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I finally made time for reading, and I'm like halfway through The Heart's Invisible Furies now, and this book is crazyyy.

One minute, I'm traumatized, the next I'm laughing. Then, I'm appalled. Then I'm devastated. Omg it's such an emotional rollercoaster.

But I will say, whatever type of humor this author uses, is my type of humor 😅 I really love it.

I have a strong feeling that this book will not end well though and I'm slightly scared.

(dont tell me if you know please)

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I think this is the first weekend without rain in like... 13 weeks or something crazy 😅

And now it's about to be a million degrees 😭

I'll take the sunshine though 🥰🔆

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📸: @ soneysnaps

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Vessel, IV, & III.

Download Festival 2025 June 14th, 2025

(Source - the amazing mean_in_arcadia, courtesy the wonderful juli_sleeps)

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smiles, hugs, and bum pats

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As someone who's clearly paid a lot of attention to dreams for ther entire life- I have a new dream scenario happening currently!

I have a dream enemy ? 😅

This random girl with pastel pink hair and beautiful makeup keeps showing up in my dreams and she ruins all my fake scenarios 😅😭

Twice in one week now. Idk what its about. She's not anyone I recognize in real life.

But I keep being at concerts in my dreams and she shows up and does something that either makes me mad, sad, or upset in some way.

Who is this lady?! 👀

(I know this makes me sound a bit crazy, but I swear this is a real occurance lol)

I'm trying to document everything, just in case it turns out to be something down the road 🤷🏼‍♀️👀

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I am having regrets about not buying Warped Tour tickets for DC 😅😭

Warped Tour is pretty much the only music festival I ever went to, but I loved it and went multiple times. I felt like this year's Warped was strange because it was a multiple day thing... And therefore more expensive. I'm hoping this year's schedule is just a soft launch back to a full country tour in the future.

But seeing everyone's videos today.. I kind've wish I had gone anyways lol.

Perhaps next year 🤞🏻

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II has a sticker on his drum case that says Sleep Token whoreship

😭

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What I've been up to lately:

(long ramblings after the cut)

- Work has been absolute chaos. It's a long story, but the warehouse has been sending like double, if not triple, the amount of product every day that we are used to. (Aka, I'm overwhelmed everyday and fighting for my life in a sea of used, household goods 😅😭) it's honestly been sooo mentally exhausting, but at least I'm getting some extra hours 🤷🏼‍♀️ My new goal is to upgrade my phone before the concert in September so hopefully that'll motivate me to work extra 😅 I've never contemplated quitting as much as I have been lately though.

- Went to a dentist appointment last week. Everything's "good" for now, but I need to find an orthodontist in my area, as I may need braces or treatment to correct an uneven bite, which is causing some problems for me. I swear these teeth problems will never end 😭

- I finally found a specific type of pasta I've been looking for after checking 3 stores 😅 Bucatini. I made it, had unsure feelings at first, but eventually came to love it. I've been eating it all week, I think I'm obsessed.

- Keep fluctuating between "everything is horrible" and "everything is great" - I think I need to find a therapist 😭😅💀 (and when I say that, I mean a different office. I've been on the waiting list for one place for nearly two years. I give up there.)

- I found another language learning app that I like- Memrise. I think, in combination with Duolingo, it's a great tool. I took some online tests, and I'm bordering on "intermediate" in Welsh now! That's so crazy to me, but I'm so proud of myself for that. 🥰

- I guess overall, I've definitely been feeling burnt out. I'm trying to learn how to just relax or rest, but that's easier said than done for me without feeling guilty. 😅 I think tomorrow after work my one goal is just going to be to read my book.

We will see how that goes 😅

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bro said: 💥👄💥

(gif made from this video)

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I bet vessel had a hard time performing Caramel , but he still nailed it!! Also the new mask for ii, iii, and ivy are giving pirates of the Caribbean vibes.

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i had to shgdhkdjdn <3

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💖

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II.

Rock Im Park/Rock Am Ring June 7th, 2025

(Source - the lovely hearts4iv)

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what a night