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They're on some Death Note psychosexual wavelength

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Listen . . .

I love Revenged Love!

Chi Cheng won't meet Yue Yue's parents, but he went to Wu Suo Wei's home and loved Wu Suo Wei's mom. Wu Suo Wei was getting lazy with his girlfriend, yet is picking up reading and other hobbies to try to win over Chi Cheng. Yue Yue hated spicy hot pots, yet Chi Cheng is living his best life handling Wu Suo Wei's frugal ways.

Then, the tiny rainbows keep showing up everywhere like in the wine glass on the dresser.

And although Chi Cheng stole Guo Cheng Yu's ex (? - watch this be about a damn snake too) which ruined their friendship, they seem like they are two seconds away from fucking at any given moment.

Also, neither is capable of sitting in an actual chair.

But the fuckboi is strong in Guo Cheng Yu though.

Oh, and then this queer!

This amazing queer!

Jiang Xiao Shuai is just out here trying to raise a baby gay in this cruel cold world.

It's him and his little cub pen until the bitter end.

Basically, the plot is wild and even though I am genuinely feeling bad for the snakes and think everyone will end up dead because this is a Chinese BL, I just have to remember the end credits tell me they are okay. And by "they," I mean the snakes and not the characters, who are definitely 100% not okay. Not one.

So I'm seated criss-cross, applesauce, on the floor because I also cannot sit in a chair properly, I'm sat, and I'm sitted for *checks notes* TWENTY-FOUR EPISODES(?!!!!!).

Goddamnit!

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shoutout to whoever stole my amazon package containing nothing but a single pair of shoelaces.

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tumblr is basically a gay bar in a mental institute

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i'm so glad goncharov happened when it did, right before prolific public use of AI. that was pure honest gaslighting straight from the heart. real human whimsicality and trickery thru blood sweat and tears. we were a family. and we all gonched, together. you cant replicate that with any machine.

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Noo!!! Don't activate my delulu 😭

okay so flustered fadel was more like flustered joong. got it.

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Honestly, I've been thinking and I realized that The Heart Killers isn't currently a love story for anyone but Bison and that's why so many people are reading so much of the story differently.

Kant isn't in a love story yet, he's still in a police drama about family and clearing his name.

Style isn't in a love story, he's in a buddy comedy about finding out his neighbor is a hitman.

Fadel is in a tragedy action adventure and trying to find his way out desperately.

But Bison is in a love story and he's gonna drag them all in with him. Because that's what they all need, in the end.

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Sure Style getting shot helped ease the tension but in the end it was Style being a dramatic bitch and walking into the ocean that brought them back together and honestly? That feels right. Feels good. Feels organic.

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*Any other BL character, writing the perfect letter, pouring out all the words his heart can’t quite say aloud, all in a bid to win back his lover*

Meanwhile, Style 🔧🎀:

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I don't like feeling like this.

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*Any other BL character, writing the perfect letter, pouring out all the words his heart can’t quite say aloud, all in a bid to win back his lover*

Meanwhile, Style 🔧🎀:

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THE HEART KILLERS, episode 3 -> my favorite lines, shoutout to these lines 📝

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now that I got he appreciation post out of the way I’ll yap about what I loved the most about this whole scene because was a fucking masterpiece.

1. He looks fucked out and I’m going insane. His heavy breathing was blasting through my headphones and, although that is something that usually annoys me during these scenes, it was done carefully and tastefully. It felt natural and real, not overplayed, not overkilled, but raw and perfectly genuine.

2. Anyone else devastated by the absolute adorableness of this moment? Just me? This was such a cute short thing that casts light into their relationship. They’re both actually very carefree people, always have been, even if Jack had a hard time coming back to his true self. This moment felt so intimate and relaxed. From trying to make the other submit, playfully and sensually, they both pause here and quickly take a breather to gauge each other and decide how is this going to happen before Jack takes the lead again. These are truly Jack and Joke.

3. Wall slamming. It’s one of the cliches I absolutely devour. Ever since episode 1 I knew they would be the kind to do this. I knew their NC would be like this. They want each other too much, they’re gonna take and take and take.

4. No awkward stripping. Just desperate. The moment characters strip have always felt so unnatural for me. This was done hastily and they stumble and it doesn’t look pretty because it shouldn’t. They have wanted each other for too long for them to wait another second in getting themselves naked. Joke is so desperate he struggles with taking Jack’s shirt off and he doesn’t care nor slows down. It adds on the realness of it all.

5. More wall slamming. Dear god I’m unwell. No further words.

6. He was stupid hot for this. They are possessed. As they should be. There’s tenderness and roughness at the same time in their movements and touches, casting light on the fact they love each other but are desperately hungry for each other’s body. They never let you forget that, not once.

7. Did you hear my screams? I was not expecting that. What I’ve seen happen many times on BL NC scenes, is that there is a high contrast done in between the couple when it comes to portraying desire. Usually it’s only one of them that is more vocal or physical about it, while the other takes it and follows. Yin and War have mentioned they don’t want their characters to stick to one dynamic, and it shows a lot in this whole scene. They both are perfectly capable of taking the lead, they both want to take the lead, they both want to submit. They are equals. And that’s always gonna be that way.

The power play, the switching, the rolling in the sheets, the CONSENT, the loving looks, the gentle touches, the rough touches, the pauses, the desperation, the desire.

they did it all. not one single thing missing.

they deserve nothing less than a standing ovation.

yinwar, you did it again

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good thing micheletto is dead inside because my god this is awkward for him

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Same

per my last post i want people to know the way i first learned about the borgias was in a manga i read in middle school where cesare borgia was possessed by a demon and in love with both lucrezia and micheletto who were in love with each other

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collection of posts for a very specific dynamic

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