kreabu

[kreabu]

Yessssss we Stan a hard working queen!!!!

I’m gonna go ahead a pick an emoji when you do start the list of anons! Since there’s no ask anonymously button here. Anyways, love you tons and can’t wait for your 10 jujae imagines 😭😭❤️

aww you’re so sweet!! if you wanna know more about my jujae works you can come find me on twitter because i’m wayyyy more active there :)

my handle is @/kreahbu 

love you lots too!! have a good day/night :)

[kreabu]

Did you get my other ask by any chance? 🥺

yup i did!! so sorry for the late reply </3

[kreabu]

Hey beautiful,

Just came across your account through the juyeon ff. Could I request a highly suggestive Jacob, sunwoo, or Eric imagine?

Also, let me know when you start your anon list because I wanna be one of your anons🥺❤️

Keep up the good work

hihi!! sorry for the late reply! school is a real nightmare :”)

hmm thank you for reading that tiny piece of illicit affairs!! it’s still in the making but it will be out... soon!! thank you for your patience! 

i’ll be happy to write that for you!! it might take me a little bit of time because I’m more of an mlm writer these days and I have like... 10 jujae wips in the making but i’ll try my best for you!! 

also you’re so sweet for wanting to be an anon!! i don’t have a list yet but feel free to pick an emoji!! or alternatively, you could totally just slide into my dms to chat <3

love always,

V

[kreabu]

hello! can i ask to be tagged on illicit affairs and blossoms and bloodstains?

ofc love!! 

[kreabu]

Blossoms & Bloodstains - L.H.J (Teaser)

Pairing: Fan! Hyunjae x Idol! Reader

Summary: You are a child of rainbows and glitter, your fame written into the stars. Hyunjae’s candlelit love has no place amongst the scalding burn of the stage lights, but maybe he's just a sick masochist who loves the sting of the thorns as they cut his lungs apart.

Or

In which Hyunjae learns, somewhere along the blossoms and the bloodstains, how to love and how to let go.

Warnings: Smutty smutty smut (of course), friends to lovers to strangers, angst but NO MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, screaming and crying, cussing (as always), H A N A H A K I but with a TWIST, sad hyunjae who will eventually be happy ig, heartbreak and loss but learning to get over it, making out, banter, character growth, eating disorders, self harm

This story deals with many difficult issues, like eating disorders and self harm. If you are are experiencing anything like what is described here, please go and seek help. Please do not suffer through this alone. I apologize if in any way this story comes off as insensitive to people going through something like what I’ve described. If you happen to see any issues in my work, please, please come have a chat with me. My dms and my askbox are open :))

That being said, this is a work of FICTION. It is in no way meant to replicate real life circumstances. I am in no sense suggesting that the idol in question will ever think or feel the things he does in this piece. Nonetheless, if you find it problematic, please do not read it.

Playlist: / Breathe - Lauv / About You - Fletcher / Malibu Nights - Lany / Losing You - Wonho / Be Alright - Dean Lewis /

Word Count: TBA

Release Date: TBA but coming soon WOOHOO (I’m sorry to everyone who’s been waiting for Illicit Affairs AHAHAHA it’s on its way too I promise)

Taglist: @ncteaxhoe​ @fleurseoul

<Teaser Below The Cut>

Hyunjae watches, as muscles and fat melt off your bones. He watches, as iron bands of determination and shimmering dreams fill the empty hollows, as though the dream of making it big one day could assuage the hunger that gnawed at you day and night.

It can’t. He can see the brazen longing in your eyes as you eye the rice bowl, the uncut desire when your eyes land on the prime cuts of meat he brings home from the market.

Sometimes, you indulge in a little more than usual. Those nights are the worst of them all, ripping him open and spilling his guts on the cold marble floors of your home.

He hates the way you leave the bed at exactly 4am, feet whisper-soft as you pad into the bathroom.

Under no circumstance must you wake him. You know he will never forgive you if he catches you in the act. 

He hates the way you count to 10 before you shut the door of the toilet, waiting to see if he stirs. 

You know so well that you’re breaking his heart, but you don’t care. You’re selfish, so, so selfish.

He hates how he can hear you retch the paltry remains of your meals into the toilet, acid tearing your fraying throat apart. 

The burn settles into his heart, gouging deeper into a wound that never heals. 

Above all, he hates how the whirling flush pierces the darkness, sweeping away the remnant of the girl he loved into Seoul’s dark gutters, alongside a thousand other tattered dreams.

[kreabu]

Hey hey heyy~ can I be added to the taglist of Illicit Affairs?💕✨🥺

hello lovie!! ofc you can :))

[kreabu]

Illicit Affairs - L.J.Y (Teaser)

Pairing: Juyeon x Reader, Eric x Reader

Summary:  For 10 whole years of your life, Lee Juyeon has been the only truth you’ve known. Every nerve in your body sizzles to life at the sight of him, and you’re so damn sure that there’ll never be anyone else for you. Perhaps that’s why you’re so utterly shattered when the so called love of your life decides to marry your best friend, of all people. But you’re a strong woman, so fast forward to five years later, when you’re happily married and running what is arguably one of the most successful psychiatry clinics in Seoul city. Life could not be more perfect, and there’s nothing more you could possibly wish for. 

Until one day, the door of your office swings open, and Mr and Mrs Lee Juyeon are sitting in front of you, begging you to save the scraps of their marriage. You should know better. You really should. But when old feelings resurface from hidden depths, you’re caught up in a simmering affair with the man who has never quite released his hold on you.

Let’s see how many hearts Lee Juyeon will break this time round.

Warnings: best friends to strangers to lovers, heavy heavy angst that’ll totally be worth it, smut, screaming and crying, cussing, making out, banter, infidelity and heartbreak, jealousy and pining and other slowburn goodies, idiots in love

This story deals with the very problematic concept of adultery. In no way am I glorifying adultery, or even suggesting that the member in question would engage in such an act. This is a work of FICTION, and is in no way meant to replicate real life circumstances. Please do not read it if it makes you uncomfortable in any way.

Playlist:  / Bitter - Fletcher / Feel - Fletcher / Smoke - Bobi Andonov / Let Me Love You - Arianna Grande

Word Count: TBA

Release Date: TBA but coming soon woohoo

Taglist: @shiberrysan​ @fleurseoul

<Teaser Below The Cut>

Will you dance with me? One last time?

There is something so profoundly exquisite about weddings. Something, something about the white dresses and happy tears and cream cakes that dredges up the sweetest kind of pain.

Perhaps you are a masochist, for putting yourself through this. 

Your fingers dance across a sea of ivory keys, butterfly kisses that fill the hollows of the church with a shimmering melody of love. Slowly, slowly they shape the notes, until the familiar three-note strain of Mendelssohn’s wedding march perfumes the rose-scented air. Behind you, the doors slide open, as final as death.

When this song ends, you are forever lost to me.

One by one, the guests rise. The bride flits down the aisle, silhouetted by the late-morning sun. The stained glass windows cast strange shadows, bathing the world in some sort of otherworldly, ethereal glow. Everything is perfect, so, so perfect. 

From the corner of your eye, you see him, aflame and blazing as he regards his wife-to-be. Despite everything, the traitorous organ in your chest flutters against the solid wall of your ribcage like a trapped bird.

Let me free, it seems to say. Let me free, so I may fly home to my love.

Across the sea of guests, you catch Eric’s eyes. There is something somber in them, too solemn for the lightness of this day. The gaze prickles your skin, and suddenly the room feels too cold, too dark, too small, to handle the magnitude of emotion bubbling under your skin, to handle the depth of these unspoken words simmering between you, him, and the man at the altar.

Love is an inferno, coiling tongues flame that suck the oxygen from your lungs and leave them full of ash and stardust.

“Do you, Lee Juyeon, take Jeon Somin to be your lawfully wedded wife?” 

It would be so easy to pretend this was okay, to pretend that every breath wasn’t a blood-drenched ordeal, to pretend that every heartbeat wasn’t the sound of a dying drum that grew fainter with every second that ticked by.

“I do.” 

The words sear into your bones, sliding their dark tendrils into spaces that were once filled with nothing but Juyeon and Juyeon alone. 

On and on they curl, until they reach the embers of that inferno that once blazed bright. It hisses in anger against their insidious kiss, but eventually every light must give in to the night.

Goodbye, your mind whispers, ignoring the roaring of your heart. 

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

[kreabu]

reveal // juyeon

[kreabu]

Intro

❤About Me❤

I’m a super private person so I don’t feel comfortable sharing my name :’) But to everyone who finds this blog, you can call me V!!

I’m born in 2001, and I’m a she/her who’s very straight :’)

Right now I primarily write for The Boyz, but I’m a HUGE multi so theres a 1000% chance I’ll be writing for other groups in the near future!! Some of the other groups I stan are ateez, oneus, and probably the entirety of SM and JYP! If you stan these groups too, feel free to come scream in my dms or in the ask box!

❤Writings❤

Besides the Juyeon fic I’m working on right now, I have a few other TBZ fics planned out! However I am super busy now that uni has started, so my updates might not be the fastest because I’m a huge perfectionist when it comes to my writing, and I definitely am not gonna put out something just for the sake of it. That being said, feel free to send in your ideas! I may not be able to get to everything, but I’ll try my best wherever possible.

❤Rules❤

As for now I don’t really write explicit smuts, but my content might possibly be highly suggestive in nature. If you want to send in your smutty ideas, please keep this in mind ^^^ 

Fluff and angst requests are very much welcome, and I’ll try my very best!! But please remember that I am SUPER busy, so don’t expect too much from me :’) I’d also very much appreciate if you sent in a properly fleshed out plot rather than something vague like ‘hyunjin + fluff’

XX, 

V