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I'm developing a visual novel and I'm so excited about it adkjvbjkdavbjadk

I know that I'm barely on here enough to warrant any huge amount of interaction, but screw it I'm happy/excited and wish to proclaim it to the world! As your local geekasaurus rex, I've been seeing so many indie artists/game developers create their own games/passion projects and dangit if I ain't inspired or what?! I finally broke down and downloaded Ren'Py and have begun work on my very own visual novel to see if I can't finish a game!

....now is this game going to be a dating sim? Absolutely NOT! It's just a silly game where you can converse and interact platonically with one of my ocs!

Will this have a huge audience? ...Most likely not. and I'm ok with that. I just want to be able to express the silly ocs and world that lives in my brain to some form of capacity. And what better way to do that than with a project like a video game or a story?!

I know I must sound like a crazy goober, and that's because I am. But it's also because I'm genuinely excited about this thing, and feel like a kid in a candy store about it!

Another thing that surprised me was I was actually enjoying the coding process? ...I mean, it can be frustrating. But it's also been fun?! (and this is coming from an artist who hates math with a PASSION) Here's to hoping that maybe this can encourage other dreamers out there to start their indie projects or pursue their passions!

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Spamton Cross-Stitching

(EDIT: Because depraved people cannot let us have nice things, I just want to CLARIFY that NAP are the INITIALS of my full name. I hate that I have to clarify that, bc some sickos want to candy coat their depravity and call themselves a MAP. Also let this be a hateful reminder that MAPs are not welcome to interact nor gaze upon my content~<3) I embroidered a couple of Spams these past few days fjskvbdsjkvbsd

Pardon the awful quality, I used a flip phone instead of a smartphone to photograph these. So they look wonky djskbvsdkjbvsdkjvbsdkjvb

ik it's hard to tell, but the white floss used to embroider this is supposed to be shimmery and sparkly! ;w; Thinking about doing a smol Spamton head to make into a thing to make a dress for my knockoff Labubu lol

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Tenna Plushy is DONNNNNNNEEEEE

After many days of hard work and dedication, and a little bit of help from my older sister, I FINALLY finished my Tenna plushy! (he can wear Build a Bear clothes which is GREAT!) ...Maybe sometime soon I'll make his proper clothes for him, but right now here he is in his Televised glory! (Photos courtesy of my sister)

Here's the second picture!

He also has rattles and squeakers... so he doubles as a stim toy! All that's really left to do is to give him his voicebox and then he can sound just like Tenna himself!

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So I've been working on my Tenna plushy for the past while now, and I just finished his heart! I made sure to stuff it with all the important things embroidered on cross-stitch fabric! Such as Jesus (I'm a Christian and Jesus is very important to me), Toby Fox (his creator's name), Love (because love is very important ;w;) and my name djskbvsdjkvbdsjkv I also put in sequins in his heart maybe I'll post the full doll when he's finished if I'm feeling it I'm proud of how this goober is turning out lol

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Since Fangamer has denied us the basic need of a Tenna plush, I have taken it upon myself to make my own. aka I'm too impatient to wait for the official one

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So I've heard of this recent trend of "Ralsei Plush owners VS Spamton Plush owners" Where the Ralsei plushies are doted on and pampered while the Spamton plushies are tortured and mistreated. I even found this tiktok account where they were just straight up torturing their Spamton plushie until they destroy him?! I know in this life we all have free will. And it's not my place to come down on how others treat their plushies, providing they don't harm themselves or others or do anything wrong but... I may be a grown woman, but I've always had a soft spot for toys. And to see such mistreatment of a Spamton plushie truly breaks my heart... ;w; Like plushies were meant to be snuggled and loved, not bruised and abused! TwT Anyhow I have no malice or illwill to the Spamton plush owners who like to torture their plushies... I'm just expressing a childish opinion like the womanchild I am lmbo. ....On other news I've been doing some sewing lately, and perhaps I could show it off sometime soon if I'm feeling it. (I've made a cross-stitch Tenna picture and a turtleneck shirt for my Spamton plushie! I've just started another Spamton based embroidery that I plan to incorperate into a piece of clothing for my Spamton plushie lol)

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Status/Life/Update/WhatHaveYou

Good evening/morning/afternoon/whatever time of day it is to my lovely followers!

It has been a hot minute since I’ve really posted anything on this site, huh? (Except the recent post gauging interest about a possible Tenna x Reader fic I might do… I’ve actually got a bit of progress on it and may post it in the near future if I’m feeling it)

I’m just sharing an update about my life, as well as talking about how I wanna go about my future on the internet.

Since I’ve finally gotten my college pretty much done, I can now move forward and focus on other things. Such as things I wish to do/accomplish IRL as well as what I would like to do online. And here VERY SOON, I plan to go on a hiatus and touch a LOT of grass! (no longer chained to a screen, doomed to do COLLEGE WORK) …But when I come back, I want to weed out/organize my presence on the internet and limit myself and balance it and my IRL things.

ONE THING I might actually pursue is doing something indie related! I’ve seen all sorts of indie creators get their projects off the ground and making something awesome with them! And being completely honest: My true passion in life is creating ocs and making stories and lore for them. I yearn to get these characters out and either write original stories with them, or even make my own game with them! I’ve even thought about opening an Etsy shop where I could sell knickknacks of them and what have you! I just haven’t because I don’t know if there’d be a market for them or not…?

I’ve been hesitant to post much of anything with my own original ocs as I’m afraid someone might steal them. But maybe I should just take a leap of faith and try to share my blorbos with the world? It’s ok if I never get like Toby Fox famous or what have you. It’s just a true passion of mine, and I’d love to do something with them! Do something meaningful with my passion! Maybe bring a smile to the face of people who like engaging in silly content with fictional characters!

But yeah! Just some random thoughts and a status update about lil ‘ol me!

God bless you lovely blorbos and uh, post again in during the next millennia~

Hides under my rock to engage in another 1000 year slumber

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My blog reawakens from inactivity to ask a question: Would anyone here be interested in a possible fanfic series of Tenna x Tsundere Reader? I'm asking this to gauge interest, since I've been bitten by the Tenna bug and wanna make content for him... I've thought about making a fic/possible series. Though no promises that I'll actually follow through with it

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CHAS CHAS PRAS~ Pearl from Sploon 2

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1 Peter 1:6-8 (KJV)

6: Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations:

7: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:

8: Whom having not seen, ye love; in whom, though now ye see him not, yet believing, ye rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory:

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ENDLESS THANKS FOR THIS I LOVE IT! 😭💖💖💖

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John Ch16 v33 (KJV)

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I've been compiling an Ita bag of Diss-Pair with goodies I get off of Ebay... Maybe sometime I'll post it for my fellow Diss-Pair simps to see

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I wanna share an Idea that will probably never be done... but I'd so be game to watch/listen to if it existed... TwT know how there's Character x Listener videos? What if someone made some for Ikkan?! ;w; I swear if someone made some for Ikkan... providing it's not dirty and/or has got erm... the stuff that is not safe for work in it, I'd love to listen to it jdskbdjskvbjdsk So many popular characters out there have "x listeners" which isn't a bad thing, it's a good thing bc many fans will get to hear their fave character talk to them... As for those who love obscure characters, we don't really get that blessing... ;w; Ah well, maybe someday I could commission someone or make my own "Ikkan x Listener"? (Dunno if I will) but if I did, Ikkan's voice would either be that memey Daniel TTS voice or it just be read on the screen, bc my feminine voice couldn't dare reach the deep, husky pitch that Ikkan is well known for fjdbvfdkjvbjfdk

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Ok so your girl has been scrolling through tumblr and holy macaroni and CHEESE As a fangirl of Ikkan, I have been well fed fklvfdkjvbfdkjvbfdkj God bless these talented Ikkan artists, I'm happy that my obscure husbando gets loving in the splatband community jdskbvjkvbjskvbjks

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I swear if I get active on tumblr again, I may change my tumblr theme to Ikkan while I do love the funny yeehaw mans, my mind is mainly focused on Ikkan right now fdjvkbfdjkvbdfjkvbdkjfvbjk