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there is a whole wide internet world out there and yet my brain keeps whispering re-read three tangerines

@kithtaehyung what have you done to me?

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You're never beating those allegations Ryen

is that a… that’s a—

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A Taegi Series, pt. 6: Suchwita, episode 18

"It's doesn't matter if you're a rock or an old man, I'm here to meet SUGA hyung whom I'll put in my pocket."

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some yoongi gifs until he comes back home (5/?)

iconic look

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Screaming, crying, throwing up

[ 3tan12 ] uhh. surprise lmao

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a/n: 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ sooooooooooooo. who is ready for this yoongi

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jimin and taehyung are only two months apart but jimin sounds like hes 12 and taehyung sounds like he’s gone through puberty twice and this is why i have trust issues 

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“Yoongiiiiiii!”

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a/n: HEYOOOOO WHO IS READY FOR 3TAN11 if you want it to drop this month lemme hear you say yoongiiiiiii🥺 (but rly though drop a comment or a reblog i do wanna get a headcount lol)

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LONG LIVE BTS ♡ Happy 10th Anniversary (June 13th, 2013) cr. dwellingsouls, namuspromised

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It’s angsty but I love it 💜I love him and want only good things for them 🥺 and I see hopes for a happy ending for them 🤞🤞🤞

we all know you would make the saddest ✨️yoongi-kitty-flashback-scene✨️

:') [warnings for major angst, rather long drabble because I love them so much :( ]

Guilt is a heavy feeling.

Yoongi has always been an awfully private person, and so he's never really talked to anyone about what goes on at home. It's what he's been doing to keep himself sane, in a way; his work and private life have always been two separate things he never mixed up. It's also why he doesn't really let anyone of his coworkers he considers friends into his home- he keeps people at a comfortable distance, so to speak.

He cherishes his privacy. Needs that control over things.

Maybe if his friends had known about you, they could've helped. Especially Jungkook- maybe the hybrid specialist could've warned him about something, could've noticed anything he himself did not.

He remembers how angry he'd been that day.

His work had simply sucked the life out of him when he came home- two cardiac arrests he couldn't bring back during his shift in the ER, combined with the news that one of his patients in neurology had rapidly declined after barely making any improvements. It had made him feel like a failure, irritated, and frustrated about everything.

He knows you only wanted to help. He's never told you he needed you, always scoffed when you told him he'd be lost without your help.

But he does need you. And he wishes he could tell you now.

You always did that, almost with a sense of secrecy, as if he wouldn't know it's always been you. When he fell asleep on the couch, you'd get a blanket and a pillow to make it more comfortable. When he'd be too tired to make himself something to eat, you'd cook anything you knew you could while he would shower, and he always loved it, no matter how awfully simple it would be. And even though he knew you always wanted to do something with him like go on trips or vacations, you never complained when he just used his days off to sleep and laze around.

He loved you. He still loves you.

He remembers how he'd yelled at you in anger of himself and not you, how you'd just left him by himself like he wanted, the last sight of you up and walking one of faint hurt in your eyes as you'd left him on the living room couch to sleep. And when he woke up, you weren't there anymore.

He'd searched around the house for you, had panicked and ran out front to check the pool, but you were nowhere- until he found you on the kitchen floor, unmoving, unresponsive, cold to the touch.

And even in the ambulance he'd yelled at people, especially when the diagnosis fell that he himself refused to believe.

He knew it, deep down, that it was pretty cut and dry. Everything had pointed to exactly what the paramedics had suspected, and after weeks of you staying in this unresponsive state, and Jungkook continuously talking to him about your condition, he'd accepted it.

He had to.

There's no clear understanding yet as to why it happens only in hybrids. Medically, there's such limited research in it that it doesn't even have a name yet. All that's known is that similar to sudden infant death, hybrids fail to either properly wake up from deep sleep, or when awake, experience something similar to a brain stroke. But what exactly causes it isn't at all conclusive, mainly because it's extremely rare.

It's what makes it even worse to him.

No matter what treatment he comes up with, there's been almost no significant improvements. The only thing that really happened was, that you went from a coma into a persistent vegetative state- and he doesn't really know if he could really call it an improvement at all. You sometimes move, sigh, smile or even cry, and it claws at his heart every time he's witness of it.

But the worst time is when your eyes are open.

It makes him almost nauseous to see them look at nothing, dart around occasionally, without any soul behind them. They're lifeless, there's no consciousness behind them, no actual reasonable cause for them moving around. It's like your body is back, but your soul is still lost.

And he hates it. He wants you to come back.

"HR is bothering me again about taking days off." He mumbles to you, carefully brushing your hair today. It's barely becoming day outside, but he likes this time of day most. He won't be bothered until a few hours later when nurses come to care for you, check up on you and keep everything up to date. "I should maybe clean out the pool in the backyard... it's getting warmer these days now." The doctor says quietly. He does this a lot. He plays music other times, or simply talks about random things, or does things just like now- brushing your hair, touching your hand, has even brought blankets and pillows from home to you.

Jungkook said that it could help stimulate your awareness. And Yoongi is grabbing at any straw he can reach at this point.

"Remember how I hated that pool?" He chuckles, running the bristles of the pale pink brush over your scalp and through your hair- something that made you purr, before this had happened. "..I was actually scared, you know?" He admits softly. "I was scared that you might.. fall in and drown, when I'm at work. Because I dreamed it once." He shrugs, watching how you don't respond whatsoever. "I'll take more time off in the future, I promise." Yoongi tells you, exchanging the brush for his hand, fingers massaging the base of your cat ear on your head.

It's then that he notices something, against the tips of his fingers.

A soft almost unnoticeable vibration, causing him to immediately stand up from his chair, leaning in closer. If it is what he thinks it is, this might be an actual improvement worth investigating- but as soon as it was there, it's gone the moment he attempts to confirm it. "Come on, tell me you're coming back to me.." He pleads under his breath, disappointment hitting him hard as he rests his forehead against the side of yours, a kiss placed against your cheek. "I need you.."

And suddenly, it's there again, a little louder than before.

You're purring.

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Wow ryen you have perfect timing! The fact that this is the day after the final exam of my degree makes me very very happy!! Like a little graduation/end of exams present 😊

anyways 6/6👍

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When I say I screamed —

busted (3tan) (teaser) | myg

teaser: busted (m) (3tan10)  pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f) , jungkook x reader(f) series: masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends | dalo | like that | anytime | sundress season | yoongi’s interlude | forfeit | flutter | video call rating/genre: m (18+) ; [redacted] ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au summary: [redacted lol just trust me] note: alright, listen.. the chapter is coming along but plans and life got in the way so i wasn’t able to get it done before tour. however, i do have a lot of it written/halfway done, so i feel comfortable enough to offer y’all a teaser and will finish it out once i’m done with this trip. i do hope y’all understand, 3tan is coming back v v soon ! :’))  note 2: as for the rest of this chapter.. fuck lol warnings: none for teaser, final list to be named on drop day! est. drop date: late may - early june 2023 teaser wc: 1.8k est. total wc: 15-18k

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@kithtaehyung this screams 3tan Yoongi. Stealing mfing tangerines. And you’re still telling us you’re not the same person

This is the most Min Yoongi thing ever.

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We’re only 5 days into 2023 and Min Yoongi is already getting naked

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seeing min yoongi's pectorals covered in pretty flowers and pink and blue fancy stuff was NOT on my 2023 bingo card

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The way I saw this post like 5 hours ago. It aged well…

“Yoongi will never go shirtless” we thought.

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2 nominations for Grammy.. best mv and best pop duo! Good luck!!!

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Ryen I need this so much that I’ve come off anon! I literally crave your writing — this is such a gift!

[ 3tan9.5 ] okay🥹 300 and it’s yours 

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a/n: that’s right🥹 right after forfeit🥹