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I HAVE HAD QUITE AN OBSESSION FOR HANSOL’S FACE I AM SINNING

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yoongi looks like a sad puppy

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she wants to go to church 

she always expects me to go with her 

so i do 

i get ready, but notice she hasn’t move an inch

she blames me for i did not go earlier

i do not understand her

i speak up that i do not want to actually go 

she says i am on the devil's side 

i say what if i do not want to believe there is a devil 

she dodges my question and tells me to go to church more 

i say religion does not always mean good 

she insists on her own ideals 

she says i am listening to the devil again 

i think to myself, i give up on conversing with her, since i find it useless 

i know she would not want to understand a thing i say

i keep quiet

she draws me in again and asks why i am such a disappointment as a child 

i ask what does that have to do with religion

she curses me

she says my grades are low and it is because i do not study hard enough

but i do,

i try to

she tells me it is also because i do not pray

i know in my self i do pray

i keep quiet again

i wondered how someone who loves her church and her religion so much could not accept someone’s view, lest accept her child, as the same as not giving a growing child some freedom of what she wants to do

she repeats herself, saying i am a bad child

she wonders what she did to have me

i sigh

she does not like it when i sigh in front of her

she does not like it when i do not listen to her

i speak my mind and say i do listen, but sometimes i do not want to do

she says i am very hardheaded

she goes on and on

i try to make the words stop this time

i try to be patient

i say to myself, i am used to this

she always gets mad at the littlest of things

i know she does not listen to my pleads to her about trying to accept my academic standing

she tells me i am a disappointment one more time

it is rare if she is verbally nice

the more rare it is if she tries to encourage me

i know she does not listen to my pleads to her about not swearing

she tells me swearing comes natural to her

she tells me i can’t change that part of her

i wonder who could

i wonder if her god could

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fuck i’m so in love with you you can’t even imagine

(hatin)

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probably what my Lux looked like throughout the whole game because of that middle school bully who no one listens to

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#relationship goals

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I AM BACK WITH A step-by-step(?) YOONGI FANART omfg yay (please credit me if reposted omg thnx)

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Casual reminder: Donald Trump does not have a rags-to-riches story. That $1M loan equals $5.3M today adjusted for inflation. Oh and his business acumen? Check the markets over the years, that myth has been popped too.

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young god / halsey

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There are a few things in life so beautiful they hurt: swimming in the ocean while it rains, reading alone in empty libraries, the sea of stars that appear when you’re miles away from the neon lights of the city, bars after 2am, walking in the wilderness, all the phases of the moon, the things we do not know about the universe, and you.

Beau Taplin | and you (via tattooedarm)

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WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

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That "sana close kami nila Mama at Papa" feeling.

Yung may napagsasabihan ka sa mga bagay-bagay.

Yung pwede mong hingin yung payo o mga opinyon nila sa tuwing magdedesisyon ka.

Yung kapag hindi mo na kaya, pwede kang umiyak sa balikat nila.

Yung kapag may hindi kayo napagkakasunduan, nasasabi mo sa kanila ito ng hindi ka napagtataasan ng boses.

Yung naiintindihan ka nila na bilang isang anak, minsan nakakagawa ka ng mga maling desisyon at imbis na magalit sila, tanggap ka pa din nila.

Yung suportado ka nila sa lahat ng bagay. Hindi ka takot abutin ang mga pangarap mo kasi alam mong nasa likod mo lang sila.

Kapag nadapa ka, sila yung unang-unang magtatayo sayo, sasamahan ka nila na lakbayin yung daan na gusto mong tahakin hanggang sa makaya mo na ulit maglakad mag-isa.

Alam mo na kahit anong mangyari, maabot mo man o hindi ang mga pangarap mo, paulit-ulit ka mang magkamali sa buhay, hinding hindi ka mag-iisa, may pamilya kang uuwian.

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just finished this 193487238-year-old wip; please take out with full credits ^^

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Orphan Black-inspired club shirt design for my school yay