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I think all my followers are gone at this point, and also this is more longform than twitter, and also my boyfriend is working on something important, so I’m gonna vent here instead of bothering him. Also, preface this with, if someone out there does see this? This is not me asking for help or suggestions, this is just me wanting to talk about something [Subject: Art/drawing]

So anyway, I’m frustrated because I don’t seem to have any patients for my own drawing abilities anymore. I guess I never really had much to begin with, but still, I feel like. Well one, it’s kinda sad that I rarely get inspired to draw anymore to begin with, but more importantly, when I do get in the mood or have an idea, I give up as soon as I can tell it’s not going to come out exactly like I see it in my head. And that’s not conductive to getting any better. But also I draw so seldom these days I wonder if it ever matters. I do kinda miss drawing. I just wish that I didn’t let all the fun of it get sucked out of my brain the second i see something that isn’t as good as I want it to be. I wish I could stick with it long enough to actually improve. I dunno. Like I said, I’m hardly even inspired to draw these days. Maybe I should find some kinda like, 30-days of drawing prompts or something, that would at least keep me practicing. Anyway, done talking about this now.

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*exchanging wedding vows*

me: fullmetal alchemist my wife: *slightly differently from how I said it* fullmetal alchemist

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Me, age 12: maybe i have a crush on this person? I don't really know what a crush feels like

Me, age 25: *making finger guns* lol same

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The super bowl or whatever I'm not american

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Everybody be on HIGH ALERT... …. ……this could be dangerous 

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ok this is where im stopping making my powerpoint for the night

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God, what a intelligent take, look at the enormous brain on this person, how Deep

You know? It’s actually really fucked up about the Lion King that like. All the animals lions feed on are part of like, “the kingdom” and yeah there’s all that philisophical stuff about the circle of life, but like, in reality, the “Royalty” of the land is feeding on it’s sapient subjects.

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trans names alignment chart

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Listen I'm proud of the dumb thing I made, it gets crossposted from twitter

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Okay, just need one more to complete the set

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sanctferum replied to your post: 6. 6 entire pages of persona 5. i know you warned...

no it’s fine i wasn’t serious

Oh sure, I was pretty sure you weren’t

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i was watching cars 2 and there’s a character named todoroki

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~Breakfast Thieves~

This is incredibly silly.

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6. 6 entire pages of persona 5. i know you warned us about incoming spam related to a video game but holy molies. my dashboard is SHITTING itself

I felt bad about it after about 5 posts, but i just decided to keep flooring it....im sorry......

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Persona Standees!!! :D

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RYUJI LOOK OUT HE’S RIGHT BEHIND YOU