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Daisy Edgar-Jones in Fresh (2022).

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Come on. Give me a smile. DAISY EDGAR-JONES as NOA FRESH (2022) dir. Mimi Cave

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( ooc ): I watched a clip of HABIT and uh, hi here I am again

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        𝐀 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐳𝐞 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡, 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐓𝐢𝐦’𝐬 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬. It wasn’t required for him to tell her every little detail, but an explanation would be welcomed. A short one at that, about as short as his words were to her so far. Something had made him deflect, something she might have to peel back little by little.

        ❝ Okay, ❞ she exhaled, testing her words, ❝ So, nothing happened, right? ❞ she prodded a little bit more. ❝ I thought you just looked a little distressed, that’s all. ❞

She turned, walking onwards, shifting subjects. She was near a creek, she could hear the water traveling through when the low pitch of static wavered in her ears. ❝ I found a video camera here, not long back, and I believe it might have some footage on it-- could prove important. ❞

@lcstloyalty ; “   Has something happened? ” ( Kate @ Tim )

❝ No. ❞

The lie slips from his tongue before Tim can even think about it. A habit, he supposed. Built up for as long as he could remember – lying to his family, to doctors, to his friends. Hell, even to himself. Why think about the truth when you can hide behind whatever excuses your mind can conjure up.

Arms cross across his chest, pressed against familiar red flannel. There was comfort, however slight, in routine. Knowing what to expect, what to see and hear, and feel. The flannel was a near constant these days, aside from when the checkered fabric was being washed. Constant. Routine. An attempt at order in the fluctuating chaos of his life.

❝ Does it matter if something did happen? ❞ He adds, watching Kate with a guarded gaze. It was difficult to know where they lied with each other, how far trust could go. Then again, Tim didn't find much trust in anyone these days. Unreliable memory and ex-friends wanting you dead tended to do that, though.

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MARBLE HORNETS SEASON 3

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        𝐁𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬, 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐨𝐧 𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞. What used to be an exciting--thrilling even--escape from the comfort of her home to finding supposed ghosts in the woods had led Kate to run to Alabama; leading her here in front of a man she grew more uncomfortable around every passing second. It felt as if a stone was weighing on her gut.

        She crossed her arms, glaring at him. He had turned around and Kate moved to the side, eyes narrowing and standing up on her toes to be able to catch a glimpse of what Alex was doing. He turned around then, and Kate returned to her normal height, arms still crossed. She glanced down, a camera strapped to his chest, for god knows what reason.

        ❝ Getting in the way of what exactly? What’s the camera for? ❞

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Irritation bubbled beneath his skin, mixing into Alex's blood with ease. He didn't need a babysitter, didn't need anybody hovering over him whilst he worked. He'd been alone until now, had he not? Whilst he had yet to remove Jay or Tim from the equation, Alex was making great progress overall – which made Kate's words sting even further.

❝ Wonderful, ❞ came the muttered response under his breath, complete with an eye roll – back turned to the woman, of course, so she couldn't see such action. He didn't need berating over that either.

Camera clenched in a tight grip as he strapped it to the body harness he'd taken to wearing. Much easier to have both hands free, and this way he didn't have to sacrifice recording. He couldn't sacrifice recording, couldn't risk losing time –

❝ Do you really not have anything better to do? You're just going to get in my way. ❞ As if Jay and that... hooded one wasn't bad enough, now he had another thorn in his side. How lucky he seemed to be lately.

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PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains,  THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2 send me a  ✿  and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other 

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𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐍 : 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑

Writing / roleplay prompts collected from the POV chapters of Daenerys Targaryen in A Dance with Dragons , the fifth book of the ASOIAF saga. Feel free to adjust pronouns / etc. as needed.

tw: dark & mature themes, death, violence, suggestive / sexual content

❝ There is no need for you to see this. ❞

❝ He died for me. ❞

❝ It is bad luck to touch the dead. ❞

❝ They are only girls. ❞

❝ The blood of the dragon does not weep. ❞

❝ I am still at war, only now I am fighting shadows. ❞

❝ They are soldiers, not warriors. ❞

❝ Their training teaches them to obey, fearlessly, perfectly, without thought or hesitation … not to unravel secrets or ask questions. ❞

❝ I’ll see them when I’m dressed. ❞

❝ A crown should not sit easy on the head. ❞

❝ You are so radiant today I fear to look on you. ❞

❝ Women do not forget. Women do not forgive. ❞

❝ Does he believe a pair of pretty slippers will win my hand? ❞

❝ If he proposes that I wed this man again, I’ll throw a slipper at his head. ❞

❝ I am only a young girl and know little of the ways of war. ❞

❝ Why, it must be because you have no other purpose but to plague me. How many times have I refused you? ❞

❝ I see that you are eloquent as well as beautiful. I am quite persuaded. ❞

❝ You take too much on yourself. ❞

❝ Help me dress. I’ll have a cup of wine as well, to clear my head. ❞

❝ Come sleep with me. Dawn will not come for hours yet. ❞

❝ He was a good brother. ❞

❝ Say the word, my sweet, and I will send you from this awful place. ❞

❝ I would sooner stay with you. I feel safe when I’m with you. ❞

❝ I want to keep you safe. ❞

❝ No one ever kept me safe when I was little. ❞

❝ I want to protect you, but . . . it is so hard, to be strong. ❞

❝ I don’t always know what I should do. I must know, though, I am all they have. ❞

❝ We’ll both sleep, and dream of sweeter days. ❞

❝ Who would ever dare to love a dragon? ❞

❝ There is no woman more lovely than you. Only a blind man could believe otherwise. ❞

❝ A bath will help soothe me. ❞

❝ How did you get past my guards? ❞

❝ Your guards never saw me. ❞

❝ Why should I fear him? ❞

❝ If you have some warning for me, speak plainly. ❞

❝ Remember who you are. ❞

❝ I was praying. ❞

❝ Prophecies are treacherous. ❞

❝ If this is truly what my people wish, do I have the right to deny it to them? ❞

❝ Truth was never welcome at that court. ❞

❝ He was a traitor who met a traitor’s end. ❞

❝ He played a part in your father’s fall, but he bore you no ill will. ❞

❝ The king wanted you killed, but he spoke against it. ❞

❝ You think they would harm me? ❞

❝ I should have seen it coming. Was I so blind, or did I close my eyes willfully, so I would not have to see the price of power? ❞

❝ I would give them back to you if I could, but some things are beyond the power of even a queen. ❞

❝ What have I unleashed upon the world? ❞

❝ If they are monsters, so am I. ❞

❝ Are they meant to inflame me? ❞

❝ Would my lord prefer something sweeter? ❞

❝ I will not trust you, but I need you. ❞

❝ A craven’s knife can slay a queen as easily as a hero’s. ❞

❝ He is playing games with me. But I can play as well. ❞

❝ I do not wish to speak of him. ❞

❝ Let us speak instead of love, of dreams and desire. ❞

❝ I am drunk with the sight of you. ❞

❝ Why did you abandon me? ❞

❝ I am almost certain that I asked you for your hand. Begged you, even. ❞

❝ You gave up too easily. ❞

❝ I must marry, all agree. ❞

❝ I am not so foolish as to wed a man who finds a fruit platter more enticing than my breast. ❞

❝ If you will not take me for your husband, I am content to be your slave. ❞

❝ I have been rained on and I have been sold. It is not the same. No one wants to be owned. ❞

❝ Is that meant to frighten me? I lived in fear for years. I woke afraid each morning and went to sleep afraid each night. ❞

❝ Let me stay and help persuade you. ❞

❝ You look . . . weary. Are you sleeping? ❞

❝ You know how much I value your wisdom. ❞

❝ You need a king beside you to help you bear these burdens. ❞

❝ Have you no smile for me? Am I as fearful as all that? ❞

❝ I always grow solemn in the presence of such beauty. ❞

❝ I have never wanted war. ❞

❝ You have not said you love me. ❞

❝ That is not the answer of a man in love. ❞

❝ What is love? Desire? No man could ever look on you and not desire you. ❞

❝ A new time has come, and new things are possible. Marry me. ❞

❝ Kiss me as if I were your wife. ❞

❝ No. I do not love you. ❞

❝ It’s him I want, not you. ❞

❝ One day all men must die, but it serves no good to dwell on death. I prefer to take each day as it comes. ❞

❝ Words are wind, even words like love and peace. I put more trust in deeds. ❞

❝ So it seems that I may wed again. Are you happy for me? ❞

❝ A queen belongs not to herself, but to the realm. ❞

❝ Marriage or carnage, those are my choices. ❞

❝ Did he wed for love or duty? ❞

❝ I know he was very fond of her. ❞

❝ I could become fond of him, in time. ❞

❝ I need to change, to make myself beautiful. ❞

❝ You have grown more beautiful in my absence. How is that possible? ❞

❝ I have missed you so much. ❞

❝ They never told me you were here, or I might have played the fool and sent for you at once. ❞

❝ I have only one urgent need. You. ❞

❝ A man surrounded by foes cannot defend himself. No, when faced with many enemies, choose the weakest, kill him, ride over him and escape. ❞

❝ He is as bold as he is bloody. ❞

❝ He is a monster. A gallant monster, but a monster still. ❞

❝ Do you take me for the Butcher King? ❞

❝ Better the butcher than the meat. ❞

❝ All kings are butchers. Are queens so different? ❞

❝ Most queens have no purpose but to warm some king’s bed and pop out sons for him. ❞

❝ Have you forgotten who I am? ❞

❝ He would make a monster of me. A butcher queen. ❞

❝ There is blood on my hands, too, and on my heart. ❞

❝ I am tired of hearing what you will not do. ❞

❝ Will they joust for me? I should like that. ❞

❝ He plays you for a fool. Do you want a serpent in your bed? ❞

❝ You could not have saved them. ❞

❝ Oh, gods, what have I done? Have I sent him to his death? ❞

❝ I have no more help to give. ❞

❝ I will not turn away from them. A queen must know the sufferings of her people. ❞

❝ I cannot heal them, but I can show them that I care. ❞

❝ Shall I wash your hair? ❞

❝ All those pearls will make me rattle when I walk. ❞

❝ The pearls symbolize fertility. The more a woman wears, the more healthy children she will bear. ❞

❝ Your clothes are stained with blood. Take them off. ❞

❝ Only if you do the same. ❞

❝ I thought you would be the one to betray me. I thought . . . ❞

❝ Promise me that you will never turn against me. I could not bear that. Promise me. ❞

❝ I wanted you from the first time I saw you. ❞

❝ You boasted that you’d had a hundred women. ❞

❝ He has a sellsword’s conscience. That is to say, none at all. ❞

❝ I would give up my crown if he asked it of me. ❞

❝ If I gave up my crown, he would not want me. ❞

❝ I do not want this night to end. ❞

❝ Marry me instead. ❞

❝ You know I cannot do that. ❞

❝ You are a queen. You can do what you like. ❞

❝ Marry me, and we can have all the nights forever. ❞

❝ We cannot wed, my love. You know why. ❞

❝ Once I am wed it will be high treason to desire me. ❞

❝ It has been too long since I’ve killed a man. Might be I should seek out your betrothed. ❞

❝ Are you unwell? In the black of night I heard you scream. ❞

❝ It was the wind that you heard screaming. ❞

❝ It was just a dream. Go back to sleep. ❞

❝ She dares say that in open court? ❞

❝ That smile has won many a maiden’s heart, I’ll wager. ❞

❝ Please, you must not tease me. ❞

❝ Come back to bed and kiss me. ❞

❝ The queen your mother was always mindful of her duty. ❞

❝ A knight is no fit consort for a princess of royal blood. ❞

❝ I never knew my father. I want to know everything about him. The good and . . . the rest. ❞

❝ If he loved you, he would come and carry you off. ❞

❝ How did this happen, that I am drinking and smiling with men I’d sooner flay? ❞

❝ This is peace, so why does it taste so much like defeat? ❞

❝ I want no gifts from you. ❞

❝ There is no honor in him, only hunger . . . for gold, for glory, for blood. ❞

❝ Every child knows its mother. ❞

❝ They are dragons, and so am I. ❞

❝ You have more enemies than you know. ❞

❝ Gods grant that we have made a son tonight. ❞

❝ I heard you crying. ❞

❝ Crying? I was not crying. Why would I cry? ❞

❝ Stay. I do not wish to be alone. ❞

❝ Remind me that there is still good in the world. ❞

❝ I will have you beside me, what other protection do I need? ❞

❝ How much of this do you believe? ❞

❝ I am looking into hell, but I dare not look away. ❞

❝ He takes great pride in his . . . his swordsmanship. ❞

❝ He boasts of bedding me, you mean. ❞

❝ Once I dreamed of flying. ❞

❝ Men are mad and gods are madder. ❞

❝ You are dead. ❞

❝ You never mourned me. It is hard to die unmourned. ❞

❝ I loved you once. ❞

❝ I waited long enough. I waited my whole life. ❞

❝ You lingered in a place that you were never meant to be. ❞

❝ Home was all I ever wanted. ❞

❝ You wanted me. ❞

❝ I was tired. I was weary of war. I wanted to rest, to laugh, to plant trees and see them grow. ❞

❝ Remember who you are, what you were made to be. ❞

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( ooc ): I headcanon that for any slenderverse crossover verse (mostly marble hornets because idk I think it's the easiest place for her to crossover to), it would be right after Kate witnessed CR die. I think the method in how he did it, how he tried to convince Kate to do the same thing, was so traumatic to Kate that she had to leave the place entirely. She likely still had the house up for sale a little bit after, until she decided entirely that she can't stay in the location any longer since her mental state was declining even more with Slender there and what she witnessed with CR. So, she left, trying to outrun her past, which eventually leads her getting involved in the mess these webseries are in. (So, really, she isn't outrunning anything).

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( ooc ): I need to write up an about section for Jay, I'll try to do that later today while I blog hop.

Some thoughts about Jay: I know Troy has said that Jay is gay, I want to honor that, but I also don't imagine my Jay really being that easily attracted to anyone. Sort of asexual-aromantic, but since attraction is on a spectrum, I feel like it sort of fluctuates. (In general, I'm not a big jam shipper, I lean a little bit more towards Jaylex if anything). I think as his obsession grows, romance and attraction is far from his mind since in my portrayal, when Jay becomes attached to something, especially with the way he's affected by the Operator lingering around later (more violent and paranoia-prone), he really really goes head-deep into whatever he's working on. That's what the channel Marble Hornets is to him.

I also want to say that I'm tempted to put a rule down that if you're interacting with Jay, please also interact with Kate. This is Kate's blog, Jay is just a side muse. I don't want Kate to just go ignored, as is often in the rpc since she's a female muse.

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Mr. President tags (Jay)

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( ooc ): Half tempted to give Kate a fnaf verse because why not?

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entry #33

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newhcuse asked : "You know you're a nag? A very pretty one, but a nag." scott !

Can't remember the ask meme. / @newhcuse

        ❝ The last person who called me pretty, it didn’t end well for them, ❞ Kate's voice was monotone as she spoke, a little sliver of humor, though her smile dropped quickly. She had never called a nag before--that was a new one--but a friend had called her pretty in the past. Lauren would often tell her she was pretty and beautiful, she could still hear her voice saying the compliment and Carl Ross. 

        She shivered at the thought of him.

        She was so naive at the time, thinking he shared the same platonic allure towards her as she did him, not realizing the lingering intensity around their communications over email and in person. She could still smell the gasoline, and she figured the ash and the fire still lingered on her white hoodie in the freezing mineshaft.

        She blinked and looked up at Scott, remembering that she wasn’t alone. ❝ But- uh, thanks. I hope I’m not too much of a nag. ❞ She never took compliments well, but she smiled as much as she could up at Scott.