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Pimples and moles

I was starting to feel like I was becoming a mole, the kind of mole that’s hidden in your own body, like the mole I have in the outer corner of my right eye, right in between my lashes and waterline, I was becoming a mole that you forget about and then when you see it it’s just like, “oh, that’s right!, you exist, I confused you for makeup “ I didn’t want to be like that anymore, I wanted to be a pimple, an annoying bright red pimple you get in the tip of your nose right before an important day, I want to be noticed and remembered, I want to be talked about, I want to be SO there it annoys people. I hope I’m starting to get to that path, I just have to remind myself every time I look in the mirror who I want to be.

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I love you

I wanna tell you I love you in every single way except for words, for it is words that ruin things for people like you and me, it’s words that travel from ear to ear without control, reaching the ears of those who cannot accept love different from the one they know, that is why I’ll keep telling you how much I love you but you won’t hear those three words coming out of my mouth, but you’ll feel it in my eyes when I look into yours, you’ll feel it in my fingers when they come into contact with your skin, you’ll feel it in my embrace when I refuse to let you go, you’ll feel it but you won’t hear it, how I wish I could tell you, but I’m so scared of words ruining this sacred thing for us, that’s why I don’t wanna tell you I love you, at least not with words.

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I thought this was just my dad, he always does this so much for no reason, now I realize it’s a universal men thing

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