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lifmera Ā· 3 days ago
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Aye yo I just wanted to say I still read the match up you made me a every once in a while when I’m back in my bullshit and I love it so much! šŸ’š I hope you have a good day and thank you!
HI HUN!!! I JUST TOUCHED TUMBLR AGAIN AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY THIS WAS SO SWEET.
Im so beyond happy that you enjoyed it that much!! 🩷🩷 I should be the one thanking YOU!
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lifmera Ā· 2 months ago
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SCREAMING AND CRYING ANF THROWING UP
Make Ups (Ichigo x GN! Reader)
Content: Angst with a happy ending. Reader is having a rough time grasping the reality of it all after the snowball incident, but thanks to Orihime and your reluctance to agree, you got to patch things up! (Highly recommended to read pt 1)
A/N: Hello!! It’s been a while.. I’ve been caught up with work lately and was busy! This has been in my drafts for a while but do expect bulk posts in the upcoming days! (˵ •̀ į“— •́ ˵ ) ✧
(Part 1)
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It had been days since the incident, and you still couldn’t shake the feeling off. Your tears dried and staining your cheeks, your eyelids puffy. It felt so hard to breathe—your thoughts had become more condescending, you couldn’t help but blame yourself for this. Your worst fear became a reality, and what made unbearable were the thoughts you brushed off weren’t so easy to ignore anymore.
The more time you spent isolated, the more you reflected and looked into those thoughts. The little glimpses of Ichigo’s feelings for you in your memory—the feelings you held for him that you wouldn’t have dared acknowledged or voiced, but now reality came crashing down—you felt so selfish and disgusted at yourself for even thinking about how you had a chance with him because he reciprocated.
Through it all, Orihime still lingered at back of your mind. Her expression that day, it wasn’t something you could easily shake off. The genuine horror she had, she was visibly upset and you felt even more sick. How could you hold these feelings for him? It’s unfair to her.
ā€œDamn itā€¦ā€ you muttered under your breath as you hugged your legs close to you. One hand extending out to reach for your phone as it buzzed.
As you pulled it closer to your face, you read the new notification. It was a new message from Ichigo again—among the countless of messages he left you and your friends left. Before you could fully read his message, another notification popped up, replacing his, it was from Orihime. Your eyes scanned the notification thoroughly.
ā€œIt’s been a while! I was hoping if I could come over—if it’s okay with you—and discuss something. If you’re too tired, it’s okay!ā€ you read to yourself mentally as you sighed. She was still the sweetest despite everything.
For moment, you laid there curled up on your bed. Hesitating as you unlocked your phone and stared at her message. You took a few moments to let it sink into your brain—and having to think about how you should respond to her. How will you even face her? More and more thoughts plagued your mind as your hand and fingers worked on autopilot as you responded to her message, whilst thinking of it all.
When you face her, you’ll try your best to be honest. That was your resolve. Though, how will you face the others after? You’ve ignored their texts and calls. You couldn’t face them right now. You feel like a shitty friend because of this—after all, in your eyes you’re being immature for refusing to communicate and focusing on these thoughts. Most importantly, you ignored Ichigo the most. You read his notifications from time to time but you always ended up deeper in thought when you did.
Slowly you snapped out of your self deprecating trance and looked at what you typed out. Your eyes examined the lines of text before ultimately deciding to delete it with a grumble. It was too long and it got depressing. You settled for a simple ā€œsureā€, though you cringed as you sent it. Curled up, you plopped your phone down beside you. There was an irking sickness pooling in your stomach. As much you didn’t want to talk to anyone right now, it’s the least you could do for her. After all, she must be going through worse.
You stayed in your bed curled up, your eyes closed, waiting for time to pass. Too tired to move or get up and make yourself fully presentable. It didn’t matter though, to you—at least you showered earlier in the day. That’s enough.
As you were slowly drifting off, you were lulled back awake by a ring. You figured it could be Orihime, even if it wasn’t, you still got up and made yourself mildly presentable. Fixing your hair, changing out of your shirt into a new one, the simple things and the bare minimum you could do. You did this all quickly and you went from your room, straight down the stairs and you’re at your front door. You looked through the peephole of the door, taking a good look at who it was and you spotted a familiar head of light brown hair with her blue hair clips. Letting out a sigh of relief as you unlocked your door and opened it, trying your best to smile at her—although you’re absolutely sure you looked like a zombie—and welcomed her in. The auburn haired girl smiled back at you as she made her way in and took off her shoes. Placing them on a shoe rack nearby.
ā€œMake yourself at home, I’ll be back with some snacks and tea. We can talk about what you wanted to discuss once it’s done.ā€ Your voice gruff and it cracked a bit. You haven’t talked in a while, and it’s clear with how awkward you sounded.
ā€œThat sounds wonderful! Oh, and I will don’t you worry about it!ā€ Orihime chimed, her voice as flattering as ever. She always seemed to be a ray of sunshine regardless of the circumstances. You appreciated that about her, yet… it somehow made you feel more sick. How could you ever take away something—much less someone as precious as Ichigo to her? You brushed off those thoughts with a small shake of your head and a smile as you walked to your kitchen.
For Orihime, she only stayed there and sat on the cushions. Waiting as she played with her fingers. She was just as nervous but she did a lot of thinking before messaging you today. Frankly, she didn’t think you would respond. While you were typing for a long while, she only got more nervous at that moment before she sighed as she got a message back. She was thankful you were open enough to let her talk to you. She may be an airhead, but she has noticed the way Ichigo looks at you. As much as she envied you, she knew that you were special to him. Her thoughts drifted off as she waited, and before she knew it—she was brought back to reality as she heard the clink of your kyusu and cups, followed by a plate of assorted tea biscuits.
ā€œAh!—Thank you so much! These look wonderful…and so tastyā€ she stared in awe at the assortment. There was that gleam in her eyes whenever she had baked goods in front of her. You only chuckled at her reaction, although it sounded dry, you still truly appreciated her antics.
ā€œHelp yourself.ā€ You sat down in front of her, crossing your legs as you took your cup of tea, watching as Orihime took a butter biscuit in her hand and ate it. She made a small ā€œmmmā€ sound afterwards. You let her enjoy it a little more before clearing your throat, curious about what she wanted to discuss.
ā€œSoā€¦ā€ you trailed off awkwardly, ā€œyou wanted to discuss something with me?ā€
Her eyes widened a little as her cheeks flushed a light pink tint out of embarrassment. ā€œAh, yesā€¦ā€ she laughed softly, ā€œsilly me!ā€
You only smiled a little and let a chuckle out, it had been days since she saw you and she’s glad you could be enjoying it a little before she turned the conversation back.
ā€œSo… I’ve been thinking about what happened last time—when we all hanged out and Ichigoā€¦ā€ she trailed off, finding the words and trying her best not to sound so awkward. ā€œI’ve seen how he looks at you for a while now, and I’ve done some reflecting on it since that day. Honestly, he feels more like family to me than someone I’d have as a boyfriend!ā€ You almost spat out your tea at the remark, you were in disbelief.
ā€œOrihimeā€¦ā€ before you could continue, she had cut you off.
ā€œI know you’re going to say that I should rethink and be so sure—but I’m honest! I’m really sure about this!ā€ She exclaimed and look directly into your eyes as if she was trying to prove something. You only stared back, trying to find any hint of sadness in her expression but there was…nothing, just pure and genuine confidence.
ā€œYou know…he loves you dearly. He loves you more than anyone else in his life and we talked a little.ā€ she stared up onto your ceiling, ā€œHe really admires you, you’re like… the sun to him! I know it’s been hard on you, you haven’t been responding to anyone and they haven’t seen you outside at all.ā€ You only sat in silence, listening to everything she had to say. ā€œWe’re worried for you, especially Ichigo. You two should talk!ā€
You sat there for a few more minutes, processing everything. The girl you knew had a massive crush for Ichigo and had been watching him from afar is currently encouraging you to go to him. The slight sickness was still there, but you agreed with her mentally. She was right and it was her resolve—it was her life and her decision to. Who are you to change what she does? But, to make sure you had to ask again.
ā€œAre you… sure? Are you sure about all of this? I really don’t want to ruin anything for you.ā€ You stared down onto your cup and fidgeted with your fingers.
ā€œI’m sure! You’re a really great person, so who wouldn’t like you?ā€ Her voice was filled with genuine affection. She was reassuring you, and how could you refuse? You also missed everyone, and it was getting tiring to be constantly swallowed in self deprecating thoughts.
ā€œOkay… I trust your word.ā€ You smiled at her softly, before taking the last few sips. Orihime only bummed in satisfaction, happy to have convinced you and talked to you.
She took her tea and drank it, the biscuits almost gone, and the two of you exchanged a few more words and conversed. Time went by, and you decided to walk with her—having planned now to drop by Ichigo’s place, with her convincing. The walk on the way there was silent, the two of you bundled up and simply just… there, in a way. It was peaceful, yet there was that awkwardness in the air. You both said your goodbyes as you reached the front porch of Ichigo’s house.
You waved her off and turned you back. Now walking towards the door of the Kurosaki residence. Before you could even ring the bell—you see a familiar orange haired male at the corner of your eye. You turned, and there he was. Ichigo was in his shinigami form, his shikakusho flowing in the wind. You could see the eyebags under his eyes—it seems like he hasn’t slept in a while or slept well enough the past few days.
The two of you stood there in awkward silence. He was examining you. He noticed the way you looked more pale, the way you seemed to be more lifeless—the way you looked much more frail. He mentally blamed himself, but right now it’s clear that tension must be resolved. Before he could open his mouth, your voice overpowered his.
ā€œI know it’s weird of me to show up but—Orihime came over just now and we talked about…things.ā€ Your voice trailed off a little, eyes wandering to his face, searching for anything…just anything as you took a deep breath and continued.
ā€œI did some reflecting and honestly I feel the same. I thought I was selfish and all, because ya knowā€¦ā€ you scratched the back of your head , ā€œShe liked you and I prioritized her feelings over mine. I only wanted to her happy—I wanted you to be happy. After all, we were only best friends and I didn’t want to make it awkward with stupid feelings.ā€ Laughing a little, you truly felt silly.
Ichigo’s hands were balled up into fists. He didn’t like hearing you invalidating yourself, at all. ā€œYour feelings aren’t stupid at all.ā€ His voice was gruff with a hint of annoyance, but he understood why you would feel that way.
ā€œIt was my fault for the outburst. I didn’t mean to… spill it all out that day. It wasn’t my intention, everything was just too muchā€”ā€œ
ā€œWe shouldn’t have pushed you, it was immature. We all knew about Orihime’s feelings and it’s my fault as well for pushing it further.ā€ You cut him off.
There was a brief pause between the two of you. The air was thick with tension, unspoken words lingered—but it was broken by Ichigo.
ā€œWe can discuss that another time, I already forgave you. I’ve been worried about you, and I thought our friendship would be over. You haven’t been answering my texts, I thought something had happened to you but right now I’m more than glad you’re unscathed.ā€ He admitted to you, voice hinting his vulnerability. ā€œI also want you to be sure about your feelings to me.ā€
You took his hand into yours, your fingers tracing his knuckles as you looked at him again. Your gaze softened as you spoke, ā€œI really do like you Ichigo, I have for a while now I just didn’t want to face them. I didn’t want to ruin the friendship we had or our friend group.ā€
He stared at you, his hand now fully holding yours as he sighed in relief and replaced it with a soft smile. It was rare for him to, and right now it was reserved for you. Your cheeks were dusted in pink, yet you continued to speak.
ā€œI’ve always noticed those little glimpses and how you looked at me. I always thought I was imagining things, but I’ve been proved wrong.ā€ You laughed lightheartedly.
ā€œThose were only reserved for you. I always… looked at you that way in hopes you may catch on that—maybe I might have a chance. I’ve loved you for a while now and having this happening? I must be dreaming but… It’s glad to know I’m not.ā€ He leaned forward, and gave you a chaste kiss. All of his unspoken feelings—they were poured into it.
You couldn’t help but smile now, you looked goofy and he loved it. Like he always has, he loved every part of you and today will be forever burned into his memory, and into yours. Today is a start of a new chapter, for the both of you. Though most importantly, he finally had you.
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lifmera Ā· 3 months ago
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ichigo…… ooooohhh ichigo…..
Slip Ups (Ichigo x GN! Reader)
Genre: fluff (maybe a teeny bit of angst)
Synopsis: It’s winter break in karakura town, you decide to drag the gang along to a park. Unfortunately, you are a menace, Uryu and Rukia joins in the teasing and a snowball fight ensues.. all because Ichigo and you were dumbasses. (I’m so sorry my baby orihime </3 )
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Winter break had started and karakura town was blanketed in snow. All the students were bundled up and hunched together in their respective friendgroups like penguins as the snow delicately fell. As always, you and the gang would walk home together, except today you had the bright idea of dragging them to a park to ā€œplay in the snowā€ as if you were children again.
Unfortunately, although Uryu and Ichigo had mutually disagreed, Uryu of course claiming how immature it was; It didn’t take long for them to give in as Orihime thought it was a brilliant and fun idea. The two raven haired females, Rukia and Tatsuki, then followed suit along with Chad.
As the rest went ahead, you then grabbed Ichigo’s hand—the carrot top wearing his usual scowl. You only smiled at him, your cheeks tinted a faint pink due to the cold air as you dragged him along, your back turned to him. Ichigo noticed that faint hue, of course he did. Ever since there was that shift in your friendship, he’s noticed every single thing about you and he couldn’t help but love it all.
You would notice these changes sometimes, but you always brushed it off as being friendly. After all, the sweetest girl you knew and the kindest friend you have—Orihime, loved him very much. It was only a matter of time until she would confess to him. After all, you and the others always reassured her that he would love her dearly. You wouldn’t dare look into those thoughts either, he was your best friend and you were also loyal to your friends. The last thing you wanted was to create a rift between them.
While the two of you went along, Ichigo only focused on you. Taking in everything, there was nobody else but you currently in his mind. He was clouded in his own thoughts, god what could he ever do without you? He shared everything with you. Although right now it could be time for you and him to study for the next term, he couldn’t care less. Everyone was having fun, you were having fun. He loved the smile of yours especially.
ā€œIchigo— Ichigo!ā€ You called for him, your voice louder than the last. Ichigo snapped out of his trance as he heard your voice before a snowball smacked his face. You only snickered as Rukia joined you in the assault.
ā€œWell well well, someone’s sure lost in thought?ā€ Her tone was teasing as Ichigo felt another smack by a snowball.
He only groaned. A light blush spreading across his face, as if he had been caught. ā€œOh shut it, Rukia.ā€ He grimaced as he wiped the remnants of snow off his face.
Orihime chimed in, a small chirp in her voice. ā€œOh cmon Rukia, quit teasing him!ā€ She giggled as she got closer and stood next to Ichigo. ā€œYou know even I get lost in thought! Especially about what I’m gonna eat when I get home, like today I was thinking about having pineapple enoki tempura!ā€ She was lively and her voice was loud, but not noisy. Of course, she rambled about food and her weird tastes, but it’s what made the girl a charm to those around her.
ā€œYou’re just so adorable Orihime!ā€ You squealed as you made another snowball in your hand. ā€œYou know, you would make such a cute girlfriend! Wouldn’t you agree, Ichigo?ā€ You remarked, tone clearly teasing and trying to get under his skin, Orihime on the other hand blushed and stuttered as she tried to defend herself.
ā€œI do agree, Orihime would make for a lovely partner.ā€ Uryu interjected as the poor girl was about to speak. ā€œThey already make for a lovely couple.ā€
Ichigo’s face was beet red at this point from the teasing, so was Orihime’s—although for completely different reasons. He didn’t love Orihime that way, he only loved her like she was family. He didn’t like this position at all, but the reason was getting too much. All the poor boy could do was form a snowball and throw it at Uryu. From there on, a snowball fight ensues as the topic gets diverted.
It was back and forth remarks, snowballs getting thrown. It was chaotic, all the childish bickering—it felt familiar. You smiled to yourself and loudly laughed. It went on for a while. It came to a point where Ichigo was covering Orihime, as if to protect her from the onslaught—until you and your stupid mouth brought out a teasing remark.
ā€œMan look at you! Protecting her like she’s already your girlfriend, eh Ichigo?ā€ You laughed loudly, but that set him off.
He didn’t like it one bit, he never has. Not from you, or anyone. Everything happened fast to him and before he knew it, he already opened his mouth.
ā€œNo dumbass, I like you! Not her!ā€ It was loud, everyone heard it. Though, it was already a bit too late to take it back or brush it off. It was a raw and honest tone. You had heard it, you stood there—wide eyed and mortified. Unfortunately for Orihime, she had the same expression and her heart sank in that moment.
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lifmera Ā· 3 months ago
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Nerd!Ichigo drabbles
My first post on here , , I hope you enjoy it !!
genre: fluff! Gn reader x Ichigo
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Nerd!Ichigo who is INSANELY into English and would have endless books on English literature and random dictionaries for conjugation. Sometimes, you’d go into his room and stare in awe at the amount of books he has. He might be a better tutor than Uryu…
Nerd!Ichigo who rambles to you about plays based on or inspired by Shakespeares writing when your English class has a classical literature assignment.
Nerd!Ichigo who you found out to be a musical nerd once you saw his tabs while the two of you were studying and going over each other’s self check essays.
Nerd!Ichigo who has SIX as a guilty pleasure and would rewatch it every few months ever since you introduced him to it. (His favorite queen is Anne Boleyn!)
Nerd!Ichigo who would be singing ā€œall you wanna doā€ in private when he thinks no one is looking.
Nerd!Ichigo who gets caught singing randomly by you while he was waiting at the school gates to walk home with you.
Nerd!Ichigo who would get teased endlessly by you in private ever since that day. You wouldn’t notice it amidst your laughter and teasing that the carrot top’s scowl had something softer to it…
Nerd!Ichigo who would window shop hobby stores for gundam mechs while the two of you would hang out.
Nerd!Ichigo who you notice would be staring at a gundam aerial figure a little longer than the rest.
Nerd!Ichigo whose birthday comes around and you surprised him with the exact figure he was staring at in the shop. He couldn’t be more thankful, he might cherish this gift quite a lot more than you’d expect…
Nerd!Ichigo who slowly comes around to picking up on the anime you were recently obsessed with. He pulled an all nighter once just to catch up and chat with you about it.
Nerd!Ichigo who gets more and more manga you’d recommend him. He already had some before, but thanks to you it had largely expanded. You both would lend each other manga and on some days would read together in his room.
Nerd!Ichigo who becomes more attentive of your interests, the same as you were with him.
Nerd!Ichigo who suddenly gets more comfortable with talking about the things he liked with you. It was a good way of getting stress off. With you, it felt calm, unlike his substitute shinigami life which consists of fighting off hollows and making sure everyone is safe.
Nerd!Ichigo who you notice had become softer around you. Sure, he was still rough around the edges, but there was something about his gaze on you lingering a little longer. You wouldn’t notice it, but there was a slight smile tugging at the corner of his lips everytime you talked.
Nerd!Ichigo who gradually tries to show his feelings subtly and picks up more on the things about you. He slowly fell in love with you, and he couldn’t be more awkward about it, yet it dearly warms his heart.
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lifmera Ā· 4 months ago
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Hi! I would like a Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss match up please.
Looks: dark brown hair and eyes, white skin, 5’2
Personality: shy, sweet, dorky, socially awkward, funny, workaholic, obsessive over certain topics, clingy, anxious, affectionate, gives offtheater kid energy, and I sometimes smart but I can also be really dumb. I am definitely a Hufflepuff.
Hobbies/Interest: drawing, writing (even though I lose motivation easily, listening to music (mostly musical songs), making memes, and creating characters as well as story lines that I probably won’t write
Love Language: all of them for both giving and receiving
Sexuality: heterosexual and asexual
Helllooooo darling ~~!!! thank you for your request!
(Although you said heterosexual; I wasn't sure on your gender so I made them platonic!)
You are paired with...... Charlie Morningstar and Stolas!
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Charlie...
Quite literally the same as you.
although she would def try to help you be super outgoing! she introduces you to all her friends constantly.
100% musical theatre nerd. she sings it all day all night. she probably sings them as a lullaby!
super super clingy! she loves to be attached at the hip, until she has to perform her "princess duties"!
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Look at this NERD!
He's the same way. musicals all day, every day.
he is such a dork, and would love to nerd out with you!
he also LOVES to read; whatever you write he's probably reading 1 million times over.
he's also pretty clingy! don't fault him though :( he doesn't have anyone to rely on anymore.
he loves affection. He doesn't receive it much, so he's super grateful whenever he receives it!
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slowly hitting back <3
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lifmera Ā· 4 months ago
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Hey there, I would like a male! hazbin hotel match-up please!
I go by Devil Lily on all platforms I use and I normally use any pronouns.
My nickname is Rabbit.(Don't ask why.)
I am aromantic but the type that still fawns over fictional characters because let's be honest there's not a lot of good people to be in a relationship with in my opinion.
Personality: I'm very sarcastic but the chill type like you can clearly hear it in my voice. I'm considered the "mom/millennial" of the group. The mom comes from my therapist mind and the millennial is because of the music I listen to and my grunge style. But I'm very good with tech and photography/graphic design. I have a temper but I bottle it up and take it out on my brother instead. (I don't like having a temper tantrum in public with either someone important with me or my peers/guests.) He's an asshole to be honest and is an alcoholic which pisses me off so bad. Lastly, I have a lot of PTSD and trauma and I won't go into detail because that will lead to trauma dumping.
Hobbies: reading, drawing, writing (pen and paper), listening to music, photography/tech work, and cooking.
Random facts: I'm a Sagittarius(I don't really believe in astrology though but I do study it) I don't like alcohol (mainly what happens when people get drunk and how they act, same with drugs.) I'm considered to be hypersexual according to my friends and my doctor too. (Which causes problems being aromantic) I hate the radio, I have ever since I was a kid. (Because of the amount of ads and the "podcasts" that are so f**king stupid!) I like butterflies/moths (They follow me like I'm a beacon of light for some reason.) I took fashion designing in high school and I still do designs for a friend of mine and helped her start her business in the fashion world.) I sit on my brother's ribs whenever he comes home drunk and try to break them. (If something pisses me off then I'll either kill it or break it.)
That's it. Sorry if this isn't enough info and please reach out if you need more.
Thank you for taking the time to read this and feel free to delete if you're busy, I'll understand.
HELLO HUNNN!! thank you for requesting ! I got you !
Your matchup is......... Vox!
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Now you see... I have good reason!
You both totally match each other's energy,,, like,, almost all the time.
He loves when you are sarcastic a lot, since he tends to be too. like peas in a pod, although just don't be too much. Vox can get annoyed quickly.
he loves the fact you are the "mom" of the friend group, although he isn't the biggest fan of having everyone take up your time..... he also needs a mom of the friend group to cry to.
BIGGEST fan of your style and music! he'd find it so interesting and intriguing. although he'd say his is better. (he'll sneak in some of your songs onto his broadcasting series....)
He wouldn't be the biggest supporter on bottling up your feelings and taking it out on someone; cause he does the same thing. you both need to go to rage rooms. (so do I!)
He wouldn't ask for depth on traumas; but he would 100% respect your boundaries.
if you wrote/read/drew while he was working on stuff? he'd love it! he loves having a quiet place to work and he'll also be able to relax at the same time with you in the room! (I personally believe he's super possessive.)
He would hate on the radio with you. even if you didn't care much for alastor....
If you helped out the Vee's? with fashion designing? already part of the gang! they'd all love you.
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Thank you for requesting ! I'm sorry this took so long </3
I love you all!
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lifmera Ā· 4 months ago
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Hi! So it's my first time writing an ask liek that so I don't know if I'm doing it right but I wanted to try!
If that's alright I'd like to ask for a match from hazbin hotel and black butler fandom
I use she/her pronouns and I'm straight (unfortunately) but the match can be also platonic I don't mind!
About me: I'm a capricorn, INFP, I have partly pink hair and I'm quite tall
My personality: I'm a very honest person and I hate lying and because of my past I have some trust issues āœŒļø I think I might have some adhd and autistic traits but I'm not diagnosed, I'm a very kind person, I couldn't be mean even if I wanted to but I do have a bad habit of ghosting people which can be mean...I'm very nostalgic, like crazy, it can be just cold outside and when I feel it I'm reminiscing a 2009 evening when it was also cold, I'm an incredibly open person, I can talk about anything and I'm very open minded, even if I don't like some things personally, I can understand why others might
Likes: My favorite color is pink, like 90% of my things are pink I'm not even kidding, I'm also a big cat lover, I like to sing and draw and also I like to do my makeup and dress pretty, I tend to overdress for any occasion
Dislikes: I hate spiders (but not spider-like characters, like, I love Spiderman which is weird but anyway), I don't really like enemies to lovers trope (I KNOW PPL WILL COME AFTER ME FOR THAT BUT THAT'S JUST MY OPINION), gee can't think of any more
Some interests: singing, drawing, any DIY or manual artistic hobby I probably tried at some point, at this moment I'm really into crocheting, I also like playing video games (genshin atm)
Some random things: I really like cute nicknames (my fav is honeybun from my bestie) and cute things overall but it contradicts with my dress style which is alternative-punk, I used to have long hair for my whole life but last summer I decided to cut it and I love it so much more, it's shoulder length now and I absolutely can't handle change, I had a literal mental breakdown when I had to change the app I listen to music on :')
Ahh I hope it's alright, I really like your work!!! Have a nice day!!!
Hi hun!!! Of course ! Thank you for sending a request in <3!
Your matchups are..... Husk annnndd ...Sebastian Michaelis!
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Although, I've got to say, Charlie would be ur #1 hype girl.
Husk would be the opposites attract typa person! Although he isn't huge on pet names; I think he'd love to call you "babe" or "baby"!
He def loves to brush his claws through your hair! its therapeutic.
he doesn't mind the ghosting; he'll probably just pop out of nowhere to talk to you.
he loves how open minded you are; he'd love to talk with you hours upon hours discussing topics you have interest in!
he LOVES that you don't lie; and are always honest. it makes him feel like you aren't ever hiding anything from him and it allows him to put all his trust in you :).
He will LOVE if you petted him like a cat; although he'd say he hates it.
would probably hide the drawings you make in his wallet !! (He always asks you to sing him to sleep too.)
He would let you DIY anything you wanted, and made sure he kept it with him at all times. be it a glass at the bar; that only he drinks out of, to a bracelet for the both of you!
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Sebastian....
Biggest cat fiend EVER!
He would probably be intrigued by you at first; not to interested... that is until he saw your personality.
see now Sebastian is a demon; and he can obviously also see through lies like crazy ! he is incredibly appreciative of your personality, and the fact you choose not to lie.
he probably would like to take care of you like he does with Ciel. Brushing your hair; cutting it, even dying it.
He would be so grateful for anything to DIY'ed for him! (esp if you crochet him a cat.)
We all know how much he loves these kitties; he'd love bonding over the little felines!
Sebastian is def a listener, so if you are into the entire yapper x listener dynamic, THIS IS YOUR GUY!
he 100% loves singing. I don't know why. (although Grelle is 100% these vibes for me.)
He would love to be lulled one day; again he loves things that would intrigue him.
Like talented at drawing? sign him up cause he'll secretly put your art in a museum!
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Thank you for requesting! And !!! I'm starting to work on some more guys ! hopefully haha
Love you all <3
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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Hi! I know you're probably really busy, but I would like to request a hazbin hotel and helluva boss matchup please :)
For the personality traits, I'm an INTP-T with the amazing 98% introverted score Other traits: •autistic, prolly ADHD too •doesn't like physical touch unless either I initiate it or it's a person I'm comfortable with •really picky eater •eats like once in 5 hours •likes to stay up late and sleep in •curses like a sailor •likes to draw •rants about hyperfixations a lot (mainly dragons) •doesn't really talk much until I get to know someone better •gets easily overstimulated •If I'm comfortable with someone I'm a chaotic gremlin
female aroace with the desire to date (prefers women over men, mostly because men are stupid) •doesn't drink, smoke or anything •loves reading (especially fantasy books) •procrastinates profesionally •can speak two languages •is done with everyone and everything 99% of the time •loves tea if it has a lot of sugar in it •massive sweet tooth •loves salty things •puns are the best (dad jokes all the way) Physical traits: •Long, straight golden-brown hair thst tends to get real greasy real fast TwT •rather tall for my age •skinny af •green eyes •likes to keep hair loose
Hi!! Of course!!
I’ve decided to pair you with…. EMILY & OCTAVIA!!!
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EMILY!!
Although Emily is 100% a hugger- she knows when to respect boundaries!! She’ll only hug you if you ask her :)
She’ll make sure you get your proper nutrition in a meal!!
Definitely an early bird!! But she would love to see your sleeping face in the morning!!
To be honest, when she gets excited shes probably also a chaotic gremlin, but she also knows how to handle a situation so it wont get out of hand.
She’ll love you any way you are :)
She’ll help find some books for you two!! If anything she’ll recommend books she’s read.
Cause she’s an angel i personally think she’s able to understand every language- so she thinks it’s awesome to hear you speak in other languages!!
She also has a massive sweet tooth, cus you both are sweeties!! But she’ll make sure to manage it so you don’t get cavities!!
Although I feel like she wouldn’t understand dad jokes. She’d cock her head to the side like .. ā€œ?…. OOOHHHHā€¦ā€
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FIRST TIME WRITING FOR OCTAVIA!! BUT YOU FIT HER SO WELL.
Huge on physical touch. She appreciates it especially when she’s emotional, but she doesn’t like it if you guys aren’t close enough.
Although she isn’t particularly picky, she’d probably eat what you couldn’t!!
She can sleep whenever, but I personally believe she likes to stay up a lot of the time to go stargazing, so she’d love it if you joined her!!
Also curses like a sailor, she thinks it’s funny when you both do it together. (She cusses her mom and dad out)
She loves to listen about your hyper fixations, it helps her get away from the problems of her family.
She’s also an introvert pretty much. But once you two get to know each other, I don’t think you could separate!!
50/50 on reading. Picked up both parent’s reading. She only likes to read about what interest’s her- and when it really does she wont be able to put it down. She would have shelves just about that one topic!!
I also believe she would know a few languages since shes a goetia!! Would LOVE to speak to you in different languages because she finds it romantic.
Also done with everyone. Constantly. You, Octavia and Loona would all be best friends.
Probably more savory than out of the other two!! She’d indulge in it though, and would give you some sweets she’d find in a bakery :)
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HOPE YOU ENJOY IT ML!!! SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG….
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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Hyello!! Remember me? Lol uhmmm,,. Yeah, I'm just checking in cause I remembered that your blog exists. How are things going? :^)
YESSSS HI!! I’m finally back and writing again!!! 🩷 thanks for checking up on me!!
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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hi just to check, are matchups still open? If so can I request for any of the fandoms?
Yes!! They will always be open !! Even though i have a shit ton to get thru so it might tale a while !! But yes you can also request anyone you’d like :>
Just if you want more than 3 in one request, send 2 in!!
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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i caved in and read jjk. now if you guys want to request for jjk ill be adding it to the list!! :)
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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Hi, I saw you are doing hazbin hotel matchups and I would like to request one if that is okay.
My name is Alexis I'm 6ft tall and my pronouns she/her I'm a lesbian and I am 19.
I'm a libra, I am highly introverted but will not hesitate to stand up for my friends or family. I have anxiety and PTSD. I have pale skin and blue eyes with light brown hair. I also have a scar across my forehead, I'm not ashamed of it.
I have a small family and I am the mom friend. My love language is touch as it grounds me. And I think I'm pretty funny, even if my jokes consist only of really bad puns.
I am also a lover of all things green.
Thank you so much šŸ’“
HEY HUN!!!
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I’ve decided to match you up with…VAGGIE!!!
See I debated Emily..,. But Vaggie!!
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Our lovely vagatha!
Although you are introverted, I think that’s what Vaggie really likes about you.
But she LIVES to watch you stand up for yourself. She backs you up when stand up for yourself!!
Probably one of the most caring people when it comes down to dealing with PTSD and emotions. She’ll be there for you throughout thick and thin. And always knows what to say!
Definitely so proud of you for not being ashamed of your scar!! It makes her feel less shameful about her eye.
Both of you are the mom friends!! It helps you guys bond over it!
I’d like to think Vaggies love language is also Physical Touch because she’s scared of losing you- just like how she lost her wings.
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Hope this was okay!! Sorry this took so long :(
hope you enjoy!!!
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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literally. She looks like the type to have a whole ass green house in her backyard šŸ™šŸ™
Hallo, may I please get a platonic parent/sibling figure for Hazbin hotel matchups, if you allow platonic matchups? Thanks either way.
I am not quite certain on what to supposedly add so please excuse any unnecessary information.
Information : my name is Ron, a male, I am a diagnosed autistic with possibly ADHD (I did not get diagnosed with ADHD, I only suspect it), non-verbal, a Muslim from PalestinešŸ‡µšŸ‡ø, IraqšŸ‡®šŸ‡¶ and JordanšŸ‡ÆšŸ‡“, I am a repulsed Aromantic and Heterosexual Ace (like, little to no attraction), to me family is the most precious thing in the entire world (plot twist : getting beaten like 4 times a week by parents and older brother and insulted daily, yay).
Likes : I really have huge dreams, and I am proud of this :]. I want to be an author, an artist and an encyclopedic scientist. Which requires that I have to work hard. My favorite science subjects are : Zoology, botany, Marine biology, astronomy, biochemistry, Geology and war art. I like collecting and shiny things.
Hates : being physically weaker and shorter than the average boys my age, more than one people speaking at once, unnecessary complicated informations, being treated like a pet.
Relationship preference : someone that actually cares and allow to be cared of. like, when I do something that might harm me they warn me, no sugar coating.
Bye bye.
omg wait yes i will totally do one!!!
And dw i get it lol!! My parents are balkan- most people from where i live are spilt muslim & catholic!!
I’ve decided your platonic matchup is…….. ROSIE!!!
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Cannibal mama!!
She is probably the biggest sweetheart to her kids!
She would LOVE to hear about your likes, and support you in it all!!! Shes like ā€œTHATS MY KID!!!ā€
She’ll make sure she can provide you with anything you need.
She won’t sugar coat things. She tries to understand, but she’ll tell you it straight. She doesn’t want you getting hurt.
I personally see rosie as someone who’s also into botany!!!
If you wanted, she’d even read your novels and tell you what to fix/correct!!
Although there aren’t really stars in hell, she’ll make sure you can still study astronomy and bring you to the human realm! only by her side though.
If you like Marine biology she’ll tell you to go to leviathans ring.
Probably has a collection of the stuff you collect, either frames it in her emporium, or has a wall full of it!!
Thankfully rosie knows how to listen, and she gives great advice.
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thank you for requesting love!! So sorry i got to this so late :(
HOPE YOU ENJOY!
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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Hey! I was interested when I read that you are matching couples for Hotel Hazbin!
I'm a guy, he/him pronouns, although I usually don't care if people call me by other locations.
I'm a huge fan of the Victorian era. This ultimately influenced the style of clothing I prefer. Although I like comfort first and beauty second, I just get a kick out of tuxedos and shirts paired with a top hat! I really love studying the history of European countries (Especially Germany, Great Britain, Austria and France) I also like to read stories and novels from the 18th and 19th centuries (Although this does not change the fact that I also love video games and very rarely read what is asked at school, preferring to choose the works myself.)
Also, I am heterosexual, and sometimes it can even seem like an obsession BECAUSE I LOVE WOMEN! ANY WOMEN ARE AWESOME!
High? -Yes. Low? -Yes! Any body weight? -Yes! Sub woman? -YES! Dom woman? -FUCK YES!
I am ready to carry every girl in my arms or kneel in front of her, depending on what she prefers. It also gets a little strange because I'm really very tall (6.2) even though I'm quite thin and have never been able to gain the weight I need for my height. and also the obsession with the female gender can be strange, considering that I am Asexual. (I just want to go up and hug every girl I see and give her a sea of ​​compliments and gifts :( )
In general, I apologize in advance, English is not my native language, so I use the services of a translator.
HI HUNN!!! ITS ALRIGHT!
I’ve decided to pair you with…… ROSIE!!
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She came straight to my head! Your vibes match hers completely!!
Victorian era is exactly her style! She’d try to influence and incorporate to her style!!
You guys would have matching clothes!! Always :)
She’d love to help with information- although she might be a hellborn, she definitely knows her stuff.
Rosie at first would be so surprised if you picked her up, but would probably love it!!
But she definitely loves to hug :3
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I hope you enjoy ml, and im so sorry this was so late ā¤ļø
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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Hallo, may I please get a platonic parent/sibling figure for Hazbin hotel matchups, if you allow platonic matchups? Thanks either way.
I am not quite certain on what to supposedly add so please excuse any unnecessary information.
Information : my name is Ron, a male, I am a diagnosed autistic with possibly ADHD (I did not get diagnosed with ADHD, I only suspect it), non-verbal, a Muslim from PalestinešŸ‡µšŸ‡ø, IraqšŸ‡®šŸ‡¶ and JordanšŸ‡ÆšŸ‡“, I am a repulsed Aromantic and Heterosexual Ace (like, little to no attraction), to me family is the most precious thing in the entire world (plot twist : getting beaten like 4 times a week by parents and older brother and insulted daily, yay).
Likes : I really have huge dreams, and I am proud of this :]. I want to be an author, an artist and an encyclopedic scientist. Which requires that I have to work hard. My favorite science subjects are : Zoology, botany, Marine biology, astronomy, biochemistry, Geology and war art. I like collecting and shiny things.
Hates : being physically weaker and shorter than the average boys my age, more than one people speaking at once, unnecessary complicated informations, being treated like a pet.
Relationship preference : someone that actually cares and allow to be cared of. like, when I do something that might harm me they warn me, no sugar coating.
Bye bye.
omg wait yes i will totally do one!!!
And dw i get it lol!! My parents are balkan- most people from where i live are spilt muslim & catholic!!
I’ve decided your platonic matchup is…….. ROSIE!!!
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Cannibal mama!!
She is probably the biggest sweetheart to her kids!
She would LOVE to hear about your likes, and support you in it all!!! Shes like ā€œTHATS MY KID!!!ā€
She’ll make sure she can provide you with anything you need.
She won’t sugar coat things. She tries to understand, but she’ll tell you it straight. She doesn’t want you getting hurt.
I personally see rosie as someone who’s also into botany!!!
If you wanted, she’d even read your novels and tell you what to fix/correct!!
Although there aren’t really stars in hell, she’ll make sure you can still study astronomy and bring you to the human realm! only by her side though.
If you like Marine biology she’ll tell you to go to leviathans ring.
Probably has a collection of the stuff you collect, either frames it in her emporium, or has a wall full of it!!
Thankfully rosie knows how to listen, and she gives great advice.
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thank you for requesting love!! So sorry i got to this so late :(
HOPE YOU ENJOY!
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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HIHIHI, I was wondering if you could match me up with a Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, and a Sally face character? IF THAT'S TOO MANY YOU CAN JUST DO ONE OR THE OTHER
OOKAY so, basic info, yappa yappa, I'm not good at thiisiss
My name is Sophie, I am Hispanic though I know NOTHING about Spanish UHUSHSU🤺🤺 I and gender fluid (They/She/He), I'm a January Aquarius (if that matters), and a INTP/INFP
Personality wise : I guess I'm an ambivert? MOST OF THE TIIMMMEE I'll mirror one's personality, but in general, it depends how close I am with said person šŸ’ŖšŸ˜¼ Once you get to REALLY know me, I have little to no filter (in the right situations), I can be really sarcastic, really sexual (in a joking manner/as long as the other party is okay with it), affectionately insult, and I curse like a witch being trialed. I get irritated easily though, but I (try) to keep that to myself, being a people pleaser. Oh, I tell a joke? It's a dad joke. My love languages are gift giving, and depending on the person, a bit of physical touch (Side hugs, hand holding, ECT.)
FOR MY STYLEE... I REALLY think it's a huge mix of dark clothes: Goth, Adam Sandler, skateboard, Grunge, ECT., though I'm REALLY open minded!
I saw some people talk about their physical appearance.. SO LETS DO IITT : Brown, wavey hair that goes all the way to my lower back (I WANNA CUT IT AHHH), bangs that I absolutely DO NOT know how to style, somewhere between tan-white skin, roundish-almond, brown eyes, upper lip beauty mark, rectangular body shape with MEAT IN THE THIGHS RAHH šŸ„“šŸ– My nose is straighter than I am, y'all
I LOOVVE Wine, literally heaven on earth. I also love drawing, animating, singing, writing, doing random voice overs, doing voice impressions, music (Mostly metal, rock, Goth, alt/indie, electronic), anything horror, insects, space, reptiles, basically any animal, anatomy, origami, and some other stuff I forgot about.
Some extra stuff about mee, I am usually very closed off and try to be polite until I have a deep friendship with a person, I am THE total fucking opposite. I love the internet, it literally raised me, therefore, I will cherish it (most of the time at least). I am literally a perfectionist, like AHHHH. I am very naive, like help me, I've caused so many problems with my naiveness 😭😭🤺
I LOVE daydreaming, why be in the real world when you can star off into space and pretend you're in another? Despite being the youngest in my family, I am surprisingly the one who acts like an older sister. I LOVE BABIES!!! Like, my step-aunt had a baby ALSO named Sofie, and I got to hold her AHSHAHHZH. I can be a bit hypersexual (FUCK YOU TRAUMA), But I know how to control it because I'm just like that šŸ’ŖšŸ˜¼šŸ‘¹
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I'm SOO sorry if this is too lengthy
I hope you're having a wonderful day/night! Thank you in advance if you DO match me with a character
HI LOVE!!!!! OFC!!2!1!1!
IVE DECIDED TO PAIR YOU WITH!!!!!!!!! …… HUSK, LARRY JOHNSON &….. BLITZƘ!!!
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Although you don’t realize it at first, it’s really easy to get along with husk. Even if you aren’t drinking!!
I think your personality drew this kitty in!! Although he doesn’t mind the sexual jokes, he would prefer to keep them to a minimum. He loved when you are sarcastic with him- or make jokes. Thats his humor as well, and loves to indulge in someone who has similar humor!!
Although you get irritated quickly- he can tell immediately. HE KNOWS EVERYTHING. He will being you somewhere quiet/alone and away from people and talk to you about it.
He would try to help you NOT be a people pleaser, def the guy to stick up for you and tell that person to do it themselves.
Although his love language seems to be quality time- he doesn’t mind any!! He’ll feel bad to take gifts from you tho :(
He’d enjoy watching your outfits!! One day he’ll ask you to be goth- another adam!! He thinks anything you wear is cute on you.
If you love wine, he’ll MAKE sure he always has it in stock for you- let alone let anyone else order it. Probably hides it too.
He’d love to hear about your interests, or new animations, or even hearing you sing!!
Even if you’re naive!! He will be your bodyguard. Literally might be so annoying but he’s up your ass.
Even if you think you have imperfections- to him you don’t. And he will make sure you know that!!
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L-L-L-LARRRY!!!
Come on. I think you and Larry would bond over your culture!! He also does NOT know any Spanish. LOSER ALERT. (Hc: he probably only understands it but fucks up pronunciation)
Your personality suits him sm. Cursing like a sailor? Him too. If you mirror his personality? Loves you. If you get close to him? Love you more. If you are sexual? He’ll play back don’t worry!!
Style, style, style. HE LOVES IT SO MUCH OH MY GOD. Everyday he looks forward to what you’re gonna wear, and probably goes all googly eyes. Cause he’s a loser like that!!!
He’ll definitely be a gift giver too, he’ll share his drugs (if you are into that. If not thats cool too!!) He’ll paint you all the time!!
Would drink with you 24/7. He probably wouldn’t drink wine though. He’d say it’s too ā€œelegantā€.
He loves your hair sm. You both have similar hair AHHH!!! he probably braided ur hair and his together once, or it got stuck head banging!!
Begs you to sing sanity falls while he paints. He absolutely LIVES to hear you sing.
Indulges in anything you like- will try it out ONCE. If he likes it, he’ll join you for more! Or just to spend time with you :)
Would probably love the internet too if he was raised off it.
Also sooooo naive. Two peas in a pod.
He would daydream with you. (As in he gets high and pretends he’s in lala land.)
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LAST BUT NOT LEAST…. BLITZIE!!
Literally definition of ā€œhave to be close to get each others personalitiesā€
Understands that it’ll take time for you to show your true personality- but him too.
He will also make sarcastic remarks to you, and engage in playful banter!!! If you make a sexual joke- don’t think he wont flirt with you. He will.
More of a physical touch guy!! He wants to make sure you aren’t leaving him. He’s scared to keep losing people.
Not a wine drinker- but probably an alcoholic under the covers. Or maybe he drinks a shit ton when he’s stressed and regrets it.
LOVES your thighs. Would eat them!
At first he thought you were insane, but slowly started to love your style- and he now sometimes dresses in it. Even while sneaking to the human realm!
Definitely not an art driven guy. He’s bland but he gotta work! And on that note, has BEGGED you to join !!! And if you did- he’d get your art and use that to lure victims. Play guitar? Slash them behind a tree. Sing? They die backstage. Photography/Drawings/Animations? Once they leave into an alley they are done for!!
Will probably want to start a family with you- or hope you can at least get through to loona. He cherishes her soooo much!!
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HI HUN. I MADE SURE I GOT TO YOURS CUS YOU WERE ALL THE WAY AT THE BEGINNING!!!! I HOPE THIS WAS OKAY :3
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lifmera Ā· 1 year ago
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GUYS …. I REALLY WANNA START WRITING FICS ???? SHOULD I?
Would you sillies request? 🄹
P.S. i have some matchups still in the works. Im working on finishing them but i haven’t been active im sorry my loves. But im back!
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