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Trapped in Diapers and Humiliation – My Cuckold ABDL Nightmare

Hey everyone,I don’t know if I’ll find anyone here who understands—or if I even want to be understood. But I have to get this off my chest because it’s been swirling in my head like a nightmare I can’t wake up from. It started a few weeks ago, and now… my life is completely unraveling.

My girlfriend—or the person I used to think was my girlfriend—uploaded a video of me wearing fully soiled diapers. In it, you see me standing there, wearing these ridiculous, oversized onesies with cartoon patterns, just like the images you see here. My face is a mix of embarrassment and helplessness—I couldn’t hide it. She shared it on some platform, and before I knew it, all my friends had seen it. Everyone. My college buddies, my coworkers, even people I haven’t spoken to in years. The comments, the messages… I wanted the ground to swallow me whole.

But that was just the beginning. Since then, she’s taken full control of me. She forces me to wear diapers 24/7—no exceptions, no escape. And it gets worse: whenever I mess the diaper, I’m required to… well, pleasure myself in front of her—and sometimes in front of others—before she’ll change me. If I refuse, she leaves me in the soiled diaper for hours until I can’t take it anymore. It’s humiliating, it’s twisted, and yet… I feel trapped in this cycle of shame and coercion.

Here’s the deeper, darker truth: I’m a cuckold. She’s been cheating on me constantly—openly, brazenly, with other men—and she revels in rubbing it in my face. She tells me every detail: who she’s been with, what they did, how much better they are than me. It’s part of the dynamic she’s imposed on me, blending the ABDL fetish with cuckold humiliation. The diapers, the onesies, the forced regression—they’re all tools to make me feel smaller, weaker, and utterly submissive, while she asserts her dominance and parades her lovers in front of me. She films me in these moments, too, wearing my infantile outfits, squirming in my own mess, while she laughs or mocks me, sometimes with her new partners watching.

The cuckold ABDL fetish she’s exploiting is a mix of power play and degradation. For her, it’s about control—stripping me of any shred of masculinity or autonomy while she indulges in her affairs. She dresses me up in these thick, crinkly diapers and cutesy onesies, forces me to act like a helpless baby, and then makes me confront my role as her cuckolded, diapered plaything. It’s a twisted fantasy for her, but for me, it’s a living hell I can’t escape. The videos you see here—like the ones of me standing awkwardly in the bathroom or living room, diaper bulging under the onesie—are just snapshots of this nightmare. She’s built an entire collection, and I have no idea where else she’s sharing them.

I’ve tried to fight back, but she’s got something on me—old secrets, embarrassing chats, I’m not even sure what. She threatens to expose even more if I don’t obey. My friends think I’m some kind of freak now, and I barely dare to leave the house. But even at home, there’s no relief—she’s always there, with her camera, her commands, her laughter, and her lovers coming and going like I’m invisible.

Part of me hates her, but another part… I don’t know if it’s the shame, the fetish I once explored willingly, or something else that keeps me here. I’m posting this on Tumblr hoping to find someone who gets it—someone who’s navigated the cuckold ABDL world, or who’s been trapped in a similar dynamic—or maybe just to vent. If you have stories, advice, or just want to listen, I’m here. But fair warning: this is a dark, confusing chapter of my life, and I have no idea how it ends.

Until next time,

Joey🙈

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I couldn't get my "girlfriend" to come. To be honest, she doesn't even let me penetrate her anymore. I stink too much and should rather cum in my diaper before I fill up the bed😔 She has always had a dildo, but now she really uses it every night. I'm supposed to watch and sometimes I'm allowed to rub myself against her (but then I come directly🤭) as she uses her dildo as if it were a cock. She moans the name of a good friend in between, I think she wishes it was his cock😔

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As I laid there on the couch, my heart racing and my eyes glued to the screen of my phone, the image before me washed over me like a wave of humiliation and arousal. It was a picture of my gorgeous wife, her ample D-cup breasts spilling out of her lingerie, her perky pink nipples hard with excitement. But what really got me going was the expression on her face—a mix of sweet satisfaction and wicked glee as she straddled the lap of a muscular, tattooed Adonis, his hand casually resting on her plump, round ass. His fingers were sunk deep into her thick, brunette hair, and she looked like she was in heaven.

I felt a sudden warmth spread through my body, a delicious blend of embarrassment and desire that made my cock swell in my pants. The diaper I wore—a constant reminder of my inadequacies in the bedroom—seemed to tighten around me, taunting me with its thick, plastic embrace. The cuck in me couldn't resist the urge to touch myself, to feel the softness of the fabric against my growing arousal. I slid my hand into the front of the diaper, feeling the warmth of my trapped cock, the cotton material already damp with precum.

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My first time diapered in public🙈 Do you think anyone noticed?

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