liliummxx-blog
liliummxx-blog
My random thoughts.
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Hello there, I can only describe this as a sort of online diary. I realized how much I am thinking lately about the most random or even important things and I kind of wanted to try to write them down. So I hope whoever finds this enjoys my thoughts.
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liliummxx-blog · 6 years ago
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Relationships.
I have been single for a bit over half a year now and I still say it was the best thing that could happen to me after about 7 years of my first relationship, but it also feels weird. I haven’t had the best experience. Don’t get me wrong it was not abusive or any of that, it was just I neglected myself a lot just to make my partner happy, which was dumb of me. Anyways I got the courage to break up and finally felt like I could breath and finally be myself without asking myself “oh would they be happy about that?” buuuut here is the catch I miss having a person that close to me. I do have friends which are wonderful and so so kind, but I miss a deeper meaning to things. I want to make memories and create moments with someone special. I realized how hard it is to actually meet people who would be open to dating without using a damn app, because let’s be honest here I find them weird. I have no hopes for this year since work keeps me busy, but I will see what 2020 has to offer for me.
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liliummxx-blog · 6 years ago
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Slow day.
I am having a kind of a rough day. It’s not exactly bad, but I don’t feel like doing anything, but on the other hand I kind of don’t like just being lazy. It feels weird since I hadn’t had a bad day in a while. I am kind of afraid I fall back into a loop I was happy I just got out of? 
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