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portraits

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jeff the i hardly know her

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I'm not a trans role model or a queer mom or whatever. I'm a dirtbag burnout commie hedonist who's gonna tell you to stop trying to please people when you're still fuckin miserable and then strongly suggest you go drop acid or suck some dick in a bathroom until you stop caring about laws and social norms. Trans liberation begins with self liberation, stop hoping for an easy guide to being trans and instead tread the path of mutilation until you've carved out everything false within yourself

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"The most scary part of TMA is the blanket episode- The most scary part of TMA is Jane Prentiss - The most scary part of TMA is the Not! Them creatures -"

Wrong! The most scary part of TMA when you're watching for the first time and realize far too deep in that you really should be have been trying to remember peoples names.

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something about feeling bad in one way that makes you feel bad in a million others. why am i dysphoric (transgender) because my friend is mad at me (completely unrelated)

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nightly affirmation i can handle minor social change. i will not flap my hands and hit my head in the kitchen over this

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Earlier I was scrolling Reddit and I come across a post in r/shrooms, a sub reddit dedicated to psychadelic mushrooms and frequently featuring entries from users who are posting during a trip.

A guy posts, freaking out, that the delivery person who dropped off his food had a huge snake wrapped around his neck and the snake was talking to him and tripped him out.

He shares a picture ne sneakily took of the delivery driver.

The delivery driver actually does, in fact, have a live 7 or so foot long boa constrictor draped across his shoulders.

Can you fucking image. Being blasted out of your gourd on hallucinogenic substances, getting a random knock at the door and the guy has a live gigantic snake just chilling. Your head would explode

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me taking flight for the first time!! you can see in my face how intense and challenging it was but lynn was an amazing facilitator who made me feel so safe the whole way through. beautiful experience 10/10 will definitely do again

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this oedipal ain't shit

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metamorphosis closing installation for the 2025 immersive environments symposium. credit to eden thomson and charlyne chiappone for rigging/design, sasha belenkiy and jesse for suspending, and bridget hall for being the shibari model. there were others involved in the execution of this i can't remember the names of right now

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"transfer fee" "starting fee" "convenience fee" "late fee" okay what if i beat you to a red pulp with a hammer what about that

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just stopped my cat attacking my kangaroo paw and she carried off my singlet in protest. what the hell man

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sometimes i wonder if it would have been better if i succeeded at seventeen. then i get home and cook a meal and feed my cat and somebody tells me they wished i had stayed out with them longer and my sister and i laugh about something and actually it's all okay

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what to do when you are filled with fury and hate all your friends for no reason and feel like you're going crazy

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right out the womb i knew i was destined to be a loser fail fag homo

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hi spleenus

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update rewatched it felt it harder but i think the core of the issue is i just didn't have that experience. once i realised i was trans i transitioned there was like a month long window where i wasn't sure and then i was sure so i made the change. doesn't resonate with me on the same level it does for many other trans people. oh well still a beautiful film

controversial maybe i saw the tv glow didnt change me. it was good not denying that. but i am not shaken or stirred or strained or poured over ice about it. too scared to say this to any of the two people i know irl whove seen it