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Pitty love

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he is neither fit nor active.

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So teeny tiny

A cutie lil’ Pom!!

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"Let me just... let... let... let me..."

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So damn cute

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Adorable

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Cutie pie

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Awwwww so sweet

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So damn cute

Silly puppy for Sunday Aug 19, 2018

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One Step at a Time

Its been eighteen months since Azalea came into our lives. She has been a bundle of joy for every single one of the days making that eighteen months. Minseok has been working from home a lot so he could help me with Azalea. I haven’t been back to work yet. I am seriously considering being a full time stay at home mom. Minseok doesn’t entirely agree but he does see why I am considering it. Azalea is now talking, well maybe saying small words might be more accurate. She is also learning to walk. A process which makes Minseok very nervous. One of the first days Azalea tried to walk she ended up falling and hitting her head on the ground. Minseok had been home alone and got such a fright that he is still nervous of Azalea walking. Thankfully shes not scared of walking, she is more afraid of getting knocked over. I was in the kitchen making dak-tori-tang for dinner when I heard Minseok in the living room. “Thats my girl” he cooed “come on Aza one more” His encouragement was greeted with laughter and I couldn't stop smiling.

“okay Princess here we go” I smiled knowing he had given in yet again. I looked over as Minseok came in carrying Azalea on his shoulders “My Queen, the Princess has declared she will not walk, but be carried by Appa instead.” Azalea giggled and clapped her hands “Appa Appa!” I smile and look at Azalea “The Princess will walk so that Appa can do his work” Azalea held Minseok’s hair and shook her head “No alk” Minseok chuckled and lifted her down “Princess we must do as the Queen says. You must walk and I must work” Azalea shakes her head and hugs Minseok “No alk! No urk!” Minseok smiles and gently leaves her down on the floor holding her hands to help her walk. “Yes walk” Azalea stomps her feet and hugs Minseok’s leg “No alk! Appa up! Up!” She holds her hands up for Minseok to lift her. Minseok looks defeated at me. I sigh and look at our stubborn daughter “Azalea! Behave now or no sweets after dinner.” Azalea stops stamping her feet and pouts sulking. She sits on the floor and looks at the ground mumbling “no alk” I sigh and nod “ok then go play in the sitting-room. Appa has work” Azalea huffs and crawls back in to the sitting-room. Minseok sighs and hugs me from behind “how do you do it? When I try she starts crying and I break” I chuckle “that’s why she cries. She knows you break. If you stop giving in she will listen to you too” He nods and kisses my cheek “You are amazing” he kisses me again “my Queen” he hugs tighter and I smile leaning into him “My King” He smiles brighter hearing that and turns me around so he can kiss my lips tenderly. After a moment he pulls back smiling “I better get some work done” I nod “you really should. Dinner will be ready soon” He nods and pecks my lips before going to the study to finish his work. I can see Azalea playing with her blocks through the sitting-room door and sigh knowing how much she will test Minseok. He loves her dearly, so much that he hates to see her upset. Azalea has learnt that if she cries he will do what she wants to make her stop crying. She is in for a shock when he stops giving in. Dinner was over as quick as it began and Azalea had eaten it all which impressed both myself and Minseok. After dinner she got some small jellies and went back into the livingroom with myself and Minseok. “Aza lets do some more walking ok?” Min asked trying to persuade her. Azalea shook her head “No alk” Minseok sighed and scooted closer to her on the floor “But you need to walk to be a big girl” “No big girl. Aza Appa’s baby” “You will always be my baby Princess. But you need to learn how to walk” “NO ALK!” she screeched angrily surprising both myself and Minseok. He gave her a cross look and said calmly “Aza don’t shout at Appa like that ever again” “NO!” She screamed at him. Without a word Minseok picked her up and carried her to her room. I sat quietly on the couch listening. “Bold girls go to bed with no more playing” he said as he went into her room. I could hear Azalea begin to cry and shouting “Bad Appa! No! Mean Appa” I bit my lip knowing he hated hearing that and hoping he would stay strong this time. Azalea continued to scream and I heard Minseok say “Goodnight Azalea” then the door to her room closed and the crying continued. I looked to the door and gave him a supportive smile  as he came back. He was struggling with her crying but he did it. He punished her for bad behavior. Before he could change his kind he curled up on the couch with me in his arms. “I did it” he muttered quietly sounding uncertain. I hugged him and nodded “yes you did. She will settle down and everything will be fine” I assured him. We stayed there quietly until Azalea stopped crying. Slowly we went to check on her. She had fallen asleep so we covered her up and whispered “goodnight princess” Minseok hugged me and whispered “I love you. Both of you” I smile and look at him “I love you both too” He kissed my lips softly then picked me up making me giggle quietly. He carried me into our room and shut the door before laying me on the bed and crawling over me. We reacquainted ourselves with every inch of each other. Showing that our love for each other was as strong and as pure as ever of not stronger. The next morning Minseok woke up early as usual and began to make breakfast for everyone. Azalea was the next to wake up and Minseok went down to her room. He lifted her up and she hugged him and kissed his cheek “sowy Appa” she mumbled making him smile. Minseok kissed her cheek “I forgive you.” He started walking to the kitchen but stopped when Azalea said “Appa I alk” He looked at her surprised then smiled and nodded letting her down and holding her hand to help her walk. She had refused to do it on her own before but now she was walking well next to him. They were nearly at the kitchen when she let go and walked on her own. Giggling at her new found freedom. Minseok chuckled and watched her in awe. He then moved to her and scooped her up into his arms. “Well done princess. I knew you could do it” he praised kissing her cheeks “lets go tell Umma” He hurried to the bedroom and lay next to me with Azalea. Aza poked my cheek so I opened my eyes smiling “good morning baby girl” Azalea giggled “Umma I alk!” I smile and look at Minseok who nods “all on her own” I smile brighter and kiss Azalea’s cheek “Thats my big girl. Umma is very proud of you” Azalea giggled while Minseok pulled us all into a big hug. He was so proud he was glowing. His princess was finally walking.

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A “Little” Surprise

Minseok X Reader _______________________________________________

The rain crashed against the window as I waited for Minseok. I was in the little cafe where we first met. He had tripped over someones bag and spilt coffee all over my baby blue dress. I was soaked through and to increase both our embarrassment the hot liquid made the dress see through. He was so flustered that when I think back on it I always giggle. He was adorable then and is still adorable now. Its been three years since that day and every year we visit this same cafe on our anniversary, but this time was different.

Minseok ran through the door his usual messy hair even messier now from the rain. He shook off the remaining drops and ran a hand through his hair looking over to me. Smiling softly I waved and admired as he made his way to me. Usually in situations like this everyone would think I called him to meet me, but no. He called me. My stomach was in knots as I remembered the phone call today. His tone had been frustrated and almost angry on the phone and it was urgent that he speak to me in person. It had been nearly a month since we had spent time together so I was really worried I had done something wrong. Had he changed his mind about moving in together? Were we breaking up over something I did? I cant think of anything but maybe I did something without realising.

Minseok took a seat and gave me his signature smile. Just that perfect mix of cute and damn sexy. A mix nobody else had perfected. “Sorry I’m late. Paperwork got insane after I got off the phone with you. One of our clients had a whole change of plan and it put the project back by about six days and” he trailed off shaking his head “anyway that’s not why I called you” I nodded slowly and he rubbed his hands on his jeans nervously “lets order coffee first” he said waving to the waiter. We ordered our coffee and I sat in nervous silence as we waited for it to come. He wasn’t looking me in the eye and eventually I couldn’t stay quiet. “Minseok whats wrong? You’re scaring me a little bit here” I asked quietly. He looked up and opened his mouth to speak when the coffee arrived. Quietly we bowed our heads thanking the waiter then waited till she was gone before Minseok spoke. “I got a promotion” he said calmly but he didn’t exactly sound thrilled so I held off on congratulating him. “Why do you not sound happy about it?” “Because its conditional. If I want to keep the job I gotta go work for nine miserable months in China starting next week” he sighed wiping his hand down his cheek, then through his hair. “Oh” I said quietly thinking about it “and you haven’t given an answer yet because of me?” Minseok sighed and shook his head “No I didn’t answer yet and my boss is giving me a hard time he wants an answer by tonight” he sounded so defeated my heart almost broke. I reached across the table and took his hand in mine. “Take it” “What?” “Take the promotion” “But nine months?” I smile and squeeze his hand “I’ll still be here waiting for you when you get back” His warm smile made my heart flutter as he lent forward and took my hands in his. “You promise?” I nod and lean forward pecking his lips softly “I’ll be here. In //our// apartment.” He gave a small chuckle and kissed me before pulling back and getting his phone. “Be right back” I nodded and watched him go call his boss. On his way back I notice him pay for the coffees and give him a curious look when he hands me my coat. “I wanna do something before I have to get packed” he said helping me put on my coat. I chuckle and nod “okay”

I wasn’t sure how long we were driving but when we stopped I felt his soft warm hands remove the blindfold. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust before I saw the ocean in front of us. It was beautiful. Minseok lent over and placed gentle kisses on my neck, making me shiver and giggle a little. He undid my seat belt and reached over letting back my seat. I don’t know when he removed his seat belt or how he managed to climb over me, but I didn’t care. His touches were gentle, his kiss was loving. I knew he was trying to make a memory here and now. One I could cherish while he is away. It might disappoint some that all we did was kiss with some light touches, but it was enough for me. When he eventually pulled away he said nothing. Instead he got out of the car and took my hand helping me out too. His wonderful smile graced his lips as he brought me over to the fence and turned me to face the ocean. Hugging me from behind and whispering in my ear “Remember this while I’m away. Anytime you get lonely or you miss me close your eyes and remember I love you” he smiled into my neck as the sight of the setting sun brought a delighted gasp from my lips. “Oppa its beautiful” I whispered in awe at the sun set. He let go of me and moved to my side. I looked over and noticed her was nervous, rubbing his hands on his sleeves as if trying to stop them from sweating. “I um.. I wanted to do this next week but… I’ll be in China so…” he turned and looked at me. My eyes went wide and my mouth opened in shock as he knelt on one knee before me. “_________ you have made my life worth living. Every morning I wake up wanting you next to me. Every night I want to sleep with you in my arms. I want to spend every hour with you. Make meals with you watch movies. I want to be there for you when you are frightened or when you are ill. I love you and” he gulped as he took a ring box out of his pocket and opened it “would you like to spend your life with me, even when I am being an absolute dork? Will you marry me?” I felt the tears roll down my cheeks as I nodded. I couldn’t speak. I was so emotional I just cried as he slipped the claddagh ring on my finger. It had a beautiful sapphire in the centre heart and the symbolism was overwhelming. The claddagh was a traditional Irish ring. It was a symbol of love friendship and loyalty. I had told Minseok about them once but they were not easy to get outside of Ireland. He stood up and took me in his arms, kissing away my tears. “I love you” he whispered and held me tighter. “I love you too” was all I could manage to say. The realisation that he would be gone for nine months was beginning to sink in. I hugged him tighter and whispered “I will be here when you get back. Waiting. In our apartment. I’ll find us one while you’re away. One we’ll both be able to call home”. Minseok chuckled and pulled back far enough to kiss my forehead. “I trust you” he said with a smile before hugging me tight as we watched the sun set.

The next couple of days were busy. Minseok needed to pack for nine months away and I had already begun apartment searching. I dropped him to the airport and cried as he left. It would have been easier if I hadn’t seen the tears in his eyes as he kissed my forehead and said goodbye. But it wasn’t goodbye. I would see him again in nine months.

A week after Minseok had left I discovered I was pregnant. I told my parents and I told his parents. I didn’t know if I should tell Minseok or surprise him when he got back. I knew he always wanted kids. I also knew he would be worried about me if he knew I was pregnant while he was in China. Mrs Kim went with me to the doctor and we found out I was due two weeks before Minseok was due home. Which meant it was possible he would be coming home to a child. If not he was definitely coming home to a pregnant fiance.Mrs Kim and I spent the whole evening discussing which would be best for both myself and Minseok. We didn’t want him worrying but we also didn’t want to give him a heart attack when he got back. In the end we decided to tell him I would have a surprise for him. One that will change his life but in the best way possible. That night Mrs Kim and I rang him on a video call. She sat with me holding my hand under the table so he wouldn’t know I was nervous. He was delighted to see us and told us about his week and what was coming next. He wouldn’t have time for many calls over the next nine months which made us feel better about our decision not to tell him the whole story. He was curious what surprise but Mrs Kim helped me to keep it a secret. She told him to stop asking and not to ask me when he talks to me alone. He agreed while laughing and I couldn’t help but laugh too. She was serious but pleasant so she didn’t mind us laughing. After-all she was giving her son orders not to question his own fiance.

Just like he predicted he had very little time over the nine months do we talked maybe once a month. It was hard but I was kept busy between apartment hunting and doctor appointments. As we hoped the baby came right on time. Labor was terrifying and really painful. All I wanted was Minseok there to hold my hand but Mrs Kim, who has asked me to call her Eomeoni, stayed by my side and held my hand tight. My parents came later. My mother was brought in to me and she wiped my forehead for me and helped me too. With Eomma and Eomeoni I managed to stay reasonably calm and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. She had Minseok’s dazzling eyes and my sweet smile. She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. My baby. I had talked baby names with Eomeoni and she remembered a name Minseok said he always liked. Azalea. So that is what I called her. Our baby. Azalea. She was small but very healthy and the doctors let me home after three days of observation. Eomma and Eomeoni came to my new apartment with me. They had helped me move in over the last three months and had set up the babies room. Everything was perfect for Minseok to come home.

The day arrived and I went to the airport alone. Eomma and Eomeoni stayed with Azalea. We agreed it would be easier to tell Minseok about his daughter if his daughter was home with her Grandmothers. I waited by the arrivals gate. My face lighting up when I saw him. He saw me and almost ran to me taking me in his arms and spinning me around holding me close and kissing me deeply. When we parted I giggled “I missed you too” He chuckled and pecked my forehead “Hello my love.” He took my hand and kissed each knuckle then kissed the ring and looked at me with a loving and tender smile. “Lets get you some coffee” I said calmly and took one of his bags as I walked to the cafe. He gave me a quizzical look and followed “Get /me/ coffee? Not us?” I nodded slowly and put his bag down “I’m not drinking coffee at the moment” Smiling I pecked his cheek and went to the counter for our drinks. Confused Minseok sat down and watched me. I could feel his eyes scanning over my body. I gulped knowing he will realise I have a bit more weight than when he left, thankfully I didn’t gain an awful lot while pregnant but of course I did gain weight and my hips are slightly wider after giving birth.

When I returned to the table with one coffee and one herbal tea, Minseok’s eyebrows raised into his fringe and he tapped his finger on the table “so um… this surprise?” He asked suspiciously “its not something small is it?” He was already watching me for any tell tale signs of what is going on. Slowly I shake my head “not really. No” My hands were trembling as I reached for my cup but his hand took mine stopping me from taking a drink. “Whats wrong?” He asked his expression serious and concerned. I couldn’t help but chuckle softly as I shake my head “nothings wrong. I just …” I gulp and take a deep breath “I have kept a big secret from you for nine months and I am a little nervous to tell you now” I admitted. He smiled and squeezed my hand before using his other hand to take a sip of coffee. After he put the cup back down he spoke softly “why don’t I try to guess then?” I bit back a laugh and lifted my cup “try but I don’t think you can guess this” I took a sip and placed my cup back down. “Whatever it is you kept it for nine months. I am guessing you didn’t tell me so that I could focus on work. Correct?” I simply nodded with a small smile. “You’ve also gained a bit of weight since I saw you nine months ago” I gulped and again nodded wondering if maybe he will get it. He shook his head muttering “cant be” he looked back at me carefully “Tell me” I took a deep breath and took my phone from my pocket opening it up on a picture of new born Azalea and slid the phone to him. He looked at me confused then looked at the phone. At first he was confused then slowly realisation began to sink in and shock replaced his confused expression. He started scrolling through the pictures seeing every single one that I took of her. At least one every day since she was born two weeks ago. Tears were in his eyes when he looked back up at me “Are you serious?” I could feel tears in my eyes as I nodded and smiled “you have a daughter” The shock faded and was replaced by awe as he looked through the pictures again “We have a baby? We have a daughter?” I nodded knowing they weren’t really questions. He gave back my phone and took my hand “where is she now?” “At home with her grandmothers. They are already spoiling her” Minseok laughed and squeezed my hand “Can we go see her?” I nod and point to his coffee “do you wa-” “No lets go” he interrupted pulling me from my seat and carrying his bags. I laughed and nodded leading him to the car. His excitement was making me feel much better about everything. I had felt guilty keeping it from him but now he knows and is excited to meet his daughter.

The drive home was full of Minseok asking questions. He asked everything he could about the pregnancy and apologised for not being at her birth even though he didn’t know. He scolded me lightly for not telling him then kissed my hand and my cheek forgiving me. When we got to the apartment he got nervous. He hesitated outside the front door then again in the hall. “What if she doesn’t like me? What if she starts crying?” He asked me as I hung up our coats and put his bags in the closet to unpack later “Don’t worry.” I said bringing him into the livingroom where Azalea lay in her pram. Eomma and Eomeoni greeted Minseok and hugged him tight congratulating him. Azalea heard his voice and started to cry. Minseok frowned “Shes crying because of me already?” I picked her up and smiled to him “not because of you” He was nervous as I handed her to him but he took her anyway. Holding her carefully he looked at her and smiled. “Hello baby girl” he cooed rocking her gently and taking her tiny hand in his “I’m your Appa.” He whispered proudly to her. “We called her Azalea” I told him quietly and he smiled his eyes not leaving his daughter. “Azalea. My beautiful Azalea please don’t cry. Appa’s here” he coos. To his amazement she stops crying and opens her eyes looking up at him. A small gasp leaves Minseok’s lips as he sees his eyes looking back at him “she has my eyes” he whispers. Nobody says anything not wanting to disturb the beautiful moment between Minseok and his baby. “Appa will always protect you. My beautiful baby girl.” He lent down and kissed her hand then her forehead gently. Looking up at me he smiled before looking back at Azalea. “Our Baby”

_______________________________________________ I hope you enjoyed this story. Please let me know what you think and if enough people like it I might write another ^-^

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Bluish Grey, Virgo, Spring

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So cute

this is the single cutest thing I’ve ever seen in my whole life

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Minseok: “I’m a what?” You: “you’re an Appa” Minseok: “…”