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steps on to the dash........i know it's been like 30 million years since i've touched one of my MANY fire emblem blogs but....this is pretty much a hiatus for all of them. i will, however, be revamping bryn at some point in the future !!

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Call my muse a "Failure" see how they react

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Smooches her cousin on the cheek! Twice, even, because she saw Erika do it before she wants to one-up her. "You're so pretty, Lissie!"

Laughter pours from Lissie as she feels the small kisses placed to her cheeks.  How she adores Lily, so sweet and innocent.  Arms wrapping around the small princess, she lifts her up, pressing kisses to her face and laughing before she speaks.

❝  Hmm, you’re so sweet .  I might love you more than Erika.❞

Of course, the princess is joking.  She loves her niece and her retainer equally.

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send 💕 to just grab my muse & kiss them!

who cares about consequences, kisses all around !!!!!!

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kidnapped/imprisoned starter sentences

“Not eating the food I give you is not going to make me give you nicer food.” “You should be grateful I come down here and talk to you at all.” “Listen to me or I’ll treat you even worse.” “I picked you off the street because you were beautiful. You should feel flattered.” “You don’t need freedom if I give you everything you need.” “You can come out of the basement if you give me a very good reason to let you.” “What’s this? Are you trying to get away from me? You should know better.” “Get on your knees and pray I’ll forgive you.” “Oh, you’re hungry? Sing me a song and you can have my leftovers.” “Don’t cry, I’m keeping you safe down here, away from the world. You don’t need it. You only need me.” “Freedom is a burden. You should be glad I took it away from you.” “I bought you some new clothes. Please wear them tonight at dinner.” “You don’t get to decide anything, understood? I make the rules and you obey them if you want to remain unharmed.” “You’re nothing but a little doll I get to play with.” “I own you.” “Don’t worry, I’m not going to take away your virginity just like that. I’m saving it for something special.” “I’m not going to kill you. Not yet.” “If you’re good, you can shower with warm water today.” “Crying won’t make me stop hurting you. It just encourages me.” “You’re so young…” “I love it when you scream, but I will only stop when you can’t scream anymore.” “I’m sorry, I completely forgot you were still down here.” “There’s someone coming to join me tonight. I’m sure you’ll be quiet, or I’ll have to kill my guest again and it’ll be your fault.” “You’re going to have some company tonight. Try to think of him/her as your little brother/sister. I want you to do to him/her what I do to you, understood?” “I’m bringing some friends along to show them how well trained you are.” “How dare you talk to me like that. Wash your mouth, with soap. Now.” “It’s been a pleasure watching you grow up. Your mummy and daddy would have been so proud of you.” “I brought you some food. Now crawl over here and lick it out of the bowl like a good pet.” “I think you should remind me why you’re worth keeping alive down here.” “Tell me how much you love me and you can have your dinner.” — “Hello? Is anyone down here?!” “Oh my god, what is this place? How can you still be alive? I’ll get you help! Please hold on.” “You don’t have to hide from me. I’m trying to help you. I won’t hurt you, I promise.” “What happened to you? How long have you been kept here?” “Hello? Where am I?! Who are you?” “Have you ever tried to escape? Do you think it’s possible if we work together?” “It’s the police! Show yourself!” “Is that really you? Oh my god, I found you, I can’t believe I found you…”

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OUT. im about to hop online for a bit so like for a starter !!

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Send me the emoticon and my muse will react to your muse:

(or the other way around - tell me!)

✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair . ❤ = kissing them . ₪ = asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them . ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare . ♣ = discovering them crying . 回 = patching a wound . ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight .

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You; the radiant Sun. And I; poor Icarus.

DY, an eight word story (via wordsnquotes)

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I suddenly wanted to draw this, sat down and finished it in one sitting……. A normal scenario for many artists, for me it feels like a miracle.

I even forgot for a while that my hands and feet are about to freeze off. I want some snuggles too :’D

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Send me a faceclaim and I’ll tell you who they’d be in my muse’s life as a NPC

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#stares long and hard at a reina muse #don't make me do this si l as

OUT.  m’dUDE

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bsrkr:

       “You mean the world to me. You are my world… Never forget that.”

Professionally, she knows she needs to step down. Her only job is to ensure her safety, to trust that job to the new prince. Her services are no longer needed to the degree they once had been. She may have felt like an equal for so long, and now… Now, she’s been put back in her place, and there’s nothing she can do about it. She would be punished, and if she even dared to imply Lissie’s sexuality… She could never.

But when the princess before her starts to cry, Erika can’t hold back. She knows that it’s out of place now, but she can’t stand it. She can’t stand seeing the one she loves so broken and scared.

       She reaches to wrap her arms around Lissie, to pull her close. Erika’s lips bury into blonde locks, calloused hands stroking that back to soothe.

“I’ll give you more knives. I’ll train with you every day. He will never disrespect you. You’re better than he is…”

                 And she means it. She’ll keep getting knives for her princess until that prince learns his place. She will keep giving Lissie means to defend herself. She will not let her charge be walked all over like some submissive doormat.

                     “I will protect you… I always will.”

Lissie gasps as she is suddenly embraced, her hands coming up to fist in the loose fabric of Erika’s shirt.  She can’t help but cry harder at the kiss pressed into her hair and the hand rubbing her back to soothe her.  Everything is so overwhelming and it hurts, it hurts so bad she can’t breathe.  Sobs shake her body and she’s close to hyperventilating and she can’t stop.  She’s a mess without Erika, she’s falling apart too rapidly to stay in check anymore, she doesn’t have anyone to rebuild her when she crumbles at night.  The prince she was married to said he would find her new retainers, ones that were more competent, but she didn’t want anyone other than Erika.

Pulling back, one of Lissie’s hands come to grasp at her shirt over her pounding heart and she sinks to her knees.  She’s since stopped crying, but her shoulders still heave and shake like she is and she can’t seem to get enough air.  Her new husband is determined to make her submit.  When Erika offers to get her new knives and to train with her, Lissie’s head snaps up and her eyes are full of pure panic.  He’d already scolded her once for having knives before he’d taken them, saying ‘you don’t know what you’re doing, you’ll ust hurt yourself’ and if he found her with them again, she wouldn’t get off so lightly.  That threat lingered in her mind as she spoke, voice shaking.

❝  N-No, you don’t.....you d-don’t have to d-do that, Erika.  I d-don’t....Don’t want....to see you get hurt, too. ❞

But she knows Erika is already hurting, just as she is.  But now Lissie was kicking herself.  Some time ago, she’d realized that unless Garon was going to use her in a political marriage, she had no reason to continue being a princess.  She could easily denounce her false status and they could leave, and now she’s regretting never following through.

❝  I-I’m sorry.....I-I’m s-sorry.❞

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wingfaire:

    A happy little squeal leaves her as she strokes the wyvern’s snout, only to nuzzle her own face against the sun-warmed scales. She giggles at how much Veiya loves the touches, pressing a kiss between those reptilian eyes.

                “She’s so pretty!”

Still cuddled against her, big eyes turn to Lissie, little feet hopping a bit in excitement. The only wyvern she’s ever ridden was Marzia, her mother’s, and she misses the feeling of flying almost as much as her mother herself.

                                “Can I go with you on a ride??”

❝  I think Veiya likes you.  Especially since you’re feeding her compliments. ❞

Lissie giggled, hearing Veiya growl contentedly at the affection she was shown.  Veiya’s tongue snaked out to lick Lily’s cheek happily, something she’d previously done only for Lissie.  Of course, Veiya’s always loved attention, and Lissie’s always showered her in it from the time she was young, which had made Veiya respond all the better to her training.

❝  Well, I certainly don’t mind.  And I don’t think Veiya would mind either.  What do you think, Veiya ??  Can Lily come along ?? ❞

The wyvern snorts almost excitedly at the question, nudging the little girl again, which could only be taken as a vehement yes.  Leaning gently against her side, Lissie continues stroking Veiya before continuing.

❝  I’m sure Veiya wouldn’t mind going for another ride.  She still has a lot of energy. ❞

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◎ before hans dies?? idk man heck me up

◎ being abused in some way / multiple ways

Her blood boils as lithe fingers trace an exposed scar, expression soft and sad.  They’ve just finished a sparring round, and Erika won this time.  However, Lissie had forgotten to use the training weapons and had used her real knives instead, and while Erika’s wound was not severe, it still needed to be treated.  And that was how it started.  Lissie recognized the scars, she’d seen it among children in the slums.  Not the scars on her body, but the ones on her heart, on her mind.  She notices the subtle way Erika flinched when she raised her voice.  And she didn’t miss Erika’s fighting style.  It was not taught, but conditioned, like a caged anime learning the rules of the wild.

As she finished treating the injury, Lissie lets her fingers roam across the expanse of her retainer’s back, mapping out each and every scar and knowing that she could do nothing to change it.  Softly, she leans forward, head resting on a sturdy shoulder.

❝  I’m sorry.❞

But for what does she apologize ??  Does she apologize for injuring her, or does she apologize on behalf of the world for all the things Erika had to endure to get to this moment ??  In her heart, it is both, and it aches and throbs with each rhythmic beat.  A bleeding heart is not wise for a princess, Garon had told her harshly.  And yet she could not deny her very nature.  Eyes close and she sighs, leaning back and setting aside the bandages and salve.  She stands, offering a kind smile and a hand to help her up, tears still sparkling in the corners of her eyes.  It is not pity that makes her feel such a way, she knows what it is like to be pitied by people who had no place doing so.  It is merely how much she has come to care in the months since Erika had become her retainer.  But between them, Lissie’s eyes speak the words that have died in her throat.

I will be your shield from now on.

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14. desperate kiss.

The visions are getting worse, more detailed and more often.  It’s to the point where Erika sleeps in Lissie’s bed more often than she does her own.  But they just won’t stop, and Lissie can’t stand how empty they make her feel when she wakes up alone in a cold sweat, unsure of anything.  It’s comforting to have someone there when she jolts awake, someone to hold her as she cries and worries.  But there are also nights when Lissie refuses to sleep, like tonight.  They’re quiet, but not asleep, though Lissie doesn’t mind watching Erika sleep.  She looks so peaceful.  But tonight is not one of those nights.

Tonight is a night, like many others, where Erika has said that if Lissie won’t sleep, neither will she, and Lissie does not argue.  She secretly likes these nights, where they stay up as late as they can or until the sun rises and just talk, or lay there in each other’s presence.  But Lissie doesn’t speak.  Instead, she sits up, blue eyes full of tears as she silently reminisces about her latest vision.  For once it was not one of death and destruction, but Lissie almost wished it was.  She had seen Erika’s back turned to her, too cold and too formal to be anything but a goodbye, and doubt had crept into her mind and fear into her heart.  

Was she good enough for her ??  Was she, a useless princess, worthy of the love of someone so loyal and fierce ??  Oftentimes, she thought the answer was no.  But despite her own insecurities, she always clung to when Erika would tell her she would always love her.  But now....this vision was a jarring contrast to those words often sweetly whispered when Lissie needs to hear them most.  Keeping her eyes locked with her retainer’s, Lissie moves into Erika’s lap, taking her face in delicate and calloused hands and kissing her promptly.  It was not soft like many others, but it was not aggressive and forward.  It was searing and fearful and desperate above all else, expressing her deep down desire to be wanted and loved  and held forever.

When she pulls back, her breaths are shaky, and as she leans her head on Erika’s shoulder, Lissie’s voice is hardly a whisper, for she feels if she is any louder, she will come undone.  Her heart is aching, and that feeling is prevalent in her words, words she has spoken before, but never with quite so much fear and truthfulness.

❝  Please......don’t leave me.❞

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caphieus:

10 / ∞ songs that make me happy

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OUT.  alright so i’m gonna be adding a SUPPORTS page !!  i guess you can consider this a SUPPORT CALL !!  really the only thing that is needed to be on there is that we have to have had at least ONE significant interaction ( i.e. something BEYOND A GREETER STARTER unless the greeter starter was something serious ) and unless lissie and your muse have a significantly developed relationship, even if they know each other, it starts at the default C-rank.

SO, if you’d like to have your muse added to the SUPPORTS page, LIKE THIS POST !!  or, shoot me an IM !!