letters-between-freckles

[letters-between-freckles]

[letters-between-freckles]

[letters-between-freckles]

[letters-between-freckles]

For the 1 st time , I didn't resisted when my best friend tried to accuse me of something,which she was fully convinced of I did it, and that too intentionally, that I didn't asked her what was her mental health,is she having a mental breakdown, lately when I myself felt like dying with every single breath I took ,but hey come on ,I'm not that selfish who just shove up their unexplainable sadness to others throat everytime they ask me if I'm doing good nor I want to come off as a troubled friend EVERYSINGLETIME, so ever since high school ,I just let it slip under the rug , but when she accused me what a bad friend I was for years , even though she was the last person on earth I want to cut ties with ,I deleted all the 19795 messages that we shared , with countless memories of 7 years ,it took nearly 38 seconds, in my defense I , gave my never ending silence. I seriously didn't have anything to say. Nothing in that time could have convinced her that it was never my intention to ever hurt her or ignore her needs, Nothing in that time could have convinced me, that maybe I should beg her to stay, for she the only one I got. It went away just like that .

I think I did justice to the friendship, I think I did justice to the ending.