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LMAO WHAT. I need to see the rest of that they said 🤣

Sorry they have no taste and can't enjoy the series. The series slaps. Dare I say I love it more than the movie.

Everyone who uses threads seems like they live on a different plane of reality than everyone else

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Ok, loves, so we've all got the message that joking about suicide is bad for your mental health. Now we need to get on "joking that the planet/all of humanity has no future is bad for societal health/encouraging resistance to bad shit."

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When it's 2am and you can't sleep and you get the sudden urge to start a YouTube channel and are making fire scripts and editing decisions in your head but have no idea how to actually execute them and WHERE DO I FIND THE TIME?

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Wh-whats going on??????

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Anxiety and heart attacks having near identical symptoms is so fucking rude. Especially to people with health anxiety.

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I cannot believe that normal people are out here just... not worrying about shit. They stay up at night because of some embarrassing thing they said five years ago, not because they're worried they're going to die in their sleep. They don't worry they have some secret underlying illness. They don't worry that they might have cancer, or parasites, or a brain tumor, or are going to have a heart attack or stroke. Genuinely fucking baffling to me, I simply cannot comprehend it.

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Any other folks with health anxiety sometimes refuse to sleep at night because you're so scared you're going to die in your sleep? Like, I can't die in my sleep if I don't go to sleep in the first place!

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I hate you psychosomatic symptoms. I hate you anxiety. I hate you panic attacks. I hate you mental illness. I hate you sweating. I hate you random pains. I hate you health anxiety. I hate you health anxiety so much I can't express it in words. I hate you being robbed of my physical and mental wellbeing. I hate you irrational fears. I hate you confusing anxiety for deadly diseases. I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you

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Me: gets under boob pain, arm pain and shoulder pain

Brain: ur gonna fuckin die !

Me: it's just muscle stra-

Brain: Ur gonna fucking die !!!!

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Something people should talk about: Health Anxiety. AKA, being a hypochondriac.

Hypochondriacs are jokes. We are viewed as annoying, silly and nonsensical. Every medical drama will always have a patient who is a hypochondriac, who is the comic relief, the irrational man or woman who badgers the doctor and freaks out over nothing. In real life, people are annoyed and exasperated with hypochondriacs.

But it's a form of anxiety, like all of the others that are finally getting attention and acceptance on social media and in doctors' offices. And, considering that health care is not a sure thing in America, thay getting sick means you can't work, can't pay rent, can't buy food, that's a terrifying and real fear. Having a chronic illness or disability can cause a lot of problems. So its not an entirely irrational fear.

Anxiety can cause a lot of weird symptoms to your body. Random pain, especially in the chest, heart palpitations, difficulty breathing, extreme fatigue, numbness or pins and neeldes in legs, blurred vision, ect. And all of these can be symptoms to some big problems, like heart attacks, strokes, diabetes, brain problems, ect. Which is not reassuring when you are constantly afraid of getting sick.

Health anxiety is terrifying. Its the constant fear that your body will fail you, it's experiencing symptoms that scare you. It's the fear combined with the knowledge that it's in your head, but what if it's not? What if there is a problem, and not going to the doctor now will ruin your life? Can you even trust the doctor to know what they are doing? You've heard horror stories of misdiagnosis and dismissal. What if they think I'm crazy and stop actually checking? Those are the thoughts that run through your head.

So please stop treating health anxiety as a joke. It took me a long time to even realize what was wrong with me, why I was reacting this way. All because I had this bias in my mind that hypochondriacs are silly, useless, and irrational people.

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OH MY GOD SO ITS NOT JUST ME WHOS BEEN TERRORIZED WITH HIM

Every three posts that bitch pops up and it drives me mad! I've wanted to make a post saying "I swear to God if I see that stupid hat man one more time--" but I worried it was just a me thing. Lol. God.

ITS THE SAME AD EVERY THREE POSTS. MAKE IT STOP.

Terrorize your Whumpee with Tumblr's hat guy.

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Literally with every new crime I'm like "these bitches are so extra!" Whatever happened to a good ol' fashioned stab a man and bury him in the woods?! Nooooo I have to turn them into a totem pole! I have to saw her into multiple pieces and put them on display! I have to put his corpse on an animal skeleton in artistic display of what was inside him!!!!

do you think people in the hannibal universe were intimidated out of serial killing by how much thought and care was put into all of the big serial killer's serial killing. like yeah man i'd loveee to get into serial killing but i don't have access to the facilities where i can flay someone alive and make roses with their skin unfortunately :/ also i have a day job :/ if i was a serial killer in the hannibal universe i'd get imposter syndrome while reading articles about other killers like fuckkkkkkk man he sewed them together in a grain silo to look like a giant fucking gradient when viewed from above. why do i even try this shit. and i'd cry myself to sleep every night

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Don't forget, he's also an artist, and not just with drawing! He somehow manages to find the time to not only murder people, but turn them into what I can only describe as some kind of deranged performance art.

I think the craziest thing that happened in hannibal nbc has to be hannibal's schedule because my man was out there murdering people, eating them all while going unnoticed, working full time as a psychiatrist, playing several instruments + composing music, working with the FBI to lead them away from him, flirt with the guy trying to catch him, have random hookups, cook michelin star worthy meals, host dinner parties, go to the opera, frame the guy he fell in love with for his own crimes, go to therapy (more like yap about his crush to bedelia), spend several hours a week at the swimming pool, spend hours on tattlecrime reading about himself and that's not even all of it je lui tire mon chapeau like we say in french oh yes right he also speaks multiple languages!

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First time watching Hannibal. I'm not sure this bitch is human.

He was a surgeon. He cooks exquisite cuisine. He can draw. He can play the piano. He's a professional psychiatrist. He gets away with the most insane, infamous, performance art murders all while working with the FBI.

WHO IS THIS MAN?!?!?!?

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Getting a text from my mother that she's making Italian sausage whilst gruesome cannibalism is happening on my screen is very unfortunate.

Watching Hannibal for the first time in the year of our lord 2025 just because people compared gi-hun x in-ho to hannigram. Time to see why this website is so obsessed with it.