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Befriending an artist who you deeply admire probably never ceases entirely to feel totally bewildering and surreal.

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SINNERSSS 🧛‍♂️🥀🦇🧄🇮🇪

This is available as a print on my etsy! 🫶

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Every single person in Sinners was so goddamn sexy what a time to be alive

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Friendship is manic pixie vs just manic lmfao

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Wthelly

I’m sorry someone explain… there’s a third obey me ??

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I’m sorry someone explain… there’s a third obey me ??

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It smells and sounds like spring 

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Finally home from college and I just can’t believe that it’s warm out and there’s not snow on the ground bc up north it’s still gross and cold lol

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he let me back in praise be upon you 🤩🤩🤩

Bruh I need advice for this juvenile and convoluted sitch I got into lmfao

I requested to follow this guy a year ahead of me on Instagram last night, and he accepted, then requested to follow me back. However, when I looked again, I was no longer following him but he still followed me. I did not unfollow him so he either removed me as a follower or Instagram glitched somehow (unlikely). Now he follows me but I don’t follow him.

Now, I'm not necessarily looking for anything romantic with him; he and his friends and me and my friend (K) have this kind of funny staring relationship with one another where we're all really nosy into each other's lives but none of us have really talked to one another. It's like intense eye tag between maybe seven people. As the semester comes to an end and I know that he and his friends will move off campus it seems a bit silly not to cross the divide and at least become friends, so that's my main goal. Him being really cute is just an added bonus.

But! They have a fringe friend who my friend K went on a few dates with. She initiated, he broke it off because he's studying abroad next semester and felt like there "wasn't enough time". I'm worried they think we're invested in them only because of this guy but he doesn't really matter at all. It's more about the fact that we've all been staring at each other and pulling various shenanigans at one another since December.

Also, the past week we've been playing eye tag like crazy but today he got lunch with a girl and I was facing away so I'm not sure if he was looking at me. I know he's single and this is the first time I've seen this girl but I really don't want to step on any toes.

Anyway, I posted a story tonight and he was in the first like 15 people to see it. I know he's mischievous and yesterday was April fools, so I'm wondering if he removed me as a follower as a joke since you have to click like five buttons so it probably wasn't an accident. Should I re-request him back? Or should I let it go? Or should I go even further and remove him as a follower and just pretend this never happened (which I don't want to do lol)? This is just such an absurd situation that I'm as a complete loss.

TL;DR I requested a guy on insta, he accepted, followed me, then presumably removed me as a follower but still follows me. Should I request him again right away, wait a few weeks and see if he still follows me and then do it, remove him as a follower, or just leave it be?

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Bruh I need advice for this juvenile and convoluted sitch I got into lmfao

I requested to follow this guy a year ahead of me on Instagram last night, and he accepted, then requested to follow me back. However, when I looked again, I was no longer following him but he still followed me. I did not unfollow him so he either removed me as a follower or Instagram glitched somehow (unlikely). Now he follows me but I don’t follow him.

Now, I'm not necessarily looking for anything romantic with him; he and his friends and me and my friend (K) have this kind of funny staring relationship with one another where we're all really nosy into each other's lives but none of us have really talked to one another. It's like intense eye tag between maybe seven people. As the semester comes to an end and I know that he and his friends will move off campus it seems a bit silly not to cross the divide and at least become friends, so that's my main goal. Him being really cute is just an added bonus.

But! They have a fringe friend who my friend K went on a few dates with. She initiated, he broke it off because he's studying abroad next semester and felt like there "wasn't enough time". I'm worried they think we're invested in them only because of this guy but he doesn't really matter at all. It's more about the fact that we've all been staring at each other and pulling various shenanigans at one another since December.

Also, the past week we've been playing eye tag like crazy but today he got lunch with a girl and I was facing away so I'm not sure if he was looking at me. I know he's single and this is the first time I've seen this girl but I really don't want to step on any toes.

Anyway, I posted a story tonight and he was in the first like 15 people to see it. I know he's mischievous and yesterday was April fools, so I'm wondering if he removed me as a follower as a joke since you have to click like five buttons so it probably wasn't an accident. Should I re-request him back? Or should I let it go? Or should I go even further and remove him as a follower and just pretend this never happened (which I don't want to do lol)? This is just such an absurd situation that I'm as a complete loss.

TL;DR I requested a guy on insta, he accepted, followed me, then presumably removed me as a follower but still follows me. Should I request him again right away, wait a few weeks and see if he still follows me and then do it, remove him as a follower, or just leave it be?

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thinking about this convo I had with my best friend from high school where I mentioned my degree is STEM and she was surprised because she “didn’t think the environmental science stuff, like, counted” 😀

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I wont him bad

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Wow. I woke up last week a remembered I had hobbies after like 5 months of not doing any of them this is beautiful

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I'd say skew a little more on the purple side of red hair due, or just straight up purple. I speak from experience when I say it helps cancel out any sort of facial redness, and it'll make your skin tone look even better than it already does! But I mean this lovingly (in the non-creepy anon way)! You already look so pretty even with your natural color.

Thank you! I actually did buy a bottle of purple dye bc my stepmom said the same thing!! I appreciate your thoughts and you’re so sweet 🫶🫶🫶

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oh, i am finally old enough to know why my parents took so long to grab their coats. why they would ask us to get ready to go only to sit down for another round of coffee. what would i tell myself, at 10 years old? it’s okay. sit down with them too. take in the extra hour with your friend and her family. when you get home, write down every moment in your diary. one day you will be older and you will be waving goodbye to your best friend, and you will turn the key to start your beat up little car engine, and you will look back over your shoulder. her hair will be blowing in the wind and she will be beautiful and you will be, for a moment, struck by all of it. what you will feel is so wide and nameless that it will engulf you. and you will think of being 14 and kicking her under the table in math every time you wanted to whisper something behind the teacher’s back. you will think about how long the days felt, and how you could hold her hand whenever you wished, but you didn’t. and you will think about all of the people you could have lingered with. and you will wish, more than you have ever felt a wish, that the universe just gave you that - more time to linger. more time to say - i love you. i know i need to leave, but i don’t want to leave you. and when i go, i am leaving a piece of my heart that lingers too. 

one more round of coffee. the days are so short, and you are so lovely.

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what if we skated infinitely 🍃🌸