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Oh well whatever ill just get stoned about it

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constantly convincing myself to continue to do and engage with things that make me miserable BUT WHY !

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im so frustrated with everything and i know its because im on my #period but ive also been spiraling forthe past 2 weeks so . i think im on the ups now but i dont know man . i Dont know..

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I realised I have not actually posted anything on here so uh here are some shitty lost memes I made (I feel like a grandmother trying to use this app)

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i want a really fem name again. I feel like my names being neutral is like. a tactic for presentation irl. wren and max are both really neutral & i am very feminine irl so that mismatch is Gender ot me. but really how i'd prefer it is to be feminine (presentation wise, name wise) but use he/him and id more masc because again, that mismatch is the core of my gender

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im rotating desmond in my mimnd right now:] anyway iom drawing aikens oc right nwo and then when i finihs in 30 years i will be drawing 9000 other ocs as well .

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diablo armament bgm in the new joov video HELLO?

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i feel like . masc name = she/her feminine name =he/him Does this make sense. like if i went by grace again i'd use he/him . but both of my names that i am using most frequently are pretty neutral so theythem feels the most correct ..

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okay no more venting i cant stop staring at my strawpage its so funny and cute and silly

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i have for real completely isolated myself for so long and like i've made friendships but nothing extremely close . i only have one close friend (and now another because im reconnecting<3) and it's like so detrimental how little i've allowed myself to be myself at all . like i am so sad and so Nothing . i want to be better again

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i need a therapist yesterday . genuinely what is wrong with me !!

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im so sick of taking pain meds dude . i hate it so muchhgfuhgfh

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wiwi page

this blog is mostly gonna be me talkig abojt whatever and even though theres only 3 of you im SHY.. i will try to be silly about my favorite characters though

oh also my url is kingdoms of amalur re reckoning (whichi s a fun little western rpg i am enjoying it)

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why do i genuinely still feel shy posting anything about characters i like . i only gave the url to 3 people.But what if i explodee

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gender is so dumb i'm like a boy who is really feminine nad looks and acts like a girl. but im a guy. i wish i could walk up to cis people and be like "yeah i know i look super girly but im actually a boy!" and people would be like Um okay...! but not question it beyond that . but nooo i have to be curvaceous and big titted . not fair !!!!!!!!