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Shout out to Christians who are little freaks. I mean, Jesus emphasizes this doctrine constantly but it's often forgotten.

Shout out to the Christians who society shuns, shout out to the Christians that don't neatly fit in boxes of acceptable people, shout out to Christians who irritate and upset and gross people out not because of any sin of their own, but because they dared to be different. Shout out to the Christians that go to church and get glares, who go to non-believers and are scoffed at. Shout out to Christians who are labeled as evil and broken and a mistake because the world hates good. Shout out to the Christians who puff their chests up with their weirdness or those who hide their light because they were taught it was wrong.

Shout out to the marginalized, the hated, the misunderstood, the outcasts, the off. For the last will be the first and will inherit the world to come.

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carmine (platonically) and sapphire XD

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Challenging you all!

Put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for which one they like the most!

Then tag Tumblr friends to keep the game going!

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misery loves company! (but the company does not reciprocate)

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someone fucking relieve me from my plight

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Due to 51 rape threats, suicide baiting, graphically telling me how to kill myself and how I was worthless and my existence hurt me and others, anons are off until further notice. Sorry to all that inconveniences.

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"POV you're going insane" and the songs are all about being an unsettling freak and relishing in it

Where's the songs where you're losing yourself? Where's the songs where you're trying to piece it together and it always falls through? What about songs where you lose your grasp on reality? Become paranoid? Manic? Where you grow delusional?

The song playlists use insane to mean creepy or enjoying others' pain. But going insane is craziness interrupted with lucid fear and realization, the transition where you lose self awareness, the existential horror that is worse than death. Losing your health, friends, safety, wealth, even your happiness is nothing to having your self taken. That is the most terrifying thing imaginable.

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But I still haven’t found what i’m looking for (it’s the sweet release of death)

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hey so actually my memory retention is actually abysmal just to let you know

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I got a 2/10… BUT ONLY BC THERE WAS A LOTTA BIG BOY WORDS THERE THAT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT THEY MEANT SO I GUESSED

Sorry hun i was doing this right before bed i wasn’t thinking :’’’’((((( ILL REDO IT L8R WHEN I HAVE TIME I SWEARS

(filled it with very easy questions but i don’t have anyone to tag 😢)

@obsessivefangirl @sneakyfox55

i made a fun little get to know me quiz!! you can take it here and after taking it make your own and reblog so i can learn more about you guys! i'm going to tag some mooties for fun bc i love learning about you guys!

npt: @romantichomicide95 @cheesypuffkins87 @mangostarjam @staraxiaa @berryzxx

@moonlightazriel @evemooniepeach @crescentmoontsuki @book-girl4evaaa

@sarangkstars @kimkaelyn @irisintheafterglow @ponderingmoonlight @pandora-ophelia-blog

@writingcroissant @seireiteihellbutterfly @thelov3lybookworm @fieldofdaisiies @weebotaku21

@meguemii @kasumitenbaz

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dont listen to the haters, pain is a government hoax

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I worship you.

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im so bad at maintaining online friendships!! im sorry to everyone i’ve had a lovely chat with but havent followed up with!! im a very isolating person and i still consider you my friend i promise !!!

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i just realized i’ve weaponized my incompetency for so long that now i’m actually incompetent.

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don’t worry, be happy

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who was gonna tell me that crying yourself to sleep actually makes your eyes puffy?