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[kookieluvs]

Hello, I just stumbled on a couple of your posts from your blog and enjoyed your readings! I was wondering if you could do a reading as the type of best friends BTS would be? Especially to a woman (if that changes their dynamic with her or no).

ok first of all i am already getting the vibe that seokjin and taehyung and potentially namjoon might not be very fond of the idea of having a woman as a best friend in general (they think it would lead to tension with their romantic partner and they might feel more understood by a man than a woman if that makes sense. and if taehyung has a woman as best friend, he would want them to become his romantic partner in the end and it would be emotionally very messy for him)

jungkook! , namjoon, taehyung, and seokjin would act differently if their best friend were a woman.

type of best friend (especially when their best friend is a woman)

jungkook: attentive listener, always trying to be well-organized- especially when his best friend would be more of a messy type, likes deep talk sessions - about the future or possibilities, going somewhere with a good view just looking at the horizon and talking endlessly, he likes playing games - always very ambitious to win, a good mix of empowering his bestfriend (trying to boost their confidence) and teasing them, there would be a certain cautiousness to not cross the line especially if his best friend were a woman, he also likes going to restaurants and enjoying good food (big eating session lol) or snacks (doesn't always need to be healthy🤫)

namjoon: especially with his best friend he would feel like he is allowed to talk about his burdens and the things that he regrets to process these feelings and not to be rejected (i feel like most people don't wanna hear this 'negative talk' because it feels burdensome which in turn makes him feel like he is being a burden to them even though its essential for him to talk about this with someone :/ ). he would show his weaker sides - finally not having to pretend to be always strong and responsible. but as much as he would ask for support from his best friend, he would do the same for them and listen to all their worries, freely sharing each other's thoughts and experiences. going to coffeehouse!! definitely having coffee meet-ups. he would also be eager to go on adventures with his best friend and to let his silly side out, being more spontaneous and not planning anything, just acting freely and having fun like a kid (putting all the adult worries aside for a moment)

yoongi: he is very generous, especially with his money - if his best friend is in need of support in any way, he would be there for them because he knows how lack feels like. he is very altruistic and also humble. he might make jokes and take on a more clownish side when he is around his best friend to lighten the mood. you might seem him smile more in those times than in any other time of life lol. he is good at putting others at ease. he might be very sensitive to the needs of his best friend. having a close connections with someone is rare, so he really values this and will always be grateful. there will be warmth, steadiness, and a certain distance out of respect- but if you reach out for him, he will cross the distance whenever you need him to. meeting up for acoholic drinks might be a common activity and perhaps making food together - like baking a pie or something idk this is so random haha

taehyung: he might always be a little tensed but very precise in his words and actions - wanting to avoid any confusion or misunderstandings, he would always offer his guidance and advice on decicion-making as he is usually really well-informed and able to think without bias, his gaze can be very deep making others feel like he is looking through them and assessing their value and sincerity. he would be very emotionally disciplined with his best friend. he likes talking about topics in a more logical sense - e.g. humanitarian or innocative topics (his aquarius side speaking lol). his playful side would only sometimes come out not as much as in the past. he might at times use it charming side to convince his best friend. he might keep a lot of things to himself, prone to overthinking, always a bit on alert ? he might potential show a bit more of his anxious side - i feel like he feels a bit torn, his inner child wants to be free, careless and have fun but he has learned how this can backfire so he always tries to keep himself in check - especially emotionally

hoseok: he might be a bit strict and domineering, perhaps? he struggles with finding a balance between being assertive and being empathetic. he might show more of his insecure side. talking about his frustrations and his issue with his self-confidence. as his best friend, you might see him a bit more impulsive and less stable as well. he needs a best friend who can support and motivate him. i don't think he likes people getting too close to him because his inner core seems a bit instabile and messy - is he ashamed of it? perhaps, mhm. he is not always like that he can also be very calm and serene. he can be very understanding but also very protective. he has a lot of wisdom to share and is not really fond of superficiality. he wants to provide a sense of peace and clarity for his best friend but that's also want he needs from them :( . he likes being physically close (e.g. in one room) but with both doing their own stuff. activities like reading, meditating, journaling, working on themself might be a common thing.

jimin: communications is very important to him. he would like to have a best friend with whom he can focus on personal growth, like attending courses together, learning something new or motivating each other to work out, etc. he likes keeping up the peace and harmony in the connection, and if conflict arises, he will want to solve the issue as soon as possible, talking it out. he is willing to make compromises in his daily life for his best friend, like doing chores for them to help them out. he might like going to parties or clubs with his best friend - socialising, dressing up, partying, drinking, gossiping, dancing, and having fun! I don't think he likes talking about his feelings or negative emotions much - he prefers keeping up a light mood more.

seokjin: he might feel a bit overwhelmed with having a woman as a best friend at first, but he might end up slowing a more vulnerable side of him with time and learning to be ok with it. he might be more timid and perhaps just surrender (?) to his best friends whim's lol. letting his best friend decide on what to do, etc. he would be less loud and boisterous and more reserved. he might have strong boundaries and might be a bit more possessiveness and conservative, perhaps? he might tend to guard his emotions, but he will focus on making his best friend feel secure and comfortable. activities are more related to comfort or just something that is in his comfort zone. playing games together would be something he really enjoy - especially if they would be both doing it from their own home online with a safe distance between them.

[kookieluvs]

NERD!SYLUS MY BELOVED :(

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[kookieluvs]

Have we ever entertained the idea that Rafayel’s tears may be different colors depending on why he’s crying?

[Edit: I’m talking about him crying pearls]

Like imagine he’s crying tears of joy and they’re like champagne/light gold

Or (nsfw) tears from being overstimulated are a like a blue white color

Or tears of heartbreak/despair are like a lavender

And overtime you start to recognize the different colors so when you hurt his feelings by not texting back all day he says “it’s fine I just missed you” and you find lavender pearls in the bed realizing that he cried at some point today because he felt like you were ignoring him

Please tell me I’m not alone in this 🥴

[kookieluvs]

╰┈➤ 𝕝&𝕕𝕤 𝕞𝕖𝕟 & 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕧𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕩 𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤

author’s note: 🗒️ oh i’ve had so much fun writing this. <3 talk to me about the lads men 😫💞

-> xavier *ੈ✩‧₊˚ legs up in a V

xavier loves control. loves precision. he loves to humble you at times when he switches from the cutest, most adorable little snuggly bear to the hardest dom you’ve ever seen. the eyes switch, the demeanor switches, and you love it.

he has your legs pushed up in a trembling v, hands wrapped around your thighs like restraints, your cunt exposed and twitching, so sore and swollen it’s almost pulsing. he loves the way his cock digs into your velvety walls, slippery sounds of him pumping you full echoing through his apartment.

his voice is calm, low, calculated.

“don’t move, princess. i want to see everything. i want to see your face when you cum, when it’s xavier making you cum — and not lumiere.”

he’s slow with it—methodical, hitting that perfect spot every single time while he watches your body tremble beneath him like an experiment unraveling. your hands claw at the sheets, lips parted in ruined moans, and he just smirks. jealousy dripping, conceited and oh- so so horny.

��mm. there. that reaction. that’s the one i wanted.”

-> zayne *ੈ✩‧₊˚ cowgirl

zayne wants you on top. not always, but on the occasions when he wants to see you struggling to fit his thick, fat cock inside you. when he wants to reduce you from a big, baddie hunter, to his subby little angel who’s sobbing because her pussy feels too full.

he lays back with that lazy, cocky smile, hands behind his head, muscles golden and taut like he’s built to be ridden. head leaned against the headboard.

“go on, little one. show me what that pretty body’s made for.”

he watches every bounce. every grind. his hands slide up your waist, your thighs, gripping your ass as you lose rhythm and start crying from how deep he hits. he would wipe your tears tenderly, peppering sweet kisses — “look at you, so little and so cute for me like this. sometimes i wonder if this is what you’re made for.”

“hmm, already falling apart? and here i thought you were gonna ride me like a good girl.”

he pulls you down, sucks a bruise into your neck, and mutters against your ear

“don’t stop now. i’m not done watching you yet.”

-> sylus *ੈ✩‧₊˚ doggy-style

sylus doesn’t just fuck you. he hunts you from behind. it’s like your predator chasing you. his thick, girthy & veinny cock loves when your pussy tries to run away from it. swollen & desperate, how your body lurches forward when he pumps you full. his heavy balls slapping against your clit.

has you on all fours, back arched, cunt dripping, and one hand pressing your spine down harder every time you try to lift your head. sometimes he would hold your shoulder, muttering softly, “ah ah ah— don’t run away now, sweetie.” voice laced with that soft mockery that you love oh so much.

“no, stay like that. let me see everything.”

his pace is brutal. steady. punishing. he watches your ass ripple, your thighs shake, your mouth gape into the mattress like you’re trying to scream but forgot how.

“look at that. twitching already? good. you’ll remember this one.”

and when you whimper out “sy—sylus—please—”

“mm-mm, sure kitten. you want to be bred by me just say so…” and you do, so badly.

-> caleb *ੈ✩‧₊˚ prone-bone

caleb’s all about ownership. he wants you to know he owns you, he wants everyone to know he owns you, he wants your body, your soul, everything related to you to know & remember — you’re his.

he lays you flat on your stomach, legs spread just enough, hips tilted up & a pillow underneath as he sinks in deep, pinning you under his body like you’re his. and you’re meant to be pliant & take it.

“don’t move, baby. i got you.”

his arms are tight around your waist, face pressed to the back of your neck, lips brushing your ear as he fucks you in slow, aching rolls that make your clit throb against the sheets.

“feel that? how deep i am? how i’m not letting you go?”

he grinds deeper, and you sob, trembling from how much you’re taking. caleb’s not small, and both of you know that. the way your pesky cervix stops him from forcing more of him deeper, harder..

“you don’t have to do a thing, angel. just lie there and come on my cock.” and you don’t. you just lay there and watch him, feel him make you see stars.

-> rafayel *ੈ✩‧₊˚ mating press

rafayel wants to own your soul. he’s waited for you so long & his stupid lemurian instincts want you to so many times to feel satiated…

he folds you in half, presses your knees to your chest, and thrusts so deep it feels like he’s kissing your womb with every stroke. he really is, and in the back of his head if the position is called — a mating press. then he should be able to make you pregnant.

“you’re mine, cutie. say it.”

his hand is on your throat, his other pressed to your belly where he can feel himself inside you. you’re gasping, leaking, absolutely gone. “say you’re mine~” he almost sing songs, the way your pupils have dilated from the sheer pleasure in your nerves only makes him chuckle a little. oh he’s gone so far deep.

“look at how your body opens for me. like it knows who it belongs to.”

and when you start shaking—so overstimmed you’re crying? oh how can his cock not erupt and fill you up? over & over & over?

“let me fuck it deeper. let me keep you.”

[kookieluvs]

Dragon!Sylus and his habits while in heat

❥ You always knew being a dragon’s mate was going to be a bit… difficult.

affectionate habits ver.

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❥ absolutely claws you. you think your scratches on his back are bad? yeah, no, try dragon claws. yes, they HURT, but they hurt SO GOOD. sylus knows how fragile humans are so he won’t ever scratch you enough to really hurt you, but he will leave marks. mating season is when you get the most scabs and bruises.

pounding into you never felt so good. he needs somewhere to release the extra excitement in him and so sylus will gets a little claw-happy. no part of your body is left untouched, he’ll mark every part to make a beautiful masterpiece of pink and red on your skin.

❥ he tries to impress you. much like a modern bird, sylus is always about impressing his mate before mating with them. sometimes for days even before he has you bent over, he’ll begin the first step of courting you, which could be done by a multitude of things.

sylus with walk around naked, flexing his muscles and shiny shimmering scales in hopes of impressing you and seeing how virile he is. not to mention he’ll obviously show off his DDDs—double dragon dicks! they’ll swing low or perk up high, thick and creamy for your enjoyment. he’s saying “hey, hey! look at me! i’m the perfect mate for you.” sometimes sylus will growl at you or make certain warning noises not to scare you, but to show you he can protect you by doing that. it’s an entire draconic ritual that will have you simultaneously confused, impressed, and most importantly, aroused.

❥ he’s so goddamn loud. sylus is not usually one for loud noises, he prefers more tame atmospheres in his home… until he’s in his heat. day and night you’ll hear him stomping and thudding into things to assert dominance. it’s to simultaneously scare people and let them know that he’s there and not to be messed with.

not only that, but he roars. his growls are pretty loud and booming too, but sylus rarely lets out a full snarl unless he’s pretty upset or pretty horny. he’ll do it to anyone, even you. except, he uses his loud noises to instill fear into others but instill submission into you. don’t like it? he’ll try to tone it down, but it’s a reflex at this point. try to close your ears while he’s coming, it’s a powerful sound of pleasure and accomplishment.

❥ he has toy eggs. sylus knows he can’t give you babies and it makes him super upset. all his heat makes him think about is giving you babies, so to cope he got toy eggs. he essentially makes you play house with him with the eggs. you have to play mama dragon and he’s daddy dragon, and daddy dragon’s job is to protect and provide for his family while mama dragon’s job is to nurture the kids.

and he genuinely does do that. he will stalk the nest he’s built for you and his toy eggs; he will bring you and the eggs food to eat in the nest; he will bathe you and the eggs with his tongue; he will legitimately get emotional if something happens to you or the eggs. he’s a little hormonally crazy but you indulge him every single time.

❥ DOUBLE TROUBLE! that’s right, you’re cock-trained to take sylus twice at a time. on a normal occasion, you’ll only take one dragon dick at a time so you’re not overwhelmed. sylus will alternate so as to not neglect either one of his cocks, but that all changes during his heat!

DDDs all shoved up your poor pussy, you’re gonna break! sylus has slowly size trained you over every occasion of sex until you could somewhat comfortably take him two at a time. it takes so much restraint but he goes slow at first and by the time you’ve calmed down and let out the tears, he’s ready to really fuck. always paying attention to you, always licking away your tears, always embracing you, sylus will still give you the ride of your life. it’s like two rollercoasters at once, so jarring but addicting. how can you even still be tight after that? it’s a mystery. 𖤐

tl: @mangobellini , @rin-dont-wear-clothes , @kentosbak3ry , @napa-the-yappa , @amaveon , @ivysorrele , @webshooterrr9, @calebandenergydrinkaddict , @ch4c0nnenh4 , @lilkactuz

[kookieluvs]

Okay, this might be a bit of a controversial take, but this is exactly how I view the harem route. When I first started this game and didn't know much about the boys, any time I heard people talk about harem scenarios and how the boys would do it for MC because they love her so much, they'd rather share her than let her go, it seemed pretty valid. Mostly because the only thing I knew about them was all the sacrifices they made to protect her, and I was like "damn they adore her so much they probably would." That changed as I collected more and more of their cards and it became very clear to me that none of these men would remotely like sharing MC. They've all made that clear - for some of them even on more than one occasion. Both Sylus and Zayne are seen as some of the most mature of the boys and even they've made it clear that they want MC's attention to themselves. So now when I hear the "oh they would figure it out because they love MC" I get icked out.

Rafayel, Xavier, Zayne, Sylus, and Caleb are so interesting, well-written, and beloved by millions because they have their own personalities, quirks, flaws, desires, and motivations. They wouldn't be them without it and like OP pointed out taking away their autonomy on things they clearly would have no interest in is weird.

Don't get me wrong if you want to write fanfic of them sharing MC and exploring that dynamic, I'm not going to throw a fit. Some of those fics are well written and are enjoyable to read and the art of the characters interacting is very hilarious! I do think, however, there is a difference between someone posing a "what if" sort of vibe (after all fanfics are meant to explore different aspects of the character as well as "what if" scenarios) and someone who is taking away aspects of their personalities for their own wish fulfillment.

mini rant but it makes me twitch a little when lads thoughts start to undermine themes of consent & autonomy

like i just think there’s a difference between oh “[character] would try this kind of ice cream if mc wanted him to” and “oh he’d disregard his sexual boundaries, change his stance on having children, etc etc” just bc mc wanted him to

bc yes at the end of the day these are characters who would lay the world at mc’s feet but i think it’s unfair to rewire their ideologies & boundaries according to mc’s. bc assuming that someone will just void their likes and dislikes, their yeses and nos, their ability to refuse if they love you enough just isn’t a line of thinking i’m comfortable with seeing in any scenario (even pixelated ones 👾)

there’s no need to “it’s not that deep” me i already know but just. at a certain point it’s like, man. if you’re going to reduce a character to your own whims like that then maybe you’re better suited for selfcest bro idk

[kookieluvs]

Rafayel cussing Sylus out in Lemurian thinking he doesn’t understand, only for Sylus to respond right back in fluent Lemurian, jumpscaring Rafayel lol.

[kookieluvs]

contains Freefall Gambit spoilers. beware!

oh, Freefall Gambit, you'll always be famous.

this isn't just a card, it's an absolute tease for all of us waiting for Sylus' main story branch. it's like waving a red flag in front of a bull, or a fancy red tie, in this case.

the devs totally get what the players want with the latest cards. otherwise, how else do you explain that we're suddenly feeling alive again? sorry... that we're back to that delicious power couple dynamic between MC and Sylus? the way they communicate, from playful threats and teasing to a delicate roleplay and words of adoration, that's their love language, no doubt.

hacking into the comms mid-mission? hot, next. discussing shady criminal stuff over wine? hot, next. a bit of a territorial Sylus? are we still talking abt N109, sir?

and what would we do without foreshadowing? "you said you were going to be Robin Hood for a bit" — they're clearly teasing his third myth, right? cuz i'm still certain it'll be connected to his first (and only 🙄) anecdote's timeline.

but the cherry on top? my man straight up blew open a plane door for some effortless entrance moment. and his EN VA once again did it — i'm so close to my fav lines cap, it's scary.

⬆️ this is when my soul left my body. the Shadetide guys would rather jump out of the plane than let Sylus deal with them personally. can't blame them, i get it.

⬆️ this is when Sylus' soul left his body. i like to think this poor man got so overwhelmed by that MC's line, it wasn't even the risk of getting caught by the Association that made him jump out of the plane. let a girl dream.

but jokes aside, this scene was so electric. Sylus knows exactly when and how to feed MC's thrill-seeking side. and sure, she jumped after him mostly being worried, but it’s pretty clear wrapping up the mission like that was just what she needed.

to sum up: the balance they've demonstrated with these last few cards, from springtime memories to moonlit chaos and missions, has been simply incredible. massive love to Sylus' team for once again showing us his character in all his complexity, without making it feel forced or messy. chef’s kiss 🤌🏼

soooo, main story branch when? 🐦‍⬛

[kookieluvs]

sylus and his love of hacking

i love how much of a nerd sylus is. this man is science genius, an engineer and a mechanic. he’s a triple threat. i can watch him yap all day without understanding a single word he says

[kookieluvs]

Shh. Be a good girl and stay quiet.

[kookieluvs]

infold has to be getting sylus branch ready

with chaotic velocity, freefall gambit and this event stories, we are frequently seeing sylus the leader of the n109 zone, the man with the highest bounty, the only one to have ever escaped space prison. this feels like infold is cooking with sylus main branch

don’t get me started on the fact that sylus has continuously brought up joining onychinus and we were abdomen on not but this time look at our change in response

something terrible is going to happen to us or a tragedy will befall onto linkon, sylus can sense it’s coming

i feel like this is foreshadowing that we will finally agree to leave the hunter association and join him to finally go all out in finding out the mastermind behind ever and what they plan to do with our aether core

[kookieluvs]

A couple of things that I love and admire about Sylus ♡♡♡

(This got long so decided to add a cut dhdjfj there is just too much to appreciate when it comes to this man ^^;)

For earlier parts in this "series": go here and here

How mentally and emotionally strong he is. His past never broke him or managed to twist or warp his soul. Which considering his background is incredibly impressive. This is a man that suffered severe trauma pretty much from infancy and onward for thousands of years. He is heavily implied to have been abandoned as a child due to being "weak". He self harmed at an early age. He witnessed the total slaughter of the only kin he'd known. He was nearly murdered himself for no other crime than looking different. He was tossed into the abyss to rot for over a millennia, stuck in place with a greatsword lodged through his chest. All of this happened while he was still a juvenile. He most likely hadn't experienced a single day of real happiness or care in his life up until meeting his sorceress. But even before they get properly close, he shows her kindness and compassion despite never having known any himself. We learn that he has never eaten a human soul, nor harmed anyone that didn't deserve it. When he dies, his soul is revealed to smell like flowers. He never lost his innate goodness. In the present, he also shows that same remarkable inner strength and stability, now even more noticeable with added age and further maturity.

How well he takes care of his people. All evidence points to him being an amazing boss and leader. It's especially touching to see how much the twins admire and appreciate him.

The effect he has on those that come under his wings. They all seem to flourish and come out stronger than they were before.

His aura. His scenes in LAR and his entire anecdote gives me chills to this day.

His perfect jawline. It's immaculate.

His honesty. He never lies to MC. Not even once. He doesn't ever whitewash himself and is upfront about his desires and his greed. Similarly, from what we've seen, he honors the deals he makes with anyone seeking his protection (No Way Out, Elysium).

His straightforwardness. On a personal level, as a ND individual, I appreciate this quality in others immensely since reading subtler signals more often than not isn't my forte and tends to stress me out trying to figure out what they are trying to convey to me. So it brings me comfort to see Sylus be straightforward with his feelings for MC. He may not always be direct with his words – both he and MC like to talk in riddles at times – but his actions and his demeanor always are.

His quick thinking and savvy.

Just his sharp intelligence in general. He is always eight or ten steps ahead of his opponents.

His sheer unwavering confidence and charisma. Both enough to fill the mariana trench.

How he is incredibly emotionally mature. He is calm, composed, never abuses the power he has, never lashes out, never loses control of himself. He isn't bitter, doesn't dwell on the past. He isn't brooding or hateful. And when MC tells him he sucks at something (giving a massage in the specific instance I'm thinking of) instead of getting annoyed or taking it personally, he asks her to teach him how to do it. When she says that he is pestering her, he accepts it and gives her the space she says she wants without arguing even a little. We have never once seen him fight with MC over anything. Nor can I even picture a scenaro where they would, try as I might. They're just too chill/emotionally intelligent to get heated or argumentative.

Overall his emotional strength and maturity shows itself best with MC. He definitely made major mistakes in his treatment of her at the start of LAR out of desperation and a misguided belief that the end justifies the means, but the moment he realizes that he has gone too far and that he needs to stop trying to force their past onto her, he stops. Nor does he ever try to manipulate or hold their soulbond over her head (he never even mentions it to her). Instead, he puts his all into building a relationship with the present her from scratch, on her terms, at her pace. He falls in love with and cherishes the present her, just as much as the past her. That is not to say though that all emotional scars have healed. Of course not. Whenever MC unknowingly makes those oddly specific references tied to the shared past she doesn't remember, it's bound to hurt him. But he handles it amazingly, staying composed. And he still aches for her to remember – but I suspect in large part for her sake rather than his. He wants her to know herself entirely, every single part. She deserves to know her history. But crucially, he never pushes the issue. All he does is make gentle references in the hopes that she might remember. But that's all. At the end of the day, on a personal level, if MC never recalls anything, then he'd be fine with that. He is overjoyed just to be a part of her life again, to hold her in his arms.

And imo the probably biggest instance of his maturity and strength? Being willing to let her go, if that is what she desires. Remember that MC represents everything good, beautiful, and joyous in his life. She is the best thing that happened to him. The one person to love, accept, and want him unconditionally. The sole individual to truly see the real him (the only one that dared or cared enough to try). After his resurrection he has yearned and searched the galaxies for her for an unknown but more than likely vast amount of years. And yet... he is willing to let go, for her sake. Even though it would destroy him on the inside. Because she is so much more important than his own desires.

Following on with the maturity theme, I admire the way he approaches losing. He isn't a sore loser but bears it with ease of mind, which isn't always the case with people like Sylus who are used to coming out on top. But to him, whether he wins at a competition or not doesn't affect his confidence or self worth, and he can readily acknowledge when he's been fairly beaten by an opponent. The only time he truly cares about winning is if MC wants him to. And then he'll make sure to win no matter what.

Another thing I admire is how he is so willing to adapt and adjust for MC and the love he bears her. For instance, Sylus is not by nature or temeprament a patient man. He wants to get things done and wants them done fast. A good example of this is in the most recent event, where he does not have the patience to let flowers grow naturally and so tries to force the process. However, when it comes to MC? He is willing to wait infinite lifetimes. He always walks at her pace when it comes to their relationship, and never pressures her. He gives her as much time as she needs to figure her feelings out. He is an impatient man willing and ready to be endlessly patient for his beloved

For all that he is down bad for MC, Sylus isn't a doormat nor spineless in regards to her. He won't just mindlessly agree and go along with whatever she wants but has a strong will, agenda, and boundaries of his own. He teases and bullies MC (affectionately), gives as good as he gets from her, and doesn't hesitate to call her out and/or fluster her for his own amusement. Leading to the banter we all know and love.

His ability to truly self reflect and grow. I am referencing what happens in and after LAR 1-8, where he disappears for a while after having gotten hit by a harsh but necessary reality check. My belief is that he went away initially to cry, but that he also did some major self reflecting. Afterwards, his behavior toward MC changes quite dramatically. He realized that he fucked up, and is determined to do and be better for her. And he never falters. We stan a person that recognizes they fucked up and learns from it. His character development and growth in general mean a lot to me.

How incredibly skilled he is at driving those mototcycles of his. No wonder MC feels safe riding with him no matter how fast they go or how dangerous the terrain.

That his crimes never affect innocents. Sylus has always made it a point only to harm or kill those who truly deserve it.

Despite how he claims never to have comforted anyone before, he is touchingly good at it. He is incredibly emotionally intelligent and attentive. He is always so quick to pick up on how MC is feeling, and he also knows when it's best to give advice, when it's best to act (ie send her something to comfort her, take her on a joyride etc), or when it's best to simply listen and be there for her. Most of the time he is incredibly in tune with her feelings and her needs.

And he can be so achingly tender when he comforts her. A great example of this is in Where Hearts Live, when at one point MC feels embarrassed and insecure about verbalizing how she feels. He is so patient and gentle, holding her close in his lap and rocking her, softly reassuring her that she can talk to him, that he wants to hear what she has to say. And there are other examples of his kindness, such as with animals and plants. A huge reason why this is so admirable to me is that Sylus is a man that has lived a rough life, and with few exceptions seen and dealt with the worst humanity has to offer. He has had precious few opportunities to witness or experience goodness or tenderness from others. And yet he has no trouble being either to those he cares for. It comes so naturally from him. Again, further proof that he has always at his core been compassionate and kind, and that those qualities have withstood throughout all the hardship and violence.

Lastly, I (naturally) greatly admire his hands. They are mesmerizing. Large and rough, yet elegant and beautiful. I can stare at them for hours and never get tired.

Ok I lied I also need to add his veins. Both on his hands and on his bulging arms.

[kookieluvs]

zayne, xavier, and rafayel's google search history

[kookieluvs]

........so they're just always that firm and shapely, huh.......no wonder he grabs his own ass at the café....... 😔😔

THEY ARE!!! THEYRE BIG JUICY BUNS AND I WANT TO BITE THEM

I also need to point out the other side, because i noticed a little crease that is coming around the mid-ass region which means that fabric is straininggg to fit that bakery.

No wonder he wanted to stop walking in his card preview, the man’s pants were 5 seconds from splitting if he walked any further 😭

[kookieluvs]

i just know that all of MC's social media posts with caleb have comments like "WALK HIM LIKE A DOG SIS 🐕🚶‍♀️‼️"

and caleb? he eats that shit up! he's proud to be your dog and he's ecstatic that people recognize his devotion to you.

you can bet that he sends you screenshots of those comments with messages like "so am i your good boy, pips?" "should i bark for you next time ;⁠-⁠)"

it happens so much that when you jokingly call him a good boy while patting his head once, he just short circuits, going beet red and tripping over nothing

needless to say, praise kink (specifically a dog-coded praise kink) unlocked 🔓

[kookieluvs]

──── 𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑾 𝑪𝑨𝑭𝑬

╰ 𝑺𝒚𝒍𝒖𝒔 LOVE AND DEEPSPACE: YES, CAT CARETAKER

source: @starmocha

[kookieluvs]

──── 𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑾 𝑪𝑨𝑭𝑬

╰ 𝑹𝒂𝒇𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒍 LOVE AND DEEPSPACE: YES, CAT CARETAKER

source: @starmocha