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I finally got partially over my fear

Hi, my name is Michael.

I am a 24 man with high functioning autism and a small speech problem.

for many years i have wanted to to create educational videos about life/interesting stuff in the world (i also get many ideas from reddit) on youtube.

i started many channels but my because of my anxiety, hate comments about my video subjects/voice +the fact that english isn't my mother language and just general low self esteem i always gave up and quit/delete the channel.

well now, somewhat 10 year too late after i worked on myself i decided to start again.

i do still feel some insecurity about my voice and because of it at least for my first video/future videos i use a decent STT software. (this is why i wrote i just partially got over my fear lol)

i hope that soon i will be able to use my own voice and have a better self esteem.

as of this week i am going to try to upload bi-weekly (3-10) minutes about various interesting topics i find i the world.

i just uploaded my first video after years of not touching an editing software and doing this again reminded me how much i loved it. as i upload more videos i know my editing and video structure will get alot better!

i just wanted to generally thank the community of reddit because not matter how bad i feel some days or how bad and stupid is a question i want to know the answer for or if i just want to pass many hours with laughs and good times i know i can come here.

i know this is a little shameless but i do want to plug my channel and get people here to see, give me ideas, and good critique about how to make my video/video structure/ editing etc. better i really believe that this will be a part of my personal growth :)

it gets me very excited knowing there will be people here and in the world that will be with me from the start and witness my personal and professional development of my life and video making in the foreseeable future.

and one last time, i want to thank you all!

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChssSdUobUJJw5FDQBRIfrw

first vide:

hyperthymesia- The people who remember everything