can become currency. How silence can rot you from the inside. Lilith in the 8th wants the whole truth. Even if it shatters the illusion. You’re not here to perform closeness. You’re here to reclaim it.

9th House

You were told what to believe. Who to be. What to worship. But your soul doesn’t follow rules, it follows resonance. Lilith here sets fire to false teachers, empty doctrines, and the quiet ways belief has been weaponized. You don’t want to rebel. You want to be free. And freedom starts with trusting your own questions more than their answers.

10th House

You’ve been punished for your ambition. Or worse, praised for it in ways that felt like control. You’ve been told to behave. To lead politely. To climb without taking up space. Lilith in the 10th house isn’t interested in pleasing the system. She wants to dismantle it. You don’t owe the world a sanitized version of success. You’re allowed to lead in a way that doesn’t leave you empty.

11th House

You’ve learned what it means to be tolerated instead of truly seen. Lilith here has been exiled from the group. Not because she was wrong, but because she was inconvenient. Your vision makes people uncomfortable. Your truth challenges the collective script. Good. This is where you stop trying to fit in. And start building spaces where you never have to ask if you belong.

12th House

You’ve hidden so much of yourself you forgot what was yours. Lilith in the 12th house is a quiet scream. She’s the part of you that still flinches when you feel too much, want too much, remember too deeply. But she doesn’t want to be healed. She wants to be held. This is where you stop exiling your shadow. And finally let the unseen be sacred again.

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Crafted a guided meditation for the last Venus Retrograde and its messaging is still relevant for this current one. Care to give it a go?

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play: a little levity keeps your heart light

from the Refract & Reflect Oracle Deck

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Placements I Wish I Had

Taurus Moon - So creative and has beautiful voices. Hanni and Joy have this and I love their voices so much. They are very grounded and know how to communicate their emotions. My mom could have waited a day or 2 for me to be a Taurus moon but NOOOO.

Libra moon - Same for Libra moons, Pretty voices, can mediate, and communicate very well.

Libra Venus - I would much rather have a domicile Venus than the fallen Venus I have. Libra Venuses just have the best and most pretty aesthetic. A bit thirsty sometimes but they really do want to be loved

Pisces moon - Even though the Pisces moons I know have a bit of family issues or mom that are a bit absent, their creativity just gets me. So good at art like it a just built into them. also can be very emotional, no matter the sun sign. I know a Cap sun Pisces moon and when she's upset, you can tell, but she's really good at drawing and writing.

Leo Mars - It might not be exalted or domicile but I think it's just right. It's not too intense like a sign ruled or exalted in Mars but it's still a fire sign which means it will still be a good placement. I know many Leo Mars and they are a bit impulsive but very motivated and always to get things done.

Pisces rising - THE EYES. Their eyes are so pretty and glossy. I heard someone say that Sabrina Carpenter might be one and I totally see it. If not then I definitely think she's a water or Venus rising. So pretty and has a really good style.

Libra/Taurus rising - How does it feel to be naturally beautiful. How does it feel to be able to just walk straight out of bed and still look better than someone who took the 3 hours to get ready? I feel like these risings give off Barbie energy. Like it reminds me of that one Barbie ep where Raquelle would wear something and nobody would like it but when Barbie wore it, everyone wanted to look like her.

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Pick a Card: Week of March 10, 2025

Hello, hello. It's been a hot minute, hasn't it? Let's start slow and try something new, shall we? I've pulled a few cards (from my own deck, the Refract & Reflect Oracle!*), just choose the card [and/or crystal] you're most drawn to.

(crystals from left to right: aventurine, labradorite, amethyst) 

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However, before we do the reveal, let's talk about the energy right now. We have a Full Moon on the 13th, immediately followed by Mercury stationing retrograde the next day. In 2025, being reactionary and short-tempered rarely leads to good things, but this week in particular, flying off the handle without getting all the facts will especially cause problems. Be discerning about your involvement in all things, whether it's in person, online, or on paper. Remember: we're all affected by this transit.

Now, onto the reveal.

Left Card

Aventurine & Gathering Resources.

It's time to take inventory and collect what you need for your goals. Firstly, do you know what your goals are? Every Mercury Retrograde, I recommend clearing your plate first, so if there's stuff that's truly just noise right now, put it to bed. Or at least put it on the backburner. Prioritize. What's pressing right now and what excites you? Once you've gotten clear on that, then figure out what you need to make it happen. Is it money? Is it information? Is it emotional fortitude and support? Is it all three? What's easiest to attain right now? Who can help you make it a reality?

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Middle Card

Labradorite & Rituals.

Rituals are sacred. They are deeply personal. They do not need to be elaborate, they simply need to be yours. This week, the Full Moon in Virgo asks you to consider what actions and spaces are yours and yours alone. This lunation also invites you to establish a full moon ritual if you haven't already. Again, it doesn't have to be elaborate; it could look like spending five minutes to pull a single tarot or oracle card and journaling about it. It could look like spending 15 minutes decluttering, dusting, and vacuuming (spring cleaning is around the corner after all). It could look like spending 45 minutes to draw a bath complete with flowers, herbs, and oils and allowing the water to cleanse both your body and spirit. You get the gist. What do you already like doing and how can you make it sacred?

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Right Card

Amethyst & Patience.

What's that saying? "Haste makes waste." Whatever goal or project you're doing right now, it's not worth rushing through. If you're not actively working on something, this may be about news or an update or a result you're waiting to hear about. With Mercury stationing retrograde on the 14th, that means we're already in the shadow period, so delays and miscommunications are to be expected right now. Try not to take things personally and remember, in the interim, you can focus on what's in your control. When in doubt, take a deep breath, shake your body out. Then, tidy up around the house and double check your finances and calendar.

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So... which card did you choose? How are you holding up so far this month?

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In this guided meditation and sleep aid, I invite you to acknowledge what's keeping you up (it is eclipse season after all!) so that you can fully release all those fears, doubts, worries, and anxieties and finally get a good night's sleep.

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☾𖤓 🌘 Astrology observations pt. 5! 🌒☪︎ ִ ࣪𖤐

Hey guys!! Sorry I literally never post I’m so lazy lol… anyway here’s another one for ya 🫶 Take what resonates, leave the rest xo

-‘๑’- Having Mars square Neptune aspect can indicate difficulties with figuring out your sexuality or just sexual confusion in general, also fluctuating s*x drive or in some cases no interest in s*x at all, maybe asexual, especially if placed in earth and air signs.

-‘๑’- Sun/moon square ascendant can create inconsistencies in the way that the native thinks about themselves and the way that they express this and come across to the world. People may constantly make assumptions about you that may leave you confused about who you are (especially if it is mutable signs that are involved). The effect is especially pronounced if it is the sun that is involved and your mercury is in a different sign.

-‘๑’- Saturn conjunct Venus in the natal chart can indicate issues with setting/respecting boundaries in relationships or putting up too many boundaries. Issues with sharing yourself fully, over cautiousness or feeling restricted in relationships.

-‘๑’- Pisces placements and not caring to fuss over the details. I’ve noticed that all of the Pisces placements I know don’t really care to plan stuff for their birthday or put in too much time to really work out the fine details, and it kind of just works out for them anyway.

-‘๑’- 12h planets and not seeing those qualities in yourself. Sometimes people see them in you but they flip it and demonise it. Let’s say you have the sun there, you may not see how you shine, but others definitely can and they feel threatened by you. It can make you feel powerless sometimes.

-‘๑’- Sun opposite moon is having two forces within you that are essentially the same but express themselves in totally different ways, giving you a kind of contradictory personality that seems to just work anyway. Sometimes it can be confusing for you though to balance the energies. Let’s say you’re a Sagittarius sun with a Gemini moon. You may be constantly overthinking, worrying about what others think etc but you are actually just kind of chilled out and have a ‘go with the flow’ vibe at the same time.

-‘๑’- 8h mercury and reading minds…. Like they just know what you’re thinking… also Scorpio mercury too to a degree.

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Venus Retrograde Activity Idea

Venus Retrograde began yesterday! This is a time of reflection, especially regarding emotional connections and aesthetics.

One activity you can try during this transit to tap into that is keeping a folder of compliments on your phone/google doc/private discord server channel/notion page. These compliments can be to you or your work.

Collect them and revisit them for the next few weeks.

Do you notice any resistance to this?

Do you feel comfortable or uncomfortable?

Can you pinpoint why this is?

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Astrology observations

What your 12th house sign awakens in you at night

🤼‍♀️ Aries in the 12th House - May experience random surges of adrenaline at night, Restless & impulsive may struggle to fall asleep due to excess energy.Replays conflicts or arguments in their head, thinking about what they should have said. Secretly feels alone in their struggles but won’t admit it.

🧘🏻‍♀️ Taurus in the 12th house - Overly sensitive to their surroundings at night needs a comfortable space to relax.May turn to food, music, or sensory comforts to cope with hidden stress. Suppresses emotions during the day but feels them more deeply at night. You might long for a private escape with a lover, a sensual connection that is both grounding and intoxicating.

🗣️ Gemini in the 12th house - Mind won’t shut off races with thoughts, ideas, or random facts.May talk to themselves internally, replaying conversations or social interactions.Feels mentally restless and struggles with sleep.Often reads, watches, or listens to something before bed to keep their brain occupied.Dreams are random, fast-paced, or full of conversations with people.

👩‍🍼cancer in the 12th house - Feels extra sentimental at night, even about things that seem minor during the day.May replay childhood memories or past hurts before bed.Craves comfort and security may need to be near loved ones to sleep peacefully.Absorbs other people’s emotions, making it hard to fully relax.

🦁 Leo in the 12th house - Hides insecurities during the day but faces them at night. Might suddenly worry about how they are perceived.Craves validation or attention in a subconscious way but won’t admit it.Night can bring creative inspiration, but also dramatic emotional waves.Feels lonely or unappreciated if they don’t receive affection.

🧝‍♀️Virgo in the 12th house -Replays past mistakes or things they should have done differently.Analyses everything before bed, leading to racing thoughts.Feels responsible for things even when alone.May struggle with tension, headaches, or digestive issues at night.

🧑‍⚖️ Libra in the 12th house - Thinks deeply about relationships and love at night.Secretly insecure about being liked or accepted.Feels unbalanced in solitude, sometimes needing background noise.Worries about past relationships or unresolved issues.

🥷Scorpio in the 12th house - Deep emotions come out at night feels more than they show during the day. May obsess over something or someone privately.Feels more possessive or jealous at night but keeps it hidden. Struggles with letting go of emotions and thoughts before sleeping.

🧑‍✈️Sagittarius in the 12th house - Mentally restless at night, thinking about big-picture ideas.Feels trapped in routine and dreams of escaping. Can’t sleep until their mind is satisfied might read, write, or talk to someone late at night.

🧑‍💻 Capricorn in the 12th house - Feels responsibilities weigh on them at night could stress about work, finances, or the future.May feel secretly isolated, believing they must handle things alone.Doesn’t fully let go emotionally, even in sleep. Subconsciously fears failure, losing status, or being powerless.

🧟‍♂️ Aquarius in the 12th house - Feels emotionally distant at night, even if surrounded by people.Processes emotions through logic, making it hard to connect with deeper feelings.Could have sudden bursts of creativity or strange dreams.Loves solitude but may also feel misunderstood.

🧜‍♀️ Pisces in the 12th house - Night is a time of spiritual retreat may feel drawn to music, fantasy, or dreams.Could have prophetic or surreal dreams.Easily influenced by their environment if the energy around them is negative, they absorb it.Feels deeply connected to something greater, even if they don’t know what it is.

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how can you glow up: your 5h - dating, hobbies, and fun

here's the next hypothesis of how you can glow up using your venus persona. take a close look at your 5h!

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5h aries (1°, 13°, 25°), 5h mars, and/or 5h ruler aspecting mars

how to have more fun

say "yes": try new high-energy activities like rock climbing, dancing, rollerblading, spontaneous road trips, etc.

turn play into a lifestyle: treat everyday like an adventure. be confident, compete with others but more importantly yourself, and add excitement to even mundane moments (become a kid again).

be bold: start conversations with strangers, take the lead in group activities (become the one that reaches out), and embrace being the "funnest" (i know - stop lol) person in the room.

challenge yourself physically: competitive sports (idk why i think of frisbee haha), dance classes, and/or martial arts.

hobbies to explore

dancing, performing, or acting: think more of the bodily side fine arts.

competitive activities: martial arts, racing, and/or even something like competitive gaming - anything that gets your adrenaline going.

dating advice

be direct about what you want: own your desires and go after what excites you.

keep dates passionate & active: ideal dates include hiking, mini golf, dance class, karaoke, go-karting, etc.

flirt with confidence & boldness: your magnetism will increase when you’re direct, playful, and a little daring in your approach to romance/dating.

stick to people who can match your energy: you thrive in relationships that feel exciting, engaging, and full of passion - so avoid partners who dull your fire.

how to feel more alive

move with power & purpose: walk like you own the room, stand tall, take up space, and radiate confidence.

work on physical strength & stamina: you naturally feel more confident when you’re physically strong and active, so strength training or intense cardio can be empowering.

nominate yourself: whether it's work, hobbies, and/or social settings, take initiative and showcase your natural ability to lead.

5h cancer (4°, 16°, 28°), 5h moon, and/or 5h ruler aspecting moon

how to have more fun

lean into mood-based activities: your idea of fun shifts with your emotions, so create a "dopamine menu" or another popular trend from a few years ago "fresh and fried" lists.

revisit childhood fun: think roller skating, painting, playing in the rain, watching nostalgic movies, etc.

surround yourself with emotionally safe people: spend time with people who bring comfort.

express yourself through movement: dancing, swimming, scenic walk, etc anything like that can help you release emotional energy and feel more in tune with yourself.

hobbies to explore

journaling & poetry: writing can be a powerful way to process emotions and tell personal stories.

music & singing: whether you play an instrument, sing, or just make playlists, music likely helps you channel emotions into something beautiful.

photography: capturing moments and memories is deeply satisfying with this placement - i suggest trying both journaling alongside photography.

cooking/baking: comfort foods and nostalgic recipes can be a really nurturing activity.

dreamwork & the intuitive: exploring tarot, astrology, or even dream journaling can be both a creative and introspective outlet.

dating advice

emotional connection is everything: you crave romance that feels safe, warm, and emotionally fulfilling, rather than surface-level flings.

create sentimentality: handwritten notes, visiting nostalgic places, or sharing personal stories deepen your emotional connection.

trust your intuition in dating: your instincts about people are strong. if something feels off, trust that feeling instead of ignoring red flags.

vulnerability = magnetism: your emotional depth makes you incredibly attractive. let your authentic emotions shine - the right people will be drawn to that.

how to feel more alive

honor your feelings without shame: your emotions are a strength, not a weakness. let yourself fully feel and express them.

nurture yourself as much as you nurture others: set aside time for self-care, quiet time (maybe a phone-free/social-media-free day), and emotional reflection to avoid burnout.

5h libra (7°, 19°), 5h venus, and/or 5h ruler aspecting venus

how to have more fun

make everyday beautiful / romanize your life: whether it’s decorating your space, curating an elegant wardrobe, aesthetic mood boards, etc.

host: libras thrive in social settings. organize brunches, dinner parties, and/or meetups with friends. elegant and intimate gatherings will bring you joy.

explore arts & culture: museums, art galleries, fashion shows, music performances, and ballet - engage in experiences that inspire and bring refinement to your life.

hobbies to explore

creative arts & aesthetics: painting, fashion design, makeup artistry, photography, or floral arranging - anything that allows you to express beauty and elegance.

music & dance: playing an instrument, singing, or learning ballroom dance (like waltz or salsa) would suit your refined yet romantic style.

writing & poetry: try journaling, writing poetry, or even starting a blog on art, beauty, or relationships.

social hobbies: think debate clubs, book clubs, or event planning.

dating advice

embodying romantic aura: enhance your charm, elegance, and grace by practicing good etiquette, speaking with warmth, and presenting yourself stylishly.

go on classic: think candlelit dinners, rooftop cocktails, picnics in beautiful gardens, and/or elegant cultural events.

seek intellectual & social chemistry: you likely value wit, charm, and deep conversations in romance. engage in flirty, lighthearted debates or discuss topics like art, philosophy, or relationships.

keep things playful: avoid drama-heavy relationships. you thrive when there’s balance, mutual respect, and emotional connection.

how to feel more alive

develop grace & poise: work on posture, speech, and movement to exude elegance. practicing dance, yoga, or even etiquette can help refine your presence.

surround yourself with positive & balanced energy: create an environment that feels peaceful/harmonious to keep your energy elevated.

embrace love & other connections: love comes in all forms - romantic, platonic, and self-love - and is key to your glow-up. strengthen your relationships, practice gratitude, and express love freely.

5h aquarius (12°, 24°), 5h uranus, and/or 5h ruler aspecting uranus

how to have more fun

seek freedom & adventure: embrace spontaneous adventures that push the boundaries of your typical fun. travel to unexpected places, or attend some quirky events that peaks your interest.

bring the unexpected into your routine: spontaneous outings, surprise visits to cool/unique spots, etc.

experiment with new idea: stay ahead of the curve - discover things that excite you. it can be a new tech gadget, a trendy hobby, or an obscure interest.

hobbies to explore

innovative creative projects: digital art, tech crafts, photography, and/or abstract painting. anything that lets you express your individuality through creativity.

learn new skills: consider picking up something new and future-oriented like coding, 3D printing, or DIY electronics. or dive into areas that expand your mind like philosophy, social justice, or science.

join group creative projects: group art projects, a shared writing effort, or even a community garden or online brainstorming team.

dating advice

be playful and independent: keep your relationships light, fun, and full of playful energy. don’t take things too seriously and allow yourself to explore a connection without pressure.

explore unconventional dating: aquarius is all about breaking tradition, so embrace non-traditional dating experiences. try online dating apps, long-distance relationships, or date someone who challenges your usual norms.

flirt and have fun: focus on intellectual connection and conversation. you might attract someone who shares your interests. don’t be afraid to be bold and spontaneous in the early stages of romance.

how to feel more alive

embrace your uniqueness: authenticity is your strength. step into your individuality and express yourself boldly whether its through fashion, music, or the way you speak. embrace being “different” and make it your superpower.

create your own style: experiment with bold, eccentric outfits/accessories. let your personal style reflect your unique energy and embrace things that make you feel confident and vibrant.

engage with intellectual curiosity: dive deep into learning something new, like exploring new philosophies, technology, or even new languages. intellectual stimulation feeds your mind and brings vibrancy to your life.

connect with like-minded people: surround yourself with people who share your enthusiasm for freedom, creativity, and innovation. the more you connect with your people, the more vibrant and energized you’ll feel.

5h ruler in the 5h

how to have more fun

embrace playfulness: don’t wait for a special occasion to have fun. add music, dance, laughter, and spontaneity into your routine.

be the main character: you naturally shine when you fully express yourself. dress boldly, speak with confidence, and let your personality take up space.

say "yes": whether it’s a concert, a themed party, or a spontaneous road trip, push yourself to be more open to opportunities.

try performance-based activities: think acting, dancing, stand-up comedy, or karaoke - anything that lets you step into a creative role.

hobbies to explore

dramatic & bold fine arts: theater, dance, spoken word poetry, and/or performance-based hobbies can help you channel your natural charisma and stage presence.

painting & fashion design: anything visually expressive, like creating your own signature wardrobe (building capsule wardrobes, pinterest look boards, etc), photoshoots, or experimenting with colors and textures (look into color theory).

creative writing & storytelling: whether it’s screenwriting, blogging, etc, you have a talent for bringing characters and ideas to life.

competitive or high-energy hobbies: sports, gaming, or activities where you can showcase your skills and win (it doesn't have to be atheism it could be chess, trivia nights, dance parties, etc).

dating advice

step into your aura: naturally you exude confidence, charm, and excitement, so own your attractiveness and let your bold, playful side shine.

go on adventurous/fun dates: think carnivals, amusement parks, live shows, and/or dance clubs rather than the M.O. of dinner-and-a-movie. you thrive in high-energy, engaging experiences.

flirt with confidence & playfulness: your best approach to romance is to be lighthearted, flirty, and fun. keep things exciting and lean into spontaneity.

how to feel more alive

move your body more: dance, yoga, and/or even just walking makes you feel energetic, present, and alive.

passion & enthusiasm: when you talk about what excites you, your energy becomes infectious - so share your passions openly.

embody ‘i am a star’ / pearl mindset: act like someone who naturally attracts good things.

5h ruler in the 8h

how to have more fun

explore the hidden & mysterious: visiting historical sites, ghost tours, or underground music scenes could be your idea of fun and you just don't know it yet.

engage in transformational activities: try breathwork, shadow work, energy healing, or meditation to explore the mind-body connection and heighten your emotional awareness.

challenge yourself with risk & thrill: activities that test your limits can excite you, like escape rooms, suspenseful movies, or adrenaline sports (rock climbing, scuba diving, skydiving, etc).

hobbies to explore

dark & intense creative arts: express yourself through photography, poetry, sculpting, or painting with a psychological or surreal edge.

mystical & esoteric studies: astrology, tarot, numerology, and mythology (plug moment - you have reach the right blog) can provide an intellectual yet mystical way to channel/inspire your creative energy.

psychological & investigative interests: you may be drawn to forensic psychology, true crime, conspiracy theories, etc.

dating advice

magnetic & intense connections: you attract soul-stirring, transformative relationships rather than surface-level flings. allow yourself to explore deep emotional intimacy while maintaining your sense of self.

mystery & power: a little mystery makes you irresistible. don’t reveal everything at once - let people peel back layers of your personality over time.

go on intimate, meaningful dates: choose dark-lit restaurants, clubs, poetry readings, or intimate, intense experiences over casual outings.

develop emotional & sexual confidence: tap into your sensuality, emotional intelligence, and your ability to create deep bonds.

how to feel more alive

own your power: stop downplaying your intensity. lean into your alluring, transformative, and enigmatic energy - it’s what makes you magnetic.

build inner strength: work on emotional resilience and "unpack baggage" that can hold you back from fully embracing joy and romance.

surround yourself with meaningful, deep relationships: let go of shallow connections and nurture bonds that challenge and transform you in the best way possible.

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𝑨𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑶 𝑶𝑩𝑺𝑬𝑹𝑽𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 𝑽𝑰𝑰: “𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑯𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒚 & 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑯𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅”

1. Venus-Pluto people don’t want love—they want obsession. They want to feel your pulse quicken at the sight of them, your body ache when they’re not around, your soul shatter when they leave.

2. Mars in Scorpio doesn’t just seduce you—they unmake you. Their touch is a slow, deliberate destruction that you’ll beg for, even as it ruins you.

3. Cancer Moons don’t love—they entangle. They’ll wrap their emotions around you like a suffocating embrace, leaving you gasping for air and unable to escape.

4. Pisces placements will promise you heaven, but deliver hell. They’ll love you into madness, weave fantasies you’ll never escape, and leave you drowning in the deep end of your own longing.

5. Lilith in Gemini is the lover who whispers your secrets back to you at your weakest moment. They’ll seduce you with their mind, manipulate you with their words, and leave you questioning if you ever had control.

6. Pluto in the 7th house doesn’t fall in love—they fall into war. Relationships aren’t connections—they’re battles for dominance, and they’ll destroy you just to prove they can.

7. Venus in Capricorn will make you climb their walls, crawl on your knees, and bleed for their affection. They don’t give love freely—you earn it, and even then, it might not be enough.

8. Mars in Aries doesn’t wait for consent—it’s given in their eyes. They devour you with their hunger, unapologetic, raw, and relentless.

9. Scorpio Moons don’t forgive—they remember. Your betrayal will burn in their mind forever, and they’ll make sure you feel the heat of your sins when you least expect it.

10. Saturn in the 8th house doesn’t trust love—it tests it. Every moment with them is a trial, every kiss an interrogation. They need to know you’ll survive the storm before they let you in.

11. Neptune in the 5th house falls in love with your potential, but hates your reality. They’ll paint you as their muse, then discard you when you fail to meet their impossible expectations.

12. Aries Moons don’t just fight—they destroy. Their rage is a wildfire that consumes everything in its path, and they won’t stop until there’s nothing left of you.

13. 8th House stelliums are walking temptations. People want to touch them, taste them, consume them—but every bite leaves them choking on the bitterness of obsession.

14. Venus in Aquarius will make you feel free, then chain you to their indifference. They’ll love you like a ghost—there, but untouchable.

15. Mars in Gemini thrives on chaos. They’ll kiss you like a lover, argue like an enemy, and leave you wondering if you ever knew them at all.

16. Moon in the 12th house feels haunted because they are. Every lover they’ve lost, every wound they’ve buried, every secret they’ve kept—it follows them, whispering in the dark.

17. Pluto in the 1st house doesn’t walk into a room—they invade it. Their presence is suffocating, intoxicating, and impossible to ignore.

18. Saturn-Moon aspects create emotional masochists. They crave the pain of love, the ache of rejection, the bittersweet agony of knowing they’ll never be enough.

19. Mars in Libra will charm you into bed, then argue with you about who won. They don’t love—they negotiate.

20. Lilith in the 8th house is temptation incarnate. They’ll pull you into their shadows, make you beg for their darkness, and leave you craving more even as you fall apart.

21. Cancer Suns don’t need your love—they need your dependence. They’ll cradle you in their arms, whisper sweet promises, and suffocate you with their need to be needed.

22. Venus in Pisces will ruin your life and call it poetry. They’ll love you like a tragedy, break you like a sonnet, and leave you as a line in their favorite song.

23. Mars in Capricorn doesn’t love—it conquers. Every touch is calculated, every move a strategy. They don’t want you—they want the victory of having you.

24. Moon in the 8th house carries the ghosts of every lover they’ve ever had. Their emotions are a graveyard, and you’ll be just another name on their tombstones.

25. Saturn in the 7th house doesn’t want partnership—they want a contract. Love is a transaction to them, a negotiation of terms, and you’ll never feel truly safe in their arms.

26. Venus in Libra doesn’t love you—they love the idea of you. You’re a mirror for their desires, a reflection of their fantasies, and when you stop shining, they’ll move on.

27. Mars in Scorpio doesn’t need to hurt you physically—they’ll destroy you emotionally. Their silence cuts deeper than any blade, their absence more painful than any wound.

28. Lilith in the 1st house doesn’t walk into your life—they crash into it. They’re a hurricane of desire, leaving destruction and obsession in their wake.

29. Pluto in the 10th house doesn’t seek power—they embody it. Their ambition is ruthless, their hunger insatiable. To love them is to be consumed by their fire.

30. Chiron in the 5th house aches for love but fears it. They want to be held, to be seen, to be loved—but the closer you get, the more they pull away, terrified of the pain they know is coming.

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PoF in the house and your luck

🧍🏾1st House – Luck comes from self-expression, confidence, and personal identity. Success is often tied to independence and authenticity.

Key Themes: Self-sufficiency, leadership, independence, personal charisma.

💰2nd House – Prosperity is linked to financial stability, self-worth, and material security. Money-making opportunities tend to flow naturally.

Key Themes: Financial security, self-worth, resource management, material success.

🗣️3rd House – Luck is found through communication, learning, networking, and intellectual pursuits. Writing, speaking, and social connections bring success.

Key Themes: Communication, learning, networking, adaptability, intellectual pursuits.

🏡4th House – Fulfillment comes from home, family, and emotional security. Real estate, ancestry, or a deep inner foundation can bring prosperity.

Key Themes: Home, family, emotional security, real estate, ancestral connections.

🧠5th House – Creativity, self-expression, romance, and taking risks lead to success. Luck comes through art, entertainment, or children.

Key Themes: Creativity, romance, artistic talents, fun, taking risks.

💼6th House – Work ethic, discipline, and service bring prosperity. Success comes from being helpful, improving routines, and health-related fields.

Key Themes: Work ethic, health, service, discipline, efficiency.

💕7th House – Partnerships, collaborations, and relationships are key to success. Luck is found through alliances, whether romantic or business-related.

Key Themes: Relationships, marriage, partnerships, diplomacy, collaboration.

💀8th House – Prosperity is linked to transformation, shared resources, and deep psychological insights. Inheritances, investments, and spiritual growth play a role.

Key Themes: Transformation, shared wealth, psychology, metaphysics, rebirth.

✈️9th House – Luck comes through travel, higher education, philosophy, and expanding one’s worldview. Teaching, publishing, or foreign connections bring success.

Key Themes: Travel, higher education, spirituality, teaching, broadening horizons.

📈10th House – Career, public image, and reputation are sources of prosperity. Recognition and success often come through professional achievements.

Key Themes: Career success, public image, ambition, leadership, legacy.

🌎11th House – Luck is tied to social groups, friendships, and humanitarian efforts. Success comes from networking, technology, and collective goals.

Key Themes: Friendships, social networks, innovation, humanitarianism, collective goals.

🧘🏾12th House – Prosperity is found in solitude, spirituality, and behind-the-scenes work. Intuition, healing, and artistic or mystical pursuits bring fulfillment.

Key Themes: Spirituality, healing, solitude, intuition, hidden blessings.

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Astro Observations III

The 8th house doesn’t just hold secrets—it’s where your soul confronts the shadows it’s tried to bury for lifetimes.

Venus in the 8th house doesn’t just want love—they want the kind of connection that burns, scars, and transforms you.

Moon-Pluto aspects in synastry will either leave you feeling like you’ve found your soulmate—or like you’ve just opened Pandora’s box. There’s no middle ground.

Mars in Aries people don’t start fights—they finish them.

Saturn transits through the 4th house will make you feel like home is the one place you’ll never find peace—until you rebuild it from the ground up.

Neptune in the 7th house natally often attracts relationships that feel like a dream but leave you questioning what’s real.

Venus in Capricorn might seem distant, but their love is like fine wine—it only gets better with time.

The 12th house isn’t just about isolation—it’s where you confront the parts of yourself you’ve tried to ignore. Synastry here? It’s like two souls meeting in the dark, stripped of all pretense.

Jupiter in the 5th house people are so generous with their joy that they can light up a room just by walking into it.

Venus square Uranus in synastry feels like love at first sight—and chaos at second.

Pluto in the 1st house natives don’t enter a room—they command it. Their energy is undeniable, and people either love or fear them (or both).

Saturn square Venus in synastry feels like a test from the universe. The love is there, but the timing rarely is.

The North Node in the 10th house people are born to shine—but not until they’ve clawed their way to the top.

Mars in Libra might seem passive, but don’t let that fool you—they’re just picking their battles. When they do fight, it’s for keeps.

The 6th house isn’t just about daily routines—it’s where you find your soul’s purpose through service and hard work.

Mercury retrograde in the natal chart doesn’t mean you can’t communicate—it means your voice is meant to be reflective, deliberate, and deeply impactful.

Mars opposite Pluto in synastry feels like two people locked in an endless battle of wills—and sometimes, the only way to win is to walk away.

The 11th house shows the people you want to surround yourself with, but it’s the 5th house that shows the ones you’ll actually fall for.

Venus in Gemini placements will tell you they’re “just seeing where it goes” while secretly planning every detail of your future together.

The 2nd house isn’t just about money—it’s about what you value, how you feel worthy, and the things you’ll cling to when life falls apart.

Lilith in the 1st house people have a presence that can’t be ignored. They challenge societal norms just by existing.

Sun square Neptune in a natal chart often feels like living in a fog—you’re searching for identity but constantly questioning if it’s real.

Jupiter in the 12th house feels like divine protection. Even in your darkest moments, something always seems to pull you back into the light.

The 7th house ruler in the 8th house often brings relationships that challenge you to confront your fears, desires, and deepest insecurities.

Synastry with heavy 8th house overlays isn’t “just a phase.” Those connections burn into your soul and leave marks you’ll feel long after they’re gone.

Moon trine Uranus in synastry feels like emotional freedom—you give each other space to breathe while still feeling completely connected.

The 5th house isn’t just about fun and romance—it’s where your soul comes alive. Whatever planets you have here show where your heart truly shines.

South Node synastry feels like a love story you’ve lived before. It’s familiar, comforting, and often impossible to let go of—even when you should.

Pluto conjunct the IC in the natal chart often speaks of a childhood shaped by power struggles, secrecy, or transformation.

Mars in Pisces in synastry can be one of the most passionate placements—but also one of the most confusing. Is it love, lust, or a dream you can’t wake up from?

Chiron in the 1st house natives often feel like their very existence is a wound, but their journey is about learning to turn that pain into power.

Venus opposite Mars in synastry creates undeniable chemistry—but it’s the kind that feels like a rollercoaster you can’t get off of.

Uranus transits to the 7th house shake up your relationships so completely that you may not recognize your love life when it’s over.

Mercury in the 12th house often struggles to speak their truth out loud—but their inner world is filled with thoughts too profound for words.

Saturn conjunct the Moon in a natal chart often speaks of an emotionally challenging childhood, but it also creates someone who is unbreakably strong.

The 3rd house ruler in the 9th house often creates people who feel like lifelong students of the world—they never stop seeking, exploring, or asking “why?”

Pluto square Venus in synastry can feel like being loved and destroyed at the same time. It’s the kind of connection you never fully recover from.

Neptune in the 5th house natives often express their creativity in ways that feel otherworldly, almost magical.

Jupiter trine the Sun in the natal chart radiates luck—it’s like having the universe on speed dial.

Synastry with heavy 12th house placements isn’t for the faint of heart—it forces you to confront parts of yourself you’ve buried, even if it hurts.

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ASTRO OBSERVATIONS VI: “The Sex, Power & Sin Edition”

1. Scorpio placements don’t just want passion, they want a lover who is obsessed. Someone who would rather slit their wrists than imagine them with someone else. If you’re not ruined by their absence, they weren’t intense enough for you.

2. Lilith in the 1st house women walk into a room and make people feel unworthy. There’s an unspoken challenge in their gaze, a primal energy that says, “You couldn’t handle me, even if you tried.”

3. Capricorn Venus people are cold until they’re not. Once they decide you’re worth their time, they’ll carve their name into your ribcage and call it love.

4. Mars in Scorpio knows your weaknesses before you even speak. They weaponize desire, turning your cravings into their personal amusement. Ever been seduced and destroyed at the same time?

5. Neptune in the 8th house—sex is never just sex. It’s an out-of-body experience, a merging of souls, a death and rebirth. And yet, they leave their lovers haunted, chasing a high they’ll never get again.

6. Venus square Pluto—love feels like possession, like drowning in someone's essence, like a fatal addiction. Either you control them or they control you, but there is no in-between.

7. A heavily 12th house person will fantasize about you for years without saying a word. The obsession grows in the shadows, feeding on silence. And when they finally confess? It’s too late—they’ve already built an entire world with you in their head.

8. Mars in Leo men want to be worshiped in the bedroom. Call them a god, moan their name like a prayer, and watch them become unstoppable.

9. Chiron in the 7th house—every relationship leaves a scar. They attract broken lovers who see them as a savior, and yet, it’s them who needs saving.

10. 8th house Suns will undress your soul before they touch your body. If they ask about your childhood trauma while tracing circles on your thigh, run.

11. Uranus in the 5th house? You’re never their only lover. Even if they swear loyalty, their mind is somewhere else, always seeking, always craving.

12. People with Pluto on the Midheaven were born to rule. They will be loved, feared, and envied in equal measure. And those who try to dethrone them? End up destroyed.

13. Jupiter in the 8th house—sexually blessed. The kind of lover that makes you see God, but also the kind that leaves you spiritually ruined.

14. Venus in Aries falls fast, loves hard, and leaves scorched earth in their wake. If they’re too sweet in the beginning, be afraid. The crash is coming.

15. Lilith in the 7th house—men either worship them or want to ruin them. There is no middle ground.

16. Mercury square Pluto—words are weapons. They can make you fall in love, confess your sins, or shatter you with a single sentence.

17. Saturn in the 8th house—sex feels like a transaction. They either deprive themselves or become the ultimate dominant. Either way, control is always involved.

18. Moon in Scorpio—they know when you're lying. Even if the words are sweet, the energy tells the truth.

19. Mars in the 12th house—repressed desires, unholy cravings, sins they’d never confess. And yet, behind closed doors, they devour.

20. 5th house stelliums never just date—they create obsessions. Even their exes dream of them years later.

21. Sun in the 4th house? They will always be drawn to lovers who feel like home. But what happens when "home" is a war zone?

22. Midheaven in Scorpio—your success will always come with rumors, jealousy, and people trying to take you down. Let them try. You were made for this.

23. Lilith in the 10th house—sexualized and vilified. Respected, but feared. No one knows if they want to be them or destroy them.

24. Pluto in the 5th house—sexual magnetism that borders on dangerous. Lovers either become obsessed or never recover.

25. Neptune in the 1st house—people fall in love with their illusion. No one sees them clearly, and they like it that way.

26. 7th house Mars—relationships are a battlefield. Love isn’t real unless there’s passion, rage, and the occasional destructive argument.

27. Mercury in Scorpio—they know your secrets before you do. They will listen, absorb, and use every word against you when the time comes.

28. Pluto in the 8th house—death, rebirth, and karmic lovers that destroy them. They fear nothing, but desire everything.

29. Moon opposite Pluto—mommy issues, control issues, intimacy issues. They love deeply but fear losing themselves.

30. A Grand Water Trine? They can see your soul and know your weaknesses, but if they love you, they'll never use them against you. If they don't? Run.

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